What are you waiting for faggot? Do it! You wil die in the end no matter wat

>>673494681
nomaste, friend. we can only hope for better right annon?

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>>673495372
Indeed.

>>673494681
Thanks fam, its been a long week.

Threads like this mean a lot, really.

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>>673495669
how is it bait. there are nice people on /b/ too faggot

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>>673495891
OK. Keep posting.

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>>673496025
>>673496025

>>673495891
>>673495659
I just wanted someone to talk to. And thus I ended up here.

>>673496262
whats up fam

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>>673494681
Sorry man...I've been getting real close to that point these past 2 years. Realization really does take a mental toll on me. Will never be with the girl I've loved for years because I'm a loser in every way, too stupid to stick with college (couldn't even manage the prerequisite math class. I'm that much of a dumbass.), no job, no friends, alone in my room everyday, 4/10 looks, slowly gaining weight, I know I'm this running joke with my family, and I just want to be happy. Goddamnit, I want to be happy and the worse part is that life only goes downhill from there.

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>>673494681

>>673496356
>>673495659
>>673495891


Here's a short excerpt of my story:

>My father passed away a little under a year ago from lung cancer. I will most likely go out the same way.
>My ex dumped me the same week my father got the news that he'd die in a matter of months, I had my final exams, I got fired and a friend of mine killed himself.
>Still not over her.
>Struggling with drug usage, I either take too much or too little.
>MY family has it's own issues, mostly related to drugs and crime.
>I'm 18 hours away from my home.

So here I am.

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>>673494681
Hope you never think about it again.

I think about it every single day. I just want to die.

>>673496718
im so sorry anon. may i ask why she dumped you? especially at a time like that?

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>>673497170

Anon, what made you think to an hero? Was it stress, or emptiness, or just a few small things building up?

I think of it every waking moment. But I figure - What is the point? There's no point in dying and there's no point in living.

>>673496914
After I asked about it several times, it was revealed that she'd been planning on it for a while. She wanted to be single, I was moving away for a year, and apparently I'm quite cold and negative in my general attitude.So, as she herself said, "It seemed like the best time to do it, as I was moving away anyway."

I think she believed that would make the transition easier.

>>673496718
That sounds tough man.

If there's one thing I've learned though, if you make it through these tough and adverse times, things will get better. And you'll be a better person for it too.

Just remember that there are a lot of people out there who care. Everyone has their own problems, and they're trying to work through them as well. We're all in this together.

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>>673497276

>>673497289
>>673496718

Wrote it here, it's a combination of these factors as well as the insomnia and drugs in my veins.

i don't want to be that fag but i just lost like most of my consistent friend group due to a bunch of lies one after another that i decided to do the right thing and confess and honestly i have a date set and a rope at hand because i have nothing else that mattered to me more than those friends.
probably because they were the only people i knew who werent faggots

>>673494681
I'm good. You worry about you, I'll worry about me anon.

Whatever happens happens.

At the end of the day, it never really mattered anyways. Everything that will happen will happen. Everything that has happened would have happened anyways.

Let's see what happens.

>>673497327
im sorry man, I can relate a ton to that. thats such horrible timing

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>>673497358
Thanks so much Anon.

I'm actually crying now. Thank you.

>>673497582
Do you write Trump speeches?

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>>673497441
I prefer a Mexican Sombrero FYI

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>>673497770
perfect. now i know

>>673497725
gay

>>673497734
Do you let other people think for you?

>>673497709
Yeah. It was.

>>673497725

See you Space Cowboy

>>673494681
This isn't your blog faggot

>>673497966
When it's convenient for me.

>>673497470
What lies anon?

>>673498092
Exactly. You're retarded.

>>673498218
Nah. I just don't think out loud lol.

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>>673497905
No you don't

I struggle with the same thoughts all of the time and ive come here to confide in then community here and it helps. Life isn't about what has happened its about its about what u make of it. Sorry I cannot give much more to help as I still struggle with this seemingly endless problem but I am here for you anon.

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>>673494681
Quit being a faggot.

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>>673498170
god where do i begin
well im a transfag, and i just lied about my gender as a whole. there's one thing.
this was gone over a few months ago, and passed. i managed to fuck myself over and then lie about my age as well. i had my chance to say all the truth i could but instead dug myself into a shithole fake sob story lie. i went from lie to lie and eventually they all removed me and claimed they wouldn't care if i never stepped another foot on this earth.

Thank you anon

>>673494681
You're great, anon. I hope your troubles can work themselves out and I'm glad you took to 4chan to try and help other lonely souls.

Hope all you other /b/ros figure it out too. Just remember, we're all struggling together. We can get through this.

>>673498324
Your post was an example of that actually. You're just trying to backtrack like a true retard.

>>673498557
Don't lie to yourself. That's your problem. That will never help you in any way shape or form. I told myself a long time ago that if I was gay/whatever whatever I would just go with it. It's worked out pretty well.

>>673498557
Remember, now that you've started telling the truth, to be consistent.

There are a lot of people out there with similar dispositions as you. You'll make more friends. This time, they'll know the real you. Then, you'll be a happier person.

>>673498395
I second this!

>>673498395
We all know Hank Hill has no butt. That image is a fagrication.

>>673498642
You're a smart guy. I hope you do well for yourself. But remember, judging others is easy. Judging yourself is hard. No one is perfect.

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>>673498818
OK pastor

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>>673494681
i'm going to think about you too, and i'm going to hope that you kill yourself you fucking worthless normie piece of garbage.

>>673498948
Thanks, I'll remember that.

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>>673494681
fag

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>>673498818
>>673498811
it was all so sudden. i was like "i'm gonna do the right thing and tell this person this and hope that i can tell the rest to everyone else"

>whatagoodplan.ogg

instead they went and told everyone in huge detail how im a dirty liar again.
the worst part of it is, i trusted them the most and it just broke me. i've never been so miserable in my life and i hate to say im counting the hours until 3/14

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I think about ending it almost everyday. i'm in the army and we've already had two people in our company hang themselves in our barracks.

>>673497725
gay. i fucking hate you faggets so much. your weak ass circle jerk cryfest can all kill yourselves. no one but a bunch of desperate brony sperglords would ever care about you.

>>673499209
Yeah.. I'm assuming you're in high school still?

I definitely wouldn't have gone that route. I mean I've come out to people but only a select few. It's just not information everyone needs to know.

Btw btw don't be one of those fags that defines themselves by their sexuality.. it's annoying as fuck and makes us look bad.

>>673497725
you're weak. kill yourself.

>>673499134
I second this!

>>673499383
I like your generalisations. >>673499134
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>>673499298
Ha! Got eeem!

Dude you're cracking me up right now lol

>>673499209
I'd stop relying on other people to define you, and start trying to be the person that makes you happy. Then, you'll find better people to associate with. Please don't kill yourself over something as trivial as judgemental people.

I feel your pain op. Trust me when i say that killing yourself isn't worth it my man. I lost my best friend to suicide. Just know that you have people who care about you out there, if you can't think of any, you got me.

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>>673494681
there is only one person that my death would affect. even then she'd be sad for a bit but would carry on without me just fine, like shes doing now. but still, the though of causing her unnecessary pain is the only thing keeping me from putting a bullet in my head.

ive felt like this for almost a decade. 10 fucking years i havent been able to push past it. everyday i feel weaker. everyday i look at my pistol, hold it in my hand and think i could end it all. right now.

then i think of her and all the bullshit we've been through together and i just cant find the strength to pull the trigger.

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>>673499634
If you said so

>>673499460
>defining themselves by sexuality
what do i look like tumblr?
also yeah senior in highschool you caught me
i know i fucked up my route it was a sleep-drunken mess of an idea and i regret it so much holy shit i have no idea what i was thinking

>>673499639
I'm sorry to hear that man.

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>>673496718
>My father passed away a little under a year ago from lung cancer
well, if you weren't such a cancerous little shit then maybe he'd still be alive.
>My ex dumped me the same week
kek. burn. ur dad killed himself with cancer and gf left you. no one wants to be around you, and we don't want you here. mfw
>Still not over her.
fgt
>Struggling with drug usage, I either take too much or too little.
kek. please overdose
>MY family has it's own issues, mostly related to drugs and crime.
they do drugs because you're such a little shit.
>I'm 18 hours away from my home.
who gives a shit. that's like a plane ride
>So here I am.
unfortunately you are. isn't there some weak-ass-fagget-forum.com or something you can go to?

>>673499839

Hey I'm just saying.

Also, sorry if that came out brash. It's just not really that big of a deal honestly. I mean, I understand it is to you at this time. But in the real world it isn't. High school doesn't represent reality in the slightest. No one will remember it in less than a year. And even if they do , they won't care.

You'll be fine dude.

don't do it, just don't.

>>673500068
Fag

>>673499702
Then stop posting fag

>>673500068
Thanks, this made me kek

>>673500175
False.

Do it OP.

>>673499702
Think of it as having the strength not to. I have had this problem as well. Where you have that one person, who you would destroy if it happens. I still think about it. Just remember that girl anon. If you feel that way, call her. Im sure if just the thought of her can get you to put the gun down, then her voice will do more.

>>673500070
I agree with this. High school is silly. I only talk to one person from those days. Life moves on

>>673499984
it was a real bad time, and i still think about her every day. But remembering her smile and her laugh keeps me going

>>673498635
Stop being a queer

>four years ago
>consider suicide
>try twice
>fail
>had a shitty relationship with my dad
>things weren't going well with the girl i thought i loved
>didn't want to give up on her
>constant depression, most of which is caused by nothing
>realize things aren't even that bad but can't stop feeling terrible
today:
>got a job
>went back to school
>dating a woman i love
>mended my relationship with my father and we're very close now

things get better. you've just got to let yourself believe that and try, even when it seems impossible. just constantly work towards feeling happy and you may get your brain to do it. if you need antidepressants then do that. just keep trying to be happy. there's really nothing else we can do while we're alive that matters. you live for a while, then die and none of it mattered. just enjoy your time as much as you can.

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>>673497725
>>673494681
and as of2016, 4chan had officially morphed into chris crocker

>>673500656
You quoted three people on a board browsed by thousands of people each day

>>673500495
I'm glad you remember the good times man. My best friend went through a time where he was considering suicide. It was hard. I did everything I could to help him through it. I only hope he's past it.

>>673500579
>try twice
how can you get so worthless you can't even kill yourself right? idiots kill themself on accident all the time, and you can't even manage doing it on purpose.

go suck your dad's dick.

>>673500656
LEAVE BRITTNEY ALONE!!!

Honestly we need a grassroots movement back to the criss crocker days imnsho. Things are way more fucked now. But it will all work itself out.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. I hope..

>>673500579
I couldn't agree with this post more.

>>673500857
Come on man. We don't need your shit in this thread

>>673500882
Wrong. You literally have to kill yourself. It's the only way guys.

>>673500779
have you even seen what garbage is here every day? it's all garbage like crying bitches and traps, and normies.

>>673500362
shes my sister not a love interest just to clarify. we've been through the shit and always had each others backs. the only family i have left.

>>673500990
Then what makes you special?

>>673500790
Are you two still in touch? If so, you should probably give him a call (im not the person you replied to)

>>673500960
>stop being so neg
kill yourself. it would be a service to all of mankind. it's not as if anyone genuinely give a shit about you.

>>673501052
Would you say that you are 'with the shits'?

>>673500990
Fag.

I can deal with all of the aforementioned. What annoys me is cunts like yourself.

>>673501052
I wasn't trying to imply a love interest, sorry. But still, if you feel that way, call her. My sister has helped me through tough times, more than any other person.

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>>673501069
that i'm not a crying little bitch.

>>673501102
We are still in touch. I just saw him today. But I still worry. People can kill themselves out of the blue. Another friend of mine did it a couple of months ago. He went out to take out the trash, and shot himself.

In the end, I just try to be there for him the best I can.

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>>673500857
Oh boy-o you Hurt My Feelings with your Big Words. You've convinced me to kill myself for real this time, cap'n. Bye now.

>>673501134
Thank You!

No one truly gives a shit about anyone other than themselves and their family. At least that's what I've found and what I've found is true for me.

>>673501134
Lol

Thx OP i needed this, life has never really gone my way and this past year especially, im just so uncertain about so many things, take care OP

>>673501361
Fair enough. If that makes you happy.

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>>673501271
>mfw i'm a fag for not huddling together with you whiny bitches in a corner to cry and hug
>I can deal with all of the aforementioned.
kill self. why do you exist.
>mfw this thread

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>>673501370
>You've convinced me to kill myself for real this time
that's all i've ever wanted.

>>673501184
>'with the shits'?

the fuck does that even mean?

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>>673501383
>i'm dealing with your hurtful words by being positive and reading inspirational quotes

>>673501572
It's not that necessarily. It's more the fact that people like you choose to be negative about anything and everything. I mean I get it. But fuck, you're ruining it for everyone else.

At a certain point you are just a whiny cunt.

>>673501799
That's not intentionally hurtful. That's the unadulterated truth my friend.

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>>673501722
Thank you. That's my phone background now.

>>673501730
It's a 'gangbanger' rap thing. I was making a joke.. probably not the right demographic here honestly.

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>>673501799

kek'd

>>673501901
I'm sorry that that's the truth for you then. I hope you find friends you can love

>>673501967
yeah flew over my head

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>>673501852
>stop being so negative
>you're ruining the cryfest for everyone else

>>673502143
Suck my asshole, I know you love shit.

>>673501852
>But fuck, you're ruining it for everyone else.
ruining this wonderful thread? i fucking hope so, you cancerous human garbage.

>>673502052
It's a theoretical point. At the end of the day, the only people you can truly count on is your blood. I stand by that. I truly believe that.

>>673502318
I see that you know how to use words. I know how to use them as well.

>>673502395
I'm glad for you then. I've been betrayed by family members in the past. Therefore, I have a different view.

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>>673502272
>trying to be hard when you where bawling your eyes out like 10 seconds ago

>>673502452
i thought you where too busy crying

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16:9 crop of the original with chromatic aberration

>>673502585
>>673502653
I'm crying so hard right now you gueis come shit down my throat with your wisdom

Children.

I cry when certain people die.

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>>673502574
>>673502395
>>673502052
as if this thread wasn't gay enough already. are you faggets going to start making out?

>>673501947
>neko atsume

post cats NOW

>>673500656
baw thread have been around since at least 9 years

>>673502923
Only if they are taller than me, cute, and have a decent sized cock.

I'm bloodline guy by the way.

>>673503060
exactly. it's the cancer that killed /b/

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>>673502962

>>673503137
i fucking knew it.

>>673502923
Nah, I'm more into warm hugs.

>>673503272
I knew you would knew it. That's why I tru dat in dere

>>673503238
>not chanology
>not other pointless activism
>not religion
>not morals
>not the sheer amount of porn
>not the lack of lurk moar
>not /r/4chan
>not the fappening
>not the stromfront invasion
>not the pointless tumblr wars
yeah, it was the baw threads all along.

>>673500068
Hoping this is intentional cringe

>>673503493
More likely it was the changing mental state of the American outcast.

The world is not black and white.

>>673503242
good cats 8/10 thanks anon

>>673503640
if /b/ was still a place for outcasts everything would be fine

>>673503747
It is still. For the most part, the average person doesn't use 4chan.

>>673503701
Thanks, no skin off my bones.

>>673503747
Whether or not everything is 'fine' is a matter of opinion.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfuCLp8VEng


Smoke a blunt. Listen to this. It's all good.

Enjoy the sunshine in your eyes. Enjoy being alive.

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>>673503890
well, this certainly isn't, bear in mind that i already try my best to filter cancer threads. if it was just /b/ that's infested with newfags and cancer i could tolerate it, but they are ruining good boards like /g/ as well.

>>673504182
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bDV78Nfkwk

>>673504208
See, that's your problem. You're trying to censor information. You're a cunt.

You can't control jack shit and it makes you angry. You are a weak human being.

>>673504182
Solid fucking choice man

>>673504289
Thank you. This epitomizes modernity.

>>673494681
Hey /b/rother, lots of us feel like that. Stay strong.

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>>673504312
I don't try to censor anything or anyone, I am filtering generals, shill threads, other garbage i have seen more than enough times and things that don't belong here.

>>673504480
>>673504289
This is actually something I could listen to during the day. I appreciate it.

Man I wish I could kill myself. Can't though because my parents would die from grief and it wouldn't be right to inflict that sort of pain. But man do I wish I could do it. I hate having to go on being so broken. No hope for a good ending for me, just pain till I die.

>>673504504
I don't try to filter anything. I'm just trying to filter things.

Fuck off. You are a cunt.

That's my whole point!

You aren't the arbiter of what belongs here! You cunt!


Reason will prevail!

>>673504600
I feel it man. I feel the same way sometimes too.. Godspeed anon.

>>673494681
we are all one OP. if youre not happy then neither am i. you are here for a reason. just cause you dont know it now or people dont seem to notice it, doesnt mean there isnt a purpose for you. the more you are tested the greater your glory will be. why else do you want to kill yourself OP?

what beer you drinking? smoke some weed and take some psychedelics

>>673505037
I wouldn't necessarily advocate psychedelics to anyone. Or any drugs for that matter. People have to make up their own mind. Especially with psychedelics, if not taken with the proper respect, they can make you pay. Just saying.

I'm so god damn lonely anons... Why must I be outside looking in, where did it go so wrong

>>673505482
That's up to you to figure out and change.

>>673496649
i can relate to you anon. 28. went to community college for two years after high school and only passed 3 courses or so. i did smoke weed often during those days, but its more of a discipline thing. at the same time i was trying to get back with my high school girlfriend. spent 5 years trying to get her back. never stood a chance though. get any job, save some money and then travel the world. life is so much more than what we are used to experiencing everyday. "to live is to suffer, and to survive is to find meaning in the suffering" DMX

>>673505482
There is nothing wrong with me. I'm smart, funny, kind, moderetly attractive. Yet everything just slips through my fingers time and time again.

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>>673494681
I think I need to talk. All I can think of is.. no matter how much I gym and do things to improve myself, unless I spend 15k+ on surgery I'll be a 6/10 for life. Even then I can't fix this ugly head shape.

I think I do well for my looks but I'm only going downhill from here. Looking in a mirror genuinely makes me want to kill myself. I finally realised I'm not just unphotogenic, I'm ugly. I'm doomed for life /b/ros.

19/m slept with 5 girls

>>673505689
Fucking get it together dude.. Holy shit. CC is not hard whatsoever.

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>>673505769
I'm a 9/10, 19m, slept with no one

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>>673504686
>you need to ignore shit you don't want to see everyday but are not allowed to filter it
censoring and filtering are not the same thing faggot.
If you are here for a few years and see the same stupid threads every single time you won't read them anyway, filtering is convenient.
politics belong to /pol/ and maybe /int/, threads for one country belong to /int/, furfags belong here but i don't want to see them every day, rate my cock threads belong to /soc/ and /lgtb/, traps belong to /soc/ and /lgtb/, loli threads belong here but i don't want to see them everyday, fluffy abuse probably belongs here but i don't want to see it every day.

>>673505894
Your personality must really suck.
If I were 9/10 I could think of 30 more situations I could have gotten laid.

>>673505995
Yes they are the same thing. You are, in essence, choosing the information people get to see. Therefore, you are a cunt. Fuck off.

Information is freely accessible. Get used to it.

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>>673494681
>have numerous times felt depressed and thought 'i want to kill myself'
>get out of slump and move on
>get diagnosed with cancer and start chemo
halfway through my treatment programme i actually want to an hero

the thing that fucked me up about it was i had no control over feeling that way it overwhelmed me to the point i was shit scared. when i read about suicide and people always say cowards way out i think about that overwhelming feeling and lack of control the poor bastard had. hope your beer is sweet anon.

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>>673506099
Sorry that was rather rude of me.
If you were a genuine 9/10 you would have a lot more going on in your life. Not just sex.

>>673506247
i choose the information I get to see, there is a huge difference between deciding what other people see and choosing what i don't want to see every time i come here.
/b/ was made for threads that don't belong on any other board, not for posting everything on here regardless.

>>673505219
sounds like you already have the right state of mind for psychedelics. people dont necessarily make up theyre own mind on drugs. since kids theyre told to stay away cause they are the worst things on earth. completely dismissing the positive attributes of some mind altering. i just take one tab and listen to music in my room or lay in my hammock outside. psychedelics are not good for people with depression or schizophrenia though. this world beats us down since kids. drugs help us break through the chains, but they could also put us in new chains. all in moderation. what drugs have you taken?

>>673506290
I used to, I was to loyal to a friend and that put me at odds with lots of people. I finally moved away from that but now have no friends, only work aquantences who are all in relationships and older. I blame myself for how things turned out but there are no changing them

>>673495115
The more I look at this the sadder it becomes.

>>673505858
kek. my life is awesome. it wasnt hard, but it was boring as fuck. just a powerpoint presentation where we have to take notes while the teacher repeats what he wrote on the slides. i cant learn like that. would want to go back to get a philosophy degree. ive gotten into arguments with my college graduate friends and i beat them with basic logic and understanding. going to school doesnt necessarily make you smart

>>673506459
Exactly. So don't come into threads you don't care about and stop being a cunt.

>>673494681
how new

>>673506845
i don't go into threads i am annoyed by, this is why i filter them. what's your point?

>>673506834
Yes. But it does make you more money on average.

>>673506977
My point is that you are a cunt and that you are trying to tell people how to think/filter the information they see.

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>>673505769
/b/ro, fruckin five girls by 19 is good. it may be hard to find a girl now, but when you get to 30 it will the dealers choice. for now travel the world and get some foreign pussy. have confidence and girls will pick up on that. just feel comfortable

>>673507103
when did i tell people how to think? when did i tell people to filter things?

>>673497470
Are you going to stream your suicide?

>>673507040
i dont need a lot of money. you become a slave to it if you give it too much power. i really need to start saving money, but im not gonna add a bunch of stress and work hours just to do it.

what was your major?

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>>673494681
great post op!

>>673506678
Sucks to hear anon.
I was pretty unpopular in high school, well popular for the wrong reasons. But I ended up with a qt3.14 gf for 2 years and that gave me a large amount of confidence with my average set of cock n balls. Ended up with a best friend, probably the coolest kid in the whole school but he was underrated. Worked for me. Have partied with him on countless occasions and met heaps of pretty cool people.
My brother and sister are a year older and younger. They were the cool kids at their schools so it's good having them around. Helped boost my social likeness and introduce me to heaps of people. I think I've got the best personality out of the three of us. They're just far better looking. Hence why it's just such a big frustration for me. I can see the massive difference between how good looking people are treated and how ugly are. Even just by how my parents have raised me in comparison.

>>673507473
You didn't explicitly tell anyone to filter anything. You tried to destroy the thread by shitting on people. You tried to tell people how to think by shitting on the thread and trying to shut down their discourse.

You. Are. A. Cunt.

>>673507566
Yes but money is king in this country. I would rather have enough money so as to not worry about it than vice versa.

Financial accounting with a minor in Political science.

>>673507704
I wasn't the one who said that baw threads are the cancer that is killing /b/ while being in a baw thread.

You are a massive faggot.

>>673507704
>Implying the thread isn't already shit.

>>673507873
money is king in this world. doesnt mean you should give it priority over your happiness and enjoyment life's simplest pleasures. one of my friends makes more money than me, but he always bitches and stresses about work. i dont have a care in the world.

stocks or auditing type of accounting? what do you make of the uproar at the donald trump rally in chicago?

>>673496740
why man?

>>673508022
Just saying. >>673507993


From an intellectual standpoint. If you are trying to censure information you are a cunt. Bottomline. Maybe you don't agree with that information. Maybe that information is completely unjustified. Not the point. Reason will prevail. You can argue with it all you want. That is all well and good. But if you are trying to control what people see then fuck you. That's it.

>>673508022
Don't put words in my mouth.

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Just find a bloody hobby.

>>673508303
Yes, this is true. But that doesn't mean that you won't be unhappy in the coming years when you're still making the same amount of money.. Just saying.

Yes, all of that.

I don't make anything of it. I don't take any of that very seriously any more. I mean, I follow it. But I think that it's going to go the way it's going to go regardless. I would be a fool to get worked up over it.

>>673508420
again, i filter threads on my own computer with my own filters, I don't put these filters on other peoples computers and you haven't put up a single reasonable argument on why i shouldn't be able to decide what i want to scroll through and what not.

>>673508728
Because you like nigger dicks up your asshole

>>673499298
really? why?

>>673508728
>>673508838
How do you do that by the way. I apologize by the way, I missed that obviously. But you do see my point right? Even if it might not apply to you

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>>673508838
:^)
ebin funposting skills

>>673508967
>>673508728
*bythewaybytheway

>>673494681
>it actually, in a weird way, wouldn't matter if I were here or not
it is because it wouldn't matter that you can actually do whatever you want with your life to ENJOY it, not to keep being an isolated faggot. E.g. before killing yourself, you could actually let everything behind, travel, read, be poor in a rich country, be rich in a poor country, fuck whatever you want, have any experience you want... then you can die (everyone's gonna) so enjoy your time first modafucka.

>>673508967
i put this into the comment filters in 4chanx
I would see your point if i actually did this on other peoples computers, but i don't.
# Shit
/(f\.lux|flux)/i;boards:g;op:only
/clover/i;boards:g;op:only
/i know.*but/i;boards:g;op:only
/^you have \d+ seconds to explain/i;boards:g;op:only
/S/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/H/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/loli/i;boards:b;op:only
/shota/i;boards:b;op:only
/S/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/H/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/loli/i;boards:b;op:only
/battlestation/i;boards:b;op:only
/S/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/H/Fur/i;boards:b;op:only
/loli/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutsch Thread/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutschland Thread/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutschland Faden/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutscher Faden/i;boards:b;op:only
/milf/i;boards:b;op:only
/roulette/i;boards:b;op:only
/trap/i;boards:b;op:only
/shemale/i;boards:b;op:only
/creepshot/i;boards:b;op:only
/uncut/i;boards:b;op:only
/rate my gf/i;boards:b;op:only
/r8 my gf/i;boards:b;op:only
/nigger hate/i;boards:b;op:only
/national socialism/i;boards:b;op:only
/trump/i;boards:b;op:only
/dick rate/i;boards:b;op:only
/rate my dick/i;boards:b;op:only
/r8 my dick/i;boards:b;op:only
/vape/i;boards:b;op:only
/vaping/i;boards:b;op:only
/steamcommunity.com/i;boards:b;op:only
/chubby/i;boards:b;op:only
/fluffy abuse/i;boards:b;op:only
/rate me/i;boards:b;op:only
/r8 me/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutschfaden/i;boards:b;op:only
/DE-Faden/i;boards:b;op:only
/DEU-Faden/i;boards:b;op:only
/DE Faden/i;boards:b;op:only
/Deutschlandfaden/i;boards:b;op:only

I don't know what I am anymore
I was put in a position where someone put their life in my hand, on the night they were going to kill themselves they invited me out, it was my chance to help them, and I pinned them on top of me and felt her up. Im now a main reason why she's going to die and yet all I feel is sad because I lost a friend not that I hurt her. What do I do

>>673509312
What did you enter that into though? I'm not much of a computer guy and I'm on a mac, for the record. And for the record there are many people who think like that. And for the record, I don't think there is anything wrong with filtering your own information.

Here is a token of good will https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYxaoRVofE8

Schools been pretty shitty these past few weeks. I had to skip school this whole week because I feel like school is just repeating itself everyday

>>673509328
You pinned her on top of you?

Wtf ? You really are an autist.

Idk go fuck yourself how about because you sound like a retard.

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>edgy kids b8ing by being edgy

>taking the fucking bait

>fucking seriously taking the bait.. sweet fucking hell you guys

>>673508663
well said anon. i could give it my all at work and get a raise or promotion, but it gets irritating. being fake all the time. took a psychology class at CC, failed it, and it was really interesting. started analyzing all my friends and coworkers, we're all fuckin crazy, just not all of us have realized it. i could achieve similar results by buckling down on my frivolous spending.

or better yet, what are some good stock tips? thats the best way. have your money make you more money.

thats whats wrong with the whole situation. people dont care about other people anymore. they only look out for themselves and some family members. i was both disgusted by what americans have become and excited for the race war to begin.

>>673509691
It was the first time I was drunk with other people

>>673509588
Wow, your life is really hard..

You realize there is people who know nothing but death and bloodshed right?

In Iraq and Syria, Sudan, Congo, Etc.... children are growing up in violence with their families dying. Their minds are being destroyed.

But your life is hard isn't it?

>>673509563
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYxaoRVofE8
>blocked by UMG/GEMA
now that's censorship
>What did you enter that into though?
https://github.com/ccd0/4chan-x
this has a filter setting, you can install it via greasemonkey in firefox.
have some free as in freedom and beer music:
https://soundcloud.com/nibana/lotus-90-bpm-demo-mp3-192kbps

>>673509753
No. Americans and people in general have always been this way. It's just that certain people will take advantage of other people for their own personal gain (this is beyond college education at this point). That's why a handful of individuals control the world. That's how the world works. That's why you will be forever stratified.

>>673509328
crazy anon. shes fucked up first of all for putting you in that situation. its not your responsibility to prevent someones suicide. youre human and thats why you felt that necessity to help, but its ultimately their choice. try talking to her again, but without getting drunk. a little liquid courage, but not to where youre coping a feel. youre not a main reason. she may be using you as a main reason, which again is fucked up of her to put you in that situation, for her suicide. here to help if you need

>>673495115
These kind of pictures always fuck me up. I would never let that happen to someone in person.

>>673510111
How is inca roads blocked by UMG/GEMA ? I still listened to it for free.

Listening to yours now. I like it. It's very dynamic.

On the topic of lotus'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f92RJl_8exE

>>673510278
Her last best friend raped her in her sleep
And I can't talk to her anymore because she threatened police on me
I tried to make it right and all I did was show her I actually couldn't feel any sort of empathy for what I did to her

>>673510380
GEMA is the "Society for musical performing and mechanical reproduction rights" in germany, they probably hold the right for this music here. I can listen to it by pretending to be from the US with proxies or google translate but i am too lazy. "Intellectual property" are pretty fucked up around the world, this is why i sent you music licensed under CC and showed how to use these filters on software licensed under a Free software license.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f92RJl_8exE
that's chill AF

>>673510721
Like I said before: Go fuck yourself then.

>>673510122
checked. keeping all the tips for yourself, smart.

they may have always been like this, but not with the same intensity. having a black president really rustled white peoples jimmies. you talking about the illuminati or the jews? it is how the world works, but not how it should. my end game is a farm away from everyone where i grow my own food and raise my own animals to eat. go off the grid and shit

the best way to enslave someone is by making them think theyre free

>>673510760
Damn yo. So you are saying that you can't even post it without copyright infringement? If so, Germany is fucked..

>>673510863
I'd kill myself but I can't
Tried when I was fucked up from it all and couldn't do it
I'm too much of a pussy

>>673511120
I didn't say you should kill yourself. I said to go fuckyourself. Because you're a piece of shit.

Learn how to human being.

im thinking the very same thing right now
life is pointless
i eventually will die forever
nothing i do will matter
so i should just have all the fun I can right? to distract myself
but fun costs money
money costs time
all the years of being a slave to the system for money just takes away time
i just want to travel and go to any event i feel like
the love of my life just broke up with me, she was the one thing keeping my distraction
i dont know if i will ever stop feeling like this
im constant worrying about death and inevitability, and me not being able to be as happy as i can until then

>>673510721
that explains why she would get so upset over a grabbed titty. go old school anon, write her a letter. drop it off in her mailbox instead of actually mailing it though. i wouldnt expect you to have empathy here. she feels like she could get attacked/raped by anybody at anytime. cant begin to comprehend that. try to make her see that youre there to help her even though you cant begin to put yourself in her shoes. be sure to pick your words carefully. is the rapist in jail or in the process?

>>673510980
I can post stuff but it will be blocked for german users if the GEMA holds the rights because youtube/google and the GEMA can't settle for a deal that both agree on. it's not just germany, copyright law is fucked up worldwide. if you write a book today and sell the rights to a publisher this publisher will own the exclusive rights to it (and modifications/remixes/whatever) until 70 years after you die. this explains it pretty good: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk862BbjWx4

>>673510884
Ehh.. I'm talking about the handful of people that control the world. Who happen to be white and who probably are jews. Take from that what you may.

That's a good end goal as long as you can sustain yourself. That's my goal as well. Ironic huh?


And I agree with the last bit.

>>673511341
No she didn't report the rapist
Difference us the other person tried to show they cared
In all the attempts I did to reconcile shep nly saw me trying to fix my image and get my friend back
I have nightmares about what I did

>>673511120
actually killing yourself if the biggest pussy move there is anon. keep your head up

>>673511531
I just don't know what I can honestly do now
Ignoring my actions is an insult to her
And i can't live with the full burden
Honestly I'm just blaming the psyho ex gf I had that wound me up prior and turned me into a psycho

>>673511348
I'm confused why that's wrong. I understand basic U.S. copyright law. I don't really have a problem with it and the 70 years law unless there is something I'm not grasping here. I think that if you produce a product you should have the exclusive right to reproduce it. I'm sure that becomes more convoluted in this day and age, but still what is a better option?

>>673511636
You're a cuck. And a half rapist. Go fuckyourself. Kill yourself. No one gives a shit.

Have a good day.

>>673494681
The fact that you used words like "cisgender" and "racist" convinced me that you should indeed kill yourself.

>>673511851
You just invaded my safe space. That means you must die for the galactic feminist empire.

>>673511806
How am I a cuck
A potential rapist likely
Although I'd rather kill myself than repeat what I did
Even if it meant never going outside again or drinking
I just don't want to repeat what I did

>>673496649
Why don't you start by actually running and getting fit. Then you'll be an actual running joke.

>>673511458
according to what ive read theyre either aliens or bloodlines of egyptian emperors. we may never know the truth though.

badass anon. college graduate and college dropout have the same goal. ill grow potatoes, corn and wheat as essentials. then watermelon, oranges and pomegranates for the fuck of it. i hear livestock are expensive so will have to better plan that. cows and chickens for sure.

life is a tragedy to those who feel and a comedy to those who think

>>673511914
You're a cuck because you're letting a woman dictate your life. Not saying you should rape her. That's fucked in and of itself.

Basically, kill yourself for the good of humanity.

Thank you. Good day.

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>>673511731
for artists the better option is Copyleft.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Copyleft
You don't benefit from that if you are dead, nobody but the publishing company benefits, not culture, not humanity, probably not even your children.
The video covers it pretty good.

>>673512011
Its because she's a girl I did it
I can't see girls as humans
I don't and I don't know why

>>673512000
Those who don't understand history are doomed to repeat it. And those who do understand it are doomed to watch in horror as the world goes up in flames.

I will remember that one.

>>673512097
Yeah. Kill yourself. They are also humans. You are a detriment to society and we would all be better off without you.

I'm not sure if you're just trying to be edgy or if you think that you might get me to care.

>>673511490
he tried to show he cared because he didnt want to get reported and arrested. he only cared about himself. dont tell her that, although its what will help give her closure or whatever. just tell her you handled the situation poorly, but you want to help her through the pain. dont know what you did to be having nightmares so my advice might not even help.