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Current feels music:
> High and Dry by Radiohead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BciOfJsqh7M

Pic unrelated, just gives me feels

>>670609615
Drinking?

/b/, how do I get over a girl who still wants to talk to me after a long time of lotsa love, but already has a girlfriend? what do...?

bump for part 10

>>670609969
I don't know. Sorry. Same problem. Maybe you never do
Cheap sex and drugs maybe?

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>>670609959

Yessir, yes I am.

>>670609969

Hey anon, thanks for sharing. Was a little confused tho.... do you currently have a gf or does she?

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>>670610361
I meant, what are you drinking?

>>670610619

Cheap whiskey; Royal Reserve. Tastes like shit, but keeps the shakes away, haha

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>>670608519
PT. X
>the train makes it
>im home
>a line of cabs wait outside the station
>i pick one, and get in
>"no luggage?" he asks
>laugh to myself again
>"nope"
>he asks me where im going
>"im not sure"
>i tell him to take me to callaway park
>but im not sure why
>i used to go there alot when i was a kid
>but i havent been there in years
>he drops me off at the park
>as im closing my door i hear him say
>"good luck man"
>the cab drives away
>and again i am alone
>i walk around the park for a while
>then around the block
>so many memories
>i see my whole life happening in front of me
>suddenly it starts to pour rain
>i continue walking
>the rain feels nice
>its cleansing
>before long i find myself lost
>afraid to call anyone
>to weak to keep walking
>i find an overhang and sit down for a minute
>and ask the voices what to do
>they dont respond

>be me
>apply to 15 jobs since mid-December
>rejected from 13th job in 2 months
>rejected over email
>fiancee just got offered a teaching job, thirty minutes after her first interview with the school
>Pay is just shy of 50K
>What the fuck is wrong with me?
>having many feels
>feeling like a failure
>Watch Wilfred S4 E9
>Cry
>Cry more
>go to bed

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>>670610750
I envy you anon. Wish I was old enough to buy my own alcohol. Getting close though

>>670611344
>also drunk

>>670610841
HE CONTINUES

>>670609615
>Anissa
>tore my heart out twice
>i was a fool to go back the second time
>to think i wasn't just a warm body for her to use
>shoulda known she was FUBAR (she was damn near insane
>but i went with it and was played like a damn fiddle
>a month ago she pretended to kill herself after i dumped her for cheating and trashing my name
>scared me half to death
>i couldnt have anybody's death on my conscience
>so i sent some of my friends who lived close to her to see if she was fine in the middle of a snow storm
>(snow storm jonas this year...I live in VA...it was atleast 2 ft by then)
>not a scratch on her...completely fine
>she says sorry the day after
>tried talking a couple times but gave up
>haven't talked to her in a month...but my heart still hurts like she tore it up yesterday
>i gave her all my love and attention and for what?
>why must i be punished /b/?
>how do i forget her?

>>670611345

underage b& or yankee?

> tfw can buy booze at 18

No... but srsly.... best not to turn to booze. If I stop drinking at this point I start shaking. By day 3 I hallucinate. Don't be like me anon. What makes you want to drink?

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>>670611344
Check'd. Keep searching I'm sure you'll find one eventually. I believe in you anon

>>670611378
These stories make me feel so worthless for being depressed. Nothing this bad has ever happened to me; why do I feel like this?

>>670610841
continue anon

>>670611948
Yankee.

>>670611956

I dunno anon, only you can answer that question. Feeling depressed isn't a badge of honor you earn by going through bad shit....

u ok anon?

Did you know minerals like salt massively increase the waters conductivity making the wattages and everything like that massively go up

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>Also drunk
>bad at advice
>don't fuck a microwaved cantelope to prove a point at a university party
>don't proceed to attempt to shove said cantelope up ass.

>>670610466
She does.

>>670610841
cont please

No love.

Never had any and never will.

25 yr old and never had anyone.

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>>670612403

> Like warm cantaloupe

Did you tell your parents you ate it all?

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>>670610841
PT. XI
>its raining
>cold
>dark
>im sitting in the streets
>its been almost a year since ive seen her
>or talked to her
>i sit on this empty sidewalk and cry
>its nice
>the sound of rain hitting the ground
>the smell of wet roads
>that terrible headspace when you are incredibly alone
>and no longer fear being lonely
>and for the rest of my sad life
>i will always remember
>i will always remember what she did to me
>how it slowly broke me
>and as the last bit of life leaked out of my body
>i stand up, and start to walk
>now content to embrace the darkness
>and let it watch while i end this journey
>whatever happens
>however far ive gotten from her
>i will always be lost in the shadow that she cast over my life
>no longer scared to accept that i was meant to die in this shadow
>it was all for the best

>>670612537

Sounds like it might be time to move on anon..... I repeat, you doing ok?

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>>670611997
Away from home for work so can't go out to do anything
>implying I would anyways
Only friend likes to pretend to be deep on Facebook and share/post depression stuff and talk about being lonely but he never messages me back
Dumped gril I've wanted since I was 14 in a fit of autistic rage and she won't take me back
Can't get drugs cuz antisocial loser. I know the guy in the hotel room next to me is either smoking or selling weed because I can smell it I'm just too people shy to go talk to him

>>670612048
There's people who have it worse. But I feel alot better after having my existence noticed.

>>670612653
You have me anon

>>670612693
Yes. Which is technically true. I backwards ate it. Through my ass. Threw up blood and penis fell off.

>>670612782
Yeah, slowly, but surely. I'm starting to fall for this other girl though.

>>670612993

Glad to notice your existence anon... sounds like you might benefit from breaking your mould and getting out there.

You're a mess anon, obsessing over somebody that ignores you/has moved on is bullshit, it eats you up inside (experience).

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>>670613167

>>670610841
>>670612752
who has the whole story? i missed the beginging, but this seems crazy

>>670613430
>MFW newfags take me seriously.


True story time

>at college bar eating peanuts.
>hot girl comes up to me
>we start talking
>tell her all the things I'm interested in
>we seem to be hitting it off
>end up having drinks
>eat some dinner
>gave her a solid 15 percent tip and left

>>670613862
>I forgot I'm allergic to peanuts
>left epipen at home
>choke on beer as my windpipe swells shut
>door
>walk dinosaur
/story

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>>670613314
I know. I'm working on it. But it just sucks.
We only broke up a week or two ago. I'm expecting to feel like shit for a while

Anyways.. I've got work in like 5 hours. Hopefully we won't get rained out again.. Will probably be back tomorrow. Thanks for caring /b/ros. I hope you all find your way through whatever brings you to this thread.

>>670613862
>Tfw no warm fruity gf

>>670613430
My friend has a picture of the girl from metric's tit on facebook. She was wearing a low hanging top and I guess the angle was just right.

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>>670613708
I screencapped

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>>670613789

Don't waste time bumping. Post feels if you got 'em and stfu if you don't. I'll make sure this thread stays alive, trust me fam (OP here)

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>>670614308

YOU GOT EMILY HAINES TITS? POST MAN!!!!

>>670611956
could be chemical imbalance in your head.

I don't fucking know

>>670614289

Glad to care anon, got nobody irl, makes me feel better connecting with folks like you here. :)

Best of luck anon, you still got lots of grieving to go through, but you sound like you'll be ok.

Look for pics of ravens (op here)

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>>670610466
>>670611344
>>670612433
Checking all these dubs before I pass out

>>670614733
Yeah I'm off my meds, nicely doubled

>>670614866
Well dubbed OP, thanks for the encouragement. And do something about that drinking problem of yours

>>670614659
fuck man I wish I still had facebook. That shit was gold. Nobody wanted to talk about it when I brought it up. I absolutely loved the shot and I didn't know what to do with it at the time.

>>670615224
Eh, I'm cutting down, get off my back, lol. I beat crack so I'm sure I'll beat this shit eventually.

>>670615341
Nigga I been in love with Emily Haines since I saw the video for Poster of a Girl when I was 14. Shame on you for losing that pic.

> vid related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ZJCCiLKmPM

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bump? ploix don't 404 gaiz

no matter how happy i can generally by in real life, nothing gets sweeter than the feeling of self pity. i just cant get away from it

I have no money no girl and all I can think is an heroing to make it all stop

>>670616313

Glad you came here rather than an hero anon. Care to talk?

I don't know you or your life but I believe there's a future for all of us. What makes you feel so hopeless anon?

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>>670612752
PT. XII (EPILOGUE)
>this story is true and took place in 2014
>shortly after this i was found passed out in my moms front yard
>she sent me to see multiple doctors but i came back with a clean bill of health besides the lack of sleep and malnutrition from not eating
>i still havent talked to the girl
>i ran into an old friend at the store a couple months ago
>he gave me his number and told me to call him to hang out
>i said i would
>i never did
i need someone to talk to
>i spend my days working
>i spend my nights on a computer
>a useless existence
>i am broken
>dead inside
>unwilling to try anymore
>it took alot to write this
>thank you to anyone who read it

Okay, I've posted a lot of random shit in this thread, and only one truth (about metric titties) so I'm going to post my ultimate feels which I still think about from time to time.

>Be 19 yo freshman in college
>dating girl
>girl dumps me
>downinthedumpsman.jpeg
>bang different girl that night
>fall in love
>go back to college dorm a few days later
>tell hot girl at dorms me and girlfriend broke up
>starts giving signs of interest in me
>wtfishappeningman.jpeg
>girlfriend wants to get back together
>tell friend at college about everything
>jealous because he likes dorm girl
>says I could never have a chance with her
>says first person to kiss her wins
>snap call
>we make out the same day
>sleep in her bed for a week
>still going to girlfriends house some nights
>friend wants me to go play intramurals
>MFW I'm chilling on the couch with dorm girl watching a movie
>freakout engaged
>tells me he's going to tell my gf everything
>don't know what to do
>have to make a decision
>dorm girl sick of being cuck
>girl i banged is long distance and wants me to choose too
>gf oblivious.


>choose gf.

the feels man.

>>670616588

chek'd and read from this thread and last. Glad you got that off your chest, glad to listen.

Don't think of yourself as useless anon, you need to get out there and connect with ppl irl man, you sound like you're dying inside.

I thought I met my soul mate.
Fucking Bitc left me for someone else
I'm drunk and I wish I could off myself.
I don't know anymore.

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> the one girl who talks to you

Posted in last thread but I can't stop dreaming about my ex. It's been 3 months since I last saw her.

>>670616426
nothing seems to go right anymore, I don't even have money to take a bus anywhere and my ex left me some faggot

>>670616957
I know that feel. But for me it's been almost 2 years. I thought I could forget about her but apparently I thought wrong.

I miss being younger. I have a shit existence. I haven't gone to university yet because I need to finish courses. I dropped out of college because I didn't like my program. My dad beat my face in one night. My girlfriend treats me like shit. I am basically penniless. I have no friends. I am on a tight leash. Started talking to my parents after not talking to them for a year. All was good for a month and a half now my dad is a dick again. They gave me a car to buy me back but I still pay them 400 bucks a month. I stay at my girlfriends house 5 days a week to slightly avoid them. My mom is depressed and I can tell she's happy when I'm around. I probably won't go to school next year and I'm worried everyone will judge me but really I've just had a really tough year. I drink so much now and I just wish I could lay in bed all day. I just want to go to school and find someone who is right for me. Sometimes when I'm with my girlfriend I feel like I'm 80.


fuck that feels better to get off my chest.

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>>670617392
2/2

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Screen capped the whole thing you you guys can post it in other feels thread

>>670617435
I still remember the last time I saw her.

Her soft lips pressed to my neck as we laid there along the river, sand in my shoes but I couldn't care less. Her smile, and the feeling of her body next to mine. I fucking miss her.

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>>670617473
>>670617392

thx anon

>>670616773
>dying inside
implying i havent been dead inside for years now

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>>670609615

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>>670617473
1/2, better size
>thanks reverse image search

>>670617860

>>670617222

> check'd

Also, why not just move on?

Why don't you have money anon?

>>670617953
I was foolish and spent it all on frivolous purchases. fuck man I wish I got a job

I miss youth. I miss the confidence, the carelessness, and most importantly the girl that I loved for so long. Things are different now.

>>670617950
That's so me right there I feel like I'm tearing up. I swear no matter what I'm going to change.

>>670618208

Might be time to get yo ass out there and get a job, make some friends and shit. What's holding you back anon?

>>670618335
I guess my debt, it's hard getting out a whole you dug yourself

For some reason I'm fine with not having friends. It doesn't bother me in the slightest.

>>670618566

Don't tell me about debt, fucker, I got 30 grand student loans + credit card debt + Rogers debt.

Doesn't stop you from getting out there. So what if they call you and threaten to sue.

>>670618737
fuck man I think you motivated me lmao thank you anon

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>>670618700

> pic related

U ok anon?

>>670618583
So did I. I wish life worked the way we wanted it to.

I can't stop crying and listening to this song because I know everything is my fault

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePyRrb2-fzs

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>>670618969
Glad to hear anon, np. Hope I started a godamn fire under your ass.

> pic related

>>670619045
It's funny/sad beause that picture describes exactly how I feel.

>>670619539

Wanna chat anon?

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>>670619703

kek, my problem exactly.

Last Tuesday was my birthday, it was a lot different than what I was used to. Turned 21, my mom was out of the country. I went to go see my best friend and I just hung out with his dad while he went and picked up his girlfriend and went back into his room. Didn't even say happy birthday to me. I don't even know what I did wrong. Every single one of my other friends moved away or died. I broke up with my ex 3 months prior, and she made sure I was always happy on my birthday. This year will be a very lonely year for me, nobody plays video games anymore that I know and I feel so awkward making friends online. I give good advice and stuff to people, I really just want friends.

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>>670619390

>everything is my fault

I know that feel anon. Here's my feels music
> Black Sun by Death Cab for Cutie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTbVIfqeDq0

>>670620056

Sounds like it might be time to get out there, make new friends, get new hobbies, find a new girl.

If you don't mind me asking, why did you break up with your gf?

>>670620056
Happy birthday

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dumping feels until I pass out

>>670620222
Listening now

>>670620388
We both fell out of love, it was on good terms. I'm not really looking, being single doesn't bother me. But my best friend putting pussy on a pedestal really got to me.
>>670620578
Thanks /b/rother

>>670620222

op here, feel like sharing.

> met a 17 y/o qt/10 at bus stop on September 22.
> Didn't know she was 17 until after we kissed and let's face it, it was too late then. We kissed under a beautiful sunset and I saw a woman, not a little girl (which she is).
> Broke up with her 2 weeks later b/c I felt like a disgusting pedo (I'm fucking 24, got no business fucking wit a 17 year old)
> Told her we couldn't be friends, told her to stay away, basically broke her heart in half while she was throwing it at me

> 2 weeks ago, she started coming back around, hanging with my roommate (also a girl)
> Instantly took it as a sign, and tried to get back together with her

> SURPRISE, the hot-ass 17 y/o was moving on, has another guy on the line

> Surprise no. 2: she started playing me for her backup plan incase things don't work out between her and new guy

> mfw she got her revenge on me, broke my heart right in half but I still love her and I dunno what to do. Fact is, I don't even know what's right or wrong anymore

Am I a fucking pedo, because I feel like one.

>>670621049
No you're not a pedo.

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>fall in love with every girl who pays me any attention whatsoever
>accidentally rejected a perfect girl for me and was too beta to try and fix things
>kill me

>>670621049
The age of consent in my state is 16, you ain't a pedo. Plus you've got to have relatives who are married with a larger age gap than that. Cmon man don't think of yourself like you're a freak because you have human emotions.

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>>670621354
>still in love with my first and only ex
>in love with what she was, not what she is now
>can't accept the fact that people change

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>>670621354

pic related

>>670621250
>>670621359
lol, thx guys. Feel a little better... wish I hadn't stood at that fucking bus stop. Been single for 2 years, and that was fine by me.

Mainly worried I'm the fucker that turned a nice girl into a manipulative bitch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3J5mE-J1WLk

>>670622471

Deadly music anon. Here's my current feels music in return

> Paradise Circus by Massive Attack

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCmNPpr_SqUhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCmNPpr_SqU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjPyvoLXPs4

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>>670622848
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_l4Ab5FRwM

Please don't make fun of me for this. I really like this though. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AwB7AXWWBY

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>>670623034
I'll make you a deal faggot, I won't make fun of you if you don't make fun of me
> (themesong from Tokyo Ghoul, which is an awesome anime with lots of blood and violence)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aMOurgDB-o


> pic unrelated, just feels

>>670622879
That's heavy
>>670622714
Saved, I'm liking this one

>>670623327
>>670623034
Gay...

>>670622879
This one fucked me up. Goddamn. I can't even imagine the sheer pain.

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>>670623327
is okay. I like.

>>670622879
fuck man, i know those feels.

thanks for bumming me out more

>>670623034
>>670623327
If we're doing anime here's an opening that made me almost cry.

>>670623477
You check it out too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAXrRWLKzko

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More feels music

> Time by Hanz Zimmer. Off of Inception Soundtrack, the song that plays when Dom finally *spoilers* gets home to his kids (maybe(

Pic unrelated

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nothing's worse than regretting what you didn't do, so please anon, if you can, at least try, I don't want you to experience what I've felt for years

Feels music that came out when I was 13, was basically my anthem
> inb4 fag or emo

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmTM5LOocWQ

Posted this last night but w/e.

I don't want my ex (still have feels for each other, still sleep together) to get the job he's probably about to get because it means he'll be going away for longish periods and I can't do the long distance again, I just fucking can't.

It also means he'll be getting paid quite a bit, so he's going to buy a car. But I'm paranoid and 99% sure that he's just going to use his car as a place to fuck other people. And I'm paranoid that he's just going to use his money to impress and go out with girls so much better than me.

I'm a piece of shit for hoping he doesn't get it but I can't fucking go through all that shit again.

>>670624012

Hey anon, good to see you again. Might be time to walk away anon..... or at the very least, keep it on the table while having a serious chat with your ex.

>>670623327
>>670623034
>>670623767
I only called you guys gay cuz i wanted you to think im cool...

nice songs.

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>>670624161

>>670624010
Hahaha my man. I use to love this song.

>>670623773
Forgot link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxabLA7UQ9k

>>670624012
I'm in the same situation. I shouldn't care because we're not in a relationship anymore, but it still hurts to imagine her with anyone else.

>>670610361
Edgy faggot managed to kill his mother by being such a prick.

I legitimately feel no pity. You reap what you sow.

>>670624159
Hey man, you too, it's nice to just talk to people about shit, even if they are strangers.

I'm thinking about talking to him but honestly, I'm pretty scared about what he'll say. We're not talking atm because he treated me like a complete idiot last night and made me feel like shit so I'm really worried about bringing this up.
Also scared because he's sick of me asking questions and bringing up the past, even though I'm still understandably really hurt about it and what he did..

Idk, I'm sure I'll figure it out.

>>670624381
I know that feel /b/ro, thinking about him with anyone else literally makes me feel sick to my stomach and makes my anxiety fucking sky high.
I guess we just have to try and deal with it the best we can, which is honestly shitty.

Good luck anon

This song always fucking gets to me man, everytime. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5Fq3U_FjYc

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Nuther feels song.

> Take it There by Tricky and Massive Attack

btw, both Tricky and Massive Attack are awesome artists. If you don't know them, watch an episode of House MD, or the movie Snatch, or play Assassin's Creed, along with a fuckton of other movies/videogames.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWSt_q7M3zI


Pic unrelated

>>670625002
same to you anon : )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AG-dEWgGSc8

"The way that you left me is alright, it's alright. If I argue the point, then we yell and we fight."

>>670624012
sounds like it may be good for him, he's your ex for a reason.

>>670611956
>These stories make me feel so worthless for being depressed
That right there is your problem. You read that story and you immediately think about how it makes you feel and focus on that instead of feeling something for someone else.

You're a self-centred narcissist.

>>670612350
Translation: set your standards low, avoid disappointment.

Doing one good thing in a lifetime seems like a fucking waste to me.

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Wide Open by Chemical Brothers ft. Beck
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BC2dRkm8ATU

"you're falling away from me"

>>670625584
Our relationship is too confusing and weird to explain tbh.

Obviously I'm going to try being happy for him, and I'll be supportive no matter what and respect whatever he decides to do the best I can, like I always have. It just hurts to think about what happened last time we did long distance/whatever the fuck it was, possibly happening again.

>>670625853
Then do as many good deeds as you are capable of and quit bitching, you cuck. See >>670619924

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>>670626001

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR VIRUS PEDO BAIT YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT

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Good feels to prove it's not all bad.

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>>670626476
More good feels.

Also unrelated feels music
Elastic Heart by Sia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWZGAExj-es

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Big guns of feels stories here

Very long read but well-written.

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Beer goggles? What would OP do to her?

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>>670627320

Op here. She's pretty, but I like white girls with blue eyes (nignog here)

I feel happy enough to listen to this now. Weird how this is my feel good song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YqN0ZOEO9oI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=umCO0-7BkL0

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Random feels music unrelated to pic

> The Suburbs by Arcade Fire (Canuck band so I gotta rep)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Euj9f3gdyM

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How about this? This is my current girl.

>>670626044
i've known a lot of people who've had similar stories. imo relationships like that hardly ever work out in the long run. if u were really compatible you'd be together. yes u have your moments when everything is great, i get it, but that's not enough. it's not the good times that determines if the relationship has legs, it's the bad times.

i'm sure u guys get along for the most part but he most likely doesn't feel you're ideal for him. and from his perspective the reason he's still fucking u is because why throw away a good piece of pussy? not everyone we fuck is someone we want to spend the rest of our lives w. if u were nuts and he couldn't stand being around u, he wouldn't. there's obviously something there but he (and u) prolly feel u could and should do better. yes, if he starts making more money and is working far away he prolly gonna fuck other people.

identify w what the real play is and get on w your life.

- oldfag married 15 yrs

>>670627793
Man, this song brings me back to fucking around with my friends when we were just finishing high school. It was just turning to summer and we had plenty of nights with all of us having a great time with the new sense of freedom. I haven't talked to any of them in years. Things change so fast.

>>670627793
also, Canada pride

Man I just can't get unstuck out of this cycle of staying up til 5 or 6 in the morning drinking alone and sleeping up to the point I have to get up and go to work. I mean I like my alone time and all, but I envy these motherfuckers who get up and enjoy their daytime hours.

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>>670628000

> check'd

> also pic semi-related
>>670628081
Couldn't have said it better myself, anon
>>670628170
Canada fuck yeah. Texas of the North here, u?

it's time to pass out /b/ros. maybe we'll meet again in a future feels thread. goodnight and good luck to everyone. may happiness come your way.

>>670628317

Same boat as you anon, what makes you drink?

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>>670628376

Goodnight, anon

>>670628347
Ontario, right on the lake, a thing of beauty

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why am i reading these threads when they destroy me

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>>670628555

Fucking get thread right here, nice trips, anon. Anything you wanna talk about?

> pic related

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> vidya feels

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ill post a few to keep this thread alive :)

>>670612433
ur a fag LOL

>>670628385
I prefer the buzz over weed, it's easier to get, but I mostly just get used to the repetition of it all. Get off work, shit day as usual, beer and vidya. I have trouble sleeping, but it's so damn hard to try and reset my circadian cycle. What's your story /b/ro?

>>670628000
We were together for over 2 years, there's sooo much shit I haven't written so no one but him and I will ever know everything that's happened between us and why it's happened.

I appreciate your advice and input though, it's good to hear a different take on the sitch. Who knows, maybe we'll be that couple that makes it against all the odds.

But I'm not delusional and I know shit happens, I just hope we will be that couple. I really hope we'll be that couple.

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>>670628555
let it out
>checked

>>670628000
Also nice trips.

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>>670628000
>checkd

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>>670629239
What sort of image is this for our thread?

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>>670629348
its a baww thread so he posted something that is relevant
>>670629294

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> inb4 9gag ewww

Still a good story

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>>670629687
this pic im posting is worth the read imo

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>>670629766
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>>670629792
i like this one thx for posting

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>>670629131
u sound sincere, i hope it works out for u too.

earlier u mentioned that u were concerned he would impress and go out w girls "much better than me". u need to get that thought out of your head, it's weak. if u really feel that u can so easily be outclassed than do something to improve yourself and/or your station. if u want this guy and he's bettering himself then better yourself. stop wishing and start doing...make him want u.

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>>670615788
Since I dont intend to get older than 50, almost half my life is over though Im still so fucking young.

Well, fuck.

Hell is Around the Corner by Tricky, good feels song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3bBKTdk2Kk

"hell is round the corner where I shelter"

>>670629687
Man, if I ever have a son I'm going to give him the most amazing childhood. He's going to be my best buddy.

>>670630184

> don't intend to get older than 50
What does that mean? You're gonna live to 50 and an hero?

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>>670627321
Fuck, man. That's one of those stories that makes you regret every shitty thing you ever did to your parents

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> 1/8

>>670630097
Thank you, I think I needed that reality check.

I'm already seeing a psych and I'm on meds (I'm kinda fucked with mental illnesses) but I'm not in a good place atm, haven't been for a while but the last couple of months have just been so fucked. The last 3 weeks I haven't been dealing with at all but I'm starting a new treatment soon so hopefully I'll start picking myself up a bit more real soon.

Thanks for listening and helping /b/ro, appreciate it.

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Unrelated to feels music
Bones of You by Elbow (found this band from a Left 4 Dead advert)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AiIijxMA5xI

>>670630372
Most likely gonna die because my body is going to give up. My unhealthy lifestyle is going to kill it one day. Since the only part about my body I value and train is my brain, everything else just rots away from cigarettes, occasional drug usage, energy drinks and a lot of fast food.
Though ironically Im still totally average weight (I guess because of minor psychic problems) so I thought I might tell you that before you call me an obese fuck that's afraid of dying because of a heart attack.

Also, Im not afraid of dying even though a reason to live entered my life 2 years ago.
If she dies though, Im gonna an hero right away.

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>>670630923

Does anyone have the story of the kid with the Mortal Kombat tattoo and his sister and shit?

>>670629687
have a few close friends that divorced their wives in the last few years. women can be incredibly vindictive, almost as if they don't have a conscious or empathy, even it has to do w depriving their kid(s) of their father. simply doesn't matter to them as long as they win and get what they want.

>>670630870
Why would she die? Why would you an hero if she did?

>>670630870
lol, not gonna call you an obese fuck. I smoke a fucktonne of cigs (1-2 packs a day when I have them), smoke weed, do acid, and drink like a fish.

I'm 24 and I've been doing this for 6 years, imma probably die before you.

You sound like you've given up, deep down, decided your life and that's it.

What made you feel this way anon?

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>>670628536
I spent 14 years in Ontario myself, Moved back to my Home Town on Cape Breton Island, Nova Scotia Last april

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Niggers I am in love with my cousin , but I think she sees me more of a father or brother since she doesn't have a dad, the fuck do I do? ever since she was little I tried to always help her and she has much trust on me enough to tell her her problems and all that shit.

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>>670631478

>>670611344

I applied to about 20 jobs for a period of 3 months until I got the one I have now. Still got rejection letters months after I started.
Job searching is so fucking mentally draining. Getting rejections and just putting yourself out there is really hard. Much harder than most people think.

M8, it'll all have been worth it once you get one. Believe me. You just need to keep on at it.

Also, small tip: get advice from friends who have jobs on how they get them. It'll help. Especially if you have friends whose jobs have to do with the hiring/interviewing process.

>>670631405
This one always gets to me because it is the truest thing I've ever read.

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>>670631664
Hey anon, thanks for sharing. Sounds like you've got some feelings that are (frankly) inappropriate. Not to worry, not your fault, you're human.

Better not act on them though... let her live her life... just be there for her as a dad/brother.

Look after your family, bro.

>>670631980
Fuck dude.

>>670631478
My dad is pretty much a piece of shit. I cannot relate.

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>>670631778
fucking lost anon, thx

> saved

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>>670632190
thats all folks

>>670632190
Already posted it, fam >>670627219

>>670630794
after chatting a while u seem like a very cool and kind person. wish u the best.

>>670632277
cri evry tiem

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>>670632277

> check'd

Also lost. Fucking raining up in here, you asshole

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>>670632277
i have oen more

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>>670633194
this one is not really baww but il post anyway

>>670632438
That means a lot, thank you and you too anon :)

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>>670633442
Little fuckin soldier right there. Saved

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>>670616462
This makes too much sense

>>670631095
Well, there is always the possibility that shes gonna die. Nothings wrong with her except that she had a pretty shitty life up till now and it made her mentally unstable, but shes actually fine.
Im just saying that in the upcoming 10 or so years theres always the possibility that shes gonna die from something before I do.
In that case, yes, Im gonna an hero.

>>670631098
>given up
Maybe. Idk. To be honest, Ive never felt that this earth was a good place to live in, not even as a child. Im full of hatred towards everything but her and my closest family and Im basically living here. On the internet. I rarely leave my room, I dislike people so fucking much that I even avoid every second of talking to my renter who lives below me. (though most people would say hes a really nice guy)
The only time I can really enjoy is with her. And thats only every weekend because she studies in a different town.

Though as soon as I'm done with (surprise) software engineering we are going to move together.

You know what's bad?
When you read through all the shit in this thread and feel nothing. You're just numb. That is what I have become. Numb. A machine, forcing myself to stay alive every day and throwing cynical remarks here and there. I don't feel bad about it. Even now, the realization that all the objectively sad shit in this thread made me feel nothing irks me slightly at most.

>>670634563

>>670631095
>>670631098
Also, I actually only entered this thread to leave this here as I do from time to time.
Got hooked on the picture some anon posted though. So please dont mind me, Im just visiting.

Back when I was suicidal, this music was the main thing I was listening to while thinking about life and stuff.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYJy8o9Fwio