>>669418920
So whats the problem? You were a fag on the inside, now you're one on the outside too.

>>669419008
Actually I used to be buff and masculine. I never had the girl feelings till stumbling upon trap threads.

>>669418920
Find a sugar daddy.

>>669419116
Well its too late now bro, you're deep in it, just like you wish my cock was inside you.

Send me some pics so we can do gay shit.
[email protected].

>>669419137
I'm not really into men after all. I sucked a few dicks and it was really gross. I also did anal and never came, all I got I were hickeys all over my neck and smeared makeup. When I was a jock I used to get with and girl I wanted and would cum first every time.

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>>669418920
pics pls

>>669418920
So let me ask your faggot ass this. If you no longer get erections how do you ejaculate? Or do you just not orgasm?

>>669418920
You're on a board full of dysphoric neckbeards who would kill to have your problems.

>>669419380
Then just stop hormones and stop being a fag. No offende intended.

If this is true you are both stupid and weak minded.

>>669418920

tits or gtfo

>>669418920
why did you delete your tumblr you are so cute and your music kicked ass

>>669418920
this
>>669419480

>>669418920
Post dick phaggot

>>669419461
I can't orgasm at all now, and before that it was totally dry, I haven't made cum since starting hormones.

>>669419480
really? I doubt anyone else here is dysphoric

>>669419484
Its too late, my balls are dead

>>669419523
trying to detransition

>>669419757
>really? I doubt anyone else here is dysphoric

not him but yeah its true. Soooo many people would kill to become a convincing trap and find a guy to care for them

>>669419757
>my balls are dead

No Man, it's not too late. Ask a doctor.

>>669419757
What a tragic tragic situation. This is exactly why being transgender is a fucking mental disorder. The best thing in life that your body does, and yours can't do it anymore.

>>669419757

When you saw these threads all those years back and read posts like "this shit is for degenerates with mental ilness" and alike you clearly ignored them.


Do you now agree?

Srs question

>>669419757
But I am

>>669419865
hmm... i don't know how to feel about this

>>669419904
I injected pure alcohol into them several times, they are dead

>>669419967
I never even said I was trans, I just kinda got roped into it from here.

>>669419990
Not really, if they like it good for them, but there needs to be a larger conversation about the risks of actually doing it and what becoming a girl does to a mans mid

>>669420011
how long hrt?

>>669418920
Show peen and balls.

>>669420194
>pure alcohol

What the hell Man. Is that a thing?

>>669420194
Roped into it? So like what you did it because it was a "fad"? Because it was a thing people on fucking /b/ liked?

>>669419904
If it's been long enough to no longer pass for male the balls are long since kill. Asking a doctor what to do would still be good though.

>>669420194
>>669420011
0 months. It's never happening because I wouldn't become passable.

>>669420333
Trips. You have to do it now. Besides, it'll let us know how bad it really is.

>>669420406
>It's never happening because I wouldn't become passable.
Hard work makes one pass. You should have seen me before transition, I looked like a buff jock.

>>669420391
I guess.

>>669420340
yep

Post some pic of yours

>>669420588

>>669420333
>>669420565

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>>669420194
See I'm the same OP but not at your level.
>straight but kinky
>discover 4chan
>become hooked on sfur with a little bit of trap
>become hooked on gfur and trap
>hooked on trap
>traps tell me about sexuality being a spectrum and anal orgasms etc
>shitty relationships with girls has clouded my view of women
>hooked on trap with a little gay
>see this gif
>hooked on it
>hooked on gay and trap
>today
>have big gay folder, big trap/cd folder and gfur folder
>all have sub folders like petplay, namefags etc
>dont have the willpower to hit the gym and tone up/lose weight
>too manly to trap, skinnyfat, big shoulders and hairy
>only thing stopping me from becoming another you with a porn tumblr and a used ass is my laziness and genes

kinda ironic everything I hate about my body is saving me from myself, kek

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>>669420599

OP, you think its too late to fix this mistake but it just cant be. If you tell yourself that you cant make up for the past, your life will be stuuck in this fucked up loop of complacency and regret.

>>669420588
It's the face that looks too boyish on me.

>>669420588
The you fucking deserve any misfortune that you encounter in life. You have no one to blame but yourself and you're a fucking idiot. An irresponsible jackass. Commiting suicide as a male is the only way to save your honor.

>>669420722
fuck me you are cute.

>>669420588
Man I don't Know what to say. I mean you are mlre girl than Man at this point, you could just go all the way. I just don't understand why you started hrt. I could understand stop lofting and dress as a girl but hormones are a gamechanger.

>>669418920
seems like a waste, you already transitioned and you look pretty hot, why not just keep whoring it up?

>>669420588
Or could let me hate fuck you. Either way.

at least you cant reproduce anymore, so thats a plus.

>>669420194

Fair enough. I do feel for you on some level. But honeslty what the fuck are your kind thinking. You basically fuck your body up as well as your mind with procedures that have not even been tested for what is essentialy a kink.

how do you get so caught up in this crap to really try it? Did you never think about the fact you will have to live with this your entire life? I mean most can even see that something as trivial as a tatoo is normaly regrettable at some point in life.

>>669420722
Cute. Would fuck boipussy.

Now show the goods.

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>>669420775
no

>>669420723
I guess if I could afford the vagina operation I would do it and integrate into society as a girl.

>>669420799

>>669420722
i mean naked and stuff

>>669420953
lewd!

>>669420950
damn man very nice. Even though you arent into guys you could find another trap or woman

>>669420950
SHOW DICK AND ASS, FAGGOT

>>669420950
Integrate into society as a girl anyway

>>669421122
oh come on
and dont forget timestamp

>>669420194
>injected pure alcohol
what the fuck? Why would you do that if you weren't planning to fully transition? You're basically fucked now, no choice but to.

>>669420950
No you idiot you HAVE to get the operation. Commit. Use fucking Obama care or something. There are ways. Be like Nike. Just do it. Otherwise as I stated before you need to kill yourself because you might as well be dead at this point.

>>669420950
Im not in the same boat as you but i empathize with the idea of being fucked in life without a clue of what i should do. I suspect that this is tearing you up mentally/emotionally but the sooner you find a solution, ANY solution, the sooner you can live your life.

>>669421208
I already have. I haven't been referred to as a boy in almost 18 months.

>>669421124
Maybe my issue with guys is my peen, if I could get the snip I could just get with normal guys and have the normal guy girl relationship. Only men that want to fuck me are grubby chasers that only like me for my penis.

>>669420950
Ive always wanted to be a cute trap, but I dont think i could pull it off. You are a qt tho

>>669421485
post body pic and let us decide

>>669421438
Those won't be the only guys, but it will be the majority of them.

You've made yourself into the one thing that all closeted fuckoffs want. You'll have to wear that one.

>>669420709

The issue is the cut off between fantacy and reality. On here what you see of traps is the pictures where they are most dolled up getting more positive attention than you could dream of.

In reality you become a freak that has to live a lie removing any chance of a "normal" life with the good parts being mosty restricted to the internet. Any posotive attention being no doubt short lived.

>>669420722
This one is a great drummer!

>>669421438
well I like you for your face
>le winky face

but yeah I know what you mean I'm looking for a nice guy but just get fat old men chasing me

OP please do the right thing For once and ask a doctor. You need advice or you WILL end up dead Like a lot of transgender. I've seen it happens, you go in this alone and sooner or later you will kill yourself.
You did a mess because you did this shit alone so don't be stupid two times in a row.

>>669418920
>Whole trap scene
Good to recognize it's nothing more than a scene

>>669421438
Bitch, either show us the peen or tell us you're not going to. I've got shit to do.

>>669421528
na too much work. plus im a couple years into lifting.

>>669421546
I am just sick of every time I get with a guy all he wants to talk about is my penis as if it was some forbidden fruit. I wanted to talk about fun stuff, music, games, something other than my private parts.

>>669418920
You won the Biggest asshole of the univers contest, well played

>>669421705
It's a new thing for most of them.. They'll want to know and understand. They're experimenting with you.

Again, you'll have to wear a little bit of it before you'll get through to the interesting stuff. People are stupid, they are doubly stupid when they're turned on.

Understand, this also gives you a degree of power over them, to guide and direct.

>>669421562
Yeah thats true. I do find myself pointing out the "qt trap lifestyle of vidya and sex 24/7 is just a fantasy" but thanks pal I just gotta keep reminding myself its just fantasy

>>669421705

You're surprised by this?
You're essentially a girl with a PENIS.
Any guy who has gone through the mental gymnastics to come to the conclusion he is "okay with that", is going to have made himself turn that into some kind of fetish, it's the only way.

I mean FFS, I'm a straight guy, I love pussy. It would take a fucking hell of a lot to make me deal with a hot girl with a cock. And you think any guy is going to just pretend it's normal?

Also, for the record - if you're going to date men , any man, you have to deal with male sexuality. Men are fetishists. We all have things we obsess over. Feet, cumming on the face, role play - whatever.

You need to face reality for what it is. Even if you didn't have a peen a guy would be obsessed with some other part of you or something you could do for him sexually that no other girl would.

>>669421930
>Understand, this also gives you a degree of power over them, to guide and direct.
every time I was with a guy he was rough with me, i was in no control

>>669421939
its reality if you want it but its not as fun as you think

>>669418920
Any way we can keep in touch with you outside this thread? You have a tumblr? Throwaway email or something?

>>669420722
lol, dat male pattern baldness,
how the hell did you think this would go?

>>669422089
>every time I was with a guy he was rough with me, i was in no control
You're trying to turn us on huh?

>>669421939

How old are you btw?

Same goes to OP

>>669422089
yeah totally I know that transitioning fucks you up big time mentally cause your body is going through all these changes and many trans people develop eating disorders and then theres the money. On top of that not everyone who transitions goes from ugly guy to pretty girl

and thats just the start

>>669418920
I thought you need to see a psychologist first or atleast few doctors to get hormones. They have to know if you are really a girl inside or it can be dangerous. So I think it's a good quality bait.

>>669422285
23. Lifes quite shit right now so that is probably fuelling a lot of it

>>669418920
>my peen and balls shriveled up

Don't you mean they became more feminine.

OP you made the right decision transitioning.

Everything you've said so far points to the fact that you do not have the mind of a man.

You are illogical, self absorbed, you make bad choices and then blame others, you judge others on their fetishes and obsession with physical attributes ignoring that you've spent your whole life doing it 100% more.

You have the illogic and narcissism of a woman.

You were never meant to be a man, you lack reason, responsibility for your actions and sense.

>>669420950
Any more pictures?

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>>669418920
Always better to be the fucker and not the fuckee. I don't get why they do that shit to themselves, but I don't care. They fuck just the same.

>>669422089
Well that sucks :\

You have to wield power. It doesn't just affect other people on its own. You can give and take until they'll do what you want, or at least not do what you don't want.

You're on a pedestal for most of these guys. They'll do what you want just to stay close. You can use that a little bit. You're certainly not powerless in this.

Also, this is a standard human problem. You're not getting what you want out of relationships. I bet you're finding your guys in the same places over and over. If you aren't getting what you want, look elsewhere.

People are fucks.. You're going to attract more than most. Again, you can decide what you deal with.

Pic and timestamp or your full of shit

>>669420588
>yep


I don't get.
What is ethanol supposed to do?

>>669420709
Yikes, you described me.

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>>669423412
wanna be my bf?

>>669422506

I expected you to be younger tbh, just because i would say with age you tend to look back at stuff like this with a more balanced mindest. (Only 26 myself btw)


If you are unhappy im sorry to hear it. You should try force change on yourself. Try get a better job and find good ways to spend the money. Ive always been a lazy shit and one thing that helped me was getting fitter. not saying go full on health freak but i started eating well and ensuring i stay hydrated with a bit of exercise.

Helped my motivation levels massivly and i look/feel better physically.

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>>669423693
op here
I am 26 and started transition at 24, any man can do it until 28 if he is driven enough to succeed as a woman.

>>669423693
thanks man I'm trying to break routine and find better work but its a challenge.Hopefully I'll be able to break routine with the weather getting better. Try and clear my mind

>>669420194
No need for a larger conversation. You're just retarded.

>>669424017

Well if its a toss up between getting a grip and becoming a tranny i sure hope you choose the former.

Everyone seems to want to be different or "special" in some way now. I have an average job, a missus some mates and a few hobbies, could not be happier.

>>669424671
yeah Nah I wanna be a tranny with dinner plate nipples.

Seriously though idk its easy to get sucked into this shit but hard to get out

>>669418920

OP seriously. You saw some mentally ill people online (or let them be people with a certain kink or whatever if they're not full tumblr SJW shit) and decided: "Oh cool, I want to do that TOO!"

Really? You took hormones that changed your body long term, you basically became sterile from that, injected alcohol into your testicles? For what fucking reason? Even if you are crossdressing/trapping/whatever, why would you make yourself sterile? It doesn't make any change to your appearance.

I can't find words to express how stupid you are and how bad you fucked up. You basically fucked up your whole body chemistry, became sterile in the process and look like a 4/10 girl now, but only get fags and people with a kink to fuck you.

Let's sum up: Health wise you are fucked. Financially: fucked. Job wise: fucked. Socially: fucked. Family: fucked. Sexually: Unfucked. Wow, congatu-fucking-lations.

You wanted to be a cock whore, now be that and post nudes.

>>669422596
fucking kek

>>669421705

What did you expect?
You rolled your entire life around the fetish of being a female.

>>669424828
>It doesn't make any change to your appearance.
Killing the balls makes a man get super feminized because no more nasty Testosterone production. Couple that with huge amounts of estrogen and you get a passing trans girl.

>>669425132

Have you lost all your sense for reality? Look at OP. That's not worth killing your ability to have children, a family and a normal social life for. Seriously.

I mean, sure, I support that OP can't procreate anymore. Also overpopulation and shit, let people sort themselves out, go ahead.

But it's fucking stupid anyways.