it hits me rights in the balls when you faggots use the word feels

>>604484072
:( Whats bothering you anon

Pretty sad. Broke. Am at a make or break point in my life.

>>604484542
well, theres always ways to make more money. you can try an overnight job, or do trivial things like surveys online.

>>604484542
Make.

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>>604484340
My ex gf who I loved more than anything and gave everything too for 5 years, cheated on me last year and it's been a hard year moving on. And she texted me yesterday I'm no asshole so I texted back. Worst decision ever, feels came rushing in at Mach 10. No I'm confused

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I'm too depressed to get out of bed. All I do is drink and browse the internet to distract myself. It's only a matter of time before I off myself really.

Hold me. I just found out my best friend may have raped my other best friend/crush

>>604486080
Fuck, I know that feel. My ex guilt tripped me into being her friend and then we hung out the next day and it made me realize everything about her that I miss and love. She's yet to talk to me since. Also she's dating my (ex) best friend. I assume she used me as a crutch because they were going through problems at the time. Sorry for the longish post anon.

>>604484542
Don't worry there is hope and there always will be hope don't cru era tim

>>604486664
what have you been doing to distract yourself?

>>604486311
same it's been a few weeks since i got dumped by my gf of over a year. i've had a few gfs and I don't see the point of even trying anymore.

I just lay in bed all day, am currently NEET, browse 4chan and chill with my dog.

So...

>>>/s4s/

>>604487444
Oh shit got trips

>>604483913
I'm so lonely I have no idea where I'm going to end up or where to start

>>604486080
Don't text back. Block DAT shit

>>604488170
Same dude

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>>604486715
Well she wants to hang out this weekend and get a drink. I'm guessing that why she wants to hang out with me she is probably having trouble in her relationship and using me for the time being. Still haven't wrote back after she texted me she missed me last night

Not sad, but idk what /b/ would classify

>be me junior in highschool
>meet new friends in English class
>meet girl
>didnt really like her at the time
>shes cool but has a lot of guy friends
>a lot
>end of junior year still didn't like her
>summer comes and start falling for her
>senior year comes
>2nd week of school
>walk to class to talk to teacher
she has the class 4th period and I have it 5th
>she says "anon, are you in this class?"
>say no back but she doesnt hear my reply because I was with my friend

didnt know she had a boyfriend until I saw them hugging 1 month into school

>fuckme.jpg
>I didnt care that much to my surprise
>meet knew friend who was a friend of my friend
>durring lunch in November me and 4 friends randomly start talking shit on football players
>he points a guy out and says "see that guy with the number (not saying it) jersey" >say yes
>he says "he fucked (girl I liked name)"

long story short still in senior year 2 months before graduating
they broke up in October, 1 month after I saw them hugging, every senior knows that they fucked
should I continue? have more details

>>604488170
>>604488170
Buy some nice clothes. That always makes me feel better.

>>604488294
I feel like I depend too much on my partner, he's away with work at the minute and all I've done since he's been gone is watch fucking tv and sleep and fap. I just don't know what I want out of life, I don't know what I want to do for a career, I feel like I don't have enough time to live my life properly

sorry for being a whiny bitch

>>604488531
I might do, gonna get some new books too

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>>604488345
Don't do it anon. It will only cause more pain and we both know it. Are you happy right now?

>>604488415
No

>>604488415
cont. feels

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I bought some headphones and I'm afraid I wasted the last of money on something with bad audio quality

pic related

>>604488771
All I do is come back from school, I either fall asleep or go on the internet and waste time on stupid shit, I always feel alone on fridays because most of my friends have jobs and do fun shit.

>>604488771
Why do homosexuals say partner? It's catches me off guard every time.

>>604486311
The only thing I can say really is see s pshychiatrist and get antidepressants, work through the forst month and start trying to get things back together. Nothing to be ashamed of.

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>>604488897
Every thrift shop and goodwill has a gold bar if you look hard enough. Found a polo T-shirt for 99cents today.

>>604489178
Wait one sec

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Just leaving this here

>>604489430
you just gotta find what you love and everything else will fall into place such as having somewhere to be, something to do and people to hang out with, everything will be better than this soon

>>604489508 I'm not even gay

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I've lost all my friends. Here I am, /b/.

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>>604488987
The sad part is a pretend to be happy, smile laugh to my brother and sister, but deep inside I die every day just a bit. It all started going downhill when she got preg and got an abortion. Didn't really know what to think, at the time I didn't see her different but she moved on like it was nothing.

>>604488771
it seems like you're in a relationship while you haven't figuredyouself out, this may make things harder, figure out

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>>604483913

>>604489955
I'll have a look, there's always something interesting in those kinds of places, nice shirts btw

>>604489178
I don't like that highschool shit. Feel something more adult please

>>604483913
Got no job, no real friends and when i do go out and socialize it only makes me feel even more alone. Live at a shitty place with nothing around can't get a job. No future. Shits been going on for years and i truly wonder if it will ever get better.

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its been two in a half fucking years...

I'm still having dreams about my EX. not a daily basis. but like once or twice a week.

I don't stalk her, or have any contact with her.. we broke up pretty mutuality. Recently a friend of mine told me she had a new job somewhere close to my house and that he talked to her, and she asked about me.. I avoid the area all together to not even see her. I've already had relationships and fuck buddy's since our break up, took me 2 weeks to get a fuck buddy.. but we were together for a good amount of time, and did everything together.

I have slight hate for her because instead of telling me 6 months earlier she wanted to just end it,and that she had some fat un/fit/ dude lined up to be the next "big" thing, pun intended.

>for fucks sake, how do you go from a guy who drives an 1973 Opel GT with a Straight 8. to a fatneckbeard who drives a 1990's red mustang... Stock.... like the autism in her was real.

sometimes I wonder if she thinks of me.. but when people bring her up, I just pretty much ignore them.

Also I know if she fucking wanted to actually talk to me, she'd call/text my cell. I've had the same fucking number since highschool, and we knew each other since middle. and she had my number memorized, women don't forget that shit... I know better.

>>604490265
it doesn't really interfere with my relationship, as I grow our relationship grows too

>>604490370
Things will get better, /b/ro. Stay strong for me, okay?

>>604488771
Girl? Then CHEAT that's what you'll end up doing to him anyway.

>>604490370
it will definitely get better I promise. You just have to take every day as it comes. Maybe try to pick up some new hobbies? Open up new opportunities for yourself by trying new things.

>>604490820
who hurt you anon? ahaha.

>>604490572
This is true for all relationships but when you aren't contributing you are really letting yourself down while investing in someone who isn't you.You should first figure yourself out and then invest. No-one is more important than you

>>604490370
Hang in there /b/ro, shit will start getting better

>>604490685
Don't even think about it, anon.

>>604490370
Story of my life... IBS ruined my life.

who am I kidding, I never had a life because of IBS.. and people going around telling me to get over it.. and just ignore it. and that they have a friend who has IBS and he works.. and blah blah blah.

Like IBS is such a general term, and lots of people have it. mostly due to stress and bad eating, but I fucking stay stress free, FFS I don't even got a job, I can't be stress. and eat very healthy, yet I still have IBS attacks, and the doctors don't even know WTF to do any more. no medication works!

>>604491100
nice dubs & yeah I see what you're saying, thanks anon

>>604490509
Damn, nobody can offer a little advice wtf to do?

all I care about is to stop having dreams aboot the girl...

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>>604490685
throw that shit away, you're better than that

Depressed betafag NEET with no friends and so much time on my hands, I've always thought that joining the gym would help but too beta to follow through with it

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>>604490172
I always wondered how people could move on so easily regardless of everything you've both been through. Such is life. Got any hobbies?

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>>604491499
check em

>>604491589

For the rest of the earth’s organisms, existence is relatively uncomplicated. Their lives are about three things: survival, reproduction, death—and nothing else. But we know too much to content ourselves with surviving, reproducing, dying—and nothing else. We know we are alive and know we will die. We also know we will suffer during our lives before suffering—slowly or quickly—as we draw near to death. This is the knowledge we “enjoy” as the most intelligent organisms to gush from the womb of nature. And being so, we feel shortchanged if there is nothing else for us than to survive, reproduce, and die. We want there to be more to it than that, or to think there is. This is the tragedy: Consciousness has forced us into the paradoxical position of striving to be unself-conscious of what we are—hunks of spoiling flesh on disintegrating bones.

>>604491589
It seems like you never finished it. You have to believe you two are not good for each other, if you still have only a littlebit hope of getting back together you will have dreams about her. Asepcially if you had such close contact for so long.

I cant take this shit at all anymore. I seriously have visions of me killing myself all the damn time. I cant stop cutting my thighs. Its fucking hard. I've been sent to the mental hospital. Made it fucking worse. I dobt know what to do anymore.

>>604491967
This level of relativism never helped anyone. (Okay maybe me but not the average human.)

>>604491499
>>604491733
>>604492334
Are you really trying to spiderman a feels thread? Gtfo faggot.

I've got this feeling of pointlessness that's been festering inside of me. Lately, everyone has talked about how their career is or what their dream is, only to realize I have a really shitty dream.
I want to get a van and travel. Just do odd jobs for money and gas on the way. And, you know that's a horrible idea.
I don't want to do it alone though.
I need companions.

>>604492143
What is wrong?

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>>604492334
Someone's a bit insecure? Come, talk with us.

>>604492143
What's going on man? Let's talk.

>>604492529
This reminds me of how fucked this board got. So many people who don;'t have the patience to learn how the board works fucked it up so bad it's past the point of no return, sad really.

>>604492679
Go alone, you'll find others who are just like you.

>>604491967
Wut.. does that even have to do with what I posted?

>>604492039
Thing is, in my mind, we were good for each other. she decided she wanted to try to be "grown up" and try other things, so I let her go to not hold her back. It was a rough 8 months before we broke up, we never fought, just kinda ignored each other.

but she blamed me and the way I act.. but she didn't have these problems w/ me until the end? seems so odd. I was nothing but good to her... sure I showed some tough love at times because she did need to grow the fuck up, and get some friends and quit always breathing down my neck.. but I have my own hobbies and with her around I could never do them because she would be left out/confused or just straight up didn't wanna go.

anyway I still do miss her company, but I figured maybe when another long term girl comes around I'd be good. and i'd gain that company back.

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>>604491871
The shit part was I didn't know she was pregnant or the abortion, until a week later when it slipped out when she was drunk.

Not really just work. Which isn't that bad.

>>604483913

I just feel worthless. The girl I love gave me up for damn drugs. She even told me she's loved me. And she's told me that she would do anything for me. Then she fucking throws me in the trash. That's what's on my mind right now. But i have been diagnosed with bipolar anxiety depression ptsd. It fucking sucks knowing I'm a fucking psychopath.

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When she leaves you for her best friend who is a girl. Should've known she was lesbian

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>>604493153
Well what do you enjoy doing man? Find something. That's helped me. Don't get me wrong I still feel like shit everyday, but it's a bit less when I do things I enjoy. Did you want her to keep it?

>>604488415
yes

>>604493504
Women... Amirite? illogical creatures.

but you need to fucking fix yourself before you move on.

Dating 7 girls in 7 different states all online relationships all over 6 months old and all in love with me

Feel shitty but no idea how to tell them all this

>>604493504
Its motivation for you to kill yourself, if you have the balls to do it. I encourage you to do it.

fear of death and survival instincts is why humans hate death so much.

I'm can't stop pushing people away. I have a gf who loves me unconditionally but i know she can do much better (she's like 9/10). but i love her . but if it were anyone else i wouldn't even try to communicate. i'm pretty much a mess.

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>>604493820
>online relationships
>love
kek

>>604494006
>can't stop pushing people away. I have a gf who

sounds like a teen hermones raging gg

Do you guys want me to share a story with you?
It's sad and haunts me to this day

>>604494068
> never forget

>>604490318
Agreed like how is a girl you aren't even with or ever were.upsetting you you didnt even care enough to find.out she had a boyfriend. He is going to be real upset when hes out of highschool and every woman has had miles of dick

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>>604493504
She missed out on a beautiful soul. anon. You are not a psychopath, but a human. And I love you for who you are, and want nothing more than to see you thrive.

Turned 18 a month ago. You know they say that once you're an adult, the world is yours for the taking. But so far Ive got nothing. Kissless virgin, no job, still stuck in highschool for 3 months, mediocre grades. Got accepted to UC Fulleton, but parents can't help me pay for it. Own a car but it leaks oil and the transmission is failing. Only thing that provides solace is videogames and even those are getting boring. I honestly have no direction in life and no motivation or plans for my future. C'est la vie.

>>604494264
ehhh i've sorta been like this since my ex cheated on me with my bestfriend i guess i worded it wrong but whatever.

>>604494279
Speak to us, anon.

>>604494173
The day after my mother died I went over to my parents house to help my dad make funeral arrangements. As I walked in the front door my brain momentarily forgot and I blurted out "what'd mom make for lunch today?" I had to go home after that. I couldn't stay there.

>>604493634
Like I said work helps me, no I'm not a workaholic but I like working with computers. Yes i was ready to be dad. hurt more that I didn't get a say or even knew what happened

I got my first drum kit when I was around 7. "Little drummer boy" my dad would call me. He saw me tapping to the beat when he was playing an old jazz number when I was around five and knew I had musical ability. He would joke about making a band together, father a son. The new face of blues and when I was 10 we did just that. We were nothing big, hell it was blues. We played a few bars with other washed up artists but at least I was different. At school the kids would tease me calling me a faggot and beating me up, you know the drill. I started writing my own songs. We would play them, and one song was our fans' favourite. "Small town, small funds, small house." It was about everything in my world. From the time I wake up to the day I sleep. I never looked into my fathers lyrics but he'd always look at mine and give me a some sort of look of sadness whilst looking proud.

He died when I was 15. I'm 28 now. I play for different bands on call. Jazz, rock, I even helped record an underground hip-hop labels drum samples but it's not enough money, still need a job to pay rent and I've got one.

I was looking through my his old stuff after being reminded of his death at my workplace. He left all of his songs in his will but I've never looked at them or there titles. I read the lyrics and burst into tears. Some he never played with me and were just for his solo gigs.
"Little drummer boy"
Litttle drummer boy
How I adore
Little drummer boy
Don't cry no more

Mommy's gone
But daddy loves you
Indefinitely
Until the day the roses sent to your door

Little drummer boy
Fly your kite
Little drummer boy
Dream a site

Mommy's gone
But daddy loves you
Indefinitely
Until the day the roses sent to your door

I can't stop thinking about him

>>604490509
Same thing is happening to me. Almost exactly the same. I would suggest occupy your mind with other things before bed. It could help with the dreams. I still get the dreams every week or so. Guess I just have to hope they'll stop.

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>>604491871

Thanks for that gif man... Thank you so much.

Just remember anons, you could always have it worser.

>>604495011
That was beautiful anon.

>>604489375
My Sennheisers' jack snapped when a box fell on it. Gonna have to solder a new Radioshack one on. Feels badman.

>>604495011
"left for two"
Girl you ain't right
Girl you ain't right, no
Girl you ain't right
Cos you left for 2

Why you leave
Where you go
I don't even know

You have a son
You havin' fun
make me wanna grab my gun

Girl you ain't right
Girl you ain't right, no
Girl you ain't right
Cos you left for 2

This one is about my mother leaving when I was around 7 I think

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>>604494985
I hope you find someone that can make you happy and start a well adjusted family with anon. I wish you the best.

>>604495067
Yeah I do, normally I think about my motorcycle projects and shit.. but still sometimes that shit creeps up on me when I'm SUPER tired and go to bed...

There was a moment about 6 months ago, I had a motorcycle accident, and was in the hospital.. sitting there loaded up on pain pills, I cried and wished she was there.. dunno why I did that, most likely the drugs.

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That feel when this happens....

>>604495344
There's something about that gif and the gif I posted afterwards with the headlights that always make me feel some sort of way. I don't know how to describe it.

>>604483913
life story time. I'm 19 years old. Turning 20 in june.

tl;dr version
>heavily depressed since 13
>one or two good friends, noone else.
>family emotionally distant.
>lived online, never left my room but for school.
>little sister raped at 13, sexually groomed from 12-15, drugs involved.
> last straw, camels back
>2 relationships to date, 2, 3 month respectively.
>little to no romantic social skills.

depressed for years, came to uni last year. started being social, life got better.

rewind to 2014'15 new years
> go to new years at older sisters boyfriends place, real nice place
> meet sisters best friend, haven't seen her in years
> I've changed a lot compared to what I used to be, 2013 currently best year of my life.
> hit it off with her
> summerlove.jpeg
> going well, troubles fade when im with her
> this morning, find out she's got this new guy max
> haven't seen or spoken to her in 12 days.
> keep asking myself where I fucked up.

I love her /b/ros. I can wait forever to get better, for times to change, but. . . not with her. It hurts.

Bought cigs this morning, I've been ok for the past week (trying to quit), went and got baked afterwards. I'm a waste of space. Accomplishing nothing.

Fuck. I'm lost.

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>Raining
>At School
>10 minutes Break
>Iss flying down the sky
>The only one whos standing outside lookin' up
>mfw

>>604494471

Not very good with english, but know that i've been there, i'm with you anon.

>>604483913
Being pedo sucks.

>>604487386
>>604486311
>>604486080
boo hoo my gf dumped me, try being a kissless virgin who has never had a gf and 21

OP HERE, I LOVE ALL OF YOU

>>604496080
my girlfriend is sleeping in my bed behind me, its a great feeling.

>>604496253
As per usual, OP is an immense faggot. Kill youself.

wtf is this retarded shit??? did /b/ turn into tumblar?

>>604495547
"Friday fight"
It's all the same
It never change
You fight with me
every single day
You cry and cry
Say why oh why
you just wanna push me
Oh out of your sight

yeah yeah yeahx2

I lost my temper
I broke the picture
You walked outside
Said bye to Hamshire
You cry and cry
Say why oh why
you just wanna push me
Oh out of your sight

The rest is gone though

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saturday march 7
i like to sit in empty rooms in the wee hours of the weekend,
pretending that they’re mine
the sound of distant birds and passing time
cooling vents are gently breathing
i haven’t got the time

i wish i could eat books

what does the day smell like?

where would i be without mourning doves?

sunday march 8
i dreamt i was being licked on the face by a puppy
it gave me all its joy and love
but soon after i awoke and got over the amazement, i realized
puppies love everyone

monday march 9
why do we only run when we’re late?

i was sitting in a cafe, a people watchin’
when a man ran through the streets flustered
yelling “i’m late for life!”

saturday march 14
i sometimes laugh more at laughter than the joke

monday march 16
where does your soul live?

tuesday march 17
i’ll never be as cool as sean malto
i’d like to live in a world where garbage trucks are silent

>>604496342
Gtfo new fag

>>604496342
Welcome newfriend, trying to be an oldfag?

Feels thread's have existed since the beginning of /b/, though they have taken other names.. get real.

>>604495820
I feel for you anon, I know the feeling of putting so much into someone, and they have the ability to yank it all away from you. You didn't fuck up, this is on her. and her loss too. Why would she just get up and leave like that?

>>604496080
We all have our issues mate. Is there anything holding you back from getting out there? (Whether it be in your hands or not)

>be me
>love my gf deeply
>me = IT consultant and analyst
>me = makes decent wages enough to support the both of us + her 2 kids
>gf insists on working two shitty jobs
>had the jobs before we started dating heavy
>works all day and all fucking night
>insists on it as if we're poor
>doesn't make shit compared to me and I work out of my home office
>barely brings home a paycheck, spends it all on kids regardless of what I buy them
>gf complains incessantly about having to work shitty jobs
>I tell her she no longer has to work those jobs
>me = horny as shit bc gf works all day = no sex
>"No, anon, I can't expect you to do everything"
>me = willing to do everything
>be today
>be horny as fuck because nosex
>gf sexting me, promises sex tonight
>see that she's bought sexy lingerie from Victoria's Secret
>wait anxiously all for her to get off work
>she gets off work and takes an hour long fucking shower
>meanwhile bratty kids refuse to fucking go to sleep
The kids actually aren't that bad, it's just tonight for some insane reason they would NOT go to bed tonight
>she finally emerges from the bathroom in baggy "comfortable" pajamas
>WTF?
>complains she is tired and feeling sick
>goes to sleep, me still up with her kids

FUCKING ALL OF MY RAGE!!!!!!!!

>I’ve come to realize that I can’t get emotionally attached to people. I mean, I’m very sociable, talkative and get along with everybody, even though I’m also very introspective. I’m that kind of person that gets along with everybody.

>People usually like me a lot, they say I’m really nice or funny. The problem is, I can’t get emotionally attached in a deeper level, like in a relationship.

>I never fell in love or anything like that. I think I’m very needed and also have a need to please people. If I find a girl who gives me attention and is cute, I start to think a lot about her, but as soon as it comes, it also goes.

Does anyone know what's wrong with me?

>>604496652
Wrong reply sorry

>>604496652
Nothing, I'm not a music person, I just get out and go drive my car, or ride one of my motorcycles...

>>604483913
Is there anything worth left in Michigan? What's a good career that is actually worth doing here?
Also, just broke up with my gf of three years, it gets better, right guys?

>>604495924
>>604494471
Good to know I'm not alone.
And it's not like I can't get a girl. There are girls out there interested in me, not many, but they exist. Sadly I don't find any of them attractive physically or personality wise. Guess I have high standards. But honestly looks are a minor factor for me. I just want someone to spend time with. Someone I know values me not for what I have or what I look like, but for who I am. Someone I can trust to return all the feeling I have for them and never bettay me. But it's hard to find someone like that nowadays. Oh well, atleast I have a place to live. That's a plus.

>>604496652
I did have a girlfriend. When we broke up I didn't really listen to music. If anything the Smashing Pumpkins but I would mostly just lie on my bed and think about shit

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>>604495011
I'm so sorry anon.

>>604496854
It doesn't get better or worse. It doesn't get anywhere. Life just goes on.

>>604496766
I'm glad I can give you that nostalgic feel. Where did you take that pic?

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>>604494585
Ok hear it goes
> be me 14 of age
> in a long term prank war with grandpa
> stated it with stuff like tape on the kitchen hose sink
> escalated to him burning all my underwear
> do this stupid shit to eachother whenever we get the chance
> until one day I come up with the ultimate prank
> wait for a good time to do it
> spending a week at their house during summer
> he loves his Dr.pepper
>a whole lot
> there has been a cease for for a while now
> perfect chance
> he asks me to bring him a Dr.pepper
> with a shit eating grin I say "sure"
> go and get one and open it
> before giving it to him I got rid of ask the Dr.pepper
> then I poured high sodium soy sauce in
> recapped it and gave it to him
> he looks at me strangely
> he taps the lid to see if I shook it up
>I tell him
>"if you can chug this you'll win the prank war"
> he accepts the challenge
> opens it without thinking
> starts chugging soy sauce
> he drank the entire bottle
> holyshit.png
> I can't believe he did it
>I leave the room to go watch tv
> fall asleep
> wake up to ambulance sirens
> he had a heart attack
> the doctorssaid he intook a huge amount of sodium before he died
> haven't told a soul since
> never even found out if he knew it was soy sauce
Did I Fuck up /b/?

>>604496801
id say you're a sociopath.

>>604496640
i don't know, I'm pretty ugly tbh, probably a 3/10. The only girls that have ever showed any interest are complete mutants. I always imagined losing my v-card would be with someone i loved, or at least found remotely attractive.

>>604496985
don't be. Life goes on my friend. Just gotta ride it out

>>604496801

Same here.

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>>604496598
I don't know. I don't know. I have an assignment due tomorrow, which I'll probably pull an allnighter for. I'm just lying in bed thinking now.

Wishing.

I didn't want to tell her my problems, or that she wasn't a problem, that I loved her company, her presence. That she was my rock in the river.

I didn't want to put that on her. She also suffers from depression. Takes meds for it. I don't know.

>>604497235
Are you overweight or anything that you can fix or did you just get a bad hand in the genetics game?

Delete this thread /b/ dont have feelings

I want to kill myself. I work too much. I never care to see my family and they resent me for it. I want to blow my brains out

>>604497363
Good memories there man?

>>604497235
Land a chubby that has a cute face, and that you could work /out/ with and make her sexy.. she will always be that chubby girl in her mind, and you get a fucking girl that wont leave you and is pretty fucking decent. but even cute faced chubs are kinda hard to find, not gonna lie.

>>604497122
How old was he before the heart attack?

>>604486311
I know how hard it is. There have been days where I could barely get into the shower or get myself to work. I just wanted the world to disapear.

But here we are, still trying to get by. Come over here, Anon, I'll carry you for a way.s

>>604497749
I know man. It's selfish of me to say this, but sometimes I drive and wish I got into a horrible accident because I'm too much of a pussy to take my own life (even though I've tried a couple of times) alcohol "helps" though.

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Just had spring break at uni. took the time to think about what's been happening with my life. been depressed all break thinking about it.
>got together with a girl for the first time, she left because of an ex
>gave number to chick who didn't call me back, made me feel like I'm not worth it >working 40 hours a week for what feels like beans
>trying to keep my grades up at school.

I feel like nothing is worth it, even if I do get a better job after uni, I'll just have to work even harder to land said job. what am I doing wrong with wemon and will I ever get laid? what's the point of working so hard to only give it to bills and food? what's the point?

This girl I've known for years has depression and cuts all the time. We've told each other we love each other a lot, and we both mean it, but she has tried to commit suicide at least twice in one year. Her parents tell her that shes overreacting and her dad tells her shes worthless and a piece of shit. He told her he wanted to disown her, and he has bruised her before and choked her. She tells me everything, and even tells me things she doesnt tell her closest girl friends. She says Im her best friend but Im afraid of losing her /b/. I love her so much, and I dont know if she feels the same. I dont know what to do, I cant seem to stop her from self harm and suicide.

>>604498036
I've always been afraid of what alcohol would do so whenever I'm feeling depressed I avoid it.

I go from thinking suicide is a good option to making myself cry that I ever thought as much.

So, where do you live? Where do you work? Or where do you get your moneY/

My feels- girlfriend is being a cunt right now. Done

>>604486311
Whats the point of offing yourself? there may be little in the world, but we always have to make way with what we have, that is the point of living, and its to suffer, but people who kill themselfs will never know true happieness

>>604498359
Are you even going to remember this in a year anon?

/b/, I've been scared to post here for a long time. But I feel like you guys are the the only ones that could understand me right now.

I'm only 20, but I'm already done with life. Still a virgin but I don't care. Would love to have a family, but don't want to burden them with the likes of me. I swear the only thing that keeps me going is you guys and my little brother. And sometimes I feel like even that's not enough

>>604497674
68

Feel like losing weight isn't worth it and people won't even like me if I am skinny or fat.

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My mother had a story that used to hang on the wall in our houses. It went everywhere with us.

It was a story of a man at the end of his life, standing on a beach.

While he was standing on the beach he noticed footprints appearing the sand, stretching back and away on the horizon.

God appeared beside him, ready to take him to heaven. The man noticed a second set of footprints appear beside his, stretching back to the horizon.

Yet there were moments where the second set disappeared, and all that was left was the first set of footprints.

The man noticed these were during the hardest parts of his life, so he questioned God.

He asked, why, in the times he needed him most, would he abandon him.

God replied that it was in those moments, where the man could barely walk life, that God carried him.

I was catholic. no longer. I don't believe there is a God.

Sometimes, I wish there was someone I could walk life with, with whom I could carry/be carried.

It's lonely.

>>604498675
same position, except older brother
is this common?

>>604498576
Remember this thread? Maybe. Remember her? yes. Remember her being a cunt? yes because it happens too often lately

>>604498887
me too bruh...me too.

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>>604497122
Wow
Just wow

>>604497618

No, almost none, this is why i love it so much.

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Worthwhile read

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>>604498912
It's common amongst those of us who are depressed. We aren't dead because of those we love. We don't want to live, and spread the suffering. For six years people have told me depression is temporary. They say, come live in our world, you'll like it.

Maybe their world is heaven.

It's hard to leave hell though.

>>604499205

This, the first time i read it was just magical.

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>>604498961
topkek i remember when i was an edgy 14 year old too

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>>604495820
>>604497474
>>604498906
>>604499519


Fuck, I am so fucked.

Im out /b/ros. Good luck, and Good night.

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another good read

>>604496752

As if to add insult to injury, everyone here is snoring loud as fuck, so I can't even sleep it off.

>FML

My dads memory is getting worse, anons.
He never had a good memory, he was always forgetting things. But recently, it's gotten really bad. My mom left the house for 15 minutes yesterday, and my dad was freaking out, thinking it had been hours.
Today, he went on a hike, and when he came back, he had to go on his computer and find the path on google earth, going over each path he took. Afterwords, he didn't remember doing it. He barely remembered the hike.
He didn't know what day it was, and he kept forgetting entire conversations.
I'm afraid that pretty soon, he'll start forgetting me.

>>604499900
I'm 22 and my girlfriend is 20. She is being a cunt and just needed to say that. Not trying to be edgy shes pissing me off a lot right now

>>604500043
My dad does that, only it's a monotone noise he makes. It's annoying as fuck.

>>604498675
done with life? Why?

I always told myself I'd off myself before 21, and now im 22. It's been a fucking struggle, but that's because I want to die a lot. I'm bipolar and I just can't control myself sometimes. I feel like a neet and am kinda expecting myself to flip and off myself one day. I have a gf, but I have no meds anymore and I'm not well.

I'm still trying, but tonight has been really hard, hence the reason im here.

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>>604499519
But how do you guys keep up with life? I'm in college now, separated from my brother. I find out my parents are fighting over custody of him, bringing him to tears, and I feel utterly helpless. Let alone the fact that I'm barely passing my classes as it is.

>>604496854
Michigan sucks 100 degree summers.... -20 degree winters.... nig nogs... no jobs anywhere. ... cancer tumor we call Detroit. .

>>604500195
Care to share?

>>604500667
If you are actually interested

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>>604497122
Anon, you done goofed.

>>604500324
stay off the medications >_>
my brother has them and i reckon they've just fucked with his mind
then again he did get raped by his cousin.. come to think of it so was i.. O SHI-

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>>604500430
At the moment I'm not keeping up. My grades are non-existant. All I want to do is go back to my hometown and spend time with my family, spend time with my friends there, and forget. I can't though. The world expects more of me, I expect more of myself. Which makes it all the harder when I look myself in the mirror and see the bags under my eyes, my face dead, and wonder what the fuck I am doing. It's a struggle to get up in the morning. I can't kill myself, yet I won't let myself live.

fuck fuck fuck

I've gotten really good at smiling and laughing. keeps others out, makes people leave me alone. Makes people think you're normal, and not struggling with suicide nightly.

>>604501313
Fuck you. Fuck you. My mother is cities away. I can't go hug her right now. Fuck you.

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>>604500324
Just been through so much shit in my life. Been on suicide watch since I was 8, parents have fought since before I was born and use the rest of the kids and I as messengers, had my closest friends die, been only in one relationship with another girl in my life, and that's when I was being hospitalized for trying to shoot myself and getting a dud bullet. That girl made me want to change, but after a week out of the hospital, I try finding her, and find her obituary on a google search. She overdosed the day she went home.
Just... shit like this has plagued me my entire life, and it's numbed me just about everything.

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>tfw never gonna fuck whitney or her dog

i haet lief nao :(

>>604496854
A fellow Michigan fag. Upper or lower?

>>604501313
Fuck you faggot.

Goodnight, /b/.

>>604502044
We'll be here tomorrow.
Love you lots; goodnight, anon.

I know that most of you hate humanity and are pessimistic about its future, but everytime i listen to this speech http://youtube.com/watch?v=w8HdOHrc3OQ i realize that its not my fellow human which is destroying the world, its the leaders of this species that are driving this planet and species to shit. Anyways, listen to it. It is still scarily relevant today.

>>604501057
yep

>>604502044
Sleep tight, anon.

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>>604501318
Same thing for me every morning. I started as a computer engineering major, but learned that I can't program, nor can I do circuitry right. I know I'm going to fail those classes, but I decided to change my major to English because I'm somewhat good at it. But I know I'm probably gonna be hungry and jobless with an English degree.
I just want to fucking give up

I threaten anyone who tries to get close to my crush she's been single forever and hates me for it

>>604497122
Fucking shit.
I mean I know you wouldn't have known, but fuck.
Jesus. That's generally why you don't play with old people in that manner.

But at least you two loved each other and had fun pranking each other before his last moments.

I'm sorry anon :(

> Be me
> I am a loud funny guy and people say I am hilarious I am "That friend"
> But on the inside I want to talk about philophosy and other more deep stuff,
> Meet this girl right away think she is the one
> Ask her out 3 weeks after we met, went to talk to her
> Explained that I wanted people to see me differently in a more emotional and philosophical way
> Tells me i should be open about it with all my friends and try to talk about it
> However I tried talking to one 'close' friend of mine about conspiracy and philophosy
> Reply "lol Im not interested in that shit"
> Guess i should go back to making racist jokes and stuff again, its the only part of me people seem to enjoy
> Btw that girl ignores me now and thinks im creepy

>>604486743
Are you sure about that anon? Cause I just sunk 2000 dollars into my car fixing it up and now I'm gonna need another 500 I don't have and have a phone bill of about 250 I've been pushing off and I'm out of a job :/

>>604502512
Alright well basically I was never the relationship type i would just go for one nighters. But once i met her things popped and we talked and good we have been dating for a year and shes the only person i care about and i love her but lately i dont know shes been bi polar. One minute she loves me and wants me to come over and we have a good time then the next day she doesnt want anything to do with me like she wont even talk to me for no reason at all. She is having the worst mood swings and its pissing me off to the max to the point where im almost done and but i dont know if its a phase or shes gonna be doing this for awhile

>>604503254
Don't kill yourself anon. That sounds random but I had a friend like you who I liked to talk to when I had girl problems or deep philosophy thoughts, he had girl problems and eventually killed himself and I miss him. I was the one who found his body and the state it was in was terrible and made me want to vomit. I miss him badly he was always there for me. Like the big brother I never had

>>604483913
I have no friends

>>604496080
don't worry Anon, I was basically kissless and a virgin until I was 22

>long distance relationship
>travel to a different country to see her
>get to her house sweaty and dirty as fuck
>asks if I want to take a shower and I agree
>walk to bathroom, she starts taking my clothes off
>gives my dick a tug
>continues taking off my clothes as my dick turns into diamonds
>she smiles as she takes my underwear off
>we get in the shower
>wants to do anal first
>try to penetrate, her ass is too tight
>fail horribly, finish showering
>gives me a handjob instead and we watch television
>tired from the plane ride, so I sleep
>wake up at 3am, wake her up
>we fuck
Came buckets. Also she was a virgin as well, so it was horribly awkward for both of us, but we still enjoyed it. For the 3 months I was there, we continued to fuck pretty much everyday.

i've fucked up so bad god dammit.

>>604497122
Wow. That would haunt me forever. Im sorry for your loss man.

Btw, can an anon screenshot this, i am on mobile.

>>604504249
You have us.

>>604486311
Was in the same position as you a few years ago.
You are here in this life and this life is whatever you can make it.
You can make it free and beautiful
Go outside and spread positivity to a few people at least and make a change

>>604489955
Time to loose some fat

>>604495233
I used to cut too. Got scars on my arm. My ex once looked at my arm and really sadly said, "why did you do this?"
Today I'm a businessman, I lift weights, excel in martial arts and love life. But the scars remind me of a dark time in my life, but also remind me that I made it through pure resilience and an unwillingness to accept defeat.
If you have a will to rise from depression and self-loathing, you will. I guarentee

>>604499205
Fuck this story is so sad

>>604499205
this is fucking beautiful

>>604498247
Tell her fucking dad that if he lays another hand on her you'll hit him on the head with a metal pipe and throw him down a hole

>>604506922
Kek

I have to walk to school because some nigger stole my bike :(

>>604490317
I'd love to go looking with you.

>>604483913
what do i do if i see death

>>604483913
this isn't about sin, this is about compulsive behavior being monitored on social media.

>>604483913
i don't feel like i have any skills,
i have a hard time feeling good about myself

>i still owe emporia state university money

>>604483913
My older brother an Herod yesterday, he was nine

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>>604510343
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Page 9 bump

I love there threads. I don't consider myself a social person. But whenever I feel the need for support and friends I get plenty of it from you anons. thank you. I want to hug each and Every one of you and tell you I care. N-no homo

>>604504165
Thx bro I am not suicidal but im just sick of acting like im some loud and racist male
It is just that whenever I try to talk about something meaningful people just ignore me. Are not interested I got a few friends who are cool like that but I got to admit. It has gone as far me not knowing who I really am at some times. Thx /b/ro just tired of this act

>>604512102
These. New phone. Fuck auto correct

>>604512207
I auto-corrected your auto-correct.

>>604512133
Start fresh in a new circle of friends?

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>>604512338

>>604512374
Thats the problem I am at university but I just have some identity issues that I would like to put behind. I am just afraid that people would not like me if I were the way i want to be.

I've been having a rough day, but not the worst by far. I guess all the bad days are starting to add up though.

Hi

>>604512664
>>604512133
Are there some of you in this thread with some identity issues. Like you feel u need to behave differently around people in order for them to like you. Just want to know that I am not alone.

>>604512540
My. Fucking. Sides.

>>604512848
>adding up.
How do you mean? How many have there been? How long has this been going on? What's been going on?

>>604512930
Hiya, anon.

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I'm a kiss virgin in high school and my only relationship was a long-distance with some girl in middle school so that doesn't really count.

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One of my friends gf was trying to get me to talk to with on of her friends. Well we have but all we have done is tested several times.

Just this today she says she wants to hang out with me and shit tomorrow and I say maybe. Fast forward to just a few mins ago she tells me she's in the mood for sex. I just say me to and that it's been a while. She says she'll change that jk.

On one hand I do wanna meet a new girl and Fuck her but on the other I got out of a relatuinship with daddy issued girl and I'm tired of it all.

Way do /b/?
Pic related

>>604512664
That's pretty normal don't you think? I'd still try to meet some people outside of school. Make it people you don't really care about. Test subjects. Be yourself around. Get used to being comfortable in your own skin. Perhaps it will help you identify with who you Are. Which is maybe a little bit of both? Find a happy medium. What I did is Make sure I have friends that I can party with, friends I can do sports with, and friends I can discuss important things with. Careful not to cconfine yourself to only one social circle. Besides, diversity is interesting!

>>604513201
It's been a battle with depression for some time now (4 years). For some reason lately I haven't been feeling normal, far more isolated from the world.

>>604513085
You're not alone bro. Acceptance is everything. But what you'll see is that if you learn to like yourself then others will like you and respect that. Remember, you can't get everyone to like you though.

>>604513747
Thx made my day, sometimes /b/ can be a dick to you but threads like these, are good, help get each other over our social issues. thx /b/ros thx a lot

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I don't see a reason to graduate anymore.
I can't see a future if all I see is failure
Fuck the US's school system

>>604514171
I finally was able to mention something to my dr. It went well and they gave me an SSRI. I've cancelled 2 appts for various reasons and now I've rescedualed for the 30th. Hopefully I make this one.

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>>604514177
You know where to find us next time you're feeling down.

>>604488531
doesn't work with everyone

>>604490509
Sounds like she is thinking of you too.,
Just face yourself and ask her whats up. dont be romantic or anything just have a normal conversation like strangers,

>>604492769
lost it.

>>604488531
This. God, I love going out and buying something nice.

>>604483913
Help, my /b/ started opening images and webm as a link in the same window, instead of opening up inside of the thread.

>>604490685
Go and do something that you like the most, that always help me to deal with some shit.

>>604501318
Are you me?