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>>673637850
I don't have shit to do and am very familiar with feeling like shit. What's on your mind? Also, I'm a massive fucking doge/b/ro

>>673638729
her

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>>673638729
More doge

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>>673638827
Go into more detail, nigga. That doesn't help. Who is she, what happened?

>>673638948

>>673639125
She's with an old friend of mine who turned into a womanizing sack of shit.

>>673639741
Just let it go. No matter how special you think it is, there will be many more.

>>673640708
Honestly captures how I feel right now

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Every fucking time this gets me

>>673640708
cuz they all dead.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-TE_Ys4iwM

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>>673641973
I see what you did there.

>>673642370
ouch

>>673642966
It was that greentext where the guy made friends with that Arab guy on TF2

Does anyone have that comic of a guy who was going to jump off a bridge and then a girl comes and talks him out of it and starts talking to him about bioshock infinite, if so thanks.

>>673643856
No but now I want to see it

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Here comes a heavy hitter

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>>673643856
>>673644050
Agreed

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keep this thread alive

All I want to hear are those 3 words...

>>673645481
I love you? Or kill the Jews?

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>>673645556
My...my feels..they hurt

>>673645946
fuck

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>>673641248
Ahhhhhhh

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for all the sad anons. here are some empty words

I may want to die but this thread must live

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>>673642966

>>673647213
HERE IT IS!

>>673637850
I always feel like shit

>>673647213
Yess that's it

What always gets me mad is people who take siblings for granted. I grew up with no friends, parents died and now I'm all alone on this planet I have no one to rely on

>>673641672
Shady

>>673647586
You got us!

>>673647652
Thanks anon but the only reason I haven't taken my life is because of my religion

>>673647873
I didn't grow up in a religious family, so I'm really not sure what to believe. Honestly I'm fucking terrified of death.

>>673647873
What religion, anon?

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>>673637850
somewhere we are happy, anon

>>673648194
Christianity

>>673648132
Me too anon

>>673641811
shit, you're right.

But also they hated Shatner.

>>673648281
What sect?
>just curious

>>673648374
Biologically we just die, decompose, and cease existing. There's so many different ideas about what happens afterwards, and they all claim to be correct. I'd rather stay alive than end up in the hell of religion number 1356 which ends up being right or whatever

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>>673637850

>>673648750
Catholic

You know what?
I'm honestly extremely angry at the hand that life has decided to deal me.
Yet at the same time I'm too sad and apathetic to do anything about it.
To think someone out there in the world on this very day is experiencing the greatest day of their life brings me great pain.
Not because I am not currently experiencing it.
Rather, because I have lost all hope.

>>673648778
I'd rather be alive with major depression then be in hell but I have faith that one day I'll be in heaven with God and no longer have to suffer on this planet

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>The feels

>>673648982
I guess I know what you mean. I don't know my mom, type 1 diabetic, which leaves me $40,000 in debt that I have no control over, like I'm really not sure how anything can possible get better in the future.

>>673649321
Things'll turn up anon, I promise.

>>673649160
If you don't mind me asking, what do you think of all of the other world's religions? I wish I could believe in something like you do, and actually go somewhere when I die.

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I use pillows as a cope so I thought I'd add to my stupid life and get a body pillow.

My next pillowcase will be coming to me in the mail. First Undertale... now Jojo's Bizarre Adventure. My life as a shut in continues.

Took this pic for a thread last week.

>>673649525
I think all other religions are fine but I don't think I could believe in them

>>673650300
I hope it helps you and things get better.

>>673650569
Thanks anon

>>673649207
Thank you for making laugh while crying

>>673650569
Oh and hope you get better too anon

>>673638729
my dog recently passed too. i almost just cried

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8WEaGSSd58

>>673637850
I hate who I am and even though no one every replies its good to put this out there somewhere. Thanks for being that somewhere /b/

>>673651421
I got you anon

>>673639741
Ya I can relate. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what could have happened if I didn't let him have her number.

>>673651524
fucking cheers mate. Whatever youre drinking anon have a second round on me /b/rother

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>>673643285
I know that greentext feels.

You ever look at yourself, see every flaw, figure out how to fix it. And then you just cant?

>>673652142
I have to much time but I can't find them all anon

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Girlfriend killed herself on Monday now I feel exactly like pic related

>>673652142
I can't because they're all things I have no control over, and I hate that

>>67365214
Yes

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>>673652300
I'm really sorry anon.

I feel tired guys

>>673652933
It's fine she would want me to live and try to be happy so that's what I have to try

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>>673653069

>>673652650
Holllllllly fuck

I thought becoming sexually active would lighten my depression. We fucked everyday and now she's gone and it's 10x as heavy

>be me
>constantly praised on being smart as a child
>still smart throughout elementary and middle school
>high school hits me like a truck
>grades go to shit
>I realize I'm not smart at all
>feelsbadman.jpg
>life at home becomes bad
>house is constantly messy
>family constantly fighting
>leave house and walk around woods behind house to cope
>graduate high school
>go into the real world
>life yet again disappoints me
I'm tired /b/. I feel like dying.

>>673653150
Hey Anon know how you feel, Girlfriend died by fucking bronchitis or some shit. It was weird some weird infection that made her really sick ad it went to her voice box where they had to cut that out. Had to learn sign language knew only a little bit Like I Love You and What's Up?. No point cause it spread to her lungs where she got even worse and that was it. Parents didn't like me so they wouldn't let me go to the funeral plus Where I met her (An Amusement Park) I can't go there or I get really depressed because I remember our first meeting Vividly. Anyways anon keep strong bud

>>673654161
Just keeping trying anon we'll all finish this race one day

>>673639741
never underestimate how powerful you are /b/ro. i have built a harem from 1 to 4 in 2 months.

>>673654434
and i used to be beta as fuck

>>673654434
these 4 all share a bed with me

>>673653495
>jpg
this is fucking useless, nice job.
This isnt even compatible with the fill tool.

>>673653388
This bitch that started a fire in me is someone I am glad that Im no longer with.
me: 1
Universe: 99999

>>673654720
I'm sorry anon I guess I mess everything up

>>673652650
First feels thread post to make me literally tear up, holy shit.

>>673654087
Fuuuu

>>673654940
Im the one trying to visualize just how bad Ive fucked up life up.
If anything you stopped me from adding a bubble every week until the day I die, the anxiety slowly driving me mad.

so I guess you didn't fuck up.

>>673652573
I read this one every time

Every night before I fall asleep, I dream of accomplishing the thing that will make all my past mistakes worth it and excuse all my failures. And every night, I believe it will happen a little less.

I like sad things because at least they make me feel something.

The idea of love both enraptures and terrifies me; I want to be wanted and needed almost more than anything, but I am haunted by the certainty that I'm not worth it.

>>673655420
Thanks man

>>673654295
I wasn't allowed to the funeral either parents hated me but you had it worse than me man you had to watch her suffer I'm sorry

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I have done some pretty terrible things. So terrible I wouldnt even tell them anonymously on here. And I try to help others to make up for it, and I have. Ive talked people out of suicide and listened to strangers problems but I always become this shit person. In reality in afraid of what will happen to me. Im afraid of the punishment I will have to face eventually. Of which there is no way to escape. Im afraid of living but also too afraid to die.

Sometimes I feel that this is the truest me: The one awake late at night feeling these feelings of emptiness, loneliness, lost and unwhole, reading others' stories of sadness because I can relate and so at least feel something I know is actually real.
Maybe because it's the way I've felt the longest and most often, and so it feels the most familiar. At the very least, it's consistent.
I wonder if there will ever be a time these thoughts don't crowd my mind, but it's difficult to imagine a change that would take me away from this. I'm afraid that no amount of motivational hype or positive thinking will ever help me get past it. I say afraid and not something like terrified because I usually don't really care about anything.

>>673647217
This kills me for reasons I cannot fathom

>>673648208
hey I recognize this. I replied to it a month or two ago

>>673656145
I am afraid i will never be able to defeat the things that make my heart heavy, only ever distract myself.
I can't be occupied forever. When there's nothing left to distract me, what's left but the emptiness?

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>>673654152
My life

Love is an open door. But there's a locked screen door in font of mine. I can see inside, but I can't ever get in.

>>673648208
This would be nice to believe in. In a universe I'm actually happy with friends and family being a productive member of society

>>673656313

I'm always positive with other people and hope to drive them on, but when it comes to me, I am hopeless and see no way out of where I'm at. I feel none of the motivation and positivity I try to give to others. And I'm afraid to tell everyone because then someone who I trust and value enough to let in will know that really, I'm no better and in fact far worse than even the lowliest of us.

It's easy to feign happiness and high spirits around people because when I'm around them, I'm distracted from my reality. But it's all a facade that i both desperately want and never want to break down.

>>673656605
We are often afraid to tell people how much we really value them; what and how they make us think and feel. But when we no longer can, we really wish we would have.

>>673656897
I don't know why I am alive.

I want to take a knife
And stab it into my heart
Just so I can feel something

It hurts to realize you can't fix someone.

I feel like bill clinton sometimes when I did not have sexual relations with that woman

>>673641434

I had never heard that story before.

Heartwarming that he made it in time.

Here is the video:

https://youtu.be/QfAWixMKwEA

"All the broken hearts in the world still beat."
That means that no matter how badly life has abused us, at our cores we still want to love and be loved
We can't escape this part of ourselves; it's human nature.
But i gave up a long time ago on love and I don't think I'll ever have it.

I care about people I pass in the street, I care about people who don't even see me, I care about people who don't even know I fucking exist
I pass by them and I wonder who they are and what they hope for and if they're happy and if they're sad and are they lonely and do they need somebody and who will love them? Who will love them, because everybody deserves to feel love.
I care too much and I think too much and I feel nothing and everything and dead

In the end I will be alone and that will be all and there will be no one who knew who I ever was
And I have no hope for a different future.

/b/, i need an answer to one question.

Why.

Why am I always supposed to be happy, positive and understanding for others, giving them comfort and making them happy, but when it comes to me, I'm on my own?

Why do I engage in relationships that end up with me broken, even though I know that I can't be with a married woman?

Why do I feel that there is someone in my head, that used to yell at me whenever i attempted to do something stupid, but now he is gone?

Why am I empty?..

>>673657324

I feel fucked beyond belief, like no one will ever be able to solve my problems.
It feels hopeless.

I think about suicide so often I'm not sure anymore whether they're genuine thoughts or just a habit
I often want to just give up and let it all be over, let it all end, but I know if i had to face death I would be desperate for time to leave something meaningful behind

I think sometimes the only reason I haven't offed myself yet is because of how much it would devastate my family, even though it's a twisted sort of irony because they're at least part of the reason I feel like I do.

I feel like my world will shatter into a million pieces

I'll think about relationships and sometimes I can't see the point of all that buildup and heartache. I'll think about talking to a girl but I know it would never last. We wouldn't be right for each other after those first few happy moments. And so what would be the point, if after that stretch of time it was all a waste anyway?
Is it better to never try if failure is a sure thing?

My life is fucked, I feel like I'm going to break. My parents are getting divorced, the girl I like does not notice me and I'm afraid to tell her something, and the air in my country seems to be mixed with depression. And I feel like I made a wrong choice with my university, I'm too stupid for it. Sorry for bad English.

>>673657909
Your English is good

Y'all motherfuckers just gotta fight, it's a challenge and its been put in front of you for a reason, to become stronger. Like imagine if you could overcome these things how much of a better person you'd be, how much stronger you'd be. It's like building muscle l, you gotta tear it so it can rebuild stronger. This is how I've been living and its hard, but I have a sense of worth and hopes and dreams. It's more opportunities for me to become stronger. I'm grateful that my gf left me, I'm happy I moved towns and lost my most important friends, grateful that my brain don't work well and school is hard. It will tear you down, but you are the one responsible to build yourself back up.

I fucking hate my birthday it reminds that a worthless waste of oxygen was born that day

>>673655975
lol, I feel if this was real life that his would be the part where we start to hang out or something

>>673657411
>Why am I always supposed to be happy, positive and understanding for others, giving them comfort and making them happy, but when it comes to me, I'm on my own?
Because if you don't have anyone that you've helped, why would anyone care for you. Friendship is a two sided relationship.
>Why do I engage in relationships that end up with me broken, even though I know that I can't be with a married woman?
I don't know. Only you know
>Why do I feel that there is someone in my head, that used to yell at me whenever i attempted to do something stupid, but now he is gone?
>Why am I empty?
Maybe that's what this site does. It makes us not feel regret. I used to recoil when ever someone said nigger in front of me, if I watched a video of someone dying, animal abuse, suicides, anything. I used to actually feel sad for those panhandlers on the side of the road. Now I just stare at them. I wish I never came here.

>>673657877
Picture a man. He walks as if the weight of the world is on his shoulders, ever-increasing. He tries to ignore it, but it is there. Slower and slower his feet plod, faltering. He is hunched over, face contorted in pain. brow furrowed, eyes shut, teeth clenched and grimacing, clutching his chest, his heart.

Tears stream from his eyes as he walks on. He looks to his left and right and sees those who know him looking on. He keeps going for them. He tries. He has given up on himself, and yet he keeps going for them. But eventually the crushing pressure on his shoulders proves too much. His faltering legs can no longer support the impossible weight.

With a great sobbing roar, he falls. As he collapses facedown, he rips his heart from his chest. With his last movement he dies arm outstretched, his dying, broken organ still feebly beating in his clenched fist, a last offering to the world in hopes that they might find use for it without the burdens of his mind.

No one comes.

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>>673658055
I think that you would agree with this image.

>>673654295
>>673656023
both of you had it bad,
Sorry to hear that. My ex dieing was my biggest fear in life. She lived though, shes a bitch now.

Did she say why she killed herself or did she just leave you hanging?

>>673657755
It's okay. I used to feel this way in my senior year of high school. I had no idea what to do in college and I thought I couldn't even function so far from home. I learned that lives aren't as fragile as you think they are.

>>673658455
Essentially. The stress is motivation, it's there for a reason.

>>673658300
These are just fundamental things that have spiraled out of control. Every day I get motivated to change everything and it never happens. I am stuck in limbo.

>>673658214
Yeah I would totally hang out with you

>>673658809
We all do it. A few of us actually break the cycle.

Is Kendrick Lamar correct. will everything be alright? Will life get better?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C35pvu4Wzvg

Song for the night.

>>673658013
Oh, thanks. I just can't tell if I'm spelling something wrong. Always wanted to learn English to the point where I'll be able to speak and write without any doubts or worries, but I don't have enough time, especially now.

>>673658952
fuck it, youre not on the east coast are you?

>>673659107
Kendrick has gotten me through some tough times.
It'll be alright, it will get better.

>>673638729
daaaamn dog

>>673659107
It's subjective. For some it gets better. But for most it only gets much, much worse.

Cool thread /b/ro - lots of feels here man

Thanks it helped a lot

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>>673659193
I live West Coast

>>673659483
I knew it. This is how it always happens.
Nothing cool ever happens.

>>673648982
"We don't get to choose how we start in life. Real greatness comes from what you do with the hand you're dealt" - A fictional character

>>673659664
Yeah man it sucks

>>673659854
I support this quote.

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>>673659854
"We can be who ever we want to be. Who we're born to determines how easy it is,"

>>673659483
I'm a different anon, but west coast.

this is my first greentext story so bare with me
>be me, 20, from denmark
>spend weeks trolling people from the same town in america on facebook
>add girl whos friends with group of people i troll because she seemed different and interesting
>shes 18
>start talking to her, tell her my profile is fake, tell her about how ive been trolling all the people she knows
>she loves it and it made her laugh a lot
>we click
>talk for a month for hours each day
>says she needs me in her life or she wont be happy
>i feel the same, dont have anyone else to talk to besides this girl
>lots of guys hit on her
>stalk their profiles without telling her to see if theyre a threat
>she says she only talks to one guy that asked her out but dont know if she went out with him
>she didnt log into facebook a couple of days ago and didnt say anything
>not scared of her being hurt or in danger, only that shes with another guy
>feeling sad and empty

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this one hits hard

listen to "no surprises" by radiohead while reading it

I'll share my favorite Anderson Paak Lyric
>We see the same things
>Oh-oh-oh
>We sing the same songs
>Oh-oh-oh
>We feel the same grief
>Oh-oh-oh
>Bleed the same blood
>You grew up in the home beside me
>I always had a friend to call
>How could I make it here without you? >Mmm

>>673660503
What the fuck did you expect, you dumbshit? Long distance relationships never work.

Be happy for her

>>673661079
Pride and The Pallor-Bad Religion
>Junior resented the tradition they upheld and it ate him up inside most every day
>Silence was golden and they kept him to his word
>So bewildered when he finally ran away
>Oh, obligations never cease
>Oblivious of the ways to give his soul some peace

>>673653320
Going Bovine, fucking amazing book

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Can't sleep again tonight. If anyone's got the time and patience, I've got a story to tell

>>673662109
Please tell anon

>>673662321
I second this.

>>673653208
>error

>>673659107
>Alls my life I has to fight, nigga
>Alls my life I...
>Hard times like, "God!"
>Bad trips like, "Yea!"
>Nazareth, I'm fucked up
>Homie you fucked up
>But if God got us
>Then we gon' be alright

>>673637850
Why are there so many poofters on here?
>inb4 gays are people

>>673662753
3edgy5me

>>673662753
Who broke you anon

>>673649972
happened last week for me mang.

>>673647213
>saving a screencap of a post that wasn't even the original
I don't remember the exact picture, but that WAS NOT it.

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>>673662109
I'd like to hear my dude

>>673662321
been a long fucking time since I was here last, forgot how good you fuckers are sometimes

well, here goes

>be me
>couple years out of highschool, freshly moved to the city for uni
>engineering, feelsgood.jpg feels like I'm doing something with my life finally
>frosh week, looking for a group
>everyone gets dyed purple (engineering tradition)
>hanging out with a bunch of new friends, there's this quiet girl
>hear she's an international student from Russia
>"Oh cool I was thinking of learning the language"
>Try talking to her, she's shy but genuine
>we hit it off, decide to hang out later with the rest of the group

>See her the next day, no purple this time
>didn't see it through the dye, but she's cute as hell
>wind up spending more time alone than with the group
>fast forward to the first couple weeks of classes, we're together every day
>lunch, between lectures, studying, we're inseparable
>find out we both fight with depression
>she can't sleep most nights
>one night, sends me a black screen snapchat at 1 in the morning, says she can't sleep
>we end up walking around the city for ages, just talking
>walk her back to her dorm, she kisses my cheek and gives me the sweetest smile
>I'm in heaven at this point

Just gonna break it here, keep things manageable

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akc35fZTnsU

>>673643856
wasnt it something along the lines of a white kid meeting a fellow gamer in the middle east. war comes and he never hears from him again

>>673663426
Go on anon

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No matter how hard my life gets. All the shit i go through day to day. I know that i always have you guys to cheer me up. You've kept me going so far guys. Thank you all.

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>>673663932
>pic related

>>673663932
faggot

>>673664112
Never change /b/.

>>673663426
did you fuck her?

>got dumped today after six months
>binge watching Breaking Bad just like we did together and never finished the last season
>man seeking woman

>>673653281
thank you.

>>673663426
I knew a Belrussian girl. Real slavic qt. Wanna hear it?

Thread might 404 just wanted to say I love you guys

What would i do When you go away? What would i do When you never come back to stay?
What would i do If you say goodbye?
I could pretend not to cry

Gone without you Life would be so poor
Gone without you Can't go on no more
Gone without you Can't find reason to living for
I would be lost for sure

What would i do If you set me free? What would i do If you turn your back on me?
What would i do When you shatter all my dreams? I could not take it all it seems

Gone without you Life would be so poor
Gone without you Can't go on no more
Gone without you Can't find reason to living for
I would be lost for sure Yea, yea!

Gone without you Life would be so poor
Gone without you Can't go on no more
Gone without you Can't find reason to living for
I would be lost for sure
Yea, yea, yea, ye!

Gone without you Life would be so poor
Gone without you Can't go on no more
Gone without you Can't find reason to living for
I would be lost for sure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB4vhv5eHGo

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>>673664607
Sadly the thread always goes 404

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>>673664607

>>673664685
I like this song It has such an up beat tune despite the lyrics. Reminds me of myself really

this will make u feel better
-:-:-:-:-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Txeov0cUCs

>>673664763
As the thread 404s my hope also disappears until the next late night thread

>>673664607
Love you too anon
We could always have another thread, because fuck it its only five am I got another hour or two left in me

>>673663426
continued

>A month goes by, we flirt on and off
>she got herself into a sexually abusive relationship when she first came to the country
>she's not big on sex; I'm relieved, I'm not really big on it myself
>we spend more and more time together, so many beautiful nights exploring the city, looking for nothing
>she has a beautiful soul, kind and compassionate
>doesn't judge where I've been, shares her demons with me
>we become each others shoulder to lean on
>we hold each others hands literally and metaphorically, the goodnight hugs get longer and tighter every day
>we go to concerts together, look for new exciting places to eat
>always walk to wherever we're going, more time to talk
>she's a movie nut; loves Tarantino, Fight Club, artsy stuff
>neverseenfightclub.png
>I want to see this movie with her, share something she loves
>bring it up to her on and off
>one day we decide to go to her place after lectures, see the movie

>watching with her, going for her hand
>not really sure about it, not really a romantic movie
>don'tcare.jpg
>she's not into it
>movie's over, I ask if she wants to go to the art gallery some time, date night
>noncommital sure, I'm bummed as hell
>go home feeling pretty shit

>next day
>thinking about how weird she'd been acting
>ask her if everything's alright
>"Yeah, I'm fine"
>"Actually, I think we should talk"
>never good
>meet up with her, she tells me we should just be friends
>I'm shattered
>she's rambling, giving a thousand half-finished reasons why it'd never work out
>she says she's a terrible person and that she doesn't deserve me
>doesn't want me to get hurt
>she's blinking back tears; I am too
>I tell her if that's what she really wants, then that's that; I know she needs the support after her shitty ex did what he did
>we agree to take a week away from each other, get things in order
>"So goodbye then anon"
>I want to leave but I can't tear my gaze from hers
>sadness and longing behind her auburn eyes

"Every man has to face his face demons"- Fox Mulder

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>>673665072
>Tarantino, Fight Club, artsy stuff
she was a scrub and you are a pleb

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>>673665072
wow

>>673664252
mfw I purposely never watched new episodes of shows I liked with my ex for the sole purpose of insuring that the show would not be ruined for me if shit hit the fan.
mfw I still watch all of my favorite shows and reruns without being reminded of the bitch

>>673665555
Quads speaks wisdom

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>>673665072
>she's a movie nut; loves Tarantino, Fight Club, artsy stuff
Hate to break it to you, kiddo, but that's the opposite of artsy. Your lady friend had shit taste.

>>673665072
Fuck my shitty writing, I can do better than this. Can't stop fucking shaking. Couple notes: she thought I was trying to get laid on movie night, and she wasn't my first breakup; definitely the weirdest one, though.

>next week is weird
>Can't help but run into her, engineering's a small world
>she can't even look at me
>run into her after a lecture one day
>she's oddly quiet, finally bursting into rambling conversation about nothing before suddenly stopping again
>she's blinking back tears
>leaves like she's got anywhere else to be

>month later
>she messages me
>just the conversations we used to have
>the messages are small at first, but keep getting longer as the days go by
>we have lunch, start hanging out again
>I'm happy to just have her as a friend
>starts flirting with me again on finals week
>I can't deal with the hurt
>decide not to do anything until after finals
>fast forward to then, part after our last exam
>we both get drunk and high
>go for a walk with some friends, she stops and sits on the sidewalk
>I sit next to her, ask what's going on
>she holds me tighter than ever before, head buried in my neck
>we stay like that alone for a long while
>walk campus together hand in hand, talking about us
>I tell her how much I want her in my life, how much she means to me
>no real reply, but she keeps holding me tighter

gotta take a break real quick anons, I'll continue in a bit

>>673665072
Sorry anon

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>be me in middle school
>have a friend, call him Joe
>I was betta, awkward type.
>got bullied a lot
>Joe seen this
>helps me defend myself
>we become close/best friends
>culminate middle school
>end up going to different schools
>we rarely see each other
>But when we did. Good times
>be in February 2016
>gets call while at university
>"its Joe, he's dead"
>nofuckingway.jpg
>turns out to be real
>suicide
>fuckmanfuckfuck
>can't go to funeral.
>no one gave me address till after service
>go one weekend when I'm home
>take middle school yearbook
>first page, read aloud
>"I'll see you next summer"

Mfw I realized I I won't see him again

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>>673666007
the agent 007 speaks the truth. theres nothing artsy about that shit. if you think thats artsy, i just dont know what to say to you

>>673649704
Hey... are you in an Undertale group? Like on fb?

Hey/b/
What do I do, I have barely any friends anymore no interest left or hobbies nothing can hold my attention no games entertain me anymore nothing feel right its always a horrible kind of comforting numbness and I hate it... The only "friend" I have is abusive i have a girl friend we talk once a week max no family either just my life is so fucked is there even a away to fix it

>>673666596
Get help

>>673652300
Fuck. I can't imagine what I'd do if I lost my girl. I'm so sorry, anon

>>673665368
>>673666007
god I missed you fucking faggots; there's four kinds of people in the world, engineers, artsys, commies, and everyone else; pretty much anything that isn't nerdy scifi shit is artsy to an eng

>>673666019

>she invites me to spend part of winter break with her in another town
>lives there with her godparents when not in the city or in Moscow
>we go with another friend
>go to the art gallery together, friend's being a buzzkill the whole time
>we wind up spending most of the time alone
>that night I sleep on the top floor, she's on the ground floor
>I go downstairs to wish her good night, expecting a smile and a hug
>she holds me tighter than ever, like she never wants to let go
>stay like that for a few minutes before we let go
>next night she just starts kissing me, we spend some time together before I go to bed
>this routine keeps up for the next few nights
>before I go back to the city she all but begs me not to leave; I smile, tell her we'll only be apart a couple weeks while she's in Russia
>"Only a couple weeks; that's not so long, anon"

>I stay up every night those next weeks until 4 to wish her good morning as the Moscow sun rises
>every day the reply is weaker
>when she comes back it's different
>a week later, same conversation as the first time
>I have no idea what to think

>>673666811
From who...How

>>673667160
Go to a psychologist they won't be your friend but you'll be much better

>>673666596
go to a shrink, and just go out and try new things. make the world your bitch. you can never run out of things to try, and you'll eventually find something you love, and thenn meet people through that

>>673667135
long story short the whole bit repeated itself. Lands us to last month; after what looked like her wanting to be in my life again, she broke it off. I'm done, and I know it's not going to work, but fuck if I don't miss her. I miss everything about her, and I can't tell anyone that. She's going through the depression that I fought with and I want to be there for her but it hurts too much; plus this thing between us keeps getting in the way. I just don't know what to feel anymore, I hate that I can't keep this off my mind

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I hate this shit, how come never good ever happens to me

I'm thinking about becoming a criminal before offing myself, really plan out a heist, maybe kill some people I dont like

idk man who gives a shit

>>673667326
>>673667307
Thank you... I really do appreciate it maybe one day i'll even find my passion and make something good enough to impress the world

>>673667623
Don't do it anon but if you do go out with a bang leave your mark in history

>>673667425
Don't be a bitch she needs you. Suck it the fuck up be a man and be there for her I don't care if you're up every night until 0445 and have class at 0500 do what has to be done to help her that's what you'd do if you truly care for her.

>>673667712
You can do anon we believe in you