You ever wish you could just stay asleep?

>>610975519
This

That would be the dream

>>610975519

even when im not depressed. sleep is just fucking bliss. i love it.

THIS ONE MAKES ME SO SAD I LOVE MY DOG

>>610975519
I get trapped in my dreams sometimes, much more lately than ever, it's my own wonderland.

>>610975882
FUCK

Reroll

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this one made me tear up

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>>610975882
That's the last thing making me from walking out of this life is my doge. Fuckin love the bastard not leaving till he does, gotta make sure hes safe.

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im not much of a romantic. prefer friendship feels. respoting this from a few months ago.

>january of this year
>get REALLY fucking sick
>in the hospital
>lost 20 pounds
>lost a lot of money
>finally go home
>no money left for food
>no food left for eating
>get a text from friend
>just got back from chicago
>"Hey you got room in your freeer?"
>"is there a story behind this"
>"no time to explain, be right over"
>they bring me 4 pizzas they overnighted from chicago
>didnt even know i was poor

I always wonder when will be tge day that I stop imagining a perfect life with her every night when I'm trying to sleep, and finally finding some real happiness, or at least moving on.

I dont think it's ever gonna happen.

I'm freaking the fuck out right now,/b/ros. I need to do something I'd really like not to. There's no one I can talk to right now,and I'm feeling the most lonely being in the universe,and being this dramatic when there are people in a worse situation isn't helping. Any advice for a anon suffering from anxiety?

>>610978715
Take shrooms man

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>>610974665
Just got stood up yesterday. Then when I thought I couldn't feel shitter mire bulks hit happened.

>>610978715
Yea, lately ive been so anxious I can hardly cash my fucking checks or make a god damn phone call. Needless to say, its been tough.

>>610978876
I don't know anyone that can fix me some shrooms,and frankly,shrooms scare the fuck out of me.

>>610975519
always

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>>610978715
Weed used to be the only source of escape I had to my fucking joke of a life. Then one day I got a fucking panic attack and ever since whenever I smoke I feel like I'm gonna die. Funny how something I used to use to help my anxiety now trigger the fuck out of it.

>>610979115
I've been trying some breathing exercises,but they aren't really helping. Maybe you can look some up and try them?

>>610978715
go for a run or do some exercise. not it isn't a cure but it sure helps immensely. else get a dog if you can.

go to asia if you can afford a plane ticket and bang hot bitchez/ get married

>>610975519
Bout every damn time I wake up

>>610979115
just go out and hate everyone for no reason. that doesnt mean be rude to people. but just think fuck them im here to do something i need to do. no one gives a shit what's going on in your life so dont give a shit about them

>>610979380
I know, in reality its the apathy that will kill me.

>>610977605
i can only hope they dont stop calling when the money gets funny

>>610979466
Oh,exercise would help. I'll probably go for a walk soon. Also,I checked your dubs.

>>610980101

wat

>>610977201
in my case is my bunny.
next month I go on vacations for 2 weeks and I don`t have anyone to take care of her.
the fuck do I do?

>>610980036
Reading this makes just reminds me of breaking up with my ex and how much of a jerk I was too her. I regret it so bad, I think about her all the time, she's with someone else now

>>610980582

... hire someone to take care of her. if you got no friends just put an ad on craigslist. they dont require too much attention

>>610978715
>>610979115
>>610979368
>pack your shit and run
>the feeling of freedom get me going
>i run alot, and go to the gym,but one day im going to run real far, and try to find adventure

>>610980939
I don`t want to leave her with a stranger.

>>610981258
>implying there are strangers on craigslist

>>610979368
Man I know the feel.
It fucking sucks, cause I loved getting high so much. Now I still do smoke every now and then, but I need to make sure I'm alone and in a very specific gaming/smoking setting with nothing else interfering with my little comfort, or else I just go full paranoid and my heart is racing like crazy.

>>610981258

better then leaving her with just a bowl and hoping she doesnt over eat in thefirst day.

>>610980101
No money no funny bunny honey

>>610981538
Shit sucks man but hoping to recover one day. I mean is it really that much to ask for when everything else around you is just chaos and bullshit? I guess so.

I have completely lost control. Or at least, my depression has taken full control, and I'm like...too complacent to do anything about it. I feel like I've hit a philosophical brick-wall and nothing's gonna make sense to me anymore.

As of yesterday, I had 1.53$ in my account, and 60-ish bucks left on my credit card, I should've bought food to last the rest of the month, but I went ''fuck-it'' style, and bought beer and cigarettes. So now I'm drunk and smoking cigarettes, and miserable, and spending most of my days either in the shower or waiting for hot water to build up so I can get in the shower.

I'm an idiot, it's going to kill me or get me on the streets before it kills me, and I fucking love it.

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>>610982089

>love unconditional
>fuck you for not taking the condition

I'm done
everyone that's ever said they won't leave me has
fuck everyone

>>610979368
I feel ya man, jesus I'm goin through that with mary right now, even when I have no worries or problems in my life getting high now just makes me feel like more of a failure than I actually am.

>>610982832

you think you'd have learned by now. but since you havent, learn now. everyone leaves. its not their fault, life does that, its how it works.

get over it, the rest of us are functioning.

>>610980596
Maybe just call her up and say sorry? Doesn't have to be some plea for her to come back just a simple apology can make it better.

>>610978345

Fuck. Didn't need to remember june 2011.

Girlfriend of two years left me for a guy she met on the internet in another state...I feel like such a failure because of it. Shit was going so well, and I stopped being there for her. I regret it so much

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>>610980582
Ask your local vet's office they board bunnies. If there isn't one close, pet shops will also typically board.

>>610983436
You're right, I kinda did that the other day on the phone cause we've been bumping into to each other more often lately. I think just a more thorough explanation, thanks anon.

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>>610975882
>tfw actually started crying

>>610985250
No problem man, just take it easy.

>>610984022
Last week of October for me in 2011.
since then till this very moment I cry myself to sleep most nights...I fucking miss her, I miss her warmth.

I wish I had the courage to end it

>>610974665
>>610975882
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>>610977605
>>610978345
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>>610982262
feels thread more like cringe thread. get over the girl that friendzoned you beta fags, srsly

>>610986613

why'd you quote my post? both the greentext and the image were just about how great friends are. my story wasnt even sad or whiny, it was about how im glad my friends brought me pizza...

>>610986310

Never got to tell said girl how I feel. Doesn't weigh me down anymore. But every once in a while I get watery eyed when I remember how much it hurt.

>>610987023
I think we'll make it bro.
I just have trouble talking to women after her.

>>610986613
>implying feels can't also make us cringe
I never understand why people have to post something like this in every feels thread. The people sharing these feels know they are cringe, but they don't care. So why do you?

>>610987020
bc ur a fagt m9

>be me
>mid jerking off
>drop keyboard
>try to catch
>smack keyboard to floor mid climax
>cum onto cum towel
what a terrible experience

>>610987220
you sound like a 3/4 nigger 1/4 autist

>>610987215

The animal in us all won't let us quit will it?

>>610987220
>Inb4 butt hurt neck beard
Just a passerby who noticed another cringe comment.

>>610987466
dubs checked

How many diazepams does it take to kill your self?

>>610987496
Not in a million years,there's always going to be that one girl "that got away" when you're happily married with a 11/10 wife and have kids you'll still think about that one girl time from time.

>>610988165
How many do you have?

>>610988304
Two bottles I get them for anxiety and sleeping but I've been saving them cause I figured id need atleast 2 bottles

>>610988172

Haven't felt much other than negative stuff since.
Is this what they call being dead on the inside?

>>610988165

saying you want to kill yourself on /b/ is like saying you were raped on tumblr

>>610988692
after awhile I just get used to it. I think the tell tale sign is going a day or more without speaking

>>610980582
have a bunny myself just have someone come over once a day to make sure she has food and water .

>>610988736
Ah ya got me big guy

>>610978884
this. I have this exact issue, and I can't even get away from her because she is my best friends younger sister and an essential part of our friend group

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I'm 30 years old
Work a job I hate
I feel stuck

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>>610989243

for you

>>610988692
I don't know, but whatever it is, it's some of the worst pain I've endured.
my heart aches and cries for her.

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>>610989627
What happens if I take off the mask

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>>610989955

it would be extremely painful

>>610989627
>>610989955
Le bane meme

>>610988560
Crush up all the pills and blend them into a milk shake or something.

Don't worry bros it always gets better I promise there's always hope and things always work out and remember this life is just to prepare you for eternity our true home awaits us on her other side

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Cheers.

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>>610990147
>>610990165
You're one ugly movafuckah

>>610990350
Oh ok dude. Thanks. I never knew that. You have changed my life forever.

>>610988978
>>610989677

I remember this feeling as if something inside me dissolved and left me. Feel empty. But she'd be better off. Never got to know her well enough to merit the feelings anyway.

Nothing lasts forever, not even pain.

Right?...

>>610981242
It sounds like a great idea but in reality, that doesn't work.

>>610975882
that...that's fucking depressing

>>610990308
Oh shit that's gold... what about in a bottle of rum or something that'd be nice

>>610986613
It doesn't matter either way. If she friendzones you that sucks but let's say the opposite happens and you hit it off big. Things are great you get married, have kids, get advanced in your careers then 10 years down the road shes a shrill fat harpy with tits and a stomach wrecked by childbirth and you are chained to a job you now hate because you have to maintain a standard of living everyone is used too or the bitching gets worse. At this point you have three option leave her and lose everything you own or ever will own for the next 15 years, live with the soul crushing nagging from your gross hag of a wife and the constant whining of your blood sucking offspring, or swallow a gun barrel.

Life is a shit sandwich and it all ends the same way.. In the ground.

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"Depressed" people are pussies.
Specially if they talk about it as if it were a disease.

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>>610991107
You're a fucking idiot.

>>610990695
Tfw indescribable uncomfort in stomach. Always feel like about to throw up too. Chest actually hurts for reason. Limbs feel 5x heavier. Impossible to keep head up. Can't even frown, just no expression. Can't even masturbate. What the fuck am I feeling?

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>>610990695
okay get this shit straight, never let a women cause you this much pain. why would you miss someone that doesn't miss you? I realize that this person could be your "true love" but if it didn't work out, fuck it. It wasn't meant to be and you gotta fly solo, once you get used to being utterly alone it gets a little better man

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>>610991107

>>610982642
Wish you could come over and we could do something since I know what it's like to be that depressed.

Maybe have some oatmeal and watch a movie. I really enjoy "Stealth" and "Murder in Radioland." Hang in there.

>>610991858
For some people this is much easier said than done. I can only partially move on. During the day I'm my normal self. The night is a cunt. Just being there alone with my thoughts. Can't forget.

I got into a car crash yesterday. All my friends and family tell me I'm lucky to be alive. I wish I never walked away from it. I wish I died there. But no it turns out my suffering hasent ended yet.

>>610993028
I know exactly what you're talking about. I held it together long enough to find a place for myself and got super-lucky when I found my boyfriend. You can get lucky, too, anon.

>>610993028
Just prolong the suffering in hopes that something eventually changes. That's what I do. I'm miserable.

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>>610993028
Same thing happened to me a couple weeks ago... airbags malfunctioned and I got knocked out...nearly died...but wish I did... pic related - what's left of my car

>>610985249
damn

>>610975882
Hes hanging from a ceiling fan, unless he was like 50 lbs no fuckin way

>>610993526
I doubt it bud.

I met a girl like one month ago, she is the friend of a girl that I used to like. She used to watch me, to search me, and then, I saw her, I saw her as the most beautiful thing in the world; her hair, her little eyes and her shyness was all I need. Then I started talking with her, discovering how much I like her, then the last week she hugged me, she told me that she was depressed, that she was having disorders... and I hugged her really strong, she told me "i love your hair" and she played whit it...and I felt in love. But, the Friday I saw her playing with the hair of other guy, grabbing his hands, hugging him, and my whole world was destroyed.

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>>610986613
>that girl that friendzoned you
>not "that girl that you spent a significant chunk of your life with, who you intended to marry, who left you when you needed her most because you were "cold" and "distant". The only one who you ever bared your soul to, but who treated your humanity as weakness and used it against you in the end."

One day you'll have a big boy relationship, then you'll understand.

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>>610993601
That's pretty fucked up.

Pic related was my ride

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obligatory

>>610994036
Shave his head = get the girl

>>610975519
/thread

>>610993554
That's what I did, how's it going for you?

>>610994013
I'm here for you all the same.

>>610982685
It's not conditional, he still loves her. Dipshit.

>>610994224
>big boy relationship

One day you will realize a woman can never love you as you love her.

>>610994368
What kind of car was that?

>>610994748
I appreciate that, pal. Same goes for you.

>>610975519
Every day.

>>610994882
1998 Holden VT Commodore. I'm an ausfag so imagine the dent is where I sat

>>610991858

>never let a women cause you this much pain. why would you miss someone that doesn't miss you

Never had a relationship with her for her to do that. Why would it be her fault?

But I get what you're saying.

Haven't talked to her in a year.

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>>610977201
you and me both, brother

Broke up with my girlfriend two weeks ago, lads.

She has historical anxiety issues, especially in regards to relationships. I think she can end up feeling anxious about having to operate as part of a unit and having to alter her behavior based on how it's making someone else feel.

Anyway, we went really hard for the first 8 months of our relationship, which surprised people re: anxiety, but in the last month these issues have started coming up again for her. We were spending less and less time together until we just had two date nights a week with little interaction in between. With that and a few exacerbating circumstances, I decided things just weren't how I wanted them to be. We still care about each other a lot and exchanged emphatic "I love yous" at the end of our breakup. I know this is for the best, but I miss her.

tl;dr - intense relationship for 8 months, gf's old anxiety issues start coming up, needs to spend a lot more time alone, i break it off with her even though we both still love each other

To be alive in a 1 in like 150 million chance. To be alive as a human being in a safe country to financially well off parents in a middle class life is 1 in billion I guess. With those astronomical odds of life what sucks is I wasted it.

>>610995156
Oh shit that was a close one eh? Worst part about all this is not having a car am I right?

>>610975519

>broke up with gf two weeks ago
>had dreams about her every night for the first week and a half

Even sleep was emotionally exhausting.

>>610995490
Hah yeah I wish I could say that. Ended up with a bruised kidney, bruised ribs and a broken arm

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>>610995273
Sounds like your a chump you schmuck

With this character's death, the thread of prophecy is severed.
Restore a saved game to restore the weave of fate,
or persist in the doomed world you have created.

ever feel like a new game character you want to stop playing

>>610974665
https://steamcommunity.com/tradeoffer/new/?partner=93766536&token=m7utVwEp

Any csgo skin, A knife would be absolutely insane!

>>610993736
Yeah this. Handyfag reporting.

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>>610994840
that only makes it hurt more

It'll happen to you one day. Ignoring every instinct and everything you know to be true because she's different. special. She proves you right in the end.
>at least about the former

So you date other women, keeping your heart shielded. You're that mysterious stoic guy who is never phased by anything. You end up in another long term relationship, keeping the status quo by keeping yourself locked away. And you think about her

>>610995831
all I got was a concussion from hitting the steering wheel/windshield. Sorry to hear that man. Hope you get better soon

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>>610989926
me right now

>>610996462
That sucks. Thanks for your words, Anon. Hope shit works out for you too.

>>610987496
The animal that lived inside me is dead.

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>>610996100
get out of here cancer

>>610989926
kek

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>>610991858
thats what i say to myself when drunk and angry, which is why most men end up drunk and angry.
>she's still there
>lurking in the soberness at your most vulnerable time.

We know she isn't special. isn't and wasn't worth it. that the pain is irrational and that all women are whores who see men as means to an end in some fashion. but then you remember how it felt. when you were still innocent.

>>610975519
all the time

>>610992290
Newfaggot detected

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Alright bros hope you all find peace and get some sleep. Goodnight

>>610995363
> With those astronomical odds of life what sucks is I wasted it.
Jonathan Miller once said something similar, since he went into the Arts and not the Sciences. It sucks know how far we've failed.

>>610975519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCrIt1koGao

>>610997384
you too man

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>>610997262
newfag detected

>>610995759
those are fucking annoying.
Its been 8 months for me, and every time i start thinking less about her i get a spree of dreams about her,.

>>610997806
>Says the faggot who saved a thumbnail.

>>610997020

About to leave us, anon?