>>674289729
Go kill yourself

>>674289882
Sorry, I wish I could.

>>674289729
Why are you wearing a woman's cartigan.

you still owe us tits from the other day. post em faggot.

>>674289729
why wont girls touch my peepee?

>>674289882
/tread

>>674290319
don't tread on me

>>674289729
What's your social security number?

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>>674290181
No thanks.

>>674290298
Too small.

>>674290144
Seems obvious.

>>674290319
Thread still seems to exist.

How about trying suicide together?

>>674289729

Same here /b/ro.

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>>674290510
Not my cup of tea.

>>674290477
Don't have one.

>>674290572
Are you okay? Want to talk about it?

>>674289729
why dont you just cheer up, weak cunt?

>>674289729
Ohai, I was in your thread earlier today, how was work?

were all in the same boat OP.
Not a day goes by without me thinking of my miserable life and wanting to fucking kill myself. kill me pls.

>>674289729
Nobody here cares, I did a similar thread and it died with 0 replies. Dont an hero, you're worth more than that.

>>674289729
I hear listening to guile's theme song is a big help

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>>674290674
Sadly, genetics doesn't respond to insults.

>>674290697
Good. I'm going to get a raise in June.

>>674290761
Tell me about it. Talk to me.

>>674290479
but it's 8 and a half inches..

>>674290650

I'm okay. It's not that bad today. Yesterday was awful, ended up curled up under my desk.

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>>674290822
I've never had threads like this die, not in five years.

>>674290838
I prefer to slam jam myself.

>>674290871
Seems small.

>>674290874
I've been there. Luckily not at work yet.

Have you seen a doctor?

>>674289729
Hello. I'm also a femanon who's been feeling really down lately. I have to write a essay that's due by the end of April, but I just can't get myself to write it. I'm sad and lonely all the time, and I'm always tired. What should I do?

Everyday I think about how we just work until we die and I think what's the point? Everything is so boring and I get no enjoyment out of life anymore. But I'm also too lazy to commit suicide/I'm kind of scared. What should I do?

yeah she squat bruh, what fam, when bae at duh club, barbe: wat u want fam, me: niggaly wiggaly ..ask a real meme master anythign, thats just a taste of the content I produce

>>674291009
is there any way girls will touch my peepee?

Tits or gtfo.
Sage goes in all fields

Very important question:

Are you going to show tits or just gtfo?

>>674291051
maybe post your tits?

>>674291051
Work on the essay. What's the topic? I'll help you if I have to.

>>674291060
Seek medical attention. You have anhedonia.

You don't need to feel that way, Anonymous.

>>674291085
Dunno, go ask one.

>>674291100
>>674291138
>>674291178
There is great symmetry in you guyses post numbers.

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Not that depressed but I'm feeling pretty suicidal because of my anxiety. Been getting worse and worse over the last 4 years and now I have 6+ panic attacks every day. Feel broken.

Stay strong /b/ros and lets try and remain positive no matter how bleak our situations our.

>>674291060
start living unconventionally. I know how you feel, humans were not meant to spend their lives in a cubical. Get outside more, get back to nature. I know most people are boring but there are some people out there who are not.

>>674291009

I see two. It helps knowing that it's not real, and that it's just chemicals playing tricks on my perception, but it still hurts. It's that it hurts for no reason is what gets me. And that it might last forever... I don't know if I can keep up and it's terrifying.

>>674290848
Nice news about the raise, I wish my job actually payed me. I'm there for job training and get my government support because of it.
Not that I don't like the training, it feels nice to normalize my reaction to stressful environments after 3 and a half years of having stress/anxiety.

>>674290848
its too much stuff to tell you about honestly, and i have been talking about it for over 2 years with my psychiatrist but it doesnt work. It just get worse and worse every single day, so yeah i just need some courage and ill be gone.

>>674291267
>>674291344
Thanks :)

>>674291267
will you touch my peepee?

>>674291337
try xanax, valium, and zoloft

>>674291337
Have you tried CBD? It's very effective in relieving anxiety. Another option is beta blockers; ask your doctor.

>>674291344
Humans aren't supposed to live in the world we are in, period. Going outside won't help.

>>674291376
it doesn't have to last forever.

>>674291466
I've got time. Tell me.

>>674291404
gotta face stress to beat stress.

>>674291530
Xanax and valium are NOT good drugs for anxiety.

>>674289729
Have you ever took anti depressants. Because if you haven't don't. I took them for three days. They were making me feel worse so I quit them cold turkey. I had the worst two weeks of my life withdrawling from them. Went to the ER and they had me put in a psychiatric hospital for three days. Seriously what the fuck is wrong with our govt if they're giving us this shit

What happens when you put bread in a microwave?

same slate we all live on
brain chemicals re what decides our actions, our electrical signals are separate from this

"what would this person do?" is a constant question but a crutch

set flat big time choices like:
-I live until I am killed by something out of my control.
-I do good things I can be proud of.
-Things I am not proud of are reminders not punishment to decide my current actions.
-I am myself and humans are impressionate beings, I will change constantly and forever.
-Worth is not a time or currency related and it is not an item.
-If your beliefs in greater things don't feel right in some way back down a notch where the humble person can reside with similar beliefs.

If I need to explain any these then skip that step until later. Eventually the frame of mind settles into someone else's frame of mind. This applies to everyone at every moment. Feelings have a path and how far down that path you or that other person is, understanding is a key.

Someone who just lost their dog acts plastic around a person who is high on life and sees the person as hallow. Yet neither exchange conversation as they pass each other. This is true for everyone. Assuming things is a survival trait that we don't need for everything yet we subconsciously apply it to all things.

Start reading books if you're depressed. Watch happy movies and try new music off youtube. Practice happiness and not sadness. We are what we teach ourselves and learn from others.
>I've been an internet white knight before that term was applied to people like me

>>674291530
I've been prescribed Zoloft, but I'm shit scared of taking the tablets. I've heard they can make your anxiety worse for the first couple weeks and I honestly can't imagine what that would be like. I think that would just be too much right now.
I'm seeing a therapist starting tomorrow so I'm hoping she can help calm me down before I start on meds.

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>>674291675
I've taken every antidepressant available.

You are a retard; you never quit antidepressants cold turkey. It's in every piece of literature the doctor gave you that you didn't ready.

Don't knock on drugs that work because you took them wrong.

>>674291677
It rises.

>>674291466
stop dwelling on the past, everyday is a new start. Anyone who has lived over the age of 25 has enough reasons to kill themselves. But we dont because every day something new and positive can happen, take some action to change your life up, it doesnt have to me major

>>674291627
Do you mean CBT? I'm going to mention that in my therapy session tomorrow. I know there's no quick fix but I do feel like I'm limited for time at the moment. With every passing day the temptation to just end it all gets more and more real.
Thanks for the advice.

>>674291627

Of course it doesn't have to last forever. It's just that I remember happiness, and that it can last. But it hasn't in so long it's hard to think that I'll never feel it again. It's just so heavy all the time...

>>674291627
>gotta face stress to beat stress.
Yeah that's what I've been doing for the last year, the year before that was a mixture of cognitive based psychology and mindfulness meditation.
I've normalized myself at 24 hours of work each week, so I am well along the way to the standard 37 hours of work a week we usually do here.

>>674291627
those drugs worked wonders for my anxiety and depression

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>>674291821
If you are prescribed medication, take it.

>>674291715
I've never seen any larger collection of pseudointellectualism outside of Republican debates, but there it is.

I have a good set of skills but I have relegated my life to a simple wagecuck job and shitposting.

I am also pretty suicidal but I have a little sister who's 10 years younger than me and I couldn't leave her like that.

I spent the last few years going pursuing an experiential awakening and it eventually it came to me in the form of a psychotic episode. I disassociated my reality and lived like I was in a dream. Now the dream is over and I'm a useless 20-something with a mountain of wasted potential and opportunity.

There's this fugly chick from work I occasionally cuddle with to get out of my head but I'm so emotionally detached I wouldn't even kiss her when she went for it. Plus she's gross.

>>674289729
how deep is the deepest point on earth?

>>674292109

It's weed, but not for getting high.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannabidiol

>>674289729
why is techno such great music to party and enjoy yourself?

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>>674291267
It's for a scholarship that almost no one applies to. The topic is how the labor movement can stay relevant in an industry that's becoming more and more globalized. ... I have no fucking clue what this means.
Also, another reason I'm always so down is because I have no friends. I'm really autistic, and I can hardly hold conversations. Is there any way of making friends without having to talk to them?

>>674292291

Ask Edie Brickell.

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>>674292109
No, CBD. It's a chemical found in hemp.

>>674292135
So let me bear some of the weight for you.

>>674292161
No, they aren't antidepressants nor antianxiety meds. They are sedatives.

They don't fix the problem, they just make you not care.

>>674292232
So start using your potential.

>>674292291
No idea.

>>674292362
It isn't weed; it is derived from hemp.

>>674292407
It isn't

>>674292433
>Edie Brickell
who the fuck is that?

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>>674289729
if trips you off yourself

>>674292038
I have tried to do this, but it never ends well. I am just faced with how much of a failure i really am and i get more depressed.

>>674292362
I see. Apparantly its only prescribed for multiple sclerosis on the UK, but thanks for the interesting suggestion anyway mate.

>>674292427
Ooh, that's a good one. How many pages?

And no, generally you have to communicate to, you know, make friends.

>>674292551
Close, but no cigar.

>>674291530
I second this, but just do the zoloft. I was on zoloft for 3 years as a teen. I was on 200mg a day, which is double the maximum prescribable dose today. Back then they didn't know that too much of it will permanently change the brain. I haven't had and massive panic attacks since then. Only drawback is that I have a hard time giving a shit about anything for an extended period of time.

>>674292169
You are a sepearatist. You pride yourself on the walls others create.

You went into slashing at other groups to make a pass at someone else to show "your allegiance to nonrepublicans" a face-meme to show your expression and "hey I'm a 4channer, I nay-say things" in a depression thread.

This is the part where I'm supposed to make a pass at you. I'm not here for you.

>>674292475

I appreciate the offer, but the weight is mine. I can't ask anyone else to carry it.

>>674291675
You may have taken too much too soon. Then since the med has slowly replaced a malfunctioning brain chemical you ramp down and let the chemical build back up. Going cold turkey was a BAD IDEA.

>>674292682
Yeah, that's not quite how it works.

>>674292707
Yeah, that's the pseudointellectualism I was talking about.

>>674292711
You didn't ask; I did.

>>674292719
It's mentioned in every piece of paper he was given about the drug, as required by law. Dumbass can't read.

>>674289729
why do you have hands like a man, are you a trap or what?

>>674292475

Here in Oregon you can get weed that has no (or very little) THC in it, but a very high concentration of CBD. It's really quite awesome.

do faggots like you listen to country music while taking it in the butt?

>>674292662
It only has to be 500 words.

I think I'll get a male dog when I move out of my parents house. Who needs friends when you got dog dick right?

>>674292878
I'm an anon. We ain't here for me.

>>674292948
Smoking weed is still not a great idea; it's still carcinogenic.

>>674292997
Really? I could whip that up in half an hour for you. Or we could work on it together. What do you say?

>>674292953
I don't like country.

>>674289729
>major depressive suicidal depression

Sounds like you should start writing poetry or kill yourself.

>>674292875

True enough. The offer is kindness incarnate. Truly. It made me feel a warm flutter and those are the little things that sustain me.

>>674292682
Oh, also the three years of zoloft damaged the receptors that some drugs affect. I have not tried valium, but xanax is basically a placebo for me.

>>674293105
you dont like country, but you like to take it in the ass, dont you? what does your father think of a faggot like you?

>>674293247
It's what I do. What everyone should.

>>674293193
I'm more of a rapper than a poet.

>>674293282
Yeah, zoloft doesn't do that.

>>674293336
Nothing at all.

>>674289729
Asking help on /b/ what a bad idea.

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>>674293438
The only person who has ever been able to help me came from /b/. I'm just repaying the favor.

>>674293438
Gotta sift through a lot of dirt to get a truffle. All the dirt doesn't invalidate the truffle though.

>>674293105
That's alright, I'll write it eventually. Thanks for the offer, though.

>>674292875
Then let me make it easy for you. Make a statement for the thread to see about this post if you must. I'll leave the thread after this post drops.

You've got lots of walls. Start trying to identify them. We're a lot simpler than what we make things out to be. Republicans, democrats etc can all get in bed with each other. That's a wall. That wall is like most others. Judging is the wall. So you decide to not like me and describe me like something you dislike. Yet when you come across such people. They're someone you like before you find out they're republican you (in 4chan speak) lose your boner/girlboner whichever you are.

Try identifying what a wall is and ask yourself is it necessary or required. Mob mentality doesn't need a mob around you to motivate you into the mob mentality. "I'm a part of this group so I must dislike the opposing naysay groups" mentality is one such mob grouping.

Trying not to insult you here but realizations don't always feel like flowers on the skin. Some have thorns.

Good luck.

>>674291627
>Going outside won't help.

Oh well then I guess its not even worth trying. Better to take a pill and expect everything to be better.

Fuck you.

>>674293532
Hmm i didn't know. I thought there are only idiots here.

Look into Ativan. I have a huge jar of them that I rarely use.
I use Lamictal to control my complex partial epilepsy. 600 MG a day
Bo polar people might use 25 to 50 max to sort them out.

>>674293759
I don't do poems.

>>674293769
Do it soon, Anonymiss. And don't do the dog dick stuff. I'll buy you a vibrator if I have to.

>>674293794
See, now you just wrote LONGER pseudointellectualistic bollocks.

That doesn't make it any less useless.

>>674293799
Better to take a pill that actually works then do something that doesn't.

>>674293883
I've been here most of my life; there are only fools here. But there is wisdom in what fools say.

>>674293407
No, you're a faget with a misguided sense of confidence in your inadequacies that simultaneously makes you resent them while not attempting to change.

You are demanding labels and cures for a depression that exists from your own cognitive loop of laziness.

>oh the road of the weary traveler...

Christ let your balls drop

In love with my best friend. She talks to me about guys she wants to hook up with. Is she trying to make me jealous?
>diagnosed with depression about 2 weeks ago

>>674293407

Everyone should but so few do. It's very lonely like that. We depressives seem to find each other often enough and when we do a little orbit gets built, but it never lasts. A feedback loop, reinforcing wavelengths get set up in us and it all shatters like glass. Then the spin back out into the cold dark looking for anything to light the vast space around. I try to avoid the help of real people because the breakdown of oscillation is too much to bear.

>>674293407
I'm sure you've researched it extensively lol.

>>674294023
That wasn't a poem though. Different analogy then, when you pan for gold, you're gonna encounter a lot of useless rocks. That doesn't make the gold less rewarding though.

>>674293883
>>674294103
That makes sense now.

>>674294164
I never once demanded a label OR a cure. I said "Maybe we can help each other".

Doesn't seem like a demand to me.

>>674294230
No, she probably has absolutely no idea you like her.

>>674294295
I have. I have a psychology degree.
Neuropsychopharmacology is the class where they taught us, you know, what effects medication has on the brain.

>>674294256
I'm not like that.

>>674289729
post tits it will make you feel better

>>674294361
Good words. I like that.

>>674294491

You probably aren't, but I'm also guessing you're very far away.

>>674294675
No it won't. I don't thrive on attention, sorry.

>>674294491
ok...
I just really wish I could be with her.

>>674294776
I'm in NYC.

>>674294807
So tell her that you love her.

>>674294491
How'd you get diagnosed for your "condition" r tard? By wasting some doctor's time, some insurance company money, and a good percent of your liver that was reserved for emergencies.

It never seems like a demand to over priveleged people.

>>674294807
we ve never even got a timestamp, for all we know he might be a fat dude at his moms basement

>>674294807
Tell her how you feel. One of two things can happen, she reciprocates your feelings or she turns you down and then you can focus your amourous attentions on another likely candidate.

>>674294999
It wastes a doctors time to diagnose a well understood disease documented in both the DSM-5 and ICD-10?

That's like saying it is wasting a doctors time on a broken bone; it'll heal fine given time, right? Even if it were true, I HIRED a doctor; I didn't demand anything, I just told him my symptoms. Welcome to how actual medicine works.

Also, I didn't waste my liver at all. Try again kid.

>>674295028
He wasn't talking about me. Keep up.

>>674294914

Yep, far away. It's cool though. Again the niceness of your offer will probably get me through until spring and summer. It's been so long that I've lived on so little that those kinds of things are such a lovely concentrate, I can subsist on it for a long time. Plus, It's better here when it's sunny.

>>674295270
ye i realised after i posted

>>674294914
I live near the city.
She deals with a lot of depression too I try to help her, best I can. Whenever she gets down I try to help her. She calls me and talks to me about what's going on.

People always talk about depression but do any of you feel kind of a chronic apathy?
like living was a movie playing right in front of your eyes and none of it had any sense

>>674295028
dumbass I wasn't talking about the girl who started the thread
>>674294230

>>674294491
lol, I'm going to call bullshit on that. Someone with a degree in psychology would not post this thread every day and would actually have meaningful things to say other than single sentence generalized responses.

>>674295565
ye, sorry

>>674289729
adada

>>674295374
If you like, you can always come visit me. I'll be on 4chan regularly, or you can stay in contact with me other ways.

>>674295425
What does that have to do with you just telling her you love her?

>>674295462
Like life is just a video game, and I can't stop playing. I just want to rest.

>>674295571
You vastly overestimate psychologists.

Regardless, ask me a real question rather than demand my tits or insult me. Maybe you'll be surprised.

>>674295462
this all the goddamn time

>>674295270
I'm pretty sure you can still walk with depression INFANTILE AGED INDIVIDUAL.

>I gave the doctor magic paper, it wasn't a waste at all.
>everyone knows books are the true word of things

Yes you did waste your liver. Trips confirms you are a giga-mega-faggot.

>>674295773
nothing really just wanted to say it to someone

>>674295877
What in the world does walking have to do with anything I said?

And yeah, I'm going to just go ahead and say "Science works, bitch". That's adequate for such an infantile stance.

>>674296022
Carry on then! Just make sure to tell her you love her too.

>>674295773

Should I find myself headed out east, I just might. And should you ever be in OR, I'll buy you a cup of fine northwest coffee.

Something came up.

A few days ago I picked up an anon from a thread on here. He had turned 21 on that night and was feeling low. He posted his Kik contact in the thread and we started messaging.

The next day he quit his job and did some acid, for his birtday (and possibly to prepare for suicide). I talked with him the whole time. I tried to stop him from quitting his job, but couldn't.

Tonight he messages me saying that he's ready to do it. That his mother is yelling at him, telling him to do it. I tell him to get out of the house and he does. He thanks me, saying it was all he needed.

Now he's alone in London and I'm getting worried. Did I do the right thing? Is there any way I could help him? How does one survive being homeless?

>>674295773
>>674295803
I've also got this "fog" in my mind that doesn't let me concentrate
I swear I dont take drugs but it's like my thoughts were blurry

>>674294103
>Better to take a pill that actually works then do something that doesn't.

But it doesn't. It only hides your mental disorder for a short period. You are looking for a quick fix. There isn't one. You need to change your entire way of thinking, your entire life. But you won't. Because you think you can take a pill to make it all better.

Men have a saying for this. It's man the fuck up, stop being a little bitch.

>>674296170
Cheers.

>>674296177
That was the right thing to do.
Being inside a hostile environment is the worst thing for a depressive or suicidal individual.

He needs to find a homeless shelter; there are plenty in London.

What is his kik?

>>674296287
Yeah, that's disassociation. Seek medical help.

>>674296112
thanks pal, I'm just not sure how I could tell her. Like what I should say. I mean Idk if I could just lay it all on at once. I shouldn't just say "I love you" but if not that then how?

Get a hobby, a job, and a significant other. You have so much free time, you're a drain and want to kill yourself. Either an hero or make your life desirable.

>>674296391
No, that's not how antidepressants work. Please do more research into neuropsychopharmacology.

In fact, pills are explicitly NOT a quick fix as they take weeks to months to kick in. So, you know, your ignorance is showing.

>>674296465
Just say "I like you; want to go out this Friday?"

Life is overrated

>>674296618
>she thinks quick means fast

typical

>>674296577
Yeah, I have anhedonia; nothing I do will make my life enjoyable. It's already desirable; I live a very good life.

>>674296112
The application of medical therapy from a stance of "first do no harm", mr. Neuroscience...in which medicinal adjuncts are considered in direct inverse correlation with the loss of an individual's functionality.

Seriously, wake up. You are the one who is keeping yourself like this.

>>674296774
>she

And here I thought I was a neckbearded basement dweller.

However, looking up quick, the first synonym for it is....fast.

>>674296411
I checked a few homeless shelters, and it seems like he's 'intentionally homeless' and thus not high priority. Also a number of shelters are closed at this hour.

His Kik is bobandy67676, though I don't know if I should share it. Can you do something for him?

>>674296618
Still it might be too much considering our particular dynamic
We are still in highschool.
Me and her are going to be smoking on Friday.
Just us.
I want to tell her something then, but I have to make sure its the right thing.
Can't figure out what that is.

>>674296870
Actually, it's my genetics that are keeping me like this.

And also, again, that's not what that phrase means. Good work.

>>674296987
Don't worry about saying the right thing!
Worry about saying ANYTHING!

Say something, anything, anything at all, or you will lose your chance. Waiting for perfect will kill your perfectly good.

>>674296948
I can try.

>>674296411
haven't heard of it, I'm doing fine though and even though I find it really hard to focus I'm about to finish my studies
I'm curious, what would be the treatment for disassociation?

>>674296886
Have you ever been outside?

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=quick+fix

>>674295773
I don't vastly overestimate psychologists. I just think that someone with an 8 to 12 year continuing education wouldn't waste it in such manor. Also, I never demanded tits.

>>674297168
what is good enough then?!
My mind is foggy when I think about her.
I am always someone who can come up with the right words. I can always speak my mind because I can find the words that can get my meaning across. With her though its kinda foggy. I can't think straight. I can only think about how goddamn beautiful she is.

>>674297168
>muh genetics

Can't even hear yourself anymore, can ya?

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>>674289729
you ever choke yourself just so you can feel? my ex was diagnosed with FAS and said the only way she could get off was to choke herself, gif related

>>674297168
Thank you!

I'll try messaging him from time to time. Right now it seems like he's gone silent, he said his phone was running low on battery.

I also told him to think of relatives or old friends on whose couches he could crash on. There doesn't seem to be many around him though.

I hope he's okay.

I have depression,I don't really know what else to post. It sucks though.

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>can't afford anti depressants
>cant fix money when im this depressed
>just want to off myself
>im not selfish enough
>forcing myself out of the door more and more every day
>soon.png

>>674297434
Tell her that then. Basically "I'm usually eloquent, but you make me a stuttering fool. I really like you, to the point that I can't even set words up in the proper order to tell you this"

im probably going to overdose on something soon

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>>674297229
Antipsychotics. They are very effective at relieving disassociation; a close friend of mine has schizo-affective disorder (which may be what you have), and takes seroquel. Very effective.

>>674297346
I got a psychology degree in 2 years; it was a major I picked up on the side.

>>674297434
Anything. As long as you said it, it conveyed your feelings. That's all anyone can ask for.

Do your best; don't sweat the details.

>>674297548
I have lost my sense of touch, but not my sense of hearing or sight.

>>674297562
No.

>>674297664
I'll keep a light on for him; I have enough, I could put him up in a hotel if push comes to shove.

>>674297703
Seek medical attention.

>>674297724
Are you prescribed antidepressants? I will buy them for you.

So I got diagnosed with MS (multiple sclerosis) at 22. Not a lot of symptoms but it still impacted my day to day shit. Since then (I'm 27 now), my friends have been leaving me as my symptoms have progressed. I really only have two friends left and I feel as if I've become a burden on them. I know they always invite me out to do things even though they know I'll decline. My family helps support me but they're distant and occupied with their own shit. I work a shitty office job which helps pay the insane cost of all my meds. Every single day is a struggle. Some days are tougher than others. Lately though, it seems like the tough days are all I've got. I have an undergrad degree in microbiology that I'll never get to use. I can't afford to travel anywhere. No girl would ever want to deal with having someone who is such a burden. I can't drink. I try to be outgoing like I used to be but people look at me differently.

tl;dr I have MS and my life feels as if it is already over.

>>674297858
Don't overdose, especially on opiates. It isn't worth it.

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>>674297869
>>674297815
thanks both of you.
I'm terrified of what might happen, but I think I'm gonna tell her friday.
also if anyone wants to talk
skype:
josh.oooooo

>>674297869
You seem like a good person anon.

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>>674297962
Oh fuck. MS is a hell of a diagnosis man. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry.

>>674298269
I'm not. I'm just a bad person who does good things.

>>674297703
Keep working on it. It will sound cliche but overcoming depression on your own terms is probably the biggest hurdle to growing up. The advent of a nanny state is to blame for nearly every idiot out there. If you whine, are coddled, or otherwise handicapped...that's what you grow up to be. The best of luck to you anon.

>>674289729
go kill yourself

>>674298357
Well i'd still consider you a good person :). Have a lovely day.

>>674298474
Not today.

>>674298425
Yeah, half the things you said are wrong, and the other words are conjunctions. Genetics have nothing to do with "nanny states"

>>674298551
Have a very safe day.

>>674289729
When are you going to kill yourself?

>>674298223
This is gonna sounds sucky, but rejection gets easier from exposure to it. If she doesn't reject you great. If she does, you gotta focus you romantic feelings on someone else and delegate her to the friend portion of your brain.

>>674298737
Hopefully never.

>>674297869
thanks anon, might go check it a couple of years from now when I move out, it was already a huge strain on my family when I had to take antidepressants
I know you probably couldn't care less, but I find it funny that my sister (doctor) said my body type was the most common among schizophrenics and now you saying this

>>674298983
Schizo-affective disorder and schizophrenia are not the same thing. Remember that.

This isn't a bad end, it's just a modified good one.

>>674299180
Also, I would go as quickly as you can; it won't get better without help.

>>674298654
>I need things to be insanely more complex than they actually are and I never watched school house rock.

You know people are sweet on females here no matter what. You could be one of the new ghostbusters and SOMEONE here would fuck you. It is senseless for a female to come here other than to degrade themself.

>>674299656
I'm an anon, dumbass. Same as you.

>>674299656
Of course, I know you aren't a chick but I'm already spinning the wheel.

>>674299953
You sure seem to "know" a lot of things you don't demonstrate any knowledge in.

Oh, let me be you.
>I cannot conceive of a world view besides my own, therefore I make comments with no evidence besides anecdotes and act as if they are valid criticisms of scientific processes.

Or, in a word? Pseudointellectual.

>>674299775
Sorry about that faggot. Take off the second half.

>>674300176
Hey, we all make mistakes. Mine was looking at your posts.

Oh sorry. Take off the second half.

>>674297869
bobandy is asking me where he should go, but I have no idea

He's boarding a train, I think

>>674300786
He didn't reply to me.

>>674300163
Because you aren't unique. Anyone who has been on the earth more than 20 years has met 7 people exactly like you.

You can tell me I'm wrong but let me just lay this one on you...

>I only dress or talk girly around people I'm providing drugs for because subconciously I know I would be rejected by anyone that doesn't "need" me.
>I likely have some weird obsession or belief in a "death diety".
>I only invite people to my own spaces, very rarely attending other events where I cannot control the environment
>I think finding the most taboo things and registering disgust with people is a form of control, not rejection.

Go out fucking side and work an honest day.

>>674300340
Done, kek.

>>674301058
Yeah, let's see.

1. I don't dress or talk girly, nor do I provide anyone drugs.

2. I'm atheist.

3. I split my time between my friends; we rarely stick to my place, though we often meet up there.

4. Not even sure how to respond to that besides "no".

I also work every day; I'm full time employed.
So, apparently, compared to your experience, I AM unique.

But given there is 7 billion, almost 8 billion, people, it's pretty obvious no one is unique.

>>674301131
Glad to see we understand each other.

>>674301449
>telling anon you're someone else and then proving you are not

You are become the snowflake