kys

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ok anon, spill.

>age?
>money situation?
>living situation?
>health?
>history?

whats your story. tell us your story.

>>670433446
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dbR2JZmlWo

Tell us what's up, buddy.

>>670433446
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udAL48P5NJU

This feels good to watch

>>670433446
dont do it anon, be strong and take it

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Hey anon, thanks for coming here rather than hurting yourself. Will post feels to bump.

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>>670433446
Pain is not permanent anon, be strong m8

>>670435649
It's strong to end your only life. It takes courage to just end it all and never EVER get a second chance. That takes balls. If you're a afraid you're a pussy, kills yourself. You'll prove to everyone you have more will power than most

>>670435898
A-anon-kun...
:* ^////^

>>670435898

Your words are true, but no need to egg on suicidal anons to go through with it....

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what brings you guys here tonight? Tell anon all about whats got you down

>>670436764
I heard that an anon was in love with me

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>>670435898
Ah an edge lord, truly the most tsundere of a anons.

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>>670437372

And I saved source pic too because I like it

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>Be me
>life goal to get into military Academy
>succeed and go there
>have sleepwalking incident after getting in
>army says fuck off
>be on 4chan at 2am wondering how things got so fucked

>>670436953
What does it feel like to be loved anon?

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>>670437792
I don't know. He didn't reply

>implying

I feel like I love her -- she's my world, I'll die without her -- But if I do, why am I having feelings for some one else, other people, plural!

>>670438172
story of my life anon. hang in there

>>670437792

It feels like this, muthafucka, because I love your ass, faggot.

There, I said it. I don't know you, and I don't know if these words mean anything to you, but I love you.

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>>670438274
Well played.


Night bros, I hope you all feel better soon.

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Fuck you OP, you're worthless as shit

>>670438716
Nigger - Randy Bobandy

I'm sorry you're having a hard time but I really hope "pease" was a typo

>>670433446
Drink a cup of bleach and write "Do Not Resuscitate" on your forehead

>>670438840
Fuck off


>>670438716
You got any more images like that you worthless nigger

>>670438654
I appreciate the sentiment, but I can't really say i feel a thing. Thanks for trying anyway man. You're a sweet kid. That's the first time Ive ad anyone tell me that. I hope things end up alright for you from one internet stranger to another.

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>>670439271
>yes

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>>670439424

>sweet kid
lol, not a kid fam, I'm a burly ass welder.

Hope things work out for you too anon.

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>>670439680
newfag

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>in love with a girl
>come to /b/ while drunk to find feels thread to drown my sorrows
>front page has a thread of a girl who looks exactly like girl I love, posing nude
>I'm a diagnosed prosopagnostic (brain disorder where I can't recognize faces)
>i'll never know if it's just some internet sloot with a similar body type and hair style, or the girl I hope to be together with someday, even after pulling up a side by side comparison.
>someone kill me plz

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>>670439764

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>>670440076

What is it that convinces you to keep moving on /b/? What motivates you to keep trying?

>>670439969

Thanks for sharing, anon.

If you don't mind me asking, what happened with the girl you love?

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>>670440464

The off chance that I might be able to say something to somebody that makes them feel better, or motivates them to get up off their ass and live, rather than an hero. In other words, I want to start a fire under yo ass and get you motivated to do something awesome with your life.

> pic related,

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>>670440464
The smiling anime girls give me the strength I need.

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Alright the two anons who I was talking to last thread feel free to reply when you join this thread.

>>670440933

Damn right. I got smiling anime girls and kind words as armor.

>>670440957
I am here, I'm the anon with no clue what to do with his relationship.

>>670440756
You can't and you won't so you should crash your car into a brick wall

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>>670441187

Don't have a car, fam.

And if I wanted to an hero, I wouldn't cause a bunch of property damage doing it, that's just selfish.

>>670439969
Sounds rough anon. Thanks for sharing
you´ll always have your /b/ros

>>670441282
crash your moped into a semi

>met girl
>had sex
>instantly level 99 in love
>she fucks other guy

>>670441093
Not sue if you caught my last message but sometimes you gotta take a stand man, make time to talk to her. Not like find time tin your day to talk, but to make sure she listens and knows how you feel and are wanting her to feel comfortable being with you.

I'm a bit shortchanged on this issue, but I'm fucking determined to make sure you get through this okay and happy.

>>670441504
That was spraypainted by a pedophile convicted of molesting 3 different children at that very park. So way to go retarded feelfag

>>670440957
Unfortunately, my budget as of now is zero. Struggling to feed myself most of the time.

I want to be happy. But I don't see a path to that without her being on it. The only time I'm really, truly happy is when I'm with her. And even if it's just me projecting my unhappiness and uncertainty on her actions and whether or not she wants to be around me, at the end of the day there's no path where I get what I need.

And I hate that I feel that way. It's irrational. It's obviously fucking stupid. But she's the only person I've ever met that I've ever actually connected with. I've fucked other women. I've been in relationships and have plenty of friends. But she's the only person that I feel like I couldn't just leave behind.

>>670435898
Sometimes I have similar thoughts on suicide. Minus the whole "will power" bit. I just think that killing myself is an exercise of my own freedom. People always counter with bs about how it's weak or cowardly or whatever, but I don't see it that way. If my life is unsatisfactory in any way, I can end it for a chance at a better afterlife or, at worst, mindless oblivion. Natural instincts command me to keep living tho which is why I'm still alive.

>>670438388
Checked

>>670441566
See, I don't know how to approach that conversation man.

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>>670440464
Were all gonna make it bruh

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>>670440515
Indifference perhaps.
Honestly I don't know what to do. We've both had particularly shitty upbringings and I really don't know how things are objectively speaking. She's a really sweetheart and we used to talk on and off as very close friends. I've told her how I feel and she really neither confirms nor denies it, just never mentions it. Basically I'm stuck hoping for a chance at anyone caring because she's one of the few people who's ever shown me kindness. I'm in a state of purgatory where half the time she outright ignores me and the other times she goes out of her way to bring me baked goods and sweets, kinda thing. I can't help but forgive it though.
I still want to hold on to the dream that we'll be able to make it work, but honestly there's not a whole lot I have left to live for. She's the kind of girl you find once in a lifetime and are afraid to lose. She's the kind of person who makes you wish you could have known earlier and been childhood friends with. The kind of person you love as an intellectual equal and partner before ever even considering sexualizing. The best example I can give is if you ever played mgs3 she's my "big boss". I love her, but in ther way that I've learned so much from her and want her to be happy.

sorry for the textwall I'm a bit drunk at the moment, just helps to say it all really.

>>670441499
Checked

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>>670441547
oh man, my feels, happened something like that with me.
>met Girl
>fucks with her twice
>withou thinking i say i'm finding a Girl to get a serious relationship
>she just says that she don't want any kind of Relationship, just fuck
>Ok.png
>she keeps not answering my txts and stuff
>3 months pass
>she's dating a Fat dude
>fuckmylife.gif

>>670441911
Oooh checked in return. All faggots should suicide confirmed

>>670441928
omg my english sucked in this text

>>670441828

Don't apologize for textwall, good to get it out there. And I'm a bit liquored myself, so I can't give u a hard time.

> kind of girl you find once in a lifetime
Sounds like she's not that interested in pursuing a relationship with you... she might just be keeping you around as a backup plan (shitty thing to say, but I know that feel).

Glad you want her to be happy.... but you might want to think about moving on.

Either you move on and be happy... or maybe she sees you trying to move on and realizes that you're not just going to put your life on hold for her.

Shoot I missed the "her" thread
Oh well posting it late

Jasmine.

But I don't want anything more than friendship. And even if I wanted more, I wouldn't get between her and her BF of nearly four years since after high school. He's actually been there for her, I didn't see her for two years at one point. I like seeing her so much though, I still haven't met anyone else who could just fix my day completely by walking in a room. I've never been that comfortable in the presence of anyone else outside of family. Part of me just wants to cuddle with her for hours though, not sure what to think of that. I get lonely really easy I guess, and I get clingy if allowed to, but I haven't met anyone that I want more than that from, and I hold back on that too just because I'm a guy and it's weird if I suddenly do that, it can send the wrong message (even though I'm fairly certain she'd get it, it's just too potentially weird).
Stupid females able to cuddle with each other all they want with no social repercussions.
>tldr, yeah, I love her, but not /that/ way, as a friend for sure though, would cuddle all day, she is not for sexual.

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>>670440933
this nigga gets it, you have a waifu there son?

>>670433446
Just do it, faggot. It'll never get any better. You are a mess. You are a waste. You are a big fat mistake.

Yeah I'm that guy.

That guy that girls use between relationships so they don't feel lonely.

Because I'm a guy and my feeling don't matter.

Because to them I'm a disposable object.

Yet every day I see something about women being objectified.

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I don't understand why. I don't understand why I try so hard to achieve happiness in other, when in th end, they leave. I try to make that one special person, well I guess that person I convince myself is special, happy and make sure I try everything to satisfy them but in the end, that girl always leaves for someone else. Its a chemistry mixture of indecisivness, confliction, and estimations that cause me to just be stuck, alone and not knowing who wants me. Wants me more than just someone who makes jokes and cant be serious becuase when I am, they leave with satisfaction

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>>670436764
>be me freshman in dorms
>birthday today
>19
>come back from quiz section learning that i failed my second chem midterm
fuck
>roomates out with GFs
>girl who ive been crushing on since September doesnt want to come in and chat anymore
>no calls texts cards or anything from anyone, not even parents
>people dont even look at me when i say hello anymore
>wish i had a car so i could just drive away
its like i dont exist anymore. i dont want to die, i just want out of this hell

>tfw no close friends

I feel so useless no one ever talks to me and I'm too much of an aspie to reach out

also there was a qt girl who actually gave me the time of day but I'll never see her again so that kinda hurts.

Also no idea of what the future holds due to shit GPA and gross underqualification/lack of general life experience

Yeah that's pretty much it

>>670441655
Now this I can feel, what kind of industry is it like where you live? I know a lot of people shy away from blue collar work, but it pays nice and can help with a lot of budgeting issues.Something I know from personal experience.

And trust me man, you'll find a way. I know it,

>>670441759
You gotta take a deep breath and just approach the subject head on. Like I told another anon, close your eyes and imagine that you are on a track in a field and the hurtle ahead of you is approaching that convo. you gotta just go for it and get past that hurdle no matter what. You can't just lay accept defeat, it's not in human nature to do that. We're compelled to take risk so we know that we're alive and that we can do things and succeed to further ourselves and life. If I can jump that hurdle you can fly right over it brother.

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>>670442216
Of course I do.
I like to think, I've got the best waifu.

Do you?

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>>670438172
i know this feel all too well.

>>670442145
Yeah that's probably good advice there anon. Moving on is the hardest part though really. Honestly if anything it's probably just a Stockholm syndrome kind of case. She's the only person who ever too the time to make me feel worth anything so it's hard to move on from that.
I really probably do need to move on, it's gonna be hard. I really don't know how. Like how do you move on and give up on the one person who was always willing to forgive you and show you a bit of kindness?

I grew up in an abusive household so I'm always afraid of being either abusive myself or being abused, and I really don't know how to move on. I've never been close to anyone before and It's scary to move on from the one person who ever seemed to care. I don't want to feel alone anymore, but is it worth suffering for?

Thanks man, you've given me a lot to consider just now.

Lol you're all bunch of pussies

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>this whole thread

>>670442622
You gotta find inner peace and accept yourself before you can find others anon. Take a journey and discover yourself. I promise when you're happy with yourself women will flock to you,

>>670442670
I'll try tomorrow after class.

I stopped doing cocaine for her so I'm sure I can do this.

>>670442983
so are you faggot there's a reason you clicked this thread in the first place isn't there? No need to be so belligerent and facetious about it, what is it that's got you down man?

>>670442983
>>670443020
If you're not gonna contribute then gtfo.

>>670443221
>kill yourself faggot
>or live the rest of your life alone

>>670443129
That's the fucking spirit man, And if she can get you clean then she is something that should not be given up lightly.

God speed anon, best of luck in your endeavors.

>>670443363
Before I go, anything on your mind?

I've got nothing to do tomorrow.

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>>670442702
Good taste there anon,
Can't say I have found a one and only waifu for laifu yet, but there are a lot of cute anime girls that help me make it through the day. That whole "do it for her kind of thing" life's hard enough sometimes just being able to engage in escapism is all you need to keep finding a reason to go on.

>>670443361
Whenever you're ready to talk faggot. I'm waiting.

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Man I fell in love with one of my friends gfs. And we told eachother we loved eachother for months, we kept our shit hidden from everyone. She opened up to me and shit, she was the 1st thing to make me happy in the longest time. She was my everything and now I can't even get a fucking reply back. She stayed with him cause she jst couldn't do that to him or whatever the fuck she said. They've been together on and off for like 5 years and he's cheated on her and hurt her so many times man, she told me I made her feel loved again and it made me so fucking happy. We meet up a week ago for the 1st time in like two months and she looked so beautiful and just hearing about her having fun and shit and not being sad made me feel so awful. I miss her everyday but we'll never be together. She was my 1st love, I've never cuddled with anyone other than her. I've had girlfriends before but they didn't compare to what I had with her, she wasn't even my gf man.

>>670442670
Nowhere to work where I'm at. Small town, bunch of constantly filled minimum wage jobs that nobody keeps for more than a few months at a time.

And I thought I would find a way. I've been thinking that for 6 years now, and every day I get more and more tired. I just don't think there's really a place for me in the world. Sure, technically there's not actually a place for anyone in the world, but I increasingly feel like I don't belong here. Even if I'm not happy dead, at least I can be nothing. Feeling nothing seems more bearable when it's all the time and not 90% nothing mixed with 10% unbearable sadness

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I wake up and this is my medication. Xanax and weed. I never feel.. I awake from dreams of my ex and I. Or my friends. All of which dont speak to me anymore. And I cry...

I will most likely kill myself when my grandma passes. She's all I have left. I've been bullied since 5th grade, I don't have the motivation anymore or the willvro go on. I lost my ex due to me being a dumbasses not caring about anyone else but my needs.

My dad turned his back on me. Told me I'm worthless and he's done dealing with me. My family disowned me. I have no friends but these pills...they calm me down when I get to suicidal but they won't last forever. Ive don't so much that I regret, alll I want is a chance to show everyone I can be the man they know I can be....

>>670443526
Nah man, my head is clear. I'm gonna try and iron things out with my ex and see if we can pick up where we left off. I've got good friends, a good job and good vibes coming my way, :)

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> this thread

>>670443743
That's good man, I hope everything works out. Thanks for the advice.

>>670433446
just DO IT!
Ps. Nobody cares. there is about 8 billion people in the world. You mean nothing.

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>>670440464
I can still be useful to her even if she doesn't know how I feel she gives me life

>>670442641
I feel you bro. Sometimes the circumstances and obligations of what we live seem so overwhelming and soul crushing. I wish I had an answer or some way to help, but I'm in the same boat too, friend. Hang in there man Best of luck to you.

>>670443695
Maybe it's time to move on then. find wokr in a bigger city, Orlando, Fl has a decent job market for manual labor that pays well and has great benefits.

>>670443560
I'm depressed cause I want you all to kill yourselves but you think your life is worthwhile for some reason.

Nevermind the fact that you'd become a legend on /b/, forever remember as the only OP who wasn't a total faggot. But instead you think crying about not having a girlfriend or imaginary mental health problems is more important.

Shake my damn head. You're all sacrificing eternal glory for persistent misery.

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>>670443559
I love em.
If only because I can say that a girl smiled at me today and not be lying.

>>670443925
I already did that. Want to again. But it won't fix anything. I didn't see her for a year and a half while I worked about 11 hours away. Still thought about her constantly. Only difference was sometimes I managed to smoke enough weed and drink enough that I couldn't think about anything long enough for it to matter.

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>>670433446
Don't let your dreams be dreams

>>670442641
gratz bro its also my birthday and no one seem to remember it,

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>>670443898
I hear you man, This shit hit way too close to home. What is it about her that makes you care so much? She's the kind of girl you wouldn't mind living and dying for, isn't she? Tell me your story anon. I'd love to listen to another lost soul who fell into the same place I am.

I don't want my ex (still have feels for each other, still sleep together) to get the job he's probably about to get because it means he'll be going away for longish periods and I can't do the long distance again, I just fucking can't.

It also means he'll be getting paid quite a bit, so he's going to buy a car. But I'm paranoid and 99% sure that he's just going to use his car as a place to fuck other people. And I'm paranoid that he's just going to use his money to impress and go out with girls so much better than me.

I'm a piece of shit for hoping he doesn't get it but I can't fucking go through all that shit again.

I'm not posting this for attention or any of that gay shit. Clearing my mind of some serious thoughts that I've had on me for a while.

I feel very trapped. I don't know if it is because I am a man of the past or if I'm just fucked up in the head. I have a very lonely life, and I need help, I know I do. However, every time I try to reach out, I feel like I don't need it and I'm fine. I used to go to a middle school by lottery. Basically, our town is too ignorant to have a special magnet program or whatever, so it just lets kids in by a lottery-like system. I used to go to this school, and I used to have a life. 6th grade went very well for me, met lots of new people, made lots of friends. I grew very close to these people, especially after my parents started fighting and eventually divorced. My grades, naturally, had dropped very low. I started to become family with my friends and became only friends with my actual family. My school felt like home. 8th grade blew over and I graduated with very shitty grades somehow, and I never did get held back. I was then told that since my grades were so low, that I'd be sent to another school. I figured that I didn't need anyones phone number and I would see them all next year. I was the only one of my entire class to go to the hell hole I attend now. 9th grade started off very bad, because kids saw my sadness, and decided to perpetuate it, along with my parents taking out their frustrations on me. This had continued until my dog had passed. My only reason to want to go home. My visiting family's dog had killed it while I was at work being yelled at. I just lost it then. 11th grade, I've been noticing some really deep thoughts of mine that are deeply concerning, and I have no one to talk to. I constantly get picked on and I have no one to turn to. I'm in 12th grade now, and what really upsets me is seeing my class talk about what they want to do after school. All I see the life I'll never have.

>>670444103
That's actually pretty sweet anon. What is it about your waifu that made you decide that "she's the one"? if you don't mind me asking.

>>670444033
Who claimed I'm OP? I'm from a different thread brother. And we're this way because we seek eternal glory, some of us have lost our way, I'm just doing my job setting the lost back on their way.

Suicide is never the option man. You can only go higher when you hit rock bottom.

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>>670444178
Happy birthday, Anon!

>>670444033
Excellent, top quality, and a genius point

>>670433446
Im there with you anon. I have no idea why, but suicide has been on the back of my mind for a couple weeks. I cant seem to being it up with my wife, but its getting more and more prominent in my thoughts.

>>670444178
Happy birthday.

If you're feeling depressed and suicidal, talk to a doctor. Get some meds man. Mine are stating to kick in.
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>>670444421
I don't know.
It just felt right.
I watched Eva when I was a kid, and I loved her cool, collected nature.
It was a starch contrast to how I was.
Also, when she smiled at Shinji, I had never had my heart melt for an anime character before, and I still haven't.
Of all the fictional girls, she's my favorite.

>>670442145
I was, kind of still am, in a very similar situation.
>the kind of girl you find once in a lifetime
She acted exactly like you describe.

I asked her twice to go out with me, no clear answer and definitely no clear signs.

Since 1.5 weeks we haven't texted, before that all day.

The thing that made me quit, even though I really don't want to. Is that I realized living in the prospect of an upcoming situation is unhealthy and won't make you happy. So I made the decision for her and started moving on. I don't know if it is the right choice, but I do know it hurts tremendously. In due time these deep rooted feelings will fade, don't get stuck in purgatory.

The pain and suffrage of uncertainty is far greater than the pain of being alone.

>>670444319
High school isn't the peak man, it's the gateway to the rest of your life. You've got all the rest of it to live it. Trust me you don't wanna peak in high school. Try to reconnect with those friends in college and in the adult world. Life gets way better after high school. I've been in your shoes. Trust me, it gets way better man.

>>670444442
>we're this way because we seek eternal glory

Ok well you're never going to get that ever. You're a faggot crying about imaginary problems on a board full of rapists and pedophiles.

Kill yourself on livestream, we'll all remember you forever. If you really want eternal glory, that's the only way you'll ever get it. Otherwise, you can look forward to your shitty life playing out exactly the same way forever until you die. Then you'll think back and go, "I could have saved myself a lot of pain and trouble, AND I could have died a hero"

But no, that's fine, keep whining.