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bumping with random feels

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>no gf
get one

>depression
work on it

>lonely
make friends

>nothing matters
nihilism is not a solution to any problem

>my emotions are confusing
read a book

>I miss her
see number one

>will I be autist forever
yes

>bonus mink

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Random feels music

Black Sun by Death Cab for Cutie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTbVIfqeDq0

Only by Nine Inch Nails
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDsqpeiTqg8

Crossfire by Stephen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eH4F1Tdb040

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>>670458699
Hey anon, you sound a little jaded, what's going on?

>>670458822
Oh I haven't heard a unique problem in years.
It seems the advice anyone needs is already out there, but making an effort is too much to ask.

>>670459045
Beautiful, but not dishwasher safe.

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>>670458699
>make friends

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>>670459336

> making the effort is too much to ask

So you feel like you've heard it all, no point in trying. What made you feel that way, anon?

I don't want my ex (still have feels for each other, still sleep together) to get the job he's probably about to get because it means he'll be going away for longish periods and I can't do the long distance again, I just fucking can't.

It also means he'll be getting paid quite a bit, so he's going to buy a car. But I'm paranoid and 99% sure that he's just going to use his car as a place to fuck other people. And I'm paranoid that he's just going to use his money to impress and go out with girls so much better than me.

I'm a piece of shit for hoping he doesn't get it but I can't fucking go through all that shit again. I just can't.

>>670459573

Hey anon, thanks for sharing. No need to feel selfish, you want him and that's that.

What does he want?

I ask because it sucks playing backup plan to somebody. Knowing you're just there in case shit doesn't work out.

U ok anon?

I just kinda want to die. No particular reason, I live a pretty average life. I enjoy being single and have no real motivation to go out and look for anyone. I'd just be perfectly fine if I didn't wake up one of these days.

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Can any1 of you spare some tricks to overcome distances?

>be me,meet qt on fb
>we chat,and decide to meet each other
>she come over my place
>watch film,smoke pot
>we eventually kissed and make out with burning passion
>we miss each other a ton

Problem is that she lives on the south,while i live on the north. The only way to see eachother is when she take exams near the place where i live. Even tho we declared our selves sentimental shit,i can feel our statement is tearing apart. It has been only 4-5 days she left and im starting to feel anger and jelaousy mixing togheter making me mad. We didnt say "i love you" or anything like that,only "you are mine"

wat do /b/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVpv8-5XWOI

I wake up everyday, thinking I would've been a great father. Every. Fucking. Day. Only to realize they aren't here anymore, and I didn't have the chance to talk her down.

>>670459831
What would it take for you to get out there anon? Why do you not have motivation?

>>670459926
>wat do?

Don't attempt anything long distance. It never works. One of you will find someone local, and the resentment starts to set in after a little while. Best to find someone new.

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>Yesterday
>Was alive, thinking I succeeded to get out of depression

>Now
Woke up feeling bad. Hello darkness my good old friend...

>>670459972
Story please

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>>670459972

I think I know your feels anon. Gf an hero'd six years ago. We were both in uni, I was going to be a doctor, she was going to be a psychologist. We both had a bright future, and she an hero'd with our baby in her belly.

I spent years being a shell of a man, destroyed everything I had like an immature bitch.

What's going on anon? Care to share?

I dunno if it means anything, but it can get better.
> pic related

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here have some depressing music sadfags

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=detlef+schrempf+band+of+horses

Too depressed to care about work, not depressed enough to leave.

wat do

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>>670460094

In 7 years,she's the only 2nd girl i have been out with. (im almost 23yo) I did never find out a girl that did accept me for what truly i am.

I have driver license and a car,but i have fear of driving. wonder how did i get it? simply the cop that was near me during the exam did help me a lil'bit with signals while i was driving

>>670460084
I had a pretty shit relationship for two years, I used and abused this girl. Cheated on her, made her pay for everything. Called her ugly but never hit her. It's not because I'm some mouth breather, I'd like to treat somebody right for once but I'm not too confident in myself. So I just stay quiet when I'm at college, some girls tried talking to me but most of the shit I replied with was one word answers.

>>670460332
literally posted a search result page maybe I should be the one contemplating suicide

>>670460383
So you don't wanrt to live or die...? What made you feel this way anon?

>>670460464
Fuck off Randy

>>670459527
There's more to hear, but I haven't heard it.
I've been watching patterns for so long it feels like I've come full circle, like I've been here before.

>>670458699
>get one
How?

I've become convinced that love is something you have when you're young, and that the capacitry for it starts to wane as you age, as you tear through relationships. It's been 4 years since I last saw a woman I loved (besides my sister, my mother died when I was 11), despite the thirty semod women I've been with since her. Their faces all blur together, their interests are all meaningless bullshit, uninteresting, vapid... I miss Kristy and our whirlwind, I miss the passion, I miss the taboo. Fuck all these other bitches, give me one with substance
my legs ache, my heart is sore, the well is full of pennies

>>670460464
Shitty deal man, sounds like you got some issues. Using girls can be fun, but it's a bad habit, makes the nice ones walk out on you.

Any idea why you're that way towards girls?

>>670460594

Sounds like you need to break the cycle anon....

if you have been raised to hate society, but still possess the human needs and emotions. you are in a dilemma that makes you suffer your whole life. thats how my personality is. i have been traumatized, cryed for help in school, noone ever did something. I became the hatred. The only reason i wanna be successfull is to get my revenge onto society, so those faggots who did this to me suffer aswell and eventually realize how fucked our society with its addiction to happiness through consumption of things is. Greedyness also. I am not angry. I am the anger. I am the thing that makes you suffer more. Die all of you cancerous pieces of humans

>>670460671
I was the obese funny guy in high school that got friend zoned up until my senior year when I starved myself and ran everyday. Then people started on notice me.

>>670460300
>I was going to be a doctor

Did you still end up becoming one?

>>670460619

They're people!
You talk to them.

>>670460872

heh, no. I'm a welder. I completely stopped trying in all my classes, enjoyed free dorm and party until I got expelled.

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this pic always hit me in the feels and make want to die young

>>670460753
I am the wrath that secretly sneaks up onto the hierachy of power just to fuck things up. And there are people who support me and let me do. becuase those people see the reality as i do. i am the puppet. but also i can live out my personality my fullest. prepare your anus, humanity. i will fuck you.

>>670460932
I'm cursed with being attracted to girls that are taken. Every single time.

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(For any1 asking is HSoTD)

To the anon who was talking to me about my depressed bf problems, we have known each other since we were kids. I would hate to leave him alone as some one I love and as a close friend. I know the right thing is to probably follow anon's advice but I don't know if my guilt could handle it. I feel like we know each other for over a decade, it would be so shallow and heartless to give up and leave him at the worst time in his life. I still love him just the same as I did when i was a kid, even after I dated other people. He is the only person who made me excited about life, I don't know where I would be with out him. It feels like I'm stuck.

>>670461021
I don't regret my doings, i wish i won't have to do it, but you children don't learn. you never do. I will privatize water for my benefit, i will progress slavery. Just because i want to escalate the world

>>670460145

Sorry if this took a bit. Had to calm down to write this. Shit still hurts.

I was 17 when I first met her. She came up, bright blue hair, nice brown eyes. Kind of ones you want to melt in her gaze. Hit it off strong with her, ask her out.

About a month in the relationship, we get shitfaced together, and we get the great idea to fuck without a condom. Jump a few more weeks, notice she's acting odd. I know something is wrong, but I try to play this off where I'll be there when you want to tell me kind of thing. Then she lays it out.

"I'm pregnant."

My heart drops. She looks at me, dead in the eyes with hers, scared to hear whats next. I tell her I'll be there, and I'll stick it through til the end.

Cont.

>>670460549
I guess I didn't explain that very well. It's like I don't want to get out of bed every day, but I don't feel mentally retarded enough to live off Centrelink benefits my whole life. My job doesn't mesh well with my personality type but it's probably the best pay (by far) at my age with my level of experience. I am saving up money for something specific.

>>670460136
RESPOND TO ME

WHY DO YOU LET ME ALONE ?

I JUST WANT SOMEONE THAT'LL TELL ME THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY

I DIDN'T ASKED FOR LOVE, COMPASSION OR HELP

I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF THE RIDE

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< 1/8

>>670461021
for research purpose mr . troll :
have you tried to turn your fuck giving machine off ?

>>670460738
The cycle is time.
I don't know if you know fashion, but girls are wearing the same styles as a hundred years ago today.
This year kids are being named like my grandparents were.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MnX1wT7BRU

>>670461256
You're not alone. Everything will be ok.

I dunno if that's a lie or not but it's what I live by.

Why do you want to get off the ride anon?

>>670461226

So what are you waiting for anon?

>>670461272
I am not trolling, I give a damn fuck about humanity and it is enjoyable as fuck. seeing you piece of shit suffering and complaining while doing nothing is so satisfying for us. We want u to suffer, so you finally arise from the ashes of destruction we caused. as a morally responsbile society and you cant do shit about it

>>670458745
Everyday is exactly the same- NIN

Feels for years

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>>670461260

> 2/8

>>670461199
Let me guess, she didn't keep it and you had no say. Grow up.

Doctor said I feel no remorse because I don't give a shit I tried to kill myself. Why should people care if I don't?

>>670461022

Any girl worth having won't be easy, and will have a history of partners.

>>670459781
Hey man, tbh I thought for sure I was gonna get hate for posting that so I appreciate your reply.

It seriously fucking sucks. The last time we did long distance, it was for 9 months and he fucking cheated on me the entire time. While emotionally abusing me so much that it led me to suicide more times than I'd like to admit. He broke my heart and basically ruined me.

But we always find ourselves back together in some form or another and if he gets this job, I just don't know what I'm going to do. I'm fucking terrified tbh, even just thinking about it is putting me on the verge of a panic attack.

I have no idea what he wants. He doesn't even know what he wants.
I do know that he still wants to fuck me. Sometimes it feels like he only bothers with me just so he can get his dick wet, but the sex is amazing and I'm not comfortable sleeping with anyone else so I try to deal with it.

Sorry for rambling, I'm just going fucking mad with all this shit. I have no fucking idea what's going to happen and I honestly feel like I'm worthless and am nothing to him, but
>muh feels
and all that stupid shit.

What's your story /b/ro? How are you holding up?

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>>670461468

> 3/8

>>670461442
we are evil because we have to, we are evil because the others pretend to be good. in reality society is just the white dot of the black part from the yang. we just carry our hatred openly and honestly so people can easily label us as evil, but are misstrusting each other too so we are free to act. you obey us and you celebrate it. but we will punish you for obeying.

>>670460464
Lmao you sound like my ex.

>>670461494
Dude the precision in this just hit me in my heart the feels bro

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I just got a mail that tells me I have to pay back 8k in student loans next month, my bank account contains $20. I'm never gonna be able to pay that shit, stressing me the fuck out and I almost want to an hero

>>670461199

Skip to beginning of third trimester. Shit was going smooth until this point. Found out we we're going to have a daughter, and we we're planning on what to do when this whole family thing starts picking up.

*side note: Her living situation wasn't great up to this point, lived with her mom. Mom was a nice woman, but she went with where she thought was best for them. She dated a lot of men, to make it steady. *sidenote end*

Mom drops the news, saying she's moving out to LA with my love and daughter, because current living situations became unstable. Devastated, but dead set on making sure we make this work. Told her I love her, and she told me the same.

Last part.

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>>670461591
> 4/8

>>670461442
Words of a hurt boy.
Those in power do just as you would want to do yet that hatred is the very system which keeps us down.

>>670461689
Alright, take it to DeviantArt with the ramblings of nonsense.

>>670461400
What do you mean? If I leave the job it will take much, much longer to save up for the thing, and if I stay I still feel like crawling under my desk and sobbing every hour or so, and staying up late to pretend tomorrow will never come.

>>670461692
Well if I am your ex, man you downgraded.

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>>670461442

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Shitty weekend;

>over at friends' place
>other people there, decent-sized group
>friend of mine is there, 6/10 qt
>she's very drunk
>I get really drunk
>hookup in upstairs room
>feels alright man
>no feelings for her
>she really likes me
>her and other friends leave
>won't talk to me since
>spilled alcohol all over my friend's nice shirt
>he's pissed
>made a complete ass of myself
>no one's talked to me in days

I'm so mad at myself for being such an idiot, I'm always the belligerent drunk friend in the group and I do the most autistic shit. It's starting to affect my relationships now.

All of you slaves live in your bubble of chasing imaginary dreams, whereas real happiness lies within you. Girls want happy people. Jappy people have self conciousness, happy people have ambition for something. happy people have attraction. just find your happyness, do what you want and the girls will come to you

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>>670461706
I stole it from this fat fuck

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>>670461720

A human life is not worth any money,remember this anon.

Find another reason to an hero or you will not succeed on the valhalla trip

>>670461854
Never forgetti

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>>670461796
> 5/8

>>670461911
Oh, man. I still remember how the previews made it seem like the context of that line had the Hurt Doctor as almost evil, but the actual context made him just fucking tragic.

>>670461932
how to find happiness ?
how to be happy ?

>>670461945
Say what?

>>670461808
it does right now. But people are gathering. When the time comes we are the sacrifice that had to be do be sacrificed. And we know we probably get killed for it. we do it so humanity learns, as humanity learned in WW2 about racism. Iwould rather cause a war that teaches people of the nonsense of killing, rather than making profit out of it

>>670462083

> tragic

It's not tragic, fam. Remember, Gallifrey STANDS

And it's the War Doctor, not the Hurt Doctor

>>670461138
That's a badly written story. I came in trying to cry and couldnt help rolling my eyes. Sorry kid

>>670462132
you should read a warriors way by bruce lee(dunno the exact name) in chinese philosophy, its not about the how. educate yourself with spirituality, noone else can

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>>670462312

> eat a snickers

>>670461923
Just talk to your friend, faggot. Friends don't give a shit when you make an ass of yourself


>be me
>friends gets a kegorator
>go to his place
>3 tabs of acid
>6 32oz beers
>vomit all over his front lawn after wrestling in his kitchen
>piss all over a porcelain-white chair because I thought it was a toilet in my fucked-up state
>his girlfriend finds me, laying on my side, pissing all over her furniture
>they put me to bed
>clean up my mess
>next day I wake up and rush to work
>2 weeks go by before anyone mentions it (I have no recollection of this)
>I feel terrible
>all my friends (including the one whose stuff it was) all laugh and say "If I was as fucked up as you, I would have thought that chair was a toilet, too."
>next time I'm at his house I say "Hey, man, have any new furniture that needs christening?"
>Everyone laughs
>No one gives a fuck
>fun times are had
Friends understand that shit,. If they don't, get new friends

>>670461932
Fuckin said it all man

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>baww thread

Came here for real problems not listening to people prattle on about relationships and cheating. Jesus fuck. Get a hold of yourselves.

>>670462454
All our temporal problems are significant at the time they're going on. If you want to find real problems, go places without internet access

Be me. Just waiting to die. Bitch left me. Dropped college 1 more sem. till graduation. Don't want suicide cuz family got reputation. I tried and now im tired of it. Fck it all

>>670461808
no we dont keep the people down. we provoke them, but instead of fighting us you go against eachother and suppress eachother to get at leastsome piece of cake instead of making your own.

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>>670462545
Relationships and cheating are Amateur problems for real /b/aww threads.
This is where people can talk about actual shit that goes on not things that can be found on Yahoo answers and Tumblr.


And WHERE THE FUCK IS UGLY CAT

>>670462454
Because love will hurt you more than anything will man, and if you can't hurt after you lose someone try being with them for 7 years and have them come up to you call you a loser and have the new boyfriend stay at you and hers apartment and to sit there or wake up for work to find her getting kissed and see his arm around the one you loved for so long and that she would do this idk man just seems heartless to not care like that

>>670462195
Advice from a supervillain, can't go wrong!

>>670462199
An immature man is willing to die for a cause; a mature man is willing to live for one.
Don't be scared of what one can do with reality, without your current ideals; a life of peace and generosity instead of struggle and deceit.

>>670462624
and still you blame us for doing this. we do this because we have to. if we leave this gap of power to someone else humanity will never learn.

>>670462746
motherfucker

>>670462396
He gets irritable easily and it doesn't help my case that I have a pattern of doing shit like that. It'll blow over though, just feels bad right now

Helluva story btw haha

>go to college
>drop out
>join army
>drop out
>trying college again
>about to drop out
>crippling depression/anxiety diagnosed
>ADHD diagnosed
>can no longer afford treatment
>shit job, debt like crazy and i got barely any credits because i cant pass my classes

I dont know what to do brehs. Im just gonna have to work full time for a while at some shitty and hope I find a way to turn my life around.

No girl wants a loser like me. My family is ashamed of me. All my friends are losers.

Am i better off dead?

>>670462789
That's cringeworthy.
You are not profound.

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>>670462727

>>670462787
i am willing to live and die for a cause what am i now? I am at the enlightened center.

>>670462015
Go on...

>>670462787
Never thought of that man that's some deep thinking right there, right on bro

>>670462970
Thank you kind sir now I can cry myself to sleep

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>>670462015
> 6/8

>>670462833
No one is better off dead, especially not hitler.
Live one day at a time.

You have a reel of low points there, I'm not seeing any highlights. Where are those?

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>>670463048
> 7/8

>>670462976
i cause destruction with my life so that order can come when my life ends and humanity learned.

>>670462370
so its the let me feel like a special snowflake for some time of the day and im happy ?

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>>670463133
> 8/8

>>670462833
probably not. At least give it a try. find a normal job, a hobby, a friend, try that for a year.
I know how shitty if feels to be a dropout, but you can change it you will.

>>670462976
>>670463157

You are not enlightened until you realize you know nothing.
You can't fix anyone's problems.
All you can do is learn modesty, and to listen when someone speaks.

>>670462833
you are the reason people like you exist. And people like you are the reason you exist. you should ask yourself if a society destroys you, and then dont let you participate, is it a society worth to live in? you might aswell start earning money and migrate to some other country with a society that treats people better. or you build up a revolution, that is already overtime in the US

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>be me
>have gf of 5 years
>completely in love with this girl been with her since senior year of highschool
>tells me she wants to go on a break for a bit
>tells me she wants to have alittle fun without hurting me
>promises me she's not going to see other guys
>3 days after break she fucks the first 2 guys she meets and is making plans with a 3rd
This all happened about 9 days ago she's probably seeing the other guys this weekend idk what to fucking do anymore I'm so depressed.

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>>670463291

You goddamn niggher,i didnt quite understand what was at the beginning of the story,but it's a solid 8/10 for have make me drop a tear now that i've read it all

Can we have sauce?

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>>670458284
I'm depressed but how slowly humanity is progressing. we fight over stupid delusions, people's lives are shit even when we have enough money and food. We are arrogant and discoordinated, selfish and primal.
>I just want to know what it feels like to fuck in space

>>670463425
Apparently it's not hurting you if you're on a break right

>>670461721

This last part gets fuzzy for me. Repression takes a fucking toll over the years.

Month 9, almost fucking there. I'm excited, nervous, everything. Long distance is a bitch, but she was worth it. She meant everything to me.

I call her, and she picks up. We talk for a bit, she starts to cry. Im worried, and I tell her everythings going to be fine. She starts sobbing, and I ask whats wrong.

"Mom was killed in an accident, and I dont know what to do with myself here."

I try to talk her down. She hangs up. I try to call her back, and she doesnt pick up. She doesnt pick up any of the calls i send her. I start panicking, and hear nothing but radio silence.

Skip a few hours, I get a call from her cell.

I answer it, but I hear a different voice. "Hello, is this Anon?"

"Yes. Who is this? Why do you have her phone?"

"This is Officer Anon. I called you since you we're her only contact that was close to her. I called because we found her dead in her appartment. Herself and the child. I am sorry for this loss."

I couldn't think. My mind went numb, and everything felt like nothing. I couldnt even fathom that this had happened. The only thing that came to mind was to wish this wasnt happening. It felt like time stopped, and every hour turned into days. Days into weeks. Weeks into months, so on.

She killed herself with the child still in her. She took my daughter with her. She would have been 7 this year. I just wish I could have been there, and stopped it. Be the one to talk her down, and keep them.

But they're gone, and I wake up every day knowing they wont ever be back.

>>670463403
>revolution

Read this
https://encyclopediadramatica.se/Unwarranted_Self-Importance

>>670463425
you're better than this bitch Anon, Forget about her, delete all photos,videos, relations, begin again, i was there once

>>670463341
and does society do it? where are the people on the streets when the NSA has been revealed? you mean those who go on the street say their opinion, go back home and nothing actually changes? we crossed the line to change it back to normal. We have to escalate it.

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>post in baw threads

You deserve this

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>>670463493
No sauce handy, man, try tineye.

tfw when actually nigger

>>670463425
Pretend you don't recognize her.
That's the daggers, man.

>>670463425


Get or drunk or some shit, fuck her for a last time and get her out of your live. That kind of women is cancer.

>>670463597
then you obviously don't understand social engineering. as i said we are at a point of no return. those people try to satisfy their mind by these things. but in reality you cant change it back anymore. I am just the solution to the suffer our society causes

>>670463425
>tells you she wants a break for having "fun"
>says she isnt going to see other guys

anon these things are in direct conflict with each other. Of course that dumb whore wants to fuck around. you didnt do anything wrong, she feeds on cock.

Don't be her cuck. you are better than this and you don't need her. leave her ass in the dust, find some sloots to fuck and you'll feel better in no time.

>>670463648

You need to learn how to speak in a coherent manner.
The only war you will fight is with yourself.

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> before anybody asks, no I do not speak Portuguese.

>>670463934
You repeat yourself while ignoring others.. that's fucking gay.

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>>670463663

>the dawn chapel

Ok,thats not a nice name for a website

>>670464016
i dont fight wars. i cause them. and thats why you dont understand it. you never will. the middle eastern crisis has a reason. it is not only to integrate those countries into the western society, it is also a memorial about islamic extremism, when syria has been rebuilt. To create a social taboo like they did it in ww2

>>670460619
With your dick

>>670464396
people who are against it are just too conservative to understand the big picture, world peace and the end of wara can only be achieved by a one world government. So every war that heads to this is a legimitate war.

>>670458699
Here is your (You)

>>670464563
war always exists without a one world government, because most people are too stupid to comprehend that their state isnt the greatest. thats why i said I would rather have a war that teaches humanity a lesson, than a war to fullfill the perverted urges of some mighthungry people

Alright when I was just a little kid my mom would get mad at me for doing little stuff like spilling water and she would hit me with anything close to her and as I got older she would drink and smoke more and then she started punching me intill I would bleed one night I was talking to my dad and asked if I could live here I had to wait till I was 14 to move in after I bashed her in court for everything she did she wanted nothing to do with me neither did my grandparents or my sister or brother in law so when I started 8th grade I started smoking weed and it maid me a different person it changed me from a nice person to if you talked to me I'd fight you right there and didn't care I put this one kid in the hospital my dad said what you did was horrible why would you do such a thing I said because I don't care about anyone I don't care about you and walked off to smoke at a friends and let me put this out there I was depressed badly like I just had no motivation I stopped going outside only to just smoke a blunt and I would always put my headphones in and just vibe and I was happy with weed and after that day with my dad he kept trying to help me I'd just say fuck off and say stuff I really shouldn't of all through my middle school life was on school suspension and sometimes to off school suspension and usually I'd get get suspended and I didn't care 9th grade came and I ran into this girl and she dropped her books I helped her I looked at her and I smiled and I never do that I talked for a while and got her number for the rest of the day I thought about her and after school we chilled together after 5 months passed we were dating we smoked together and maid love to each other I loved her to death but in 12 grade a dude was talking to her I was watching outside a gym door and he struck her I turned red and when I hit him he was knocked to the ground I couldn't stop hitting him she kept grabbing my arm and tried to pull me off after I got tackled by

>>670464710
because war is still caused by people, people following other people brainlessly.

>>670464396
>>670464563
>>670464710

One man can not rule the world.
He has not the power, nor the right.
It's a fools errand to try and control people through force.

You stand here a hypocrite, corrupted.

Hey everyone has there problems. Were all going to make it.

A couple weeks ago, I got my hands on some mdma and some weed.
Decide to have a romantic evening with my wife, to celebrate our 8 years together.
Prepared a romantic dinner, made some mojitos, which I mixed the mdma into.
Ran a candlelit bath for my wife to enjoy, while I put the kids to bed.
When we finally relax on the sofa, the mdma starts kicking in, and we share a joint. She keeps downing the mojitos. (Note: We rarely touch alcohol, and its been years since we did drugs, so we were getting quite fucked up)

Start talking.
Sharing stories of past lovers. I have been with 8 people, and before this night, wife had said she had been with about the same amount.
But this night, she lays it all on the line.
She is quite drunk and stoned, kinda drifting in and out of sleep and conciousness.
I´m massaging her back, shes got her eyes closed.

We start talking about the good and bad about previous experiences with other people.
I asked her about her 8 previous lovers.
She smiles, and says "8? Ha... no... Oh god... I reckon more than 150.... probably closer to 180"
I am stunned, but keep prodding.

>>670465006
thats why i am wrath, when my work is done i will be gone, and the righteous people are able to rule.

>>670465065
She tells me about the summer holidays where she went out every night, one night stands with someone different every night for 3 months. She was 16, and "only" did it to have someone to get into the clubs. Tells me about how she got with one guy 5 minutes after meeting him, in the club bathroom, and how she thought he was a little weird later on, because they got together again in the parking lot, and he said he wanted to eat his cum out her pussy from earlier on.
Also told me about this one night she was out with 3 friends, and they met a group of english guys, and they invited them back home, and had a 6 on 4 some.
She just went on and on, I just sat there with an interested look on my face, but slowly dying inside.
The swedish guy who was so big he made her pussy bleed, but she still met him everyday for the week he was here. She says she has never cum so hard as with that guy. She also nonchalantly says "Haha... thats where I learnt size does matter. Mmmfff"
How her and her friends had this thing for soccer players instead of rugby players, because they weren´t as rough while doing anal.
How her and her friends would take bets on how fast they could get a guy to cum after meeting them at a club, and how they would jerk guys off while standing at the bar.
There were times she would leave the house, and forget the previous guy was still sleeping, and come back later with another guy, and the previous guy was still there.
The one scottish guy who wanted to shave her ass and pussy with a gilette, but she only let him shave her pussy, because she didnt want razor burn on her ass in case they did anal.
On and on, untill she passed out.

>>670465136

Until this night, she had told me She had only had 8 partners.

Next morning, she wakes up all smiles, apologising because she says she blacked out in the bath, and cant remember anything else.
She kisses me, and says "How did you get me out the bath and into bed without waking me? thats so romantic!"

My issue is this:
She lied to me.

I have had previous girlfriends who were open about their past lovers, and it never bothered me. I was even in an open relationship, and never once got jealous or had a problem with it.

I tried prodding her about it a couple weeks later.
She uses the 8 person story again.
I ask for specifics, names, dates.
She gets extremely vague about it, and tries very hard to change the subject.

This hit me hard in the feels. I dont know why she would have lied to me about this. I hardly talk to her about anything meaningful anymore.

>>670465135

Destruction has never built anything

>>670465006
and we dont force the people we try to illuminate people. if everyone is illuminated no government iss needed as we know it nowadays

>>670459573
Your ex? Get over him?

>>670465236
but compassion

>>670463934
Is your name Chris?

And is your last name also a first name?

>>670465300
>>670465236
psychopathy can also build somthing, but is it good for the whole? destruction is not only bad, nor good. same goes for building.

>>670465262
Governance is a choice, not enslavement.

You believe in good and evil, I can tell.

Problem with that is it's not real.

I'm fucking lonely, /b/. Haven't had a gf in three years and I struggle to talk to girls because I have aspergers. I've really tried, but I come across as weird and none of it makes any sense to me. I'm still in love with my ex, but she has no intention of ever getting back with me.

I've been doing everything to make myself more attractive to women. I've lost loads of weight, I'm trying to get a job (haven't had one for years because depression/psychosis diagnosis). I'm finally at the point at which I can get a stable job, so I'm trying to become a mechanic. I know the pay is shit, but cars are the only thing I enjoy in this world.

My thought is that if I have a job and I'm not ugly as shit anymore, maybe I'll have the confidence to go out and meet girls. Am I thinking right? Or will they still hate me because I'm awkward? Fuck knows.

>>670465446
man you just gotta do it, and not give a fuck what you come off of. Fuck it laugh in the face of people who criticize you.

>>670465380

If it's not constructive then its deconstructive.
What you're saying is useless.

>>670465380
whats good for the whole is detemined by the whole
destruction is necessary if there is a scarcity. Objectively

>>670465136
Holy shit.
Thats not something one just "forgets" to mention.

I'd dump her asap. That's not something a relationship can bounce back from, either. Dont let it fester and destroy your life, anon.

>>670465446
Get a job as Valet mate. Drive all the cool cars you want and your social skills will improve by all the social interactions each day.

It worked for me

>>670465446
>because I have aspergers
Forget that.

Girls are just people.. forget all dating tricks and your own limitations.

Dragged a nerd to the strip bar and he got all the attention because he just wanted to watch the TV. Girls was all ova that nigga.

>>670465275
If you think you can just get over someone by saying 'alright, I'm gonna get over them now', then you've never been in love.

Or maybe you've just never been a person with BPD in a relationship with an abusive guy.

I don't want to get over him. I've tried to in the past and it only made me go back to him again.

What I want is for him to realise what's in front of him and to stop abusing me and stop breaking my heart. And to not get this stupid job, obviously.

What a shitty feels thread

>>670465548
you can also have mental constructions, like a social taboo for example.
>>670465625
not true. lets say high technologized right winged state with 15 million people decides to eradicade 10 million jews is this ok to do then? thats why the state has to surpass populations opinion sometimes.

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>>670465545
>>670465739
>>670465742
Thanks guys. Makes sense.

>>670458284
You're born, you take shit. You get out in the world, you take more shit. You climb a little higher, you take less shit. Till one day you're up in the rarefied atmosphere and you've forgotten what shit even looks like. Welcome to the layer cake son.

Police and I kept trying to fight but then I turned on the officer he tackled me and tazed me I blacked out I wake up in a jail cell and when a officer came and got me they put me in a grey room with three other officers and they talked to me about what I did I broke his nose and and almost gave him head trama again I didn't care I just wanted to see her they gave me 6 months and a 5,000 dollar fine I did school in juvy my dad had arranged it but when I got out I went to her house she opened the door and started crying and hugged me so tight I hugged her back we went into the woods and just cuddled and smoked and she just cried everytime she looked at me I would hug her and said I'll never do that to you again senior year started and I graduated we were still together and we got high and parted together she didn't really hangout with anyone just like me well after that my dad said he was moving to Oklahoma and said I have a month intill the electricity is out and water she said we will get through this but after that month I was homeless staying at my house with no electricity or water was just cold and lonely I asked my mom if I could move in she agreed and I move my stuff over there but she has a boyfriend he was all for god and sent me bible verses I got tired of it one day he was trying to talk to me about what I did and said it was terrible and then said your girlfriend Is horrible and a bad influence I backed out and I snapped out of it he was on the floor knocked out and I was shaking I remembered what I promised her I ran to her house with a little blood on my shirt and she started crying and I said I'm so sorry stayed over there for the night but then in the morning my mom called and said

>>670465959
the question is where to draw the line when surpassing public opinion. people get to elect the parties that draw those lines.

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>>670465959
what are you trying ? rustling jimmies ?

>>670465876
It's wrong of ya to put that on him, he should get that job if he wants it.
No, you don't love this guy, you're used to him. It's comforting.
4 billion guys on earth and you have Stockholm syndrome plus jealousy.
>What I want is for him to realise what's in front of him and to stop abusing me and stop breaking my heart. And to not get this stupid job, obviously.
Not going to happen.
Do yourselves a favor, you'll be better people in the end.


>>670465908
Go feel somewhere we can't contradict you then.

>>670465959
25 mil want to eradicate 10 mil ?

>>670465136
Thats a lot of cawk.
Not gonna lie, reading this kinda turned me on.

You only have 3 options, anon:
End it.
Confront her with it, and try work things out.
Remain silent and be a cuck for the rest of your life.

>>670463594
I'm sorry anon :(

So much fagotreeeeeeeee!

>>670466176
kek

>>670465876
>If you think you can just get over someone by saying 'alright, I'm gonna get over them now', then you've never been in love.

Truth. I've only had one relationship last more than three weeks. And I'm still reeling from it. Worst part is i can't even figure out whose fault it was.

It was enough to make me swear off relationships for life, but every now and then I'll get fucked up and meet somebody, sometimes not even remembering the meeting, and actually try to make it work, but 3 weeks seems to be the max it will ever last.

Can't tell if i just have too many issues, or if it's because i never let anybody get close to me, or if I've just never met someone I've felt was a real person (some of you know what i mean here), or the assault rifles (lol)

I have no problem initiating relationships, or getting sex, but it all just feels so empty. Sex and relationships aren't even enjoyable anymore. Just feels like a chore.

So i don't even try. But again, alcohol and amphetamines sometimes take over.

this thread confirmed illuminati

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I don't want anything to do with you you were a mistake I wish I could take back I didn't care I just smoked a blunt and forgot about it after a month I got a job and was doing good till I got a call from her while I was driving home she said I don't want you anymore I found someone else I just about drove off the road trying to stop my truck and said what she said I just don't want you anymore don't text me or call me again bye and hung up I just went home and almost committed suicide but my landlord walked in while I was bleeding out on the floor and I was rushed to a hospital now I'm here and u don't know what to do anymore all I do is look at put old texts and look at her pictures and hurt and cry I just feel my body dying on me everyday slower and slower

>>670463594
My nutter ex jumped out of a her high rise flat .. Splat ..!
we all got choices ..
Nothing I could of done ,
Copper found my text
Do it Tinkerbell
Don't make ideal threats Bitch

>>670466507
You need that rare girl
I know they exist because its what I need too

>>670459336
hypothetical; if you're not a follower or a leader, then what are you? I feel like answering this, somehow will help.

Currently in a long-term relationship, shitty times, good times, pretty standard. Only person that ever "fully understood me", soul matey shit, lives in another country. What do?

>>670463425
How did you find out???

And dude honestly I'd join a gym immediately and build myself back up again

>>670466957
Abandon your life, move to her country and live in happiness and sexual bliss forever.

Your life is probably shit anyway. Make it better.

>>670463425
omfg.

>>670461923
Had a friend i used to have to babysit everytime we went drinking.
>Had

>>670467093
Don't have the money to, currently in the middle of university and facing significant debt

>>670465065
>>670465136
>>670465229
Not scottish, but I have asked a few girls I met at clubs if I could shave them.

Also, I wouldnt worry about all this crap, anon.

All the girls I have been with have done the same thing.
Hiding their past is just something females do, either out of embarassment, or not wanting to seem damaged to their current partner.

>just started trading again and made 50% profit
>get cocky and lose 75%
>fucking fuck

I don't know if I'll ever be a good trader at this point

>>670466238
Did you even read the rest of what I posted? >>670461586

Yes, I do love him. I do agree that I'm used to it but that doesn't mean my feelings for him aren't genuine.
I have more than enough to be jealous for a lifetime.

Like I said,
>we always find ourselves back together in some form or another
We're not together right now, he left me 3 weeks ago (I'm not sure what number this time is because he's left me/we've broken up so many times over the past 2 and a bit years that I've lost count), but we're still sleeping together, and there's definitely something still there.
You can't tell me that's not 'in some form or another' like I stated in my second post.

You don't know that it won't happen. Just as I don't know if it will.
We have fun together, we have so much in common and we're so similar it's like we're the same person sometimes, yet we're so different that we complement each other.

And obviously if he gets the job then I'll be supportive of that and I'll try my best to respect what he wants to do, it just sucks, and again, like I stated earlier, I'm worried it's just going to turn out exactly how it did last time. And I can't be broken like that again, I can't go through all of that bullshit again.

Damn dude, I'm allowed to be sad, I'm just not very rational and I experience emotions and situations differently to most due to mental illnesses.

Thanks anyway.

>>670466507
Shit man, that sounds awful.

Have you considered seeing a psychologist? It sounds like your issues are more deep seeded than you realise.

You should really consider talking to a professional if you haven't already, CBT could do wonders for you.

Good luck /b/ro.

>>670466916
An old man taught me that you can't teach someone against their will.
I truly don't know anything, so it doesn't matter who my teacher is.
If wisdom tastes sweetest when it's requested, it would not be humble of me to lead anyone on.

I must be.. a student.

>>670467880
More than enough reason to be jealous*
Fuck this phone.

>>670458284
I just.. Miatas are so shit, man. I can't stop thinking of all the gay cunts who own one and think they're great. Even when I blast passed them in my Z on the daily. It's getting me down FOR them..

>>670467880
This is just not romantic.

If this was reddit you'd have ten gold stars, a thousand boyfriend applicants and all the thumbs up you could handle.

I was addicted to traps

Contemplating if I have been gay

Shit has made me more depressed than anything

Then today my girlfriend jacked me off, the way she did it. I just never been so turned on. The way she starred into my eyes with a smile as I asked her to stop because I didn't want to cum on my clothes. She kept going faster til I came buckets.

I'm glad I'm not gay. I love my gf. I just need to stay tf away from porn.

>>670468300
>Miatas
The cutest sleeper ever

All you need is to throw away a corvette and be willing to drive a miata

>>670463425
Wew lad

>>670468604

Gay isn't a swtich honey.
It's an outdated word.
If you want to be technically accurate then your orientation is whoever you're with.

>gf
straight
>bf
gay
>both
demisexualbipolyamorous

I'm feeling a bit down right now.

I need some really good dead baby jokes.

>>670468786
Idk wtf you mean and that's okay I am just happy.

thank you /b/

>>670465136
Need more info for science

>>670468431
Kek alrighty.

I know it doesn't seem romantic at all in the slightest, but there's A LOT of good shit I haven't written, only the main negative shit because I'm depressed as fuck and I'm dwelling on everything.

Not every relationship is always sunshine and rainbows romantic, but we do have that, and when we do, its intense and it's amazing.

Lately we haven't though due to external circumstances, everything I've already stated, and both our mental health.

>if this was reddit you'd have ten gold stars, a thousand boyfriend applicants and all the thumbs up you could handle.
That did make me laugh though tbh so thanks.

>>670467880
I'm >>670466507

I've seen psychiatrists, haven't seen a psychologist yet, but i probably should.

All psychiatrists do is tell me that I'm lying to them and try to prescribe me whatever the latest antipsychotic that hasn't lost its patent yet is

A word of advice: DO NOT FUCKING TAKE ANTIPSYCHOTICS! Antipsychotics are like chemical castration, full body restless leg syndrome, and parkinsons disease all rolled into one.

/tangent

I guess I've just given up on everything, I'm just waiting to die, and have been for the last ten years. I'm in possession of considerable firepower, but i don't want to do it myself. Pathetic, i know, but my family has already lost two to suicide and two to cancer in the last five years.

>>670468892

It means you're silly for being afraid of a sex label.

Watch all the trap porn you want, it's just porn, it's not your own reality, you have a girlfriend.

>>670469039
In the same boat. Lost a bro to suicide 5 years ago.
My grandparents passed away last december.

Dont want to anhero, but wouldnt mind if a bus mangled me to a mulch.

>>670468635
Dude if you put in the time and a little bit of money you can be surprised what you can blow away in a miata

>>670468852
Kill yourself

>>670469237
This.

>>670468852
whats small dead and on my dick?

>>670458699
>be homeless
Get a house
Piss off m8

>>670468852
What's the difference between a dead baby and my house?
I'm not in my house right now

>>670469008
Its not that I don't know about the good times, it's that you aren't required to sit through such bad ones. Sunken cost fallacy or whatever, you've put in so much effort that you say it's worth it to ride out the choppy waves.
It's the cheating, abuse, lack of trust etc mentioned that's of concern..

>>670469640

You can fuck right on off I was homeless up until last month.

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Depressed, tried dating and meeting girls for the last 3 years, over 20 girls none of them appreciated me, not even on a superficial level we're most people have meaningless sex.

No one cares about me and who I am, just care about what I can do for them. Started working 10 hour days and taking weed/drugs on weekends to try to forget how miserable I am. Don't even get paid overtime, just accumulate extra time off.

>>670458699

He's right, you know. And you bastards will complain about being lonely, and not having friends, when you have a whole thread of like-minded people who need someone to chill with. Pass around some kiks, skypes, gamer tags, and chill with each other. Talk to each other. Be friends.

No girlfriend? Quit looking at that like it's a problem. Figure out how to be happy with yourself, by yourself, or you'll never make a girl happy.

Although, he's wrong about the depression. You don't just work on it, you work through it, you get medication if need be, and talk about it to others. You come to these threads to share, and it feels good at the end of it all, so like I said before, make some goddamn friends here.

>>670468635
>>670469197
They aint sleepers mate, they're just asleep. Fucking no power, even modded to fuck.

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>>670470195
>no power
Speaking of which, and feels, my non-servicable-transmission is about to fail ;-;

>>670470349
You poor bastard

>>670469745
>you aren't required to sit through such bad ones
I know you're right, I do, its just I really do love him and we both know that if we can figure our shit out, then things will more than likely be okay again.
It's getting to that point is what sucks. It took me just over 6 months to admit to myself that he was abusing me, even with all my friends and family telling me that for over a year.

And I hated myself when I admitted it.
I have no self worth, my self hate runs so deep, it was bad when him and I first got together but he helped me a lot at the start.. And then he just made it worse after a while when shit started going south.

Then on the other hand, he makes me want to seek help and get better and love myself. I just wish he'd do the same.

Thanks for listening to be whine about my stupid problems, it's actually helped a tiny bit.

>>670469039
You should definitely see a psychologist then, it really could help you immensely.

I don't know what they're like where you live, but most of the psychiatrists I've seen haven't really bothered to actually talk to me about my issues in a way that will help, that's what psychologists are for. Psychiatrists are just there to get an overview of your life/situation, and then prescribe meds, which is why it's so common to have to go through a few meds before you find the right one that works for you.

Psychologists don't just get an overview, they want the details and they want to know why those are the details, and then they help you figure out how they became details and how to help you work through them.

I'm actually on an antipsychotic and have been for a few months. Out of the many, many different types of meds I've been on over the last 7 years, this antipsychotic is the first medication to actually make even a slight difference.
And my GP prescribed them to me.

Don't give up /b/ro. I don't really have any advice on this because I'm really struggling with giving up as well, but don't do it.

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>>670469912
That feel when even the feels thread on /b/ thinks you are not worth their time.