Can I get a feels thread /b/? I'm feeling pretty down and I want pictures to relate to or something like that.
>>674109802
I'm down too, anon, it seems im normal but inside i'm unhappy, so let's talk.
>>674112072
My now ex-girlfriend was trying to cheat on me with my best friend. He told me about it. Been livid, sad and confused all at the same time ever since.
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>>674112509
Ya I think I'm gonna fuck my b/ro ex wife. She's got big ass tittys/super horny
>>674112719
Nice
>>674113473
Every day
>>674113473
Every day. Why do you think I come here?
>>674113698
This is not a cringe thread
I have a near perfect life, moving to university soon and I'm with a girl who I'd happily marry, but I can't help feeling shitty all the time, it fucking sucks.
>>674109802
>>674109802
1
>>674109802
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>>674116852
shit man, that hit home...
>>674109802
I can relate to this one a lot.
There's actually a difference between wanting to die and wanting to stop living, sadly due to the lack of alternatives, there practically isn't.
>>674114245
;*( i miss my dog
>>674116852
A weakling realizes he's weak; cries (naturalky).
Pfuh.
>>674109802
>>674111110
Fake
>>674117288
Me too. Lost both of mine within 8 weeks of each other a few months ago. Still look for them when I get up.
Pic is them (not the black lab).
>>674109802
hope you''re better now Emy
>>674118112
I'm really sorry anon, how did it happen?
>>674109802
this one alwys gets me, take the time to read it pls
>>674109802
ITT: Whiny faggots
>>674115633
lol fuck you
>>674118899
The German Shepherd had some growth on her liver that we didn't know about. One day it burst and she collapsed. By the time we reached the emergency vet there was nothing that could be done. She was about 10. Then 2 days later we had to take The little one (best guess some kind of bulldog/corgi cross) to the vet because he couldn't wee. The vet said it was stress related cystitis and gave him some pills. 6 days after that he had a stroke, and we had to euthanise him. I miss him more in a way, because I inherited him from my dad when he died in 2007.
>>674119244
This one hurts, my dad's in jail right now and I couldn't bear if he thought I didn't love him just because he fucked up once.
>>674113473
reporting in
>>674120022
so the little one was stressed out due to the death of the german shepherd? that's actually so sad...
>>674115633
money doesn't buy happiness
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>>674120529
Yeah, we expected him to die first really as he was 15. His name was Bonzo btw.
k
>>674120022
never had a dog myelf, only cats but I can relate to the pain when losing a pet, they were more like friends to me
>>674121692
Yeah, we have 2 cats as well. Even they have been falling out more since the dogs went. Ellie ( the Shepherd) used to break them up before it went too far. They were tiny when we got them, and by day 3 Ellie was picking them up and putting them on the dog bed whenever the vacuum cleaner came out.
I don't get the idea that it's a choice between cats and dogs. I love them both.
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>>674110886
go back to tumblr
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>>674117121
fuck man, this, so fucking much this
I wish there were some kind of way to ffw my life until that mythical point of happiness if there is one
>>674120403
left or right?
>>674109802
Why not fill all the chambers fucking idiot. Really should kill himself.
>>674122576
damn I hope at least those 2 are doing well? yeah I know what you mean, but my parents were divorced and we didn't want the dog to be alone all day, cats can deal with that way better
>>674121692
Damn. All this talk about pets. I guess I'll get this off of my chest since it's a feels thread. I'm in the middle of a divorce. We were together 11 years. I feel depressed every day, and I drink myself to sleep every night. Sometimes I'm very angry, but mostly I am sad. I still love her, but she doesn't even want to see me. I still haven't been given any papers to sign, but I've been in a small one bedroom apartment for three months while we wait for paperwork (she filed for papers online, she said). She kept the house, and a new car I sold my sports car to buy her, but saddest of all for me...she kept my two dogs I raised from puppies and trained. She refuses to let me see them. It's all I really want at this point, I don't even care about money anymore. I feel so defeated. I miss my fucking dogs /b/ros. Sorry for the long post.
>>674123318
Yeah, the cats are fine. They don't spend time together like they used to (they're sisters) but this might have happened anyway. They certainly got through their grief quicker than me.
I agree that if you're out a lot a cat is a much better pet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIFb6-rSJ-g
since I ran out of pictures, I guess the thread will die soon:/ Look up the cartoon in the picture on google, I really liked it
>>674109802
this is some pussy shit. have no regards towards death. kill yourself and just do it. if you care about your family, just write a more in depth suicide note, you faggot.
>>674124696
i got ya, gonna dump my feels. this thread wont die till we hit the limit
>>674124722
If you have no regards towards death, why are you still alive?
>>674124747
seen this before, what's the story behind it?
>>674124696
Don't worry anon, I'll make sure it doesn't get any lower than page 8.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Gbjx9Ifdxi
>>674124301
damn anon, stay strong ok? I hope you can talk to her in peace about your dogs and see them again :/
>>674109802
Tumblr
can't sleep.
>>674125251
Me too.I'm just alone here and I miss them so much. I travelled way out of town to pick them out of a litter and it turned out they were the only two pups in the litter. I only wanted a male but we decided to take the female two since we couldn't bear to separate them.
>>674125103
I don't know, and i don't think there's any other way to find out than to hypothesize. Considering the relatively grimey environment, the fact that the man owns and carries a gun, I think it's fair to assume this is a fairly bad place to live in, possibly a ghetto. Anything could of happened, maybe his brother or his best friend got killed or locked up for life. Maybe he had a kid and the mother was nowhere to be found and all he had was that child, and then the child was killed in the crossfire of a drive-by shooting, leaving him with nothing. I don't know what the story is behind it, but in places like that, you can experience the worst things, and some people can't take it.
idk if it's been posted but about a week ago I read that huge greentext where an anon described his relationship with "Ella" and "Nicole". haven't stopped thinking about it since
>>674115659
YOU HAVE TO believe it
Let's stress that
>>674112509
He was at least cool and told you about it.
this is muhammed, a rebel fighter in syria
>>674125532
did a bit of digging, possible story behind it?
http://www.nytimes.com/2004/04/01/nyregion/video-of-suicide-in-bronx-appears-on-shock-web-site.html
>>674125092
like i said, i dont want to be a burden on my my mother mostly. she would be devastated. no need to cause pain in this world if it doesnt have to be
2yrs ago I found out my father has cancer and has max year left. We were driving around in the car and exchanging stories then he told me he was cheating on my mom and he wanted to divorce her. He didn't. He is dead. I never told my mom.
>>674126036
He has 3 friends, adam, sayid & abdullah
>>674126190
They just got message of a tank coming.
>>674126489
All of muhammed's friends. gone. just like that.
>>674126555
this is muhammed, a rebel fighter in syria.
People always say to me that I'm not alone, that there are other people out there who suffer too. They don't understand me when I tell them that I'd prefer to be the only one suffering, for I wouldn't wish this feeling on even the worst of mankind. I'd rather take it to my grave alone, leaving it buried there where it can't hurt anyone anymore. They tell me I'm crazy, I believe them by now.
>>674113698
super fucken gay lmao
>>674125580
this?
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>>674112215
damnnnnnnnnnnn
>>674126062
damn.
Seems like the only important person in his life was his girlfriend after his parents died. considering his domestic violence charges, I bet he didn't wanna hurt his only loved one anymore.
In an article about World AIDS Day in 1999, Mr. Lane, then 17, told The Times-Union of Albany that when his mother died, ''That's when I lost all faith in everything.''
He continued, ''I couldn't understand why God would take away someone who was trying to make right from wrong.''
R.I.P Mr Lane
>>674124427
Holy shit anon
>>674124427
gets me every time
>>674113473
movie?
>>674127094
Holy fuck its been a while since a story on this site made me fucking cry...I'm so sorry for whoever wrote this...
>>674127719
Waiting...I think.
You all are fucking pussies.
>>674127854
>>674127854
>>674121874
Had to put mine down last year..... this hits hard.
>>674125817
Is it safe and true?
>>674128026
No, it's not safe, it kills you. But it does make you very permanently dead.
>>674127854
b8 for butthurt l0sers much?
>>674118112
My dog is dying right now. Gonna be put down in a few weeks. I'm not prepared in any way.
True story /b/ros
>be me, 25 male in a great relationship
>move across state to move in with GF who inherited a house from family>Guys in his 50's still lives there, carpenter and general good guy
>One day he doesnt come home. GF and I start to worry after day 5 but too afraid to call cops
>day 6 we get visited by a policeman, tells us our friend killed himself.
>GF and I can afford home without his help, sell it and move to a smaller home
>GF never the same. Sex life dwindles to nothing, hardly ever have fun, still lack funds to do anything except stay home and play vidya
>vidya gets old. friend of mine offers me job starting at 40k a year in virginia
>GF tells me to go, I dont.
>GF ends up cheating on me with couple of guys, says she's poly or some shit feminist excuse
>lose home, my dogs, and end up driving in car around state with last of my money
>Seriously considering driving off a cliff tomorrow.
>>674127094
Shit that made me rage so hard
>>674128333
I'm asking if it REALLY is painless
Just a little jaded after realizing how pointless life is. I spent the better part of my life studying. Got my self in debt going to medical school because I thought it would be fulfilling. Nope. Basically trying to keep old people alive who probably want to die anyways but lack the mental capacity to say it. Almost 30 and over 100k in debt from tuition,
kid on the way I'll have to support. What's the point of it all?
>>674111110
You need that
Because you just missed an ultimate get
Kill yourself
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>>674111111
fucking disgrace
>>674128058
This is a good post. Rings true for me. Thank god I make good money though.
>>674124301
Godspeed, anon.
This is true...
>>674126870
Yeah that's the one thanks anon. Read it a couple times and wanted to know if anyone was as moved by it as me
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>>674112509
At least your bro stayed loyal to you.
>>674128458
I lost my dogs, my house, and a car I bought and paid for. I'm still planning on living because I still believe it gets better. Stay strong anon, I know how you're feeling but when one door closes another truly does open.
>>674125151
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Gbjx9Ifdxi
Thank you
>>674128950
Thanks man. Means a lot that someone even cares.
>>674113473
I'm on /b/.
>>674128442
You can't prepare. Enjoy the time you have left then, when your grief is done, you will be left with memories that eventually outweigh the pain.
Really feel for you.
>>674129239
I got nothing man. My entire immediate family is dead, all my friends went with her, and I can't even afford to move out of the state to take the job my friend lined up for me. I really appreciate you replying though. This world sucks
>>674129541
I'm sorry anon. I lost all of our mutual friends in this divorce too, but I do have a brother and parents. I hope you choose to keep trying. The world can suck but even opening your eyes in the morning is a gift. I wish you the best.
>>674125103
shes pregnant
>>674130466
>sour pennies
>>674128370
so this is how stuff will go on hah? makes me ending it this year regret even less
just one more time
http://downloads.khinsider.com/?u=1515963
>>674129450
I've never had to handle pain and sadness to this level. I've been crying a lot. Everytime I see her, I make sure to give her lots of kisses and cuddles and stroke her lots. The stuff in her chest is spreading to her throat. At first, I wasn't crying, but now I can't stop and it hasn't even happened. I'm so lost right now. Gotta smoke my last tab. But it burns to quick. So I'll try and savour it.
I've been thinking of filling up my car with gas, buying some basic supplies, tossing all of my ID, wallet, and phone, driving as far north as I can get, and then just walking until I can't walk anymore. I'm 22, bored, and NEET. I will never have a significant other and the way things are going I probably won't ever have a job.
Anything I should buy aside from water and a compass?
Is it just me or do you guys enjoy it when you say "I love you" to someone who means a lot to you and they just say :okay"?
>>674131064
It's hard man. sounds to me like you're doing the things that will eventually become good memories. The pain is just a reflection of how important your relationship is with her. You only grieve when you lose something important.
>>674128576
It really is. Farewell. Have a nice trip to the other side.
>>674132486
http://www.whatisdeepfried.com/2000/12/31/clarissa/
knock yourselves out. im gonna take a shit and sleep my sorrows away
>>674113461
got me
>>674126911
At least she wasn't a total bitch about it.
>>674131074
tell us more, I don't really get what you mean
>>674131363
And then the act like they care about you. But we all know they dont
>>674124301
I never say this to anyone here, but I feel for you
>>674132980
Thank you anon. It means the world to me that someone cares.
>>674131827
She is just special. Her lazy life with us. When we'd wash her bed, she'd be lost with it. She'd wander around and sit on one of us. She does this cute thing where she will nudge your hand with her nose to get more attention.. She got less playful but she is still Lucy Loo. She was on my lap before and her heart was beating quite fast.. What is killing me is the fact that it could happen at anytime. It could already have happened. I might not be there when it does, do I even want to be there? I don't want to regret it but I don't even know if I can handle it.
>Be 16 always depressed
>no friends hang out in room alone 24/7
>I got 2 pet rats to keep me company
>year later I rescue this gecko and keep him
>first time im happy in a while
>I turn 21 and move out
>lifes going well.
>come home to find an asshole burnt my apartment down
>nothing survived
>move back in with parents for a while
>not sure where to go now
>>674132829
I want to drive my car north. Keep going until it breaks down on the side of the road. Then just pick a random direction and start walking.
I figure I should take a compass so I don't wind up in Mexico, but is there anything else I should take? Comfort's not important, and neither is sustainability. I figure I'll keep walking until I get hungry and thirsty enough to get my own food and water, or I end up not caring enough and just go to sleep one night and die.
>>674133430
Did you mean North, or South?
>>674133193
If she needs to be euthanized, then I think you should be there. As soon as you leave, she'll start looking for you and start to get stressed. Be there for her. It'll hurt, but you will always know you did what was right for her.
>>674109802
I barely see my bf anymore, he has too much work and lives a few hours away in another country and additionaly we won't have the next few weekends cause of some qualification he has to do.
I understand that its too stressful right no, i'm only studying and have plenty of free-time and he has to work 50+ hours a week and has this shit on the weekend but i feel like we wont get through this. He could just fuck a local whore instead, i feel so unloved and we barely get to talk.
Maybe you can relate? idk just hang in there bro
>>674115044
Uhmmm ~spoiler alert~
There is no god.
>>674117111
gay
>>674125291
I've had this image saved on my phone for around 2 years, and I look at it everyday. Still a virgin and still broke, but I'm doing much better than I was 2 years ago. I have an amazing internship, and everyone at work tells me that I will likely get hired once its over. I've had the balls to ask my parents for money to travel, and it was amazing.
Every time I see this image, I remember that I am waiting for death, and that I'm doing whatever the hell I want until death catches up. Once I make some cash, I will go to Mexico and screw a hooker (if I don't score with a qt3.14 at work by then).
No matter what I do, I am just biding my time until I die. Life is like playing GTA on free mode - you can't do it forever, and you have to stop eventually. So you might as well do something cool, or whatever the hell else you want.
Looking at life this way frees you and makes you realize how nothing really matters. Instead of blowing out your brains, you may as well do whatever you want.
>>674127429
deep
>>674134515
No soul either, which would have been a relevant comment, at least.
>>674134266
1000X this. You need to be there. She will appreciate it. I was out of state when my second dog had to be put down and I regret every day that I couldn't be there for him.
>>674109802
I told my best friend's girlfriend that I jerk off to her pictures.
>tfw she makes out with you
>tfw she tells best friend that you jerk off to her pictures as they laugh hysterically
>>674134382
kys
Never actually read these threads before. Fuck /b, you got me some feels. I'd like to see me in same situations, expect I never went through anything like that. Just this feeling. Carry on and remember, you are not alone.
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>>674135004
I can't picture it happening. Part of denies it will happen but part of me knows it will. I don't want deny it and I don't want to accept it. I just want her to live. I don't want to lose her. She is so precious to me.
>>674125989
Yeah. Had she come between us, I don't know what I would do. The guy is closer than anyone to me. We joke around that we're two halves of one person, but really, it's true.
>>674126707
Loneliness makes you go crazy. I've been there too many times to count.
You will be lonely if you don't like the people you're around.
You will be lonely if you relegate yourself being around shitty people who can't empathize.
Intelligent people and tards are almost always crazy. Normies are called normies because they are 'normal', or average.
Go out and meet other loners. Loneliness is a prerequisite for any type of deep thinking and emotional understanding.
The friendships you make with other lonely people will be deeper than Stacy Choksondik's pussy. And unlike Stacy's pussy, they will leave you happy.
>>674136142
If she is truly precious to you, you will be there to hold her as she passes, so the person she loved the most-a pure love-can help her know it is OK and she is safe.
>>674136142
I understand that anon, but the fact is, her time is near. We all wish we didn't have to suffer, but the suffering only comes after a good relationship. I hope you can be with her at the end. I've done this several times and it doesn't get easier, but after a while the things you miss outweigh the loss, and "never again" becomes "but he needs a home" and the cycle starts again. I always fell that I gained more from sharing my life with them than I could do without. I've never "replaced" a pet - they're too individual for that - but I've had many valuable new relationships with other animals, when the time is right.
I only hope that it's as good as it can be, at the end.
>>674137993
This is so very true. I miss my dogs so very much, but I know it was right to be there.
>>674129294
this is what i love about /b
>>674134321
Man give yourself hope. If you love him and he loves you then you can over come any obstacle. Goodluck with your situation.
>>674136142
But its not about you anon. Its about her.
>>674137993
>>674138388
Yeah.. I'm gonna be there for her. She's lived out the last years of her life in peace.. I do want to be there, even if I cry like a bitch. Hell, I'm tearing up now. But I can't abandon her in her time of need. Thank you, anons. I really needed to vent out about this, but my thoughts are collected. I really appreciate it. I think I'm gonna get some sleep now, I've had enough feels for one night. Thanks again, /b/rothers and good night.