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It's almost 4 am guys.. What's up?

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I'll be dumping the little that I have. I'm pretty tired, so I might not be here for long.

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>>673682224
Is everything okay, OP? I might not have enough experience to give advice, but I'll always be here for you.. Even if it's just to listen...

Know what hurts? Putting trust into someone you thought was trustworthy, but ended up using you and playing with your emotions after they got what they wanted

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>>673682224
feels have arrived op. not bad.

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That's all I've got

>>673682224
My rabbit died of a sudden genetic issue 2 months ago... you made me cry.

>>673682224
Don't you understand I'm not supposed to feel anything. why would you make me cry like this. I look ugly like this. fuck

>>673682224
damn, lost my dog last year and this tears me up.

>>673684164
This shit gave me goosebumps, thanks anon

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>>673684036
>>673684409
>>673684418

I need a GF so bad.

I need a girl that looks into my eyes and tells me how much she likes me. I need a girl whos hand i can hold when I'm with her. I need a girl I can hug when I feel bad. I need a girl I can hold in my arms at night.
I need a girl that loves me. I need someone who loves me.

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>>673684715

>>673684715
I may not be a female, but I love you anon

>>673684847
thanks man

>>673683704
Preach.

>>673684715
Anon, I'll always be here for you when you're sad. I kind of always will be. I may not be a female either, but I love you too.

The worst part of letting you go was knowing I wasn't ok enough to be with you, and I don't know if I ever will.

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>>673685184
thank you anon, appreciate it. I hope you have a great life.

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>>673685388
I hope you find what you're looking for, anon. Have a great life too. Be safe

>>673682224
This is dumb, cats cant see lcd screens. It looks like the cat is snuggling with the dog because of the well known fact that cats love laying on keyboards.

>>673685787
Can they hear sounds? Cause videos play sounds.

>>673684164
Dammit man!

Do you guys think it's better to confess to a girl whom you love and possibly destroy the great relationship you have already, or to just continue living with it as something you'll always hold to yourself to make sure that your communication will always be secure?

I want to tell her how much I love her, but I'm so afraid of losing what we have now.

>>673687201
gotta find the right time

>>673684164
Fuck bro thinking about the good times.

>>673687201
tell her. better trying, than living with the thought that you could have been with her if you have had the courage to tell her.

>>673688099
Definitly agree on this

If the faggot I'm chatting with on Omegle ever disconnections, I'll post the chat log here for you /b/ros to read.

I'm 99% sure he is AFK.

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>>673682224
That last frame. The look on that cat's face. My god fuck you OP.

>>673689249
do it

>>673687201
Same shit, bruh. Tell her. I won't, I don't have guts for it.

>>673682224

Get fucked, I just felt my cold dead heart beat.

>>673689523
It's REALLY long, rambly, and it will make you feel sick (mostly at the shit I've done), but whatever. You'll see.

http://logs.omegle.com/1275a94

>>673689802
ok i will read it now

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>>673682224
well, my day's ruined

>>673689802
Damn, going back and reading it myself, it's a fucking mess. I'm almost embarrassed to show this.

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>>673684409
u are ugly as fuck kyle. and u know it.

>>673685787
are you being a faggot on purpose?

>>673683193
Holy.
Fucking.
Shit.

>>673689802
idk if this is real or fake, if it is real, i see that you have a positive side and even you know it but wont admit it.

best

>>673687201
A wise man told me once:"It's better to live life of regret, rather than life of doubt"

>>673682512
holy shit this is exactly how I've been the last few months it seems ...phew...

I have decided to give up on women. It is much easier this way.

>>673684164
That hit me right in the feels so hard

>>673695725
This post hurts me.

>>673682512
edgy as fuck

>>673683984
fuck mate that made me cry

fuck

i'm so tired and I just want somebody to love me

and i miss her so much. it's been two years and i had a dream about her last night again. fuck this

>>673684164
i kept reading like it was nothing then got suprised when i got teary eyed.

that came out of nowhere kinda creeped me out.

>>673697177
It's funny because he got the girl and $180 while you have nothing.

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i cryed with this

>>673697267
hard feelings.jpg

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Do you?

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>>673696658
>>673697177

>>673698333
nice trips

>>673698333
trips /b/ro, i smile no matter what the pain is, but the day one i don't smile or laugh because i couldn't take it anymore so tried to end my life. my friends at school called me a fucking faggot and go angry that i bring there mood down

A gurl was walkin2 skewl wit her bf n they were crossin da rode

she sed “bbz will u luv me 4evr”

he said “NO..”“

da gurl cryed N ran across da rode b4 da green man came on the sine.

boy was cryin and went to pic up her body.

she was ded.

he whispered 2 her corpse “I ment 2 sey i will luv u FIVE-ever…” (dat mean he luv her moar den 4evr)

…reblog dis if u cry evry time…

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>>673684715
This is a huge expectation, anon. We all need to be wanted and loved, but never be emotionally attached or you'll regret it. Seriously.
Love yourself before you love someone.

>>673682224
Alice in Chains - Nutshell
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_GPxe91hWE

>>673684715

Don't hang your joy of life on anyone else, my friend. I don't even mean it as in "you'll get betrayed and burned", though that's always a risk. I mean that even with the best girlfriend on God's green Earth, you'll always doubt and grieve and hesitate until you find hope in yourself.

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>>673698613
>until you wake up one morning
Here's the kicker with me, I could literally be spiraling in depression or livid beyond reasoning, and yet when I go to sleep and wake up the next day my emotions are completely reset. I'l acknowledge the feelings I had the night before, but I cannot bring myself to feel them again, it just doesn't happen. It's concerned a few people I know, cause they see me get furious, then the next day I'm laughing and talking about dicks.
I really can't help it, and when it happens with depression I just don't feel human. How can someone go from feeling so bad to feeling nothing so easily?

>>673698685
holy shit nigga

>>673698685
fucking whore...

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
-:- Girl hugs him -:-
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

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>>673699067
im literally the same bro. pretty sure its cuz i have trouble sleeping at night so i have to ponder in my emotions n stuff. just get sleeping drugs - trust me you will thank me later

>>673699156
dumb story

>>673699156
This story always rustles my Jimmies and makes me take the bait..

Anyone who knows about motorcycles is that there are two separate breaks and downshifting can slow it too. If the bitch had time to put on his helmet he had time to safely use the front brake and downshift

>>673699362
Actually I fall asleep relatively easily. And my dreams are quite long and abstract.
I guess my mind just knows how to distract itself into not feeling those feels anymore.

>>673699156

>not downshifting
>not having two helmets in the first place
>not trying literally anything but going forward until they crash
>explaining the whole thing on-the-nose at the end

Nigga, your story is shit.

>>673685787

Also, laptops are warm and they love that too.

And they have some kind of need for taking a specific space, even if it is a A4 paper on the ground.

>>673699738
>>673699156
Not to forget,
>not giving the passenger the helmet to ensure their safety in the first place.
>going 100mph on a vehicle with no protection around it, WITH your passenger having no helmet
So many red flags.

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>>673682224
I d'awww'd, I laughed, and then BOOM! I'm choking back tears.... No OP... I MAD ATCHU!!!!!

>be me 16 (7 years ago)
>best friend is having some issues
>me having issues
>every day he helps with mine
>never asked for help
>one day friend calls me
>playing xbox so ignore
>calls again
>"wtf dude im busy faggot" click ignore
>call next day from mother
>"anon killed himself last night."
>completely break down
>tfw I could've saved him
>tfw he helped me so much and I was selfish as shit
>decide that im going to start living life how he would've wanted
>text crush of 3 years that I like her
>get response "Sorry Anon but I like X"
>Lost Best friend and Girl of my Dreams in 24hrs
>Scene still plays out 7 years later

He helped me every day and that one time he came to me for help I did nothing. Fuck even if I couldn't have stopped it I could've said goodbye. You dont know who is really hurting until its too late.

>>673696467
WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T HE CARE FOR HIM SOONER?! FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK IM CRYING AT 3AM IN NEW ZEALAND WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE HAVING A GOOD TIME TRAVELING. FUCK PEOPLE. FUCK.

>>673697267
This one will always get me.
Not because of how much I love my mother, but because of how much she doesn't love me. It's painful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0

>>673699923
When you are a teen, you're in your little bubble, not paying enough attention the world around you. Hard story, but try nott torture yourself..

>>673682830
This is so cool.

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>>673700498
Everyone knows major Tom is a junkie

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>>673682224

>>673683193
the mark of a mature man is imaginary pussy on a pedestal? that's cringe-y as hell

>>673698685


I'd have a hard time not shooting her. It would be the end of any relationship with her at all though. No speaking, no cards, no letters....done. That's fucking evil.

>>673684164
The feels just hit me like Paul Walker hitting the guard rail. FUCK!

>>673700314
Thank you, but fuck.

>>673696536
I'm in the optimism stage right now. Wish me luck.

>>673684164

You got me.. fuck.

>>673700987
Try to act and make it happen ?

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Feels.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo

>>673696536

I"m stuck in the red, been there since 2001.

>>673684164
This basically happened to my dog. But when they went to put him to sleep I didn't go. Goddam it why didn't I go. I miss him so much. I just wish I had done more with him... Fuck

>>673697444

Fuck man, was this bitch your only lay??

You haven't fucked around enough yet to not care. Wait till you get to my level, married and divorced 3x, caught two ex wives with my "best" friend and my best man, and the first one you find dead in a bathtub full of blood and cold water with a broken wine bottle on the floor and your little girl asleep in her room.

Fuck these threads, anything related to dads and dogs and I tear up hard.

>Mom is 21, married but getting divorced, pregnant.
>Meets my "dad" (not biological) who is 17
>They date
>I am born
>2 weeks later dad, still 17 gets into an accident paralyzed in a wheelchair the rest of his life
>18 months later, mom leaves, doesn't want kid
>Knowing he isn't my biological dad never changed anything, he never brought it up, never cared.
>I never knew another father

Call it cucked but he did everything he could for us.

>>673697681

Later, the germans award Mikhail the Iron Cross for his work in shooting at the wrong team.

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>>673702378

she never told me what was wrong.
she never told me what i could have done.
i would have given anything to fix things and i never had a chance.
i miss her so much.
the worst part is i don't know if she didn't tell me because she expected me to know, or if she just didn't care and didn't want to fix things.
i have no idea if she ever loved me, but it's been years and i still think about her every day.
and every now and then i see her at a party or something and we say hi and hang out a bit and it fucking hurts so much and i just want to kiss her again.
i don't want to be alive any more. i haven't been happy in years.

>>673697841
That story made me sick, he was just a disloyal whore. This isn't sad at all. I feel nothing for these people.

>>673702354
It's your dad. I'd like to emphasizes it more.

>>673702354
>Same fag
>Grew up pretty poor
>@ 3, we are living in this trailer (i learned later we were squatting in it)
>Be kid, don't know we are poor, everything seems fine to me, place to sleep, toys, food.
>Ask dad why does he eat ramen twice a day when he always cooks me eggs and chicken and regular food
>he says he just likes it
>realize later we were too poor for both of us to eat regular food.
>he lived off that shit for 2 years, never saw him eat anything else

>>673702354 >>673702656
Your dads were amazing men.

>be about 11 years old
>mother has/had cancer
>father kicked her out but had to come back (weak, no job)
>home is a furnished one-bedroom apt
>O, did I mention, dad's got a crush on his former co-worker's daughter who is in university
>she and dad sleep in bedroom; I sleep on floor with mom in living room/kitchen
>my birthday, dad gets me stuff! a fishtank and fish, maybe a airplane and ship model too
>mom's not really been out of bed and has no money and she's so sad she was not able to get me anything. She cries.
>Even then, that young, I knew this was a set-up to distroy her.
>Can never unsee her face that day, on a dirty matress propped up against the wall with silent tears on her cheeks.
>She dies a few years later
>We went back to our old country, i visited him in the summers

Mid forties now, cannot forget that. The day I realized my father was a true monster.

He's still alive, but I cut him off. No contact. Monsters never change.

>>673697841
me too, anon.

>>673685787
>cats can't see lcd screens
Are you fucking retarded? Have you never seen those games for cats on ipads where they can swat at stuff on an lcd screen?

>>673697267
FUCK YOU! I WOULD HAVE KILLED FOR A MOM THAT WOULD HAVE GIVEN ME THE TIME OF DAY!!! ALL MY MOTHER EVER GAVE ME WAS SCARS, BEATINGS, BROKEN BONES, AND PAIN! I HATE HER, AND I ENVY EVERY PERSON WHO HAD WHAT I DDNT. I HOPE YOU JOIN YOUR MOM FOR MAKING ME THINK ABOUT THIS SHIT AGAIN!

>>673684164
I swore an oath I wouldn't cry this much since Marley and Me.

>>673702273
how did you know the water was cold?

>>673697933
Every. Fucking. Night.

>>673702354
>>673702656
>Eventually @ 9 we get a house, shit was amazing, all ours, can finally afford to have a pet dog cause we can properly feed and take care of it
>Join baseball team, meet a kid who lives 2 blocks away becomes best friends
>Everyday when he gets home we go over my homework, then
>Dad always helps me practice baseball, but usually only for like 30 mins or so at a time, as its hard for him to constantly wheel after the ball.
>I start to wonder how different it would be if my dad wasn't "broken" (paralyzed)
>About a year later my dad has to go into the hospital for back surgery, I get to stay at my friends house for 2 weeks
>Come home after school with friend to his house
>Do homework but don't understand some things, figure his parents will ask us later
>His dad comes home and just opens a beer and watches tv everyday
>His parents never ask about homework, this happens for like 3 days straight so I finally ask my friend
>When do your parents help you with homework? Never?
>hmmm....seems strange
>Weekend comes, his dad just sits and drinks starting at like 10 in the morning, watches sports all weekend
>Ask friend when his dad helps him practice baseball...
>Once again find out its never...
>wtf is this
>Cry when I realize that I thought my dad was the broken one because he couldn't walk, but I just took him for granted.

>>673699739
lost

>>673700825
Anyone have the link to the full thing?

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For real, slowly been going insane over the past year. Finally hit the bottom. I feel sick any time I hear someone mention a relationship. I am not the same. She can do better, she probably will realize that. I know I'm not good enough. I've gone insane. If I can't be the best there is no point to Be.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMfZyfD4U8U

>>673698685
My mother pulled the same shit, only worse. She left when she was pregnant. Told my dad she was getting married, and her "husband" was going to adopt me. I spent my life from about 2, to about 11, in and out of the hospital, foster homes, and state facilities, I suffered sever physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, between my mother, and 2 of my foster families alone, I have had a total of 27 broken bones, a lacerated kidney, swollen liver, 3 dislocations of my right shoulder, and over 750 stitches, not to mention being raped repeatedly by one of my foster fathers for almost a year. 20 years after I was permanently removed from my mother's home, I get a call out of the blue. It's my fucking dad. I always wanted to meet him, but as soon as I knew who he was, all I could do was hate him. Because he gave up on me, and I had to live through hell. I think I'm fucked for life, but at least I get to know, my mother, and father both get to die, KNOWING their only son, HATES them

>>673702354
>>673702656
>>673703504
Couple more then Im done, feel sad about these

>In Highschool, taking precalc, although my dad graduated highschool, math was always his worse subject, used to joke he couldn't even do algebra
>He still always ask if I need help with my homework, I say I don't most of the time because I figured he is just being polite/nice
>Wake up in the middle of the night, dad is at the kitchen table, head on the table sleeping
>Notice as I walk by that my backpack is on the table, mathbook is open...There is a notebook on the table that isn't mine
>Pick it up, dad has been teaching himself precalc trying to stay ahead of where I am at school so he can help if I need it

>Graduating HS, dad has been in the hospital for the past 2 months - blood infections, pressure sores, kidney and liver issues due to medication for pain and various complications related to being in a wheelchair
>Doctor's won't let him out of the hospital for my graduation, I tell him its fine
>Graduation starts at 2pm
>Like 5 mins before it starts, I see him wheel in, dressed in a hospital gown pulling one of those IV carts, he is attached to
>Says he is so proud to see me graduate

>Eventually he gets discharged manages to stay mostly okay, just regular visits while im in college
>However kidneys get worse and worse, has to go to dialysis all the time
>Gets hospitalized
>I go to visit him about a month before I graduate
>Doctors and nurses tell me its not good and that he can't get on any transplant list cause of his other health issues
>He says he plans on seeing me graduate, even if he has to 'sneak out' like last time
>I tell him just to take care of himself and we'll video tape it
>He passes away about 10 days before my graduation.

I never give my mom hugs anymore, she is the nicest mom btw, she is smart, works hard, and tries to helps everyone, but her children come first always. I don't know why I don't give her hugs anymore tho, she always asks for them.

>>673704325
Well if you truly believe in the love of humanity you should speak with your dad. But your mom can go fuck herself.

>>673704325
That's horrible. Blind them both.

>>673682224
anyone still here?

>>673684715
You're not going to make it.

>>673704794
Sure they are

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>>673704549
damn dude

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>>673684715
anon i have the same issue. Im talking to a grill, she's like my dream girl, but i dont think she's into me... soon she'll find a guy and i'll be alone as always

>>673704965
just a little something i've been thinking about

>meet girl on the internet
>we text daily
>decide to meet up
>beautiful, funny and kind girl
>we date for half a year
>she goes back to her ex

i sent her some stupid funny prank stuff, cause we've been out of contact since the end of january, so she could "get emotionaly detached" from me.

i shouldn't have done it i know, but i'd be damned to lose that person just as a friend, more won't come from it cause we live 150miles apart from each other.

>>673696467
I want to write/make a short manga on this.

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>>673705410
Go for it!

>>673682224
That made me sadl

>>673696000
Check'd

>>673702062
No, you retard. Cigarettes are still bad for you.

>>673687201
you'll never shine if you don't glow buddy

>>673683704
I know this.

Gave me some trouble after i beat her that she had to go to a hospital.

Loose loose situation

>>673705029
Yeah, I really miss him, his birthday was just a few days ago and so it always leaves me feeling ugh.

I feel like I'm doomed to be alone. I work the night shift so I sleep while everyone is awake, and I don't make friends online. I rarely have time to hangout with my roommate and my only other friend doesn't talk to me very much anymore and never seems to have time to hang out as he moved in with his girlfriend a while ago.

>>673705100
Go after her then, if you're afraid you'll lose her. Then try your best not to. You can simply ask her to see a movie with you, something simple. Without going too far. Good luck /b/ro.

When your realize you don't want a relationship to love and be loved you want it for your narcissistic supply.. Oh shit :(

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>>673706381
dont be sad he wanted you happy

>>673684164
Gooddammit

That made me cry

>>673704599
I gave him 2 hours. I listened, I explained SOME of my life to him. I told him he had a grandson. Then he told me about giving up when he heard I was going to be "adopted" (which was a total fabrication on my cunt mother's part btw) As soon as he said that, I was done. I taught MYSELF how to be a better person, man, and father, than any of my "parent figures" ever were ALONE. I owe him as much as I gave him. ONE chance to explain. He got it. He failed.

>>673706556
thank's dude, im really beta tho, i'll see what i can do

>>673687201
If you're not in a relationship with them, start off gradually. Ask her out to the movies, a dinner. Just something you know both of you would enjoy.

>>673683704

I'd say that's part of growing up, and it's true, but that doesn't make it any less shitty, and doesn't do anything to heal the wounds being hurt by someone you trusted gives.

It sucks, anon. But the way to beat them is to not let that person's selfish acts control the rest of your life. Learn to trust someone again. Not so easily, of course, but again.

>>673684715
For wanting another person you keep saying "I" a lot

>>673707016
Be beta on your own time. pull up your big boy underoos, and tell her for fucks sake. There is no "right moment" there is only you being too weak kneed, and spineless to finally get angry enough at your own cowardice to fucking do something about it!

>>673684164
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU

>>673689802
Hey homie, I know this wont make you feel better,
and will actually probably annoy you, because
you want to know you are the one in the worst
situation or done the worst things.

But I know exactly how you feel, I felt a strange connection with you while reading that.
I used to try and fuck my dog when I was 8-12
I used to try and jack off my Nans cat
I had sex with girls when I was 6

I know how you feel,
That's why I know that it annoys you that I say I do.

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>tfw "friends" aren't even bothered enough to invite me to the game and will play duo instead

>>673708589
Are they bothered if you join them or you invite yourself? I have a friend who constantly complaints that "nobody invites" him to anything. The reality is most of the time we do invite him he is "watching netflix" or "busy". Or he is at work (he works until 10pm usually). The thing is, we play every single night just about starting from 930-1130/12. So sometimes we don't think to invite him because we just assume if he wants to join us he will.

Its not that we don't "like" him or something its that when we are wrapped up in a game we don't always think about him but if he would hop online instead of requiring a text invite, he could join us every night.

>be 2007
>Looking for a dog, dad recently died and feeling down
>Go to humane society in town
>See you sitting in the corner of a pen, looking sad AF
>Adopt you, pay fees, got get ure supplies
>Not quite sure of your age, Humane society says probably 4-5 years old
>FF to 2010, I leave for Army, you stay and live with my mom and her dog
>You are good dog for her while I'm away
>See you every time I come home for visit
>2013 come home from deployment, haven't seen you in 11 months, you run up and lick my face (never done that before)
>You sleep with me in the spare bedroom, seem happy next to me
>Go back, get out of Army 2014, honorable just tired of the BS
>Move back to hometown to take care of aging mother
>Get a 3bdr house, and when I get settled in I take you to live with me
>Walk you daily, you knew the time and would sit by the door leading to the garage
>Brush you after each walk
>You greet me every time I come home from class and work
>Goodtimes
>FF to early Feb. 2016
>You don't want to eat much anymore, seem tired and less and less energy
>After a couple day's of no eats, I call vet to make you an apt
>Fuck, it's friday and they are closed, leave msg to take you in monday morning
>Sunday morning, 5am, wake up and walk to kitchen
>Pools of blood all over, some dried, some still wet
>Call emergency vet, meet me in an hour at the office sir
>Call mom, she loves you just as much as I do
>Give you a bath while we wait for it to be time to leave, you are messy with blood
>Leave and go to vet 20 min. away
>Did not know this would be your last car ride
>Arrive, take you inside, examine and the man gets a phone call
>Apologies sir, I need to go help birth a calf, I need to lock-up and will phone you
>DO NOT want to leave, always promised when your time came I would be there
>Have no other choice, not allowed to stay
>Man takes you in back to the kennels
>Hear you yelp, know you don't want to be alone
>Me and mom leave
> cont

I want to kill myself so fucking bad but I can't bring myself to do it because of the pain it would cause my family, especially my father

>>673709009
When I invite them, they usually accept it but other than that they usually (almost never) invite me to the game.
It's not like they think I wouldn't go, hell I usually play alone when they don't invite me.
I would ask them to invite me but I have some self respect left and don't wanna beg them to do so.

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>cont
>Clean up your blood in the kitchen, worried
>Sit for hours
>Phone rings "I'm sorry sir, you lost your dog"
>Breakdown
>Still hurts to think about it
>Wasn't there for you
>Week later I pick up your ashes in a non-descript plastic bag
>Not very pleased with vet, but understand it's what they do
>Go to local wood working shop
>Buy lumber to make you a resting place
>Bring you home
>Stay up all night working on your box, it's what you deserve
>Finishing building, stain and varnish
>Buy you a shelf, place some photos and objects of yours on it, set it up where your bed was in the kitchen
>Place you inside box
>Still walk by the shelf every morning, wish you good morning
>Still walk by shelf every night, wish you goodnight, as I brush my fingers on your resting place
>MFW house is empty now
>Sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most

>>673696467
This is the saddest thing I've ever read or even experienced

>>673707358
underrated

>>673709623
Yup. Right in the feels

>>673709443
don't do it dude. If you don't want to live, life is meaningless for you, then join a corporate social responsibility. help other people, animals, nature whatever. It keeps you busy and helping other people makes you feel better.
Don't ever let your family see your dead body by committing suicide. you'll fuck their life

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUPA0C60YDE

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It's been 4 months since I last cried, and it had been well over a year since I last cried before that.

2015 was the toughest year of my life. My cat of 14 years died. My GF and I broke up, and my mom entered rehab for opiate addiction. I was diagnosed with bipolar depression, and as a result, I nearly flunked out of college.

I have been constantly tired since last summer, no matter how many hours of sleep I get. I am hesitant to start any medication.

Looking at the pictures of lost pets is what I needed. I have been crying for the past half hour. I am sick and tired of pretending everything is okay.

I miss my cat so damn much. She was truly the most unique cat I have ever encountered.

She ate doritos. Slept on her back with her extremities spread out. She drank out of the toilet. When you were feeling sad she would come beside you. She always wanted to sleep on your chest underneath the covers. Even though she was 5lbs and a foot in length, she thought her size was huge. Whenever someone would knock on the door, or when the garbage truck came, her instinct was to growl.

She was the best. I hadn't cried since I had to put her down on November 5th, 2015.

I needed this cry. Thank you.

Pic related: last photo I took of Bubbles.

>>673709623
Oh...
just
damn

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>4 years ago
>have longterm relationship with gf
>at the same time, have female best friend at school, she has a bf to at the time
>i secretly fell in love with her
>never told her
>she also had a lot of problems with her bf at that time
>2 years later
>i break up with my gf
>tell female best friend about it
>she's all there for me
>tell her how i feel about her
>she goes into super blush mode
>but since she's been together with that guy for so long, she will stay loyal
>i broke up contact with her
>not because i'm a douche, but i just couldn't resist my feelings
>timeskip
>last week
>female friend contacts me
>hey anon.. i broke up with my bf..
>HOLYSHITWHATTHEFUCK.jpg
>she cheated on him with another guy
>Oh no.
>i tell her that i'm really, really in love with her and want to try it this time
>she goes into super duper blush mode times 20 this time
>i ask her for a date (next week)
> she says yes
>also tells me she has had a date last thursday with her affaire
>she also tells me that she knows how i feel about that, but she just can't cancel the date
>"okay femanon"
>try to contact her a few times since
>literally every day
>she just doesn't answer
>also, yesterday her ex bf that she cheated on with the affaire, came for his stuff that he left in her home
>i tried to ask her about that as well, still no answer

i'm confused as fuck. did she end up with her ex again? did she end up with her affaire?
what happened?

Guys. this is my ultimate 10/10 here. i'm not thinking rational anymore. i really love her, and crazy as it sounds, i checked her facebook frequently during the 2 year timeframe just to see if she finally broke up with her ex.

and now im here desperately waiting for a simple response.

please don't tell me to forget about her, i never could.

My mother killed my dog of 4 years in the watertank because i refused to up the street and get her heroin. I took constent beatings and i have inch thick scars on my back from her cutting me when i cried. From when I stood up to her. From when i screamed when her boyfriend fucked me. I was 8 . My relationship with my girlfriend ia hard. I dont trust girls. they are utter cunts
I have some pretty fucked up storys about my life if you guys want
>cont?..

>>673713000
Check'd

>>673713000
post pics of your back or it didn't happen.
then you may cont.

>>673712122
She is overwhelmed

>>673713117
No camera. Just a shitty ibm laptop.

>>673712122
She probably has alot of guilt for what she has done + overwhelmed. Not meaning to be a dick bUT you coming out of the blue with the feelings and the pressuring doesn't help her either. Girls go into shut down mode when they get overwhelemed.

>>673713251
Funny. I always hear that on Catfish.

>>673713219
>>673713518

why didn't i thought of this earlier?

you're probably right. i tend to misinterpret stuff like this. i thought i just annoy her, or that she changed her mind or something. you really helped me out here. thank you!

>>673699067
i know what you're saying

one day i feel like the world is falling apart and then the following day i remember what i felt and thought the day before but i remain somehow detached and forget quite easy about it.

i think that you should see this as something good, becuuse after all it help you get through stuff a little bit easier

>>673706705
Its not really sad in the depressing kind of way. its just more of a sadness wish we had more time together. And of course, I'm sad that I only have stories to tell my kids about their grandfather vs being able to show them firsthand the kind of man he was. He has and will always be the person I measure myself by. If I think he would of done the same thing then I know it was the right choice.

>>673709623
/weep

>>673700825
This is fucking brilliant

>>673684968
Get a room you faggots

>>673714892
Hey, dude... This isn't a weird request or anything, but...
Do you want to touch penises?
No homo.

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>>673714173
i see ,when i feel like that, i think more of the happines of having the memories over, the sadness of the lost.

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>>673712122
> cheats with old long term bf
> wants head over toe a new bf
> cant cancel a Date
> cant communicate
> leaves you hanging

Seriously? She will fuck you up. Start running.

You will her make feel better pet to lick her emotional wounds. And than she discards you for Chad.

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>>673714083
Retard

>Be me, 24 year old med student
>christmas times
>alternate spending christmas at mom's side and dad's side every second year
>exams coming up in january
>studying every day to keep up good grades
>grandpa (mom's side) calls me and asks if i want to come over with my brother and mom to visit him a few days before christmas
>tell him i dont have time and have to study
>tell him i will come over once i've finished my exams
>brother and mom goes to him and do christmasy things
>wake up early the day of last exam
>do exam
>call grandpa
>nobody picks up
>mom and brother drives to his place
>they discover that grandpa died the same morning
>fully dressed with the newspaper in his hand
>most have woken up at first but went back to bed
>he was facing a photo of me and my brother next to his bed
>my christmas present still laying underneeth the christmas tree
>it was an engraved pencil
>"achieve greatness, study hard"
>got an A+
>fuck that A+

>>673692717
Me2 more or less

>>673715911
Damn you im nearly crying

Nothing gets to me, except the dog ones.

I NEVER cry, but the dog ones bring me to tears every time, I don't know why.

>>673706506
it gets worse when they get kids, believe me, I know..

>>673682830
this restored part of my hope for the world

>>673706918
you do realize that once you're adopted, there's very little the other parent can do?

>>673683704
yup, even family will do that to you some times. hurts every time.

>>673715911
At least you dedicated that A+ for him, otherwise he would've waited for you in vain.