>>670002973
i want to kill myself. i dont believe in god i dont kill myself because i fear the emptiness that will come after

posted in last thread, feels songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB2wPf8ffIQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiS1xQoQvKE

>>670003295
Same here anon, it sucks dick doesn't it? I want to leave this world so bad, but my fucking family is the only thing holding me back. I don't want to burden them with the costs of my funeral and grave.

>>670003295
>God here. i want to kill myself because this faggot doesn't believe in me, but i don't kill myself because i fear he will kill himself too and I will have to see his dumb face in heaven

>>670003588
solid kek anon

>>670003295
>>670003588
>emptiness here
>I want to kill myself but I can't because fear of me is the only thing that keeps anons alive

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>>670003588

>>670002973
bruh, my dads dead, died when i was 18 i never really talked to hiim although he lived 30 mins, or a train ride away

had to collect all his stuff and he seemed like an awesome dude, wish i had a time machine!!!

hit me right in the feels

>>670002973
God I hate myself for being on this page on fucking Saturday evening.

>>670004765
better than being out, blind drunk pretending to have fun with idiots you can't hear over the shit music you hate

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>>670005012
>tfw I like the music
>tfw I like being out with friends
>tfw they just don't invite me very often

>>670004644
OP here, sorry to hear that man. Why did he have to pack up out of curiosity?

My dad is a piece of shit honestly for what he's done in the past, but this post always gets to me because it reminds me of him. He still tries to text me or call me here and there, but I never want to respond. It's odd, I hate his guts yet I cried over him out of pity. I don't get it.

>>670005229
growing up sucks man but can't be 40, in a club, drunk with friends

feelsbadman now but will get better

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>>670005012
This, I never understood why people get upset by being in on the weekend/friday nights. Ever since I was young I never even thought about it, I always stay in but then again there's nothing out there for me anyway, where I live I don't get on well with people cause they all went to my highschool and I was hated there for being different,
>inb4 ponyfag
nah just had long hair so I got alienated by most people
>pic related, me

>>670005012
Why did you still hang out with those idiots then? If they make you unhappy, fuck them and find other people

Wasn't in the thread before, so maybe this was posted before, but:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI

Fucking fuck.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4

feels bad man

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>>670006106

The Buddhists say if you meet somebody and your heart pounds, your hands shake, your knees go weak, that’s not the one. When you meet your ‘soul mate’ you’ll feel calm. No anxiety, no agitation.
Open your mind weak faggots, read about getting rid of fake identifications; you are soul, not your mind or emotions, or even your body. Accept this knowledge and you will be free

>>670005758
Yeah that's my point exactly man. Find other people or just grow up, get in relationship, gf falls asleep after sex, go on /b/. Good sat evening imo

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>tfw I am closest to being "happy" when I talk to her
>tfw I know I am just making it worse for myself

I know I should just stop and give up but seing her nearly every day doesn't really help and I can't really force myself to do so.

>>670002973
OK /b/ I'll try to cheer some of you bros up with my story (some feels along the way). It cheered some anons up in earlier thread so might help someone here too.

>be me
>9 y/o, just moved to spain from UK, don't speak language
>speak to some kids on block in bad spanish, one girl brings a dictionary to try to talk to me
>doesn't work cause it's a synonym dictionary
>we dgaf because we're fucking 9 years old and try to talk anyway, laugh, first connection I made in this country
>she's in different (religious) school so don't see her much, just accross street sometimes and wave, want to know more
>discover from connections her parents are wierd and don't let her out
I know her side of the story now too
>she tries to learn english to speak to me next time
>convinces her parents to let her go to english class for school, actually to speak to me
>they don't let her see me because racism
fastforward 4 years
>we go to same high school
>stupid 13yo game, moms spaguetti everywhere
>we start to walk to/from school together
>one day she turns up with bruises
>ask about bruises she gets defensive
>acts like nothing happened, covers it up with make up
I haven't described her so I should. I grew up in late 80s early 90s, everyone tells you thin, tanned, blonde bitches are the way to go. She's curvy (not fat), dark hair, pale skin, freckles, initial evaluation was a 7/10.
But her smile /b/
Her fucking smile
>she doesn't smile for a few days because hurts bruise on cheek, makes me realise I missed it
>try to play clown in class to cheer her up
>bad grades worth the attention
>over next 2 years we talk every day and she opens up when we're 15.
>Parents are abusive, mother is on her third husband, crazy bitch, hits her when she can
>I don't even know how to deal with this information

>>670006744
>start trying to walk her home
>my 15yo manliness thought that her mother would be afraid if she thought her daughter had a bf
>I'm an idiot
>feeling like I should protect her but we're barely even friends, I want to give her my number so she can call me if she's in trouble
>awkward teen
>Italy can't deal with the pasta shortage
>she passes me house on way to school so I start getting up early (first time ever I'm not late for school)
>wait by window, dash outside when she comes up road
>in evenings on way home I walk home with her, run upstairs to get the dog, chase after her and pretend like I run with the dog to give her exercise and happen to run into her
>she is gracious enough to pretend to believe me
>over final high school year (15-16) shit gets real
>she starts turning up with more bruises and becomes more reclusive, only talks to me in class because I'm basically stalking her at this point
>I try to cheer her up with mixtapes (evanescance and shit that was popular at the time, idk)
>she tells me she's happy when I'm around
Something wierd happened over that year /b/. Not sure when our sexual preferences are defined but I no longer gave a fuck about blonde, tanned, bony bitches. I lived for that smile, I spent my evenings researching movies I didn't even care about to have things to talk about with her.
>I start thinking I could actually protect her if I'm her bf
>build up courage to ask her out
>still never even met her outside of to/from school because I was beta as shit
>the week I'm writing speeches to ask her out (beta, told ya) she turns up crying
>we don't go to school that day and walk around town talking tryiung to find out whats wrong
>she tells me her parents are making her move away at end of semester
>fuck
>parents find out she missed school that day
>they make her miss school three more days from the beating

>>670006966
>don't know what to do about it, still no phone number (she didn't have one)
>I buy her a fucking temp phone with my savings and give it to her when she gets back to call me if she's in trouble
>no idea what to do if she called
>beatings get worse over last semester
>we both half said how we felt but couldn't act on it cause she was moving around 160km (100miles) south, not much now but when she wasn't allowed to leave the house may have well been china
>last day we cry and hug
>she leaves
>my life ended
>couldn't make her smile any more
>no more of her smile
Turned to drugs that summer (was 16), cocaine mostly. Things went to shit, dropped out of school.
>we text over summer, she managed to keep the phone a secret
>her new school has internet, I set her up an e-mail account and we start talking over there
>she was in hospital over summer for depression and injuries
>spanish legal system was/is shit and no investigation happened
>we continue to speak over text (I recharge her phone) and e-mail every day
>I lucked out and got a job working at home for a publishing company (I used to write short books that didn't sell for shit but got me into the publishing business)
>spent all day waiting for her e-mails
>half the time they didn't come
>sometimes it was because she couldn't type with broken hands
>broken hands /b/
>how the fuck could she smile

>>670007035
>spent two years like this
>she considered suicide on a weekly basis and I talked her out of it every time
>wasn't sure I should
>wasn't sure I didn't want to just an hero with her
>after two years (we're 18 now) I'm getting my license
>have saved to try to rent a place and get her to move in with me
>we have seen each other 3 times over those 2 years when she could get away between classes and I would drive 2 hours to see her for 20 minutes
>worth it a thousand times over
>no kiss only hug and sometimes if I tried hard enough
>if I really tried and planned ahead
>I could make her smile
>Until she turns 18
>her parents realise they can now be in legal trouble
>they move again becuase local police were apparently getting suspicious of her injuries
>in moving they find her temp phone, delete her e-mail
>lose all contact
>I lose my shit
>search her school, no info, friends, no fucking information anywhere
>spend weeks searching
>nothing
>call hospitals
>nothing
>no smile /b/
4 years go by.

>>670007076
Over those 4 years I heard nothing. Checked news and called hospitals occasionally and universities to see if she was a student but had no idea how to do anything.
>be me
>22
>tried to move on so in a relationship
>abusive bitch but her hair reminded me of the girl I couldn't protect
>couldn't save
>one day phone buzzes
>"Anon? Are you ok?"
>Who the fuck
>"It's me. Can we talk?"
>Holy fuck buggalloo
>Apparently one beating was so bad she ODed on painkillers
>stomach pump, survived, hospital made her see a psychologist
>they realised what was going on
>she told pshychologist about me as being her only good memory
>psychologist helped her find my number
>we meet
>she cries
>I hug her
>she smiles
That fucking smile /b/
>I break up with abusive gf
>three days later she is living in my place, ran away from her parents middle of the night
fastforward 6 years
>she's sleeping on the couch as I type
>I'm studying psychology to help her through some of her issues from abusive childhood (I now know it was also sexual abuse, fuck all of you who like CP).
>I proposed 3 weeks ago
>she smiled and said yes

be happy /b/
things work out
smile

>>670002973
i laughed harder than i should of, thanks op

>>670006553
We all do the same. It never ends

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc

Just cry it out here, so you don't have to in front of people you care about.

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Liking someone, knowing they dont even in their wildest dreams think of you this way, and they never will. Sitting near them every day and dying piece by piece

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>>670007119
That's so cute and awesome.
Be happy anon, have a wonderful life!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NwQmTh9MZ0

Feels cued

>>670006106
First time i've heard this, love it! thanks

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I can't forget her (She played with me and tortured my heart) (she asked me again to go out for a drink, and, when i gave her a place to go this week-end: she sayed to me she has to go at her boyfriend's house this week-end). Sometimes very sad, sometimes just sick.

>>670004136
Fuck, Im not reading that!

>>670008423
How do you get that colour scheme in the photo?

>>670008785
Lemme tell you something right now, friend... I read it twice. Pls

>>670008272
I would REALLY suggest you listen to some of Modest Mouse's discography, especially the first 3 albums.

>>670005592
cool man

>>670008892
install userstyle in firefox and choose "4chan nolif3 v2" in userstyles.org. Any opinions on what i had written?

im in love with my best friend but she got married two weeks ago

>>670009473
Been in love with my best friend for 6 years now
She got together with my best friends, they stayed together for 2 years he abused her and in the end cheated on her
She is now together with some other guy and they got their own appartment and shit.

It sucks but just move on man, if she don't want you so doesn't want you

>>670006808
this is literally the stupidest shit i've ever seen

>>670009367
Thanks for the information man appreciate it. My opinion on your situation would be to just try and forget her, she doesn't deserve your attention, if she's fucked you over once she'll do it again bud, trust me always remember that, have a nice night bud, good luck with girls in the future man

I need some more sad songs /b/ros.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lpzQI_RKcY

>>670005592
LOL you are literally white me

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>>670008735
Ive read the original :(

>>670006808
wtf is this bullshit ?

can someone post that
she will never talk to you like she talks to her friends etc etc post

Well, I guess I'd my aswell share my story, it's happened pretty recently. I'll try to keep this short as many probably don't care all too much for details, feel free to ask.

>Be me, 16
>Go to College and leave school friends behind in Sixth-Form
>Few months pass, 2-3
>Friends decide we should meet up again during the lantern parade/fair
>I'm down for this
>Make a fb group chat for those going
>See this new person...
>Hannah..
>I know exactly how this is going down, fuck
>Well, maybe it'll go well?
>Anyway, I get introduced
>"This is Cameron, the muscle of the group."
>Dafuk dude, really..
>Being me, I introduce myself as honestly as possible
>"Hi Hannah, I'm a cunt."
>We talk a little in the group chat before actually making plans
>Anyway, day comes
>Waiting outside big local shop
>All the m8s are here, Hannah's yet to be seen
>Few minutes pass
>See a short (5'2") VERY petite (70 lbs max) girl
>Short blonde hair, bit longer on the top
>Cutest face I ever did see
>Absolutely FUCKING beautiful..
>She smiles at me that damn perfect smile and introduces herself
>Ohfuk.png
>It twas pretty much love at first sight
>Anyway, get to m8s house and do some shit
>Few hours pass, we all go out to the lantern parade
>Only watch for a bit before fucking off to go on some rides
>Some creepers from school join us
>I was not a happy bunny about this
>One guy, Matt, had a brief thing with Hannah and thinks she still like her
>Nope
>I get more and more pissed off by his and other's behaviour
>I'm one for discipline and self-control, not rampant dick-fuckery
>Gets to the point where even she doesn't want him around
>He goes to see a mate around 50 meters away
>We get outta dodge
>Ditch his bitch ass in the middle of town
>Well then, now it's just the non-creepers
>I lighten up a little and the night goes on
>She starts getting texts which evolve to threats
>Fucking FUMING
>We call it and everyone goes home
>Turns out she lives on my side of town, everyone else on the other side

>>670009482
Good, fuck babykillers.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0f2KGkSaBU

For every sad anon, that feels guilty and shamefull, basically for a misundertood love.
Listen to this song, listen to the lyrics.
Hope it'll help you.

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>>670010268
Nice to hear man, I think? haha, i'm 19 man, you? You weren't liked in highschool either, then again /b/ users aren't exactly the chad and zac efrons of the world so it isn't surprising.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1U_hyqZ89I

This is the song of the feels.

mannnn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7EpSirtf_E

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>>670010499
This, anon?

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>>670010732

>>670006808
That is not how sex works.

>>670010849
that works too but there was a 4chan post screen capped. it was in the prev feel thread that 404d

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20 y/o virgin

>Be summer 2 years ago
>Be at old friends house
>She's a 7/10, was a 10/10 but kept fucking herself up
>Friendzoned because I never really made a move, part late bloomer part beta I guess
>Best friend I've ever had so I don't really mind
>Partying the whole day
>Party get's pretty big as they usually did when she hosted them
>Times goes on and we both get a bit drunk
>We go outside because she needed me as company while she smokes a cig
>She recently had breast implants, which ruined her best feature imo, her flat chest
>She starts talking about them
>I say "Can I touch them" as a joke
>She takes my hand and places them on one of her tits
>Slightboner.jpg
>Feel them for a bit and tell her they feel good
>Bites her lip and look up at me with fuck me eyes
>Talks about her tits for a while
>Smalltalk goes on
>She asks me if I wanna smoke some weed, which I had done like 2 times before, never really had the taste for it
>She goes to get her stash, comes back with a pretty thick joint
>Another friend of us joins and we smoke up
>Feels high for the first time
>We go inside again to continue partying
>Another friend offers me tequila
>I yes even though I know this leads to bad things
>first shot fine, 2nd ok, 3rd shot completely forget everything from that point on
>Faint memory of her leading me upstairs but we both collapse in laughter, probably because we're still high
>Faint memory of making out with her
>Wake up half naked infront of a toilet full of puke
>Get up, drink some water and go to the nearest bed I see
>Talk to her the day after and I said I don't remember anything
>She said that right after we got high she asked me if I wanted to go to bed with her, but as soon as we entered her room I ran to the bathroom, puked and blacked out
>I pretend laugh it off, but inside it hurts
>Almost had sex with the girl of my dreams

>>670010815
Fuck yes, Pink Floyd. Good taste.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aT-nS_ESpbM

Hummingbird died
Ended up in space program
Most beautiful thing i have ever seen
Cried

>>670010535
Cont? If not, you thinking of getting on that shit nigga? You sound like your from England/UK? I'm from manchester, you?

>>670010535
>She even states how she just feels unsafe walking around
>I walk her home
>StartOfTheEnd.avi
>Walk her right to her front door
>"Thank you so much Cameron for doing this."
>"No problem, it was nice to meet you. Goodnight.."
>"It was nice to meet you too. Night."
>Walk home with the biggest smile on my face
>Get home, "Wtf did I just do?!"
>I just walked home a girl that I only JUST met
>Well, I'm fucked aren't I..

That was day one.. That really is what set into motion the whole bollocks I'm in now. If you want me to write a bit more, just say. If you're not interested, once again just say so.

>>670005229
Jesus fuck, are you me?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Irnzddwty-E
I like a girl

I barely know her

How do i talk to her

What the fuck is wrong with me

Fuck Life

>>670011249
Yeah, in Calne, Wiltshire. Moving to Wales soon so I don't mind specifying stuff.
Gimme a moment, I need to piss then I'll continue.

>>670011322
As I said before, >>670011249
continue bud, sounds interesting.

>>670011322
Just go on m8

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When you are checking her facebook pictures and you see Chad wrote "Sexy :PPP(a shit ton of smiley faces and kisses)"

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Some guy just posted a snapchat story from inside the girl I likes house

>>670011550
Cool man

>>670010658
>KB
22
Not really, was athletic but i have literally 1 friend from hs XD yeah i guess

>>670012019
Yoshimitsu master race

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>Meet this 7/10 aryan girl 2 years back
>Really nice girl
>Met her often at parties
>She lives 4 hours away from me
>Didn't really talk too much to her
>Started texting a bit this last year
>She's super nice, probably wife material
>Was going to meet her several times but we never did
>Texting wore off
>Saw her in a facebook relationship with Chad 2 weeks ago
>"Like"

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>>670012475
Why would you like that shit dude?

>>670012796
no idea

>>670011322
Please, more!

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>>670005592
Go smoke some weed with the punks.

>>670014080

It happened again

>>670011322
Okay, something to mention. Hannah is actually 7 months older than me despite her stature. Now, let's continue.
>Get it into my think skull that she's the one
>Talk with her over fb
>She thanks me for last night
>"No, really. It's no problem. It's like a 5 or 6 minute walk."
>We talk a fair bit over the next few days
>Find out that she's from the city, done almost nothing outdoors
>I'm a country lad, love camping, walking/hiking and stuff like that
>I offer to take her on a walk or something
>She really wants to
>By Calne there's a large monument on a hill, Cherhill monument
>Ask her if she wants to walk up there
>She REALLY wants to
>That weekend, just me and her, we go up there
>Takes a couple hours but hey ho
>We're approaching the top
>She reaches for my hand
I should probably mention here that both in our private chat and during the walk I had made my feelings for her very clear, hoping that could make a difference. Be that good or bad, I LOVED this girl and I needed her to know.
>She squeezes my hand as we climb the final few dozen meters
>Get to the top, little celebration for her
>We sit by the monument
>Only a couple of minutes and were cuddling
>Holding her close, arms around each other
>Start talking some more
>Literally there like that for abut 2 hours
>Eventually, she fucking kissed me..
>Only a little peck on the jaw (because of the height difference)
>I'm fucking stunned like a rabbit caught in a pair of headlights
>Bring myself to my senses, kinda
>Sit there in silence, grinning and holding her tighter, one arm around her, other with both of her hands in
>Few minutes later we decide we'd better get going
>She kisses me again
>Me = No balls, can't even return the favour
>Holding her hand the entire way back home
>Talking, laughing and joking
>I just look at her, I love her
>She's just so beautiful
>Anyway, I walk her back to her house
>Just before I go she calls me over
>Fucking. Make. Out.
>ON HER DOORSTEP
>Mind is fucking racing

>>670011020
Contact her again. Tell her how you feel/felt, fucking do it. How could you be friendzoned if she nearly had sex with you? Go for it!

I feel like come Wednesday i'm going to be in jail trying to kill myself

>>670014525
She lives with her BF of 1,5 years now
Haven't spoken to her in a while and I'm over her, she's changed so much since I first met her, she was perfect back then

>>670008423
Elle t'a pas torturé gros. Des fois on se fait juste des idées. Elle était probablement intéressée à faire connaissance avec toi et que vous soyiez bons amis alors que t'en attendais plus. Ou peut-être qu'elle voulait tromper son mec avec toi, mais elle est pas maligne dans ce cas. Sois clair avec elle maintenant. Si elle en a marre de son gars et qu'elle veut faire un truc avec toi vas y, sinon passe à autre chose.

>>670014325
>I dunno what to do with myself
>FuckMeSideways.net
>I thought I was smiling before..
>No sirey, THIS was smiling
>Get home, take off shirt, boots
>Sit there for a few minutes trying to process everything
>Hits me like a freight train
>"Fuck.. Wait, does this mean she likes me?!"
Yes, beta as fuck I know. But, think of it like this, she's the first girl in my life to show me affection and I truly LOVED her. Never felt anything like it, don't imagine myself to feel like that again.
Okay, well. That's really the end of my second chapter. More to come, if you want it.

Get in here faggots, she has NO mods and song requests on.

Twitch: MissBaffy

>>670008973
No. Just fucking stop. Feels thread are here to make you feel. Not to convince you you're all losers. You may never made someone happy, but there's absolutely nothing but yourself stopping you from that. If you want to make someone happy, you will find a way.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1AYhumuoxM

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>>670008735

>>670015112
Actually, I'll give myself a little break before continuing it. If you have any questions or whatever about literally anything (Except stuff about her personally, name past "Hannah," Pictures, etc.) then go for 'em. Anything but that stuff.

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>>670015450
;(

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>>670008973
Oh God I fucked up so badly.

>>670015515
Does that bring us up to the current date?

Nigga girls don't just cuddle everyone for hours on end.

>>670015515
I'm here and interested to hear the rest.. :)

>>670016003
No, that was some time late last year, I believe early/mid-December. More has happened since then. And, I thought not either. But, just wait 'till I post my next chapter.

>>670016071
Thanks, just give me a little bit then I'll start on the next part.

>>670008973
Well I have my mom, so I can remove some of the lines

>>670007961

Just ask them out. Pussyballsack.

Then you can move forward with them or not.

MissBaffy

twitch

>>670015515
I like this story anon. Please continue.

>>670016613
but thats the best part of my day, actually seeing them and having those small talks, if she says NO then everything will become akward and forced

>>670011020
Screencapped

>>670016743
Are you the absolute beta faggot co-host? Because fuck all is happening.

>>670017046
yeah I know what you mean, just going "ask her out" doesn't work, because shit will be awkward, I'm going through the exact same thing, but one thing I will say a few months ago I was able to ask her out, like we were close but then I did something stupid and we stopped being so close, she's now with some other guy while I sit here like a retard head over a heels a girl I'll never have.

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You beta mother fuckers slay me. I am so glad im not a puss wad beta fag.

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>>670018076
I can not put into words how badly I fucked up man, the way I found out she wasn't single was because her nude leaked, you know how you're sitting there with the thought "maybe" because you think she's out of your league? I had that going as well, and now it's gone and I can't even think of other girls, and the worst thing is, I know how fucking pathetic I am, I hate this, I'm not saying "ask her out what's the worst that can happen" but just don't end up like me, even texting her or fuck it when you're out one night get a friend to ask her opinion on you, just don't be me for the love of God don't

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>>670018822
what to do then? if i dont say anything i will die inside everyday, and if i ask her and she says no i wont be able to forgive myself. Im not a person who can soften the blows i just tell stuff head on which is a huge weakness of mine, and as you said i cant just tell her "i like you"/"go out with me"

>>670011656
You're not in that bad of a situation fuck nut, stop being a betabitch, get a hold of her, tell her you like her, and see how things go... You're the man, so act like it, initiate a conversation instead of BetaMode.

>>670015112
>>670015515
Okay, not many questions, so I'll continue. But, please, anything you want to ask about the story, me or whatever, just ask.
>We see eachother a few times over the rest of December
>Each time we get a bit more comfortable
>First time I see her after the monument, I walk up to her, hold her close and kiss her
>She liked it, kissed me back
>Hold hands and go on to do whatever it was that day
>This is how it goes every time we meet up, getting more and more passionate
>Eventually, New Years Eve comes around, she's holding a party, all of us close friends are going
>5 of us including her
>One of the others also has a thing for her, hasn't done anything like what I've done with her
>Tried to force himself between her legs a week or two before
>I watch him the WHOLE night
>I went to hers before both of us went to get the other 3
>We made out in her kitchen for at least a solid minute
>Told her how beautiful she looked in her dress
>That. Fucking. Giggle.
>It honestly kills me every time I hear it
>Just. Perfect.
>Anyway, we all get back
>I'm the first to start drinking
>I don't stop drinking throughout the night
>I tell her that I have something to ask her at midnight
>She already knows what it is
>She says yes
>I'm a pretty happy drunk
>She rests her head on my shoulder
Something to note is that none of the other knew what was happening between us so we kept subtle through the night.
>Night goes on, we play a few games
>I can't fucking walk, crawling to the toilet, sliding down the stairs, spilling beer and cider everywhere
>Night ends at around 1:30. her parents came home
>Oh well, I had fun
>I'm the last to go
>She walks me to the end of her estate, we make out in an alley
>She goes back home, I need to walk by the main road to get home
>Few minutes later, I just turn 180 and fucking run back to her's
>I have NO clue how I fucking ran, but y'know
>I knock on her door, she answers
>Using all of my charisma and charm I ask

>>670019501
The whole "I like you, you want to go out?" doesn't really exist where I live, usually you start talking for a while then once you know her well you ask her out, or you meet some girl you make out with her and start talking and so forth.


For our problem I haven't a clue, getting a friend to talk to her and go "Hey you and anon seem friendly, would you go out with him" or something less autistic and seeing how she reacts would be the best way, seeing how someone else is basically asking her out and you can claim ignorance.

If you want you can talk away to me, I'm just on this thread fucking drifting.

>>670019814
what a cliffhanger!

>>670019527
Not me
But how does one just stop the betamode?

>>670019501
Forgive yourself for what ? For not dying inside everyday ?

>>670020201
well i mean if i dont have the balls to ask her so i have to send someone to ask for me. i dont think she will want to go out

>>670020465
for fucking up my only happiness in my pretty boring days

>>670019814
anyone wanna take bets on dinosaur?

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>>670011387
>Out of work for two years+ despite (bullshit, UX) bachelors degree
>Oh well, job coaching time
>Turns out the job coaching is bullshit
>Go back to simply being unemployed
>Second job coaching place
>Coach is hot blonde girl
>At this point my only girlfriend (whom I lost my virginity to) had left me
>As a result, I give no fucks, her being "attractive" doesn't even phase me
>Alright, more bullshit "workshops", full on bullshit scam-the-government-mode most likely (like the first place)
>Whatever, I get some money for it
>Go to a few
>howtospotwood.jpg - yep, that's bullshit
>Surprisingly young people there (I'm 27)
>A few "pretty" girls
>Whatever.
>Nobody says a thing, even when the "coach" asks during a presentation
>Turns out I'm the most talkative there, giving no shits, I just answer because nobody else does
>This gives the others a chance to chirp up, since I keep breaking the ice
>Feel like king of the room every time, from usually being the last to speak (listen/think - speak kind of person)
>Anyway, bullshit deluxe day: apply for jobs there
>Blatantly look right in the face of everyone around the table, see who's there
>Two "pretty" girls sit around table, eh, again, whatever
>Right across from me, more homely/kinder looking girl
>Long brown/dark hair, always wearing one of a few sweaters (never a zip-up), not form-fitting but comfy
>Hmm.
>Don't want to stare at her so only peek like with the rest, but notice that she has very pretty eyes, very pretty
>Uh, oh yeah, "jobs"
>Talk briefly to her whenever I can
>She makes it bearable
>Arrived at the same time (late) as her this friday
>Talked in elevator up
>Talked a bunch on the 10-minute break
>Finally have excuse to e-mail her, do it
>[Rough translation] Hey, It was fun talking to you. Do you have skype or some chat program?
>No reply yet
Wish me luck I guess. Pic not her, but it gives you an idea of the general archetype of woman. "Kinder" looking if that makes sense.

Oh yeah - JUST DO IT!

>>670020482
> i dont think she will want to go out

Well unless you a a full on greasy neckbeard I wouldn't be so harsh, most people are normal looking and looks are mostly subjective, also at that if you aren't socially retarded would be good as well, and if you're in high school and she is like a "stacey" to your "robot" She will need to be a really properly nice person to get over that, this is all from stuff I have learned in my years, if you want more wisdom ask away.

>>670019814
>"Will you be my Girlfriend?"
>FML
>She says yes, again, an we only kiss a little
>I go back home, completely shirtless in the middle of fucking winter
>Get back, no problems actually
>Get home, go to sleep
>Wake up, instantly of the laptop
>Start talking to her
>Just had to verify her answer, for the second fucking time..
>Well, I was fucking happy, I loved her and it seemed that she felt the same for me
>Things were looking good for me
Okay, this last bit here won't be green-texted.
I was actually happy, I was enjoying College, had a girlfriend and good friends. My future was looking good, I actually thought that life was going right. I'm not typically known as a happy person, so when I got back to College my mate's girlfriend told me that it was the first time she'd even seen me smile. I never noticed it but for months I hadn't smiled. I was surprised, but, excited. This is the end of chapter three I guess. Once again, questions welcome. I'll start writing up the next bit soon. Things take a turn in the next bit...

>>670021008
nah im not a neckbeard,im just fat, thats my whole problem, im the fat awkward faggot.i consider my face not so bad looking

>>670021023
Interesting story anon, avidly waiting for the next chapter, oh and how old you btw, sorry if you've already said it, i'm a bit fucking retarded

>>670021023
No questions go on with the story!! Btw underaged B& 16 currently and there's this really cute girl I've been talking too sadly she lives a good 2 hours away I really like this chick but not sure if she's playing me. You wouldn't happen to have any way of contacting you if this thread ever 404's? I just want some advice /b/ro

>>670021300
How fat exactly? Like what's your weight?

>>670020366
>>670020580
Yeah, it was that bloody character limit thing, dunno. I was thinking "Wow, that's fucking coincidental."

>>670021300
P.S When i say fat i dont mean Obese as fuck person, just kind of let myself go in the last few years

>>670003295
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>>670003839
Come on guys

>>670021526
im not monsterly obese, i have let myself go slightly last few yrs

>>670021643
Is it really noticeable?

>>670021411
I'm an underaged fag but oh well, 16.
>>670021451
Maybe if there's another thread or you start one, I might see it, just ask for "That one kid who got fucked by the universe with that Hannah girl" or something.

>>670021940
i would say so. i do compensate with high levels of charming autism for it though

>>670022126
>i would say so. i do compensate with high levels of charming autism for it though

Well done mate, describe her, what does she look like? What's her social circle?

>>670022548
she is very casual,cute,funny,speaks like she is always sleepy which is a turn on of mine.I would say a normal girl, neither a popular nor an outcast.Smokes pot which i dont mind to be honest

Time for a pretty recent story boys.

>be me, 14 years freshman in high school. Slightly overweight, have super low confidence because of it.
>I'm fairly intelligent, so I join a program at my school that teaches advances classes. One aspect of the program is that the same group of kids who join will have classes together for the entirety of high school.
>Day 1 of World History, we all have to stand up and give our name and our hobby.
>fuck i dont have any hobbies
>when my turn comes, I stand up and shyly say "my name is anon and I like gaming..."
>I sit back down, moping because I was embarrassed that I didn't play any cool sport or have any remarkable talents like the rest of the kids
>the girl after me stands up and introduces herself, "Hi, my name is K. I enjoy videogames, anime, literature, and singing!"
>I instantly perk up and look at her. She's a fairly nerdy girl, glasses, braces, ill-fitting clothing.
>I had never heard any girl admit to liking anime and gaming, so I was instantly drawn to her
>I watch her for the entire year, always smiling when she spoke up in class. She was super charismatic, charming, and intelligent. But mostly she was unlike any girl I had met.
>I never talk to her, always too afraid I'd embarrass myself and ruin a chance at friendship with her for the entirety of high school.
>come summer, I am in California with my parents. I dont go to the beach because I'm too self-conscious to take my shirt off (still fatty)
>I end up spending a lot of time in doors, looking at this girl's profile and looking at her art she posted to Facebook.
>I want nothing more than to just be her friend and message her.
>hours pass and I work up the courage to compliment her art.
>"Thanks anon! That's so nice of you to say! :)"
>"no problem, K!"
>I was too nervous to continue any messaging so I didn't bother.
>fast-forward to junior year. She's still in all of my classes but she's blossomed.
Cont.

>>670022805
>she is always sleepy which is a turn on of mine

Well fuck, you know what each to their own.

Fair enough then what about you? Where do you stand in the social side of things?

>>670023044
>Well fuck, you know what each to their own.
i dont mean it like that i mean i find it cute
I am a normal guy, pretty much friends with everyone or neutral.Good at telling jokes and making people laugh, i joke about myself quite a lot

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She said this to me not a few months ago.

How does it go from good to bad so fast?

>>670023044
>>she is always sleepy which is a turn on of mine
>Well fuck, you know what each to their own.

I promise im not a sexual offender

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I'm not even sad i don't know why I do this to myself

>>670023258
>I am a normal guy, pretty much friends with everyone or neutral.Good at telling jokes and making people laugh, i joke about myself quite a lot

You sound a fuck load like me man, except I'm not fat, anyway there doesn't seem to be anything that would make it not possible, like everything seems good, unless she's already sucking some guy off.

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some anon posted this on valentine's day, positive feels faggots

>>670023737
no she isnt
but when i was younger i learned the " you are a nice guy but..." the hard way

>>670022868
Part 2

>this girl has become incredibly beautiful. No glasses, no braces, great sense of style.
>Mostly I still am hooked to her personality, she was super out going, never afraid to laugh when she was awkward, and super friendly.
>I had lost a bunch of weight in the past two years. I was super confident and had a ton of friends.
>For some reason I still couldn't talk to her. She was so intimidating and I had put her on a pedestal for so long.
>I decide that at the end of senior year, I would approach her and spill out my feelings. At least that way I could relieve myself of all my feelings and then leave for college.
>Towards the end of junior year, her and I get placed in a group project. The entire group chats on Facebook. I'm always checking the group message to see if she sent anything
>The girl starts sending funny pictures, ironic memes, and shitposting hardcore.
>O fuck that's my humor
>Only more drawn to her, I am now confident enough to start sending her pictures directly through Facebook.
>We exchange picture until the last week of school. Always making each other laugh on Facebook with the random shit we found on the internet. At this point I barely say anything to her in person. Still too scared.
>Last week of school, one of her close friends spills that K found me cute. My heart pumped and I could barely believe it. How could this perfect girl find me cute?
>I drive home, a mixed feeling of nervous and excited as I process this news.
>I message K on facebook. Something super beta, I can hardly remember. "Hey, I think you're super cute. But I like you more than that". Or something along those lines
>"That's convenient because I like you more than that too, anon"
>bestdayofmylife.jpeg
>That summer K and I started dating. Got tea with her, talked about stupid shit at school, watched bad cheesy movies.
>We bond that summer, I spend so much time with her that we genuinely become best friends.
Cont. Don't worry, it gets sad.

>>670022065
>you're currently 16
doesn't that just fuck every person in this thread

>>670011387

>>670020752
Me here, couldn't fit loads of shit and too lazy for two greentext posts just for this "story". I'm a swefag. She's turkish, but has lived here her whole life. Paler than the girl in the picture. I thought she'd have brown eyes, but nope. Picture gives you an idea. Like that, but more piercing. Also, this all took place of a few weeks/a month or two, I only go there twice a week. "This friday" was obviously this friday though.

I was depressed for a fairly long time. Snapped out of the worst of it this christmas when I figured out that if my little cousin can like me so much for caring for her, I must have something decent left. Ironically, I've grown too tired of depression to bother with it. It has mostly faded into not giving a fuck, but not in a bad way. Just kind of a "it's all fucked anyway, whatever, this probably won't work but why not"-kind of way. It's great for personal development, actually.

Between running and listening to music that helps relax my brain a bit (fast tempo), I manage. Can really only go up from here, right? Might as well try.

Currently looping this.
>tfw no 2D asian girlfriend
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ki9NWEXJLOA

>>670006532
This.

I was in a mentally abusive relationship almost three years ago now with a girl that made me want to do backflips when we met.

Now I'm in a relationship for the last year with a girl that just naturally seemed to mesh with me and I want and can realistically see being with for the rest of my life.

>>670023737
yo by the way do you have Steam or something where i can add you? you seem like a chill guy

>>670023926
Same mate, I was 15 years old, the whole "you're sweet but..."

Stuck to just getting with girls in clubs then fucking off, then I meet this fucking stunner and of course I can't ask her because of PTSAutism so I lay off, best thing to do is just get your friend to ask her like you don't know about it, make sure he's in this class by the way, it would be a bit weird if he wasn't and he talks about you two like he's there.

>>670021451
16 you're worlds apart don't put too much into it

>Got a promotion at work yesterday
>All day, everyone is telling me how great I am
>Was happy about it for awhile. Celebrated with girlfriend last night
>GF had to go into work this morning.
>Was alone for many many hours today.
>Happiness and excitement about promotion turned into loneliness and emptiness
>GF comes home from work. I am momentarily excited to see her. We chat for a few minutes but then she goes to the bedroom to watch a stream with some of her internet friends.
>She is only a few feet away from me now.
>I know I can tell her I'm sad and she'll drop whatever she is doing with her friends and talk to me about it.

But I don't know what I'll say. Today should be a good day. But I don't feel good.

I don't know what is wrong with me.

>>670024191
Yeah sure what's your name?

>>670024481
http://steamcommunity.com/id/c3p0hh

>>670023515
i feel you bro..

>>670021023
Okay then, you want more.. Fuck. Well then, Wednesday, the 6th of January 2016. I remember this as it was the last day of my first week back in College. I was going to see Hannah the next day when school finished. Back to greentext.
>Get home on the bus, dropped off by a local primary school
>Run home so I can talk to Hannah and make sure she's up for meeting the next day.
>Get home, open up laptop
>Message on fb..
>The way I took it, "Get out of my life."
That isn't what she actually said, but it's how it felt.
>I ran to her house, knocked on her door
>Her mum answered the door, I ask for Hannah
>She comes downstairs.. sees me
>No feeling on her face
>Just asks what I want
>"I saw what you said on fb.. I just wanted to come and ask.. y'know.. if we're not.."
>She interrupts "Yeah, just friends. Okay?"
>Absolutely no emotion in her voice
Cutting this bit short, I squat down by the road to let it sink in, fucking raging, I stand up and shout, probably woke the entire estate, crossed the road and punched up a tree and ran out of the estate, straight across a main road, twice, and got home. I had minimal contact with her for a while.
If I'm honest with you /b/, I cried for a whole fucking week, constant breakdowns, put holes in my wall, shouted and drank. I was a state and I hated myself. I still hate myself, and I still love her. Even after I found that she lied to me, I'll describe it in greentext..
>Be me
>Trying to get over her, only official for a week but had been seeing eachother for almost a month
>Find out that she lied to me
>She never loved me..
>Cared for me..
>Wanted me..
>FallOfRome.jpg
>She lead me on
>Used me
>Deceived me
And now, I've reverted to how I was before.. Angry, bitter, emotionless (Not trying to come off edgy, that's kinda how I was raised. I was taught that showing emotion or reaction was a sign of weakness.)
>Still wish there was a chance
>Still want to be with her
>Just to hold her once more, then get out of her life

Morricone

>>670024080
Part 3

>Her parents love me. Her mom is super happy that her daughter is dating someone smart and respectful and her dad is extremely supportive.
>I couldn't be happier. We spend every single day together. We talk about how fun it's going to be to hold hands through the halls senior year and be a couple. She's happy and I'm happy too.
>We hardly ever fight. If we do, we make up within minutes and go back to being happy together. Everything is super ideal.
>My confidence is soaring, I feel changed from the fat loser I was a few years ago.
>Fast forward to senior year, the first day of school I get a message from a buddy of mine.
>"Hey, I'm telling everyone but T was found dead. He killed himself earlier this morning. Sorry that I have to tell you this."
>T was a mutual friend of ours. K and I spent the day in bed, holding each other and crying
>In that emotional moment, we both end up saying "I love you" for the first time.
>Was pretty bummed, the one thing that kept me from depression was this girl. She was everything to me and I was so lucky.
>The first half of senior year passes normally. K and I just grow more deeply in love. It was the type of love that was from the movies. I was always happy around her.
>We eventually hit road blocks in our relationship, she wanted to experience high school to the fullest, drink, party, whatever.
>I didn't want to. I hated drinking. Alcoholic parents ruined the idea of alcohol for me.
>She caused some spats between us. I would always opt not to go to parties. She felt like I was taking some experience away from her.
>Whatever, we pass through it. We still love each other anyways.
>Towards the end of senior year, K gets the news that her father has terminal lung cancer.
>Enter one of the most stressful times in my life.

>>670023613
Meloncholia

>>670024863
Yeah, sorry this one's a bit shorter and crapper than the other bits, wanted to just get through this bit.. I hate talking about it. But, that's kinda it. Anything else you want to know, just ask. It could help to deepen the story or whatever.

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>>670022065
I told her I really liked her she said she liked me I would ask her if it wasn't for this distance shit but I am getting my permit in about the next month so good for me
Pic Related

>>670003295
Death is the same state you were in prior to being conceived

>>670006808
PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME THIS IS NOT TRUE

>>670025006
Part 4

>I spend all my times with K.
>I neglect my school work, my friends, my parents; all to help K get through her father's illness.
>We fight more than usual, she is extremely emotional. I start to get depressed.
>I start to doubt my feelings, I wonder if I really like this girl anymore. Looking back I realize how much I loved her and how stupid I was for doubting it.
>Summer comes again and we spend all of our time together like usual. Every day is her crying and me holding her and reassuring her.
>Her mom tells me her dad is going to pass away in a few weeks. We don't tell K but comfort her regardless.
>Finally comes freshman year of college. K and I have been dating for nearly two years at this point. We are excited.
>She wants an opportunity to distract herself and I'm excited to start the newest chapter of my life.
>I start to get worried. I know K wants to go out and party in college. Especially because of her dad being ill, she needed some escape even more.
>I try and convince her that she doesn't need that. I'll always be by her side and she doesn't need to medicate with alcohol (This was the only viewpoint I had on alcohol. My parents self medicated through depression with the stuff. I hated it.)
>Still, I love K more than anything. She loves me too. Things are still better than they could be.
>Fast forward to fall break, I go on a roadtrip with a friend of mine. Im texting K the entire trip to check on her, knowing how depressed she was about her father's cancer.
>I dont hear from her nearly the entire weekend. I cant enjoy myself because she's all I can think about. I couldn't wait to get home.

>>670025189
Well, man. I may not be even close to the best to ask but, just come back with an update when she replies. You've pretty much reached the point of no return. Confidence. That's what you need now. If she asks you how much, you go all out. Who knows, if she truly likes you back then keep talking to her, ask her questions, like what I did ask her if there's something she'd want to do, somewhere to so or whatever. I understand that distance may be a problem but try to work around it. Just remember to be careful though, some girls will say that they like you, when they're just playing you. I don't know you, I know nothing about you, her or either of your lives, but I hope that everything goes well for you two. Just, please, be careful, but make it clear how you feel.

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Dumping some Funeral Suits songs:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWfR00O_TZ8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZoOkmEr0V0

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>>670008973
well, this doesnt affect me at all
poor weaboo

>>670025952
Part 5

>I finally get back to school and go to her dorm. She's incredibly happy to see me, and I'm relieved that she's okay.
>I ask what had happened, and why she wouldn't text me. I start to yell and get mad at her for not responding.
>After back and forth fighting, she admits that she was drunk for essentially the entire weekend, partying with a group of friends she had met in college.
>I have a panic attack. Alcohol had ruined my relationship with my parents and I was dreading the thought of it ruining the only positive thing I had in my life
>I don't know whether it was messed up brain chemistry because of the panic attack, or just my nerves but I broke up with her on the spot.
>The break up lasts a few hours. We basically just yelled at each other through crying eyes.
>I walk out of the door and leave. That was the last time I spoke to her.
>Over the next few weeks I try to contact her. She blocks me on all social media, blocks my number, and removes me from her life.
>A few days later her father dies.
>I frantically try to contact her. I had promised her hundreds of times that I would be right by her side getting her through his death.
>I wasn't.
>She doesn't respond. Neither does her mother.
>I'm a nervous wreck at this point. I regret the break up completely and she won't even contact me.
>Fast forward six months later to now. Been struggling with severe anxiety and depression.
>I wasn't able to be with the girl I loved because I had made a stupid, unthinking mistake.
>The guilt eats me from the inside, I start to hate myself, I put on 60 lbs.
>I don't go outside anymore except for class. I don't talk to my old friends. I just want to talk to her.
>My parents were worried about me and decided I should live at home instead of the dorms. I agree.
>Every time I see her on campus my heart aches, I want so badly to talk to her but I know she doesn't want to talk to me.

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>>670006808
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telegony_(pregnancy)

>>670009482
thats probably the best thing, what the fuck was he expecting? follow a samurai like legacy? wake the fuck up

>>670026262
Thanks man, it's just I'm like everyone here wondering on how could this beautiful girl be in love with a guy from /b/. Saying this as you hear people tell there stories and you see them say and be astonished that the girl of there dreams somehow likes them back. And that's me right now I'm just more flustered on why she likes me. I appreciate the advice and I'll try my best to not fuck up. You have a kik or some way I can hit you up? Ik underaged B& might make you weary to give this info away and I would understand that. Also btw she said she does really like me too

>>670026757
>gif
>picture doesn't move

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I'm so fucking sad and I hate my life.

I tried going vegan, giving a shit about the environment and all around trying to be a good person this year. I think mostly because I'm so fucking alone I tried to find meaning where there wasn't any.

The truth is the world is entirely fucked and we don't live in some utopia.

I think about killing myself daily and I'm only 20. No job, no friends, no money. Nothing. Sit in the house all day everyday because I have no other choice. This tiny town that I live in has no job prospects.

>>670024473
This sounds a lot like what happens to me sometimes. Ill be all happy about something and have no reason to be upset but randomly, Ill just be overwhelmed by sadness or loneliness and for ta few hours I'm stuck in a mini depression. Then some time later I'm fine and it feels like that never happened

>>670010732
you are not alone, anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrbL1s9qwBs

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>>670026382
thanks to introducing me to this nice band m8

>>670011656
well... this happened to me, the difference is that i toke the chance... actually... they look very similar

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>>670026909
Part 6

>K doesn't want to talk to me. She resents me for abandoning her when she needed me most.
>I know she's punishing me. It feels worse because I deserve it.
>I can't talk to her when I see her, and it feels like it did all those years ago in high school before we spoke.
>My mom picks me up from campus every day. I'm not close to her and I can't seek her help. I basically stay in my room, do homework, and play videogames.
>K finds a new boyfriend. He's rich, handsome, athletic, and charismatic.
>Now fat, low confidence, and self-conscious, I barely talk to anyone anymore.
>My thoughts are completely consumed by K. About how much I still love her and how she's resorted to hating me.
>I open my drawer and look at a bottle of anti-anxiety pills. I know it would take me out of I swallow all of them.
>Consider it every day, always opening the drawer and staring at the bottle, knowing I could put myself down at any time.
>The drawer is extremely messy. As I reach for the pills one day I noticed a stack of envelopes from my 18th birthday.
>I put down the pills and read the first card.
>It was written in great hand writing, the front of the card hand-made and elegant. It was from K.
>I open the card and read, tears flowing like crazy from my eyes.
>I throw the pills away, knowing that I am too much of a pussy to kill myself.
>I look at the card every day and read it.
>I lost the person I considered my soulmate.
>I'm 60lbs fatter than I used to be
>I've alienated myself from my friends and family.
>My depression won't end...and it's because I keep reading this.

>>670027295
I don't really have any social media things, i'm a bit old fashioned. Sorry, but, like I said, just make or jump into a feels thread and search for "That Hannah Guy" or some bollocks.
But, I know how you're feeling. Hannah is still the most beautiful girl I know and I still can only flaw her on the lying thing. Well, look. Try not to think too much right now on why she likes you, maybe ask if you really want to know. Also, fucking good for you, I would drink to your success but I've already drunk everything in the house sooo.. Yeah. From here though, it's just confidence. Say what's on your mind, remind her how you feel, ask if she wants to be more than friends, stuff like that. I can't really say a lot as I'm not overly experienced but just try to play it cool, let her know but don't go all out softy. Good luck though bro.

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Anyone in this thread got the Suicide note that starts off 'My life is like a black and white film'

Written by some japanese bloke

Kinda need it

>>670023515
what the fuck is suppoused to be happening there?

>>670028622
She said I was the best boyfriend ever, I screenshotted it and showed her.

Then she said all that, crossed out names, face etc.

>>670006808
This is false, the theory of telegony colapsed in the 1890s.
The conclusion found that is highly likely that the Orthodox church arrived at an idea to employ telegony to make the parish not to break one of the Ten Commandments that prohibits adultery.

>>670028167
We're here for you /b/ro

>>670028553
Life seems to be a black and white silent movie about nothing, flickering silently on film superimposed onto the retinas of my eyes.

>>670028888
so?

>>670029131
What do you mean so?

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>>670029095
The film is ending.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUgktUe6q2s
listen to the lyrics

>>670029218
A suicide note of a Japanese woman if I recall.

Yall alright?

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>>670028553
Life seems to be a black and white silent movie about nothing, flickering silently on film superimposed onto the retinas of my eyes.

The movie is almost over.

>>670027365
The gif is frozen in a moment of inescapable sadness

https://youtu.be/VZDvM1bF9iw

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>>670029381
>>670029095
Thanks anons

I needed a feel tonight

Here, have a rare pepe for your troubles

>>670029131
all i see is a none sense conversation, what des it got to do with feels?

>>670029902
Thanks for this beautiful pepe

>>670030757
Holy shit long ass thread I'll save and read later

>>670030757
i cry everytime

I met a girl out the blue that seemed to be the only person I've ever met that I could see myself actually being myself with and having a good time. Everything was perfect we were constantly texting and she was okay with me staying at hers for our first time hanging out in rl..

>>had a great time with cuddling and kissing
>>I went to far, I would have loved to just be friendzoned right now but I want to far to soon and she sent me home.. After driving about 500 miles(no pun intended)
>>she texted me she was okay with it and just needed some time.. We could meet for some drinks sometime
>>out of pure rage that the first time a girl actually invites me over it's the first time we meet and my nervoussness along with my anxiety take over and render me powerless over the stupidity that overcomes me.
>>I do ketamine daily to numb the pain and cuz i can't stop texting her over and over again with self criticism and self degrading hopeless emo shit
>>even blaming her at some point just to get a response

Now she think's I'm a freak, blocked me and never wants to see me again..

I am a psychopath and totally got what I deserve..she must be scared shitless that I might wait at. Her house or some shit..

Tl;dr
>>always friendzoned for never really engaging women
>>meet "soul mate"... Pure calm bliss when we just layed there together.. But utter shame and anxiety/panick attack the next moment.. Constantly switching. Leaving me do stupid cringy shit during.

>>inb4 "lrn2 tl;dr faglord"

>>670029507
Holy shit, thanks anon! Pretty awesome group.

After finding a girl that actually enjoys talking to me, I feel happy.

I was actually happy! Truly joyful, and was always in a good mood because someone of the opposite gender actually liked me.

Then came the messages...
>Sorry Anon, I fell asleep and forgot to reply
After two days of no replies even though she saw my message

>Oh man, I never saw it
She did

>I've been so busy lately, sorry
The only thing she's been doing is tagging other guys in posts and talking to other people via comment section

It may sound fucking idiotic, but... why?
Why do girls not enjoy my presence?
I was happy, honestly happy...

>>670032779
Ignore it anon, most of us have been there, that's why we're in these threads, just let it pass over your head like it's nothing. It's her loss bud, either look for another partner or just stay alone for a while and spend some time on yourself, self improvement etc. Good luck buddy, have a nice night.

>>670032779
Holy. Fucking. Shit man. I know what you're talking about. They make out that they enjoy talking to you, being with you, say that you make them happy and shit, nah.
I don't fucking understand what goes through their minds.. They blatantly lie to you and believe that you'll just let it slide. Well, they're fucking right. I was happy, for the first time really in years, I was ACTUALLY happy with my girl. She said she was happy that I was hers. But, that was a massive fucking lie. Look, if a girl treats you like that man, get rid of her. She's either not interested in you or would only use you.

>>670033536
After being in a few relationships and vowing to not bother anymore (MGTOW kind of route etc). I still don't understand why women do that sort of shit, they're so fucking heartless man it's unreal it's like we are little tampons to soak up what they have to say and for us to care about them and then when they're done they throw us in the trash

>>670006532
total truth

>>670033881
I've already put in my story. And, yeah, you're right. To be honest, I think it's just the whole aspect of "Love" and "Commitment" is just lost in modern women and girls. Instead, they just try to use as many guys as they want and just ditch them. They seem like totally different people afterwards.

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>>670034353
Where's your story man? link it?. Yea after my past few relationships ending up with them posting pictures of themselves partying on facebook with their tongue down dudes throats or on the table with their dress rolled up like whores, I couldn't be arsed anymore, i've become numb to women and i'm glad I have i'd hate to feel the crippling loneliness you guys feel, i think my brain just went into meltdown so now i'm just like an empty void.