>What makes you a psychopath ?
>do you hide it or don't care ?
>do you have friends ?
I made this thread to identity myself with others like me . you are not obligated to post anything and to the faggots that will make shit up fuck you. Tell me if you think you are a psychopath?

The biggest thing that makes me think I am one is not being able to feel anything . Nothing at all I have no feelings for anyone or anything I can't love I can't fear I can't be happy I don't feel shit and the thing that scares me is that I am completely fine with it . I have been threw dramatic events at a young age that lead me to toughen up and I ended up this way .

>>674348697
>Are you my Mummy?

>>674348697
Yes i am i took 2 tests sat night

Yes, I have constant thoughts of hurting and killing people, like there's something inside of me that keep provoking me and I seem to enjoy them.

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oh cool is this the thread where all the 7th graders hang?

>>674349743
I'm this guy. I do have friends. I don't hide it. I kind of embrace the idea and I don't think people know how to handle it honestly. I blow people off a lot though idk why.

>>674350227
This is were op tells you to go back to trap porn and finish jerking off

>>674350548
spoken like a true beta

i take that back sorry mr.psychopath please dont kill me! xddd

>>674348756
What do yoy mean ended upt his way? Theres lots of successful non violent psychopathic people in the world your boss is probably one

I went to a mental health facility and told them my thoughts on murder. They refused to let me leave and admitted me.

>>674350975
Im 32 far from 7th grade 1/10 for makimg me reply nice bait

>>674348697
I'm a pathopsych.

>>674351223
Oh. Well i guess i can see why. I wouldn't tell anybody that anymore lol

Don't worry about it

I plan to get my future son circumsized...

>>674351319
oh fuck i've made the """psychopath""" so angry that he can't even type a coherent post! i'm done for!

>>674351615
Make sure to make jew bacon

>>674351319
Right, he's in 4th grade guys, come on.

>>674351668
No im a little drunk. Are you sure your not in 7th grade?

>>674351716
Try harder

>>674350975
You're probably a stupid little kid living with mommy wait till you hit the real world you cuck you will remember me . You will come back with a "how do I kill myself " thread

You're not a psychopath, you just a cynical dumbass...

>>674351703
da fuq is jew bacon??

>>674351668
That fucktard was not op

>>674351953
Shit, really? 2nd grade then, but that has to be the point where you can't finish captchas, I mean seriously "street names" showed a normal curve sign, dafuq?

I don't know what love feels like....
I'm either a psychopath or a social outcast

>>674351977
"Called this guy a cuck and said he'd commit
suicide, I'm such a psychopath *inhaler*"
>Linkin Park plays in background

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>>674352424
>Linkin Park
I knew you liked trap porn

>>674352187
Im 5 and what is this?

>>674352713
we're not the same guy, dumdums

i thought psychopaths were supposed to be smart??

whats a psychopath?

I don't have the funds to go see a therapist or shrink, and I'll ask here if I should seek help.
I have thoughts of killing most people for mundane things. Even "friends" and family.
I've never harmed an animal though, just other people when I was in school.
I lie to see how far I can go with it.
I've had no successful relationships cause I don't do the effort.
I do however enjoy the idea of love I just don't have the capacity for it.
Where do I fit on the spectrum I wonder.

>>674352210
Or you could be a shitty person who no one wants to love because you're not deserving of it.
Be a nice person and in general people are nice back.

>>674353258
Just don't act on them you.know right from wrong if you fight the urge dont get caught.

I heard it from a 10/10 cutie last week dat im a psychopath

People in publicity are scared of me always have a fourseat in Tubes, buses.but i must admit my toughts are constantly sick and weird.social interactions are pure horror for me and im love it to sit alone in the darkness for hours

>>674353258
>Where do I fit on the spectrum I wonder.

i think you'd fit perfectly on the autism spectrum lol

>>674348756
Since you don't seem to mention any violent or antisocial acts, look into schizoid personality disorder.

>>674353874
Kek

>>674348756
Sociopath

>>674350088
Same but my shrink says it isn't psychopathic, thought it was autism then nope, then schizophrenia that was a maybe and finally extreme old. Hope this helps

>>674348756
Must be hard being 12

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Never really thought about how fucked up i am until recently, kinda scares me.
>4thish grade, very sad all the time(not gonna pull a tumblr and self diagnose depression) and tried to hang myself. No idea how the fuck my middle class 4th grade lide was so bad that i tried suicide.
>later, proboly middle schoolish i was a faggot who wanted attention, so i shined a light jnto my eye every night hoping i would go blind. Eye is a bit fucked up now, it sees in a oarngeish tint.
>used to have a pet lizard, would essentially torture some of the crickets and mealworms that i had for his food.
>all through high school had a phase where i contemplated being a serial killer(2edgy5me)
Yeah, i was a fucking red flag all around

>>674350227
Look, don't come to a thread where people provide your school entertainment to piss them off or no school shoots for you

>>674355005
>old
Ocd

>>674355173
I lile that

>>674355173
>implying the psychopaths wouldn't be the ones doing the shooting

lol

>>674348756
Im actually a psychiatrist.
Judgeing from your comments I 100% agree that you are a austist and need further mental evaluation and help.

>>674348697
I dont care

>>674353915
Just read about it .
Most of this implies to me actually except the lack of sex drive KEK
I love pussy

Also I don't think I would hurt someone just because but I do have sick thoughts of violence and also enjoy REKT and gore very much . The moment when someone takes their last breath gives me a rush of adrenaline.

>>674355878
Nihilist

>>674355382
We would, I'm saying don't come and troll or we won't

>>674349743
>>674355696
I'm actually a qualified refrigeration mechanic and i stand by what this guy just said.

Id kill someone for money

>>674355016
21 faggot
judging by the "faces of /b/ " thread you must be one of those tough looking white boys that you find there . I don't get why mods don't ban all you underage cucks .

>>674356185
Capitalist

>>674356270
Hi Karl

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>>674348697
No.

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ITT Edgy teens talk about how they don't feel anything and they are twisted fucking psychopaths

>>674356436
Oh hai!

>>674348756
if you don't feel anything how are you scared of it?

>>674356560
Possibly scared of not having remorse. Psychopathic people are people too

I once drugged my mother when I was 20 when my dad was away on a business trip and I raped her over 6 hours. She gave birth to my brother 9 months later. Im pretty sure I'm the father.

>>674356852
Cool story

>>674356852
Brodad is dat you? It me ur son autist.

>>674348697
You know psychopathy isn't an actual mental disorder, right?
Sure the term exists, but the one you're looking to identify yourself with is 'antisocial personality disorder'.
>antisocial personality disorder
>/b/
And you came to /b/ thinking you're a special snowflake?
What a fucking retard.

probably, but I'm not dangerous so who cares (not me I'm a psychopath)

>>674353258
Well first, psychopath and sociopath are not recognized as medical terms, so a doctor would most likely diagnose you with ASP( antisocial personality disorder). But, according to WebMD, you would in the range of a sociopath.

i don't class myself as a psychopath but i've been hearing voices in my head (they call out my name but sounds like whoever is saying my name is far away). Always have thoughts of hurting/killing people but i think everyone has those thoughts but don't act on it?

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>>674357656
Basically. Those are auditory hallucinations

>>674357656
If what you say is true, then it could most likely be schizophrenia. You should seek medical attention because schizophrenics tend to be dangerous.

>>674356995
ASP does not necessarily mean that a person is antisocial as in they do not like to be around others, an introvert. It means more that the certain person with the affliction will tend to not abide to social norms, hence antisocial.

Nah, but I know a guy who is. I used to worry that I might be crazy, like I'm sure any weird kid does. But then a close friend of mine told me that another friend of ours dreams about killing people. Like, he read his dream journal and it's all fucking insane shit. And he's a super fucking smart guy, too. He's at a good college on a decent scholarship, probably has a really bright future ahead of him. And what's more, he's got a wonderful girlfriend. Cute as hell, and a real nice person. Dreams at night about chopping people up.

I used to worry that I was kinda fucked up, that years of browsing the weird parts of the internet might've made me kinda weird. But damn, at least my latent desires when I go to bed at night aren't of hurting people.

I wonder if his girlfriend knows about his dreams. I wonder if she's secretly just as fucked up as him.

>>674348697
Boarder line homicidal walking a very thin line at this point

>>674358741
I think that's fairly normal, they are just dreams.

>>674348697
my first wet dream was of mouth raping a little girl and threatening to kill her family if she told anyone.
I don't know if I am a socio or psycopath but I'm pretty fucked.

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ye

>>674358741
My friends kid is the same way evil dreams smart ass fuck lives in a remote area in Oregon

Cough

>>674353869
>sit alone for hours
>social interaction scary

Might acutally be a little autism

I am deceptive, deceitful, underhanded, unscrupulous, manipulative, and dishonest.
To everyone I know , Personally i feel as if I am a superior human being. If you challange me you will be vanquished i have never really been one for feelings or a "Social need" for anything or anyone. I'm told i have some "Charm" but I never know what anyone means by that. Well lets see what else I get bored rather easily so I need things to keep me entertained for I get moody. Hmm I cant seem to think of anything else.. OH wait nope i'm a felon because I "Assaulted a man" Even though he deserved it he took my fucking Iphone and i hit a bottle over his head... so yea have no idea if i have Psychopathic traits or I'm just different.

I would definitely say that I am a psychopath. I know that it is not a medical term. I made a self-diagnoses and I happen to fall into the criteria to be defined as a psychopath by society. I specifically say psychopath because I am not very violent, but I do care not for others in any way possible. At first I was confused on why I was so monotone and indifferent to many things. I had a lingering suspicion that I could be possibly insane, so I did a lot of research. I came up with the conclusion that if I fit into most of the criteria for a psychopath, then I must be a psychopath. At first I did hide my more extreme thoughts, but then I stopped caring and developed more of a narcissistic personality. Bi-polar disorder runs in my family, so I also have that going for me. Even though I have these characteristics, people still want to be my friend. It must be because I am such a fantastic person.

>>674357782
Is that an internet test you just took to confirm you are indeed anti-social personality disorder?

>>674358582
I'm not really sure what you meant by that post. Was it to simply inform me that anti social means against social norms? Thanks. Already knew that

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>>674361177

HAHAHAHA OH FUCK MY SIDES, YOU GUYS ARE KILLING ME
YOU CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP HAHAHAHAHA

>>674361576
Did you not mean that all people on 4chan suffer from ASP? I thought that you had a misunderstanding on what ASP actually is. So I thought that you were just trying say that all 4chan users are introverts, but you used ASP instead.

>>674357629
Well that answers that. Thx m80

>>674358121
i know i've got some mental problem, runs in my mums family. i managed to hide it better then my sister who is been in jail for 8 years
>>674357986
Thanks for responding, auditory hallucinations, thats fucking spot on man thank you

>>674361997
You are right. I am not making any of this up.

>>674361128
So why not resolve the phone issue in a civilized manner as to not get attention drawn to yourself? I.e. go to jail and become a felon. Then do whatever you wish with the person later.
You THINK you're a superior human. There are far superior out there.

>>674362290
thanks for the laugh man

>>674348756

>I can't fear
>the thing that scares me

Please make up your mind you delusional fuck nugget, some of us have things to do here...

>>674362466
Why did you find the two posts humorous?

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>>674361997
>>674361128
I did lol

>be me, 23
>manipulated my mother out of $200,000 of her trust fund dollars to barely stay alive
>great great great grandpa patented some of the first stoplights and made $600M
>can't hold a job
>can't keep friends or a girlfriend
>15th new place I've lived in 4 years
>fall asleep fantasizing about violence
>have terrible vivid nightmares of dying and killing
>slowly losing it
>drinking to forget
>lying to get by
what am I /b/?
am I going to snap?
No history of violence but I keep my distance from people so they can't provoke me...

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Unidentifiable Comedy

>>674362080
That's exactly what I meant.
Introverts were not on my mind.
Things like people fucking ancient skulls and cutting off their naughty bits were.
You weird ass fuckers...

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>>674348697
#MonkeysLivesMatter

>>674351668
STFU, asslick. Adults are talking. Go jerk off in your mom's underwear again to calm down.

>>674362634
Probably cause they're both cringy as fuck. The second post diagnosed themselves. The first sounds like he's making plans to take over the universe. They're both probably in their mid twenties wanting to be different. They'll grow out of it, but it's still funny.

No but my dad is.

>genuine Patrick Bateman personality (minus the killing)
>has HUGE grandiose issues and an unrelenting ego
>ego forces him to move mountains for other people because he always wants to seem like the most capable and nicest person in the world (which he thinks he is)
>when people are around, he acts like my friend
>always offering me money when people are around and subtly mentioning all the things he does for my family
>he makes a shit tonne of money and has been CEO of two companies in the past (one of the typical psychopathic positions)

but when no one is around... holy fuck

>every word that comes out his mouth is either a direct or subtle attack on me or my siblings (sometimes my mum but shes his trophy)
>eg. he will continuously question me about something I fucked up or havnt done in the past, either out of the blue or completely unrelated to anything
>will bring up a conversation between us in front of my mum and lie about what was said so that she hates me and making me look like an asshole
>completely isolated me and my siblings from other family so that no one could find out what he was really like and so he had full control
>endless physical and mental torture growing up, the physical torture ended when I got bigger than him
>mum tried killing herself when i was ~12, he blamed us
>he tried killing himself when i was ~10, he blamed us
>growing up, it became a regular thing where he'd drag me out of my bed at night, hit the fuck out of me in a prescription drug stupor for ruining his life, out of fucking no where
>often threw food on the floor and forced me or my siblings to eat it 'like the dogs we are'
>would laugh and joke about the creative ways he would hit me and my siblings as he did it

yes its fucked me up, but im thankful I didnt inherit his personality. My brother did unfortunately. He knows it and he hates it.

will answer questions if anyones interested.

>>674363222
>>674362799
this is some kind of signal?

>>674363423
I believed both until one said that he was joking. The second post seems plausible. I did not find any glaring mistakes to indicate a lie. More importantly, why do you care so much if they are trying to be different?

>>674348697

>INB4 Edgy faggot who discovered psychology today imbound

First off I don't believe you're a psychopath for 3 good reasons. 1 you're here talking about it- 2 I dated a psychopath/sociopath, they never like for you to know what they are. They're good at hiding their true intentions because they mimic emotion, not truly emulate it. 3- wanting to kill and hunt people doesn't make you a psychopath, that's edgy bullshit.
I'm too tired to explain the rest

>medically evaluated sociopath here.

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Edgy narcissism passes for psychopathy on this board so yes, I'm the most psycho insane dude ever!

>>674353254
Psycopathy is a personality disorder characterized by inability to feel empathy or compassion for other people. Also by reduced fear of consequences. The highest incidence of psychopathy occurs among corporate CEOs, lawyers, and cletgymen. Not all psychopaths are dangerous or violent.

>>674363843
>implying this isnt an anonymous image board

not a nice grill at all

>>674363511
I don't think you have a realistic understanding of pyschopathy, it's not a general term to describe shitty people of behaviour. It's a very well defined set of characteristics. Look it up and resist the urge to make the traits fit with your father. He's not a pyschopath

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>>674348697

I've groomed and fucked jailbait.
Forced a chick and semi raped her.
Given drugs to kids
Fucked a guys wife
Groomed the girl I semi raped.
She's "legal"
Done fucked up sexual stuff
Only thing I can't watch is certain animals getting hurt. Anything but gorillas, I hate gorillas.

>Guess I'm just a sociopath. :(

>>674364337
... he's a diagnosed psychopath.

I know what a psychopath is, I just listed a few examples of how its manifested in his behaviour.

>>674364030
sounds like me

>>674348697
so i guess i am.

whats the point of this thread

>>674364553
Ok give me better examples

>>674364553
...its best not to diagnose yourself off of WebMD

>>674350227
I love that someone has the audacity to actually "copyright" this steaming pile of shit.

>>674363511
First honest post in this thread.

I found the part about laughing about the creative ways he would hit you and your siblings as he did it interesting. I want to know more about that. Did you all get beat at the same time? If so, wouldn't that provoke him to just beat the lot of you more? Or did you only do this when it was your turn to dance? I'm also curious about those creative beatings. How were they done? Did he flail his arms wildly using his core to whip them around? Or was it more of a, lets-see-what-objects-leave-which-marks kind of thing, or what?
Just curiuos. Thanks in advance.

>>674364646
What's the point of any /b/ thread?

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>>674364236

Doesn't matter. You shouldn't have a need to seek this sort of acknowledgement. It's not what a Psychopath would tend to do. You're seeking attention. Because you're a faggot.

Case dismissed.

>EdgeAF
>Greentxten

>>674348697
Are you a nigger?

i squished an ant the other day and didnt feel anything yeah im a twisted fuck i know

>>674364879
im not even OP

again implying this isnt an anonymoose image board lol
just keep digging

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>>674348697
I own that gas mask and many more are you implying that people that own gas mask are psychopaths?

>>674348697
What the fuck is this Scooby doo shit op? It's past your bedtime, go to sleep.

>>674348697
yes
>i feel little to no emotion nor empathy, i cant relate, and im amoral
>only four people know all really close friends
>i have a good social circle

>>674365079

Why are you even responding then if you aren't OP? Attention seeking faggots man..

Gtfo my /b/

>>674348756
>I can't fear
>what scares me

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>>674348697
No, I finished middle school quite awhile ago.

>>674364867
depends on the topic.

there are all kinds of threads with different purposes but this op just asks a question that requires no more than a yes,no or specification request in my case.

just seems weird i guess

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>>674349594
I Am an adult

honestly i don't care. I'm just out for myself.

ITT
>/b/ wants to be special so badly they're willing to delude themselves into believing they're psychopaths

Being antisocial and shitty doesn't make you a psychopath it makes you an edgy loser

ageofshitlords doot com/internet-infamous-jessi-slaughter-now-a-special-snowflake-tumblr-user/

if you are just know we failed

>>674361128
>I am deceptive, deceitful, underhanded, unscrupulous, manipulative, and dishonest
so you are a jew? wow go fuck yourself

>>674364681
I literally can't describe it well, it's absolute insanity when he slips and shows himself.

Its all in the manner of how he does things. I genuinely can't describe his 'normal', but Ill try with an example...

He goes to RIDICULOUS lengths to hurt me and my siblings (sometimes my mum, but like I said she's his trophy he doesn't want to lose), but its just a conversation for him. He is genuinely deluded that the things he's done to us/does to us he immediately forgets them and continues his grandiose idea of self.

If he slips in front of my mum, he just runs away and will for the next few days scheme against my siblings and I to make us look bad so that he's back in control. Its him against us, he acts like we're a threat to him and his 'trophy'.

It almost seems like I'm being paranoid, but this is things we've all figured out by talking to each other. Its ALL about control for him. Like I said he purposely isolated us from outside family so that no one could find out. All other people would see is how lucky we were because he was so giving blah blah blah. He works extremely hard to maintain that facade, and then will unleash on us because he is 'better than us'.

When he has an 'episode', he becomes a genuine, frothing at the mouth animal. He had a complete emotional break down after freaking out because I couldn't move a car up a steep hill (couldnt drive manual at the time) and he began frothing at the mouth, shrieking and screaming and breaking down (we were on a farm so no one around). On the drive home through hills and windy roads, he was was shrieking, rambling, and saying he was about to end it all. He was swerving at trees and oncoming trucks and being hysterical, I legitimately thought I was going to die (almost did, he ended up swerving off the road but luckily it was a dirt patch).

Again, I can't describe it because its so hard to comprehend even for me to this day. None of it makes sense, but like I said, his 'normal' is not normal.

>>674364681
I'm not saying he has split personalities, but that's a way I can describe it.

There's the 'him to the outside world' where he has to be the best person in existence', and the 'inside him' where he reigns over his plebs as he is superior with zero remorse and complete delusion.

>>674366492
The one thing that stands out to me is your emphasis on his control. That's generally behaviour of a psychopath. They need control, at any cost. Is he highly intelligent?

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>>674365526
attention seeking?
>ima medically evaluated sociopath and i dated another psychopath/sociopath so yeah im pretty much the arbiter of crazy people

implying attention would get you anything on an
>anonymous image board?

hole to deep fam.

>>>/tumblr/
maybe here your hormone induced rage can be taken as an actual argument

>>674366952
>Is he highly intelligent?

YES. EXTREMELY. I can not stress this enough. Like I mentioned he's been CEO of different companies (the position with most known psychopaths ironically), and after that got head hunted to be a senior project manager of a civil construction company (a big one) even though he's never done engineering or any kind of work like it.

The thing that really screwed me up growing up under him was the way he managed to convince me that everything WAS my fault. he broke me young to the point I needed to rely on him, but I still admired him because he was so smart and good at everything.

When I finally realized that I literally don't have a father, thats when I started to recover from it all. I don't see him as a father, just a twisted boss that I can't escape.

>>674366952
Did you not read his first post? Fuck...
According to anon, his father is the CEO of multiple companies. You don't get there by being like you.

>>674348697
yessir

Sociopath with psychopathic tendencies.
Diagnosed when I was 16

>>674367597
Hah. Funny jab, it wasn't stated specifically. You dint have to be a genius to be a CEO.

>>674367597
Im the guy with the psychopathic father, and this is so true.

He THRIVES in the business environment. He is so manipulative and loves the control of people under him, but he's also smart enough how to appear like he's a good person (eg. the lower on the rung you are in the business, the better he treats you because people dont expect that. He treats cleaners and people in positions like that like gods where other people can see him do it).

When I was seeing a psychologist myself, she actually picked it as well from everything I told her. Her first guess was narcissist (which is a significant trait of psychopathy), but when you consider his personality as a whole, he is 100% psychopathic.

Speaking of my psychologist, when he found out I was seeing her he FREAKED the fuck out because he was convinced it was an attack on him because he knew id be talking to her about him.

Same thing when he found out I was on anti-depressants (not on them anymore aaaye), lost his shit because it was my personal way to attack him.

>>674348697
Despite all of your desires to be psychopaths I would suggest getting professional evaluation instead of self diagnosing. You're all probably just normal humans with a few emotional scars.

>>674348697
Don't know, would care less anyways.

>>674368027
In what industry did your father work?

>>674353258
Therapy is free for those in need pal. Use your super interweb skills to find your local mind healing station and get help. Duh.

>>674348697
nah, just mild-to-severley depressed.

>>674368222
Telecomms, industrial, civil engineering, not sure on his current position but he's a big wig in one of the biggest companies in this state. He's mates with the current CEO so he's happy working under him because he prides himself on the fact that he's the only person who can sway him.

Im being vague on purpose btw.

I don't have enough interest in other people to be a psychopath. I don't care enough to maipulate and control people.

honestly I look down on psychopaths, it's pathetic. endlessly fascinated with manipulating humans like a stupid kid plays with his new toy.

like damn, you're really THAT small minded? worthless people fascinate you THAT much? it's pathetic to be honest..

I certainly have some psychopathic traits, such as little empathy, an ability to act and portray what I want to others. I don't feel guilt or remorse, only fear of getting caught. I'm the type of person people would would be in complete disbelief about, if I was charged with some of the crimes I've commited.

But no I'm not a psychopath. I look down on them. I've got more imortant and better thing to do then manipulate and conrol people - why would I give a fuck about doing that? I look down on people, not get fascinated by them..

No, I only have momentary psychotic thoughts and images flash through my head on occasion, where they sit until I manage to exorcise them through some form of release, usually writing.

Brain damage is a hell of a thing.

>>674365751
not really i have nothing to show, my life is boring i dont look apart, im lazy, no dreams, no hopes, my daily routine is work, workout, drink, sleep

>>674364862

sorry I didnt see your post.

>Did you all get beat at the same time?
Yeah pretty often. Growing up it was a regular thing. Never punched or did anything that would leave obvious marks ofc. I remember one time my sister left an empty chicken wrapper in the fridge and he lined us all up and ran up and down laying into us with a big plastic ladle he always used to hit us. He would think the situation was funny because its like an 'execution line up'. He would often go on a warpath and just unleash on me and my siblings for minor things.

>How were they done?
one time he caught me calling my brother from our mobile phones at night, we were just messing around. He was laying on the couch having a break down and got me out to him. He told me to come closer, closer closer, then grabbed me, pulled my head into his stomach, wrapped his leg around my neck and laid into me. After wailing and laying into me, he laughed and said 'that was a pretty cool move wasnt it?' He also pegged a can of catfood at my brothers head and it split open. He just laughed that it opened while my brother was almost unconcious

>Did he flail his arms wildly using his core to whip them around? Or was it more of a, lets-see-what-objects-leave-which-marks kind of thing, or what?

It was very situational. like I said with the cat food thing and getting me in a leglock, it was always spur of the moment things that he would find funny and mock us for it. In hindsight, it fucking sickens me.

>>674368834
>got more imortant and better thing to do then manipulate and conrol people

Like learning to spell and use the correct words in sentences? Good luck with that.

>>674348697
a bit i would guess

>>674348697
No. They said I'm a sociopath.
Fuck them really. What do they know

>>674370149
No worries. I was just patiently waiting.

Man, he sounds like a nightmare. Hopefully he no longer has any control of your life whatsoever. I don't know how you refrained from murdering him actually. If my dad hit one of my siblings in the head with a can of food, I'd have to plan something really nasty for him. If mine had me in a leg lock...i probably would have bit a thight, then when he loosened up, i would have went straight for the jewels. Then when he's curled up holding his nuts, i might have kicked him in the kidneys a few times. I would have told him that shit is going to stop, or next time i'll take his balls.
Did you fight back ever?

>>674349594
Nice reference.
>hudda hudda huh!
>mmph!

>>674370908
>Did you fight back ever?

no, but my brother did. Unfortunately for him because he did he copped abuse WAY worse. He became an alcoholic but is recovering after moving overseas away from my dad. Like i mentioned in another post, my dad 100% broke me. Its hard to describe how my life has been up to the point of getting help and fixing myself. I was so broken and defeated that I had absolutely no ambitions or aspirations, I can only really describe it as I felt numb to the whole world up until recently. I had accepted I was eventually going to kill myself. I found an old book I kept from primary school a few years back with a message to myself in the future essentially saying 'i hope youre ok in the future. please dont kill yourself'. Fuck man it hurt so much seeing that. I can still remember writing it as a 10 year old.

Im 25 now and was seeing a psychologist last year because I was so scared of killing myself soon, but also because my gf at the time actually cared about me, she was the first person I ever spoke to about it (again, my dad isolated us so Ive never had anyone to talk to). Im at a point now where Ive finally got some sense of self worth and ambitions so its kinda looking up.

Been an interesting af ride.

>>674355965
You sound way too much like me, OP.

>>674348697
no, I'm a sociopath

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>>674355965
o shit anon

>>674355965

There will come a day when the adrenaline goes away, and edgy shit like gore will lose its appeal. It's a novelty.

If you were a psychopath, you wouldn't be insecure about it to the point where you ask the question.

You're bored and looking for a rush with something new and "bad". That's it.

>>674371594
Damn, man.
You'll make it.
Listen to your primary school self.
You and your life are worth more than anything your sperm donor could ever imagine.
He's broken, you're not. You're miles ahead of him.
I really hope things go well for you, man. What do you want to do with your life? Tell me about some of those ambitions.

>>674348756
I got diagnosed with psychopathic tendencies a little more than a year ago, so I can't fully relate to you since I do somewhat experience emotion and can relate to other people's emotions a bit too, but I understand what you're on about when you say you're completely fine with not feeling anything, I feel the exact same way.

NO,YO SOY UN PEDERASTA

>>674372437
>so I can't fully relate to you since I do somewhat experience emotion and can relate to other people's emotions a bit too

Stop so much weed

>>674372819
Heh...i obviously inhaled too...

>>674348697
Rofl.
>wearing a gas mask makes one a psychopath

>>674372321
Thanks man. I seriously appreciate it. I know Ill make it, it can be rough sometimes but all things considered I am still lucky in lots of ways.

Ive done a lot of different things because they were things my dad told me I should do. Tried construction after failing highschool, fucking hated it. after years of that, went to Uni around age 21, but that fell through big time (didn't fail, passed amazingly well but other shit happened stopping me from being able to use it). Uni is actually what helped me recover because it made me realize I wasn't a useless shit like I was always convinced I was.

Now im chasing creative aspirations in web development/graphic design. Its always been my strong point in creativity but never realized it until I had the confidence to believe in myself and chase what I like. My ex gf helped me a lot as well. Even though she dumped me 6 months ago, I will always appreciate the things she did for me. Definitely played an important role in my life.

>>674373075
haha I kekd in my head when I saw that as well.

>>674371594

Holy shit bro. Thanks for sharing. Glad you're on your way up. You didn't deserve any of that. No one does.

Yes.

I don't think i'm a psychopath, but I once said no to my mum so i guess you could say I'm pretty close.

>>674373087

That's great man. It sounds like you're doing just fine. A breakup can always put a wrench in the gears, but things always get back on track. Good luck with everything. Having a creative job is fulfilling and challenging.

>>674373250

Holy fuck get this guy a padded cell and a straight jacket stat

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>youareallfagspleasesuicidebombaschoolifyouarereallycrazy

hahahahahahahahahahaha

i pray for you my freind

>>674373164
No worries bro, if you have any other questions feel free to ask.

No one deserves that shit, but I definitely am so grateful that I came out ok. So many people arent so lucky, so I am forever appreciative that ive made it so far.

I know , I am mad...