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>>602590621
no

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>>602590621
feels are for girls

Holy shit, the best thing just happened. It believed me when I told it I'm not a robot! I'd like to thank my parents, and my teachers for being so supportive, and I have one piece of advice for newfegs trying to reach my level: keep on trying. Wow. I'm so happy I got here. THANK YOU /B/

>>602590975
good job faggot

>>602591332
nice reply cum satin

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>>602590621
>be me, when i was 7 girl.
>mommy would always tell me she loves me
>see mom crying, she says its ok and hugs me
>mum and dad fight, dad angry at bills
>i go upstairs later to cuddle her
>i see her hanging from ceiling
>I screamed and cried
>be me, 21 now.
>I just want a hug from my mom /b/

>>602590621
Hope this isn't gonna 404.
Like I said in the previous thread, gonna continue my story, will post it back entirely.

>Shitty ass life in general, dealing with it.
>Quit school at 17, lost interest for various reasons and was sleeping most of the time anyway.
>Boring everydays. Empty house, I rarely see anyone, no friends, Just sleeping, videogames, movies & shit. Still dealing with it, I am not utterly depressed, Just kinda bored and don't give a shit about anything.
>Random guy talks to me, it was on messenger at that time. He invites me at a birthday out of nowhere. Barely know the guy.
>meh.jpg
>Teen conversation, blahblah, he says it's a girls' birthday, she wants handsome guys only, I need to send a picture.
>It's night, I am bored anyway; I send said picture. Night continues, she eventually adds me on messenger and we talk shit.
>She likes me already, it was fast, we end up seeing eachother some days later.
>I don't know how to deal with people / females, but at the time I don't really give a fuck about anything, so I just go for it. /whynot
>She's okay, we talk, walk a bit, do random stuff in the city.
>She invites me over to her parent's place. Her family is racist as fuck and are disgusting rednecks tho'. She isn't, but I know she was years before; She told me herself.
>Not feeling completly at ease, I am white/occidentaly raised but I have arabic family and name.

cont. ?

>>602590621
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znd_5VO81hw

sorry in advance

>>602591914
haha your moms dead!

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lel

>>602592052
hah you're gay!!!1

>>602592270
Go tell that to your mom... oh wait?
huehuehuehue

>>602592052
Oh my God. There's trolling, but then there's just pure nastiness. Fuck off! That is out of order /b/ro. How would you like it if your loved one died, I hope they do so you know what it feels like you prick.

>>602592447
Your moms out of order... in a ditch 6 feet under!

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>>602592052
Not cool, pal, not cool...
>>602591914
I'm sorry to hear that. :(

>>602592652
I know what is cool... her moms dead body!

>>602592612
Nice one

>>602591934
>cont. ?
no

>>602592755
No it's really not.

>>602592052
Whoa, you could actually shave your neckbeard with all that edge.

>>602591934
>cont. ?
yes pls

>>602592755
MODS, he is clearly underaged b&

>>602593187
Looks like your mom jumped off an edge

>>602590621
I've honestly never understood this image. Like, at first I thought it was a play on the metaphor of "ripping someone's heart out", but then when you look at it, he still has his heart. So it's like she's ripped out the area AROUND his heart, leaving the heart intact, and she doesn't have a heart. Like, they were sharing a heart, and now he still has it, and she got all the area around it? What exactly does it mean?

>>602591934
Sure

>>602593156
You're right... it's pale, cold and hanging from a rope

>>602593316
MODS wouldn't have saved your dead mom

>>602591934
>Her parents don't want us to go upstairs / in her room just the both of us. It's summer, so we spend the evening in the garden, talking, lying on the grass.
>Parents are okay with me, even offer me some beers.
>Dinner is ready. I always hated dinner time at other's place, it's always awkward.
>They're launching a lot of pun missiles on my face. Racist jokes and stuff. I am trying to fake laughing/smiles as much as possible.
>It ends up okay, even if I was even less at ease now.
>Parents / family is going to watch TV, so we manage to go outside just the two of us, back in the garden.
>We talk a bit, but there more and more awkward silences.
>I know she wants me to kiss her, she giving me a lot of signs. But I am stupid and want her to go first.

>>602593502
>What exactly does it mean?
she "walked right through him". he may still have some of his heart in tact but he is just a shell of a man

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>>602591445

I once fucked a girl and then she told me she just wanted to have sex

BUT I LOVED HER /b/

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The feels

>>602594205
cuts so hard

>>602594764
it rly does, I've been crying for like ten minutes.

>>602593905
>She get's upset (not really upset, but like the funny kind of upset) and asks me; "Come on, anon, just kiss me already."
>I wasn't expecting that. Took me by surprise, but I kiss her.
>It wasn't the right timing. The kiss wasn't even that good, it's my first time.
>But I am a quick learner, talking is over, we are just kissing know, it's like we are kissing because we couldn't talk to eachother anymore without it being awkward.
>With parents / family still watching TV, this kissing / love session takes like an hour or two.
>Every 10minutes or so, there is a new move, from me, from her, I learn something new, it's pretty fun actually.
>Things are getting too hot, hands are getting involved now.
>Session is interupted by her parents yelling at her. She's the only girl in the family and pretty much all chores are for her.
>I try to keep her 5 more minutes with me, it's ridiculous, but I am hard, and I can't go inside like this.

cont. ?

>>602595888
Yes

>>602595888
trips

continue

>>602595888
Nice trips. Now keep typing!

>>602592052
Fuck dude even for /b/ that's just low

>>602596482
Stop answering and he'll stop m9

DICKS

KLAMO

>>602594205
can't find that greentext anymore... Can somebody please post it?

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>>602591914

>>602596482
You know who is low? Not her mom hanging from that rope!
huehuehuehuehue

>>602595888
>We get a 5minutes cooldown session before her dad comes and yells again.
>We go inside. I fucking hate that moment, when you are left alone with strangers. I sit somewhere randomly, not directly with them and she goes doing her chores.
>Time passes and she comes back, saving me from the awkward silence. Her family is asking me random questions know.
>I know that the answers will define if their parents will like me or not, but I am too fucking honest. They now know that I left school and that I am doing nothing.
>I see them silently judging me with dispair.
>They eventually go away, doing whatever / sleeping upstairs. That's funny, cause I am gonna sleep in the living room with her, while we were forbidden to be left alone in her room; Fuck the logic. But also fuck yeah.
>We are in the dark, chilling, watching TV, cuddling,
>Things go sexual pretty quick, wasn't expecting it, but okay; It's all improvising now.
>I can't stop asking if I can do this or that. Again, she's getting "upset", and, instead of talking/answering, just take my hand and guide me.

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>>602596838
Like the 3d post in this thread..

>>602592510
Straight savage

>>602592420
Lol i'm a different anon, faggot

>>602592052
ahahahhahahaha

>Speak with my crush
>Start to compliment her
>She start to blush and tell me i'm cute
>I ask her to come home to watch Disney and shits
>She said ok, she would be happy to come, but she's shy so she would come with her friend
>This day her friend (and my too) hated me for no raisin
>My crush, shy, wasn't okay to come alone
>Sometimes after i knew she felt in love for me
>Now she isn't anymore
>Got fucked up by a good friend, for really no raisin.

>>602598075
I'm a raisin and this is FUCKING OFFENSIVE

>>602598075
>This day her friend (and my too) hated me for no raisin
AHAHAHAHAHHAA

>tell girl i've been speaking to for a year that i like her
>her reaction is "oh aha"
>hit hard

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>>602597045
>I am so excited now. I know this is a huge step I wasn't expexting days before. It's even better when she guides me, I don't have to worry about anything.
>She's so forward, she gets her top off and removes mine aswell. It's dark, but thanks to the TV light, I can finaly see, for the first time of my life, the body of a real girl.
>It gets even more real when she slowly guides my hand from her hips to her brest, this moment was absolutly magic for me.
>I was so in the moment that I stopped asking things and just did it, I started kissing her belly, licking her, I was doing it slow and nice, she was doing the same in my neck.
>I had her boobs just in front of my face, I was looking at it, savoring the moment and I started licking her tits.
>We did that for some minutes and it was getting more and more exciting. Slow and nice letting place to rough and quick.
>We were out of breathe and eventually slowed down cause of the noise we were making. Parents could have come at any time, no locks, it was the living room.
>We did a brief break, but the tension was still there. We were gently touching eachother under the blanket. I was discovering all of her body shape, but what I liked the most was her ass. I couldn't get my hands out of her ass cheeks.

cont?

>>602599833
yes, stop asking.

>>602599833
there's no raison to stop

>>602600200
keked
checked

>>602600200
raisin*

>>602600271
raison*

>>602598569 You killed me twice ahahahah

>>602591445
I have never experienced a greater feel.

>>602600692
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>602599833
>I wanted to go further, to go for the Holy Grail, but I thought it was maybe too early. Plus, we still had our bottom underwears.
>While discovering eachothers' body shapes under the blanket, she eventually touched my dick through my boxer, but it wasn't intentional in the first place.
>That move made my body react and she noticed it. We were testing eachother / experencing. So she did that move again every 2 minutes or so. Pretending like it still wasn't intentional.
>My body language / response was arousing her so much that she couldn't resist and eventually put her whole hand on it and grabbed it with a solid grip.
>At that moment, at that precise second, something happened. I don't know, but it escalated quickly from this, in a good way.
>The heat, the passion that came out of that split second was indescribable.

>>602600965
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJBt2V5-Q-E&ab_channel=jokerki7

>>602601142
thank you

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>>602601106
I've read this before.

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>be me
>be sweden faggot fahrang with thai gf
>be long distance relationship
>be have to go back Sa-weden (Islamic State)
>be at Suvarnabhumi airport
>time to says goodbyes
>go up escalator to international departures
>see her be further and further away as I go up escalator
>see her wave, wave back
>feel tear is coming soon but be strong for her
>last sight before turn corner
>turns corner
>tear comes
>dat feel when knows that was last time seeing her for 2 months
>try smile because doesnt want sob in public
>look like a caricature
>foreveralone.jpg
>pic related

>be me
>be sweden faggot fahrang with thai gf
>in long distance relationship
>be emotional guy, much sensitive, very cry etc
>be happy happt go long time
>be have to go back Sa-weden (Islamic State)
>horrible the most
>very sad
>be at Suvarnabhumi airport
>time to says goodbyes
>be go up escalator to international departures
>fml
>see gf be further and further away as I go up escalator
>see her wave, wave back and attempt big fake smile
>looks insane
>feel tear is coming soon but be strong for her
>last sight before turn corner
>turns corner
>tear comes
>realizes that was last time seeing her in 2 months
>datfeel.jpg
>emptiness inside
>try smile because doesnt want tears in public
>looks like a caricature
>pic related

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this one kills me

>>602601142
thanks faggot\n

>>602601422
Because I was the one posting it in the thread before, which was hours ago. Just reposting it in integrality + adding the rest like I said I would do, which I am writing now.

>>602592052
XDXDXDD :DDdd

>>602601106
>I was having a sex experience with a girl for the first time, and holy shit, it was the dream. All the awkwardness, boredom, shyness and bullshit had disappeared.
>I realised in that split second that it was a non-return point, that my life was now different.
>After she grabbed me, I knew I could go for the Holy Grail. Well, I didn't really knew, but tried anyway.
>In the heat that was now over nine thousand, I took the back of her thong and put it on the side of her ass cheek, holding it with one hand.
>I was analyzing her reaction through the process and saw I could go for it. So I took my other hand and just put my fingers between her lips
>She had the same body response I had when she grabbed me. I had a relief sensation, it was nice, it was hot and wet at the same time.
>She kept doing random moves with my dick through my boxer, but I didn't care anymore at that point. I was hypnotyzed by her pussy.
>I was discovering a new toy. And the fact she was enjoying it; was enough for me to enjoy the moment too. I was good at it and was kinda proud. Now I had a goal, making her enjoy even more.

>>602601897
Good news, your gf is banging somebody else, while you're worrying about the Islamic threat!

>>602601954
If you think about it, this is how the lives of some people are. The one parent gets lost in life but then finds the other parent and they grow old together and have a kid. The kid grows up with goals and then when he completed his life goal, his parents are dead. Now he is the lost lonely one. Its deep.

>>602602638
>inb4 pussy spews out a facehugger

>>602601897
That was a pain to read

>>602603012
>implying the kid doesn't get a gf

>think i fell out of love
>don't want to hurt so
>have always been broken up with
>never done the breaking up
>fuck fuck fuck
>sleep instead

>>602603012
or you keep moving and never look back... because you can't

>>602602638
>We eventually got rid of the underwears cause it was bothering us. When I thought it couldn't get better than before, she was now directly touching my dick, no boxer, which was amazing.
>We were now discovering eachother's bodies, fully naked, this time.
>We were getting more and more clumsy in our movements, because of the excitment, but it was nice, it was part of the experience, we even laughed. Is was a mix of all kind of feelings.
>It was getting so late, we needed to stop, but we couldn't, we needed a proper ending. It didn't needed words, we understood eachother right away.
>I was lying down, she was still on top of me, and I had a sudden envy, fortunately for me, she had the same, we had a fucking syngergy that night. I wanted to eat her pussy.
>She basicly sitted on my face, not fully of course. Just letting me some space to breathe, and I started gently licking her, while grabbing her ass with both my hands.
>It was weird, cause I knew real life wasn't like a porn movie, a girl sitting on your face for you to lick her the first time you met isn't happening everyday.
>Anyway, what started gently slowly evolved into frenzyness. Again, I was a quick learner. During that frenzyness, she eventually came which made me slow down again. She almost destroyed my mouth to be honest, I needed to slow down aswell.
>I got back lying down correctly and she was still in top of me, she just had an orgasm and needed to cool down. She got up, got us some fresh water, and she lit a cigaret. I didn't know she was smoking but whatever.
>I was contempling her beauty. I realised I just fell in love. She didn't finish me off, but I felt satisfied anyway. We just sat there. Looking at eachother, smiling, the shyness slowly coming back.

>>602603162
lol relationship is overrated

>>602603246
i think you're more accurate in your analysis

>>602603106
That's why I said some peoples. Others always havresomeone there.

>>602603419
did you know smoking makes a woman's pussy sour?

>how do you know if you're in love
>when it's over

>>602603576
I didn't know, it felt sweet to me, I guess the diet has an important role too.

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>>602590621
>19 and single
>meet a girl who I really like, start talking to her
>talk for 5 months until I work up the balls to ask her on a date
>go an the date, hookup, we hit it off.
>lovey dovey texting for 3 days after
>gets stressed over finals coming up
>starts to tell me shit about how she's damaged and how she can't feel anymore cause some faggot broke her heart.
>now sulking and scrolling through 4chan

>>602603863
Anon, your sex hormone blinded your judgement.

>>602603934
Tell her it's okay, you are into damaged chicks.

>>602603934
Honestly, I prefer to date women /with/ issues like that because to me, they are more predictable than girls without fucked up mentalities.

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>>602601142
Gives me goosebumps every fucking time.

>>602604256
>>602604392
I just feel very strongly for this girl so it sucks cause now she's starting to pull away and it's like one big tease

>>602604596
fuck her or leave her before you end up like this faggot
>>602594392

>>602604596
Then dont let her run away faggot. Show her how to feel again. Take her out to the movies, buy her sappy presents that coincide with her favorite colors and flowers (because Roses are too cliche unless they happen to think thats the best thing ever); show her that even though she had one fucked up person in her life, there is a good one right in front of her. Dont be a faggot and let it pass. Not an easy endeavor, by a long shot, but if you genuinely care for her, you will do it.

>>602603419
>We finaly got to sleep, everything was nice and smooth. I had sleep with female friends before, but that was so much different, the proximity of it, the cuddling and stuff, it was just perfect, I had trouble falling asleep, my mind having million thoughts.
>Next day, we are slowly waking up, I am still remembering the day before. I am feeling something I never felt; I am happy. Happy as fuck.
>Parents come down, we eat breakfast, racist jokes, some puns, whatever, I don't care as much as I did yesterday.
>We spend some time alone in her house, sharing kisses here and there, talking, laughing, and she insists I stay. That's what I do, and I spend a second wonderfull night with her.
>I eventually have to go, her parents are going where I need to go, so I just go with them.

>>602605033
>only time an anon gave me legitimate advice
Thx /b/ro

>>602601142
right in the feels

>>602591914

hey anon im really sorry for what happened.
for whatever its worth, you get infinite hugs from me for the rest of existence

>>602592052
>>602592420
>>602592612
>>602592755
>>602593595


and here we have an autist trying to fit in

>>602601142
must not cry.. shit..

>>602605033
>betamax: the post

>>602605585
I do it because Ive had the same shit happen. Passed up too many opportunities to wish it upon other people.

>>602605132
>I am back home, back to my non-existence, the person I was, not giving a fuck about anything, had a new feel; I missed her.
>Time passed, we were still talking to eachother online. I was getting to know her better, and also her family matters.
>She was the only girl in her family (except from her mother), her dad was a bit tyranic, getting mad for nothing. And her mother was kinda hysterical, but was totaly under her dad's control. She also had 3 brothers, and they were fighting non-stop. Pretty much all chores were for her to do, and she was stressed by school.
>Most of the time, when she was talking to me, we were in audio and webcam, and I was hearing a lot of yelling, she was never in peace, it was even stressing me out.
>Some weeks later, she's invited to a party, I am her plus one. I am not used to it, but I want to see her so badly, so I just go for it.
>I get to know her friends, it's weird, I know some of them. And her ex is there too.
>New feel: Jealousy. But it was okay at that time, just something new.

>>602606102
No, its called actually having a care in the world; which, surprisingly enough, is what most people outside of the internet actually do.

> 21, average job, okay money
> Feel totally empty inside
> I've cut myself off from other people because I'm too ashamed of how I look and I feel like I'm bothering everyone I talk to
> Only go outside for work, gym and to buy food
> I've forgotten how to have a conversation with someone not related to my work so I appear really dull

>>602606120
What if you don't do it?

>>602605999
You know who couldn't fit in and killed her self? Your mom
huehuehuehuehue

>>602606285
Oooh

My friends never do that, it's always me who have to come for them.

>>602606750
>mom joke

>>602592270
Dude, we should be insulting him, not complimenting him :/

>>602606707
Didnt what? Pass them up? Id be a happy fucking guy right now.

>>602606803
Same here, doesnt mean that I cant dish out advice to spare people the same bullshit that I went through.

>>602606863
>dead mom joke

>>602606195
>The party was okay. And the day after, she goes back to her parent's place, I go to mine.
> Back online; our relationship is evolving. We don't call eachother by cute names yet; there was a couple doing it at the party and we spoke and laughed about it. We didn't wanted to be "cute/kawaiiii couple" we just wanted to not give a fuck about anything, but together.
>She gets to know me better aswell. She knows I am not "normal", she likes it. She knows what I do online, the porn, the gaming, the weird shit, the slacking whole night and the fact I don't plan to work.
>We have a lot of sexual conversations, I am kinda analysing her, she's probably doing the same. We ask eachother "trap questions" and stuff
>We eventually come across the sexcam territory, it's fun. I knew this before, but never with a woman I really knew in real life.
>She hasn't a fucking lock at her door, and knowing her parents, it's always stressing me the fuck out.
>We play that game for a while. Texting, talking online, having erotic conversations and sexcams; And even if I was pretty sure about it before, now I knew, she loved me, and I fucking loved her, so bad.

>>602606996
Is it normal to have to ask friends to hang out but never get asked to hang out?

Does it make you look desperate in the eyes of your friends?

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As you age you lose neyroplasticity.
This means that whatever you are most occupied with in your later years will literally be the only subject you will be able to think efficiently about.
>yfw you are slowly turning into an extremely dull person with trivial complaints about your workplace
>watching useless political debates and transient news
>engaging in pointless smalltalk
>yfw you have no passion for any field you had when you were younger
>nothing excites you
>you cant think of anything interesting to say except for the empty info you get from the web
>yfw you have to do this for not to starve
>you will be 60 yo in a blink without anything noteworthy happening and your only memories will be of tv shows you watched/video games you beat

does anyone ever get like tiny bursts of not feeling hopeless then it goes away really fast?

>>602607632
Those don't sound like friends

>>602607632
Its actually the opposite for me. Im a social recluse most of the time. If I want to go over to a friends, I will but usually I just wait (often a long, long time) for them to ask me. But no, it doesnt make me look desperate as I often contribute something to their lives (the ones that dont just use me when they need me that is)

"Y'all faggots is niggas. Nig digggity nig nog niggas. Faggy ass faggadoos" - Elton John

>>602607339
No one is paying attention to this anons story why does he keep spamming the thread with this shit?

>>602608004
Im paying attention to it. I want to see if this story ends in troll or legit rage/feels

>>602607339
continue

>>602607339
>>602608004
I pay attention. Keep going pls.

>>602607339
cont!!!

>>602590621
feelings?
Nah.. I'm not gay.

>>602607815
Not really, I imagine myself being a much more accomplished individual when I turn older.

>>602590975
well done

>>602607861
yes same here

>>602607913
I go to school with them, we laugh together etc.

>>602591914
tits or gtfo

>>602608333
Check em

>>602608400
Are you sure? Also, check em

>>602607339
>Things go pretty well, even my family, which I don't see that much, see that I've changed. I guess the love and the happiness are too fucking strong to be unseen.
>It's been months we had that relationship but still wasn't official. She started going to my family events tho', and I was going to her family events too, like birthdays and stuff.
>We started using cute names, not seriously, just for fun. We are doing a perfect couple's parody, like the one we saw at that party.
>She had school during the week and, praticly every weekend, I was doing something I would never imagine I would do before that; I was getting on my bike and driving 7 miles to her place. Not giving a fuck about the weather.
>She probably thought I was an hero, her parents were more likely thinking I was stupid / crazy. And they were probably waiting the moment it would end.
>She eventually came to my place, for the first time. My parents were meeting her for the first time. My mom directly liked her, afterall, she was making her son happy. My stepfather, well, I don't know, he didn't really care, I guess.

>>602608456
imagination is a powerful thing

>>602608173
Not a troll, this is my legit love story. But it can be really long if I keep it like this, I should skip more details tbh.

>>602608701
cont cont cont

>>602601954
There's an ending to this.
She gives up and dies, then it shows a panel of her parents waiting at the end.
Don't have a link but the it's on the creators blog

>>602601142
does anybody have more like this? or other sad youtube videos?

>>602605999
newfag detected

>>602608456
Yes... so does everyone else that doesn't have an established end goal believe. "Imagine" is the key word here, stop imagining and start doing.

Here's my story /b/...
>Meet grill, both 18
>Year later, sure she's the love of my life want to spend the rest of my days with her, she tells me she feels the same
>2 years later, join the army to try and make a better life for the both of us, ends up causing crippling depression and end up being discharged
>she says she still loves me but can see I've changed
>year think things are going fine, tells me she wants to be with me forever, then suddenly she dumps me because I've changed too much
>want to kill my self so badly, feel so betrayed and alone

>>602609889
Go on, there's obviously a reason why you're depressed.

>>602608701
>She was shy as fuck. I never saw her that shy before. She was like me, the first time at her place, but in worse. Anyway, my mom is cool, so it was okay. My stepfather tho', a fucking asshole at that time. But the atmosphere was okay, less pressure and a lot less stressfull than her place.
>I was a different person at my place, she never saw me like that either. I was "myself", just doing random stupid stuff, yelling, doing weird faces, running in every part of the house, singing. She liked that aspect of me aswell.
>We mostly slacked. I was surprisingly out of my room, most of the time. We were only going in it for some privacy, but she liked my mother already, and my sister too, so we were downstairs most of the time.
>This continued for some time, me riding my bike to get to see her, her finally coming to my place more often.
>The backwall of my room became a fucking love temple dedicated to her, literally, she liked doing drawings, writing stuff, and everything was sticked there. Hearts, drawings, texts, pictures, small gifts ...
>One day, at my place, we were just the two of us. My parents and sisters away. We had the place for ourselves the whole day and night, again, it was mostly slacking, but more romantic.
>That day, we realised that we became that "perfect little couple" we didn't really wanted to be. We realised that the cute names we were giving eachother (Sweetie, honey, love,...) weren't parodic anymore, that it became real.
>It didn't bothered us, it was kind of a good news actually. We didn't care if we were like that couple at that party at the end. So we just laughed about it and talked about how serious this was going to be. We eventually exchanged our first "I love you"; great times

>>602609889

Why would you feel betrayed?

Honestly I see why see left you. You got kicked out of the military because because you got too sad or whatever, thats pretty lame dude.

No one wants to be with a whiny manlet who cant even hack it in the military. Were you even employed when she left you?

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I'm in. SO I broke up with my ex about 3 months ago. Long distance was messing wit your minds. It was always perfect when it was just her and I. However when she would visit my at school, all her friends were still there. No big deal making time for her friends. However she would always make it a point to add them with everything we do. Over the year there were other small incidents that would make one question her. SHe would never cheat but her commitment to the realtionshiip wasn't all the way in because she was afraid to get hurt because I was her first love and all that crap. Dated for two years, one year long distance. towards the end she got really weird and I got feed up with it. One month after we broke up she got into a relationship with someone else. Im glad I made the right call because obviously she doesn't know anything about being in a relationship or love. I did a lot for her and I mean a lot, I gave her a promise ring and lavaleried her (its a greek thing that like an engagement and you get your ass beat for it by your brothers) I would make her my priority. It was not the other way around. She cared for me but just didn't care enough. So as I was saying she got into a relationship one month after we broke up. What a cunt, she should burn in hell. I'm learning to get over it by talking to girls and working out and focusing on my MCATS. I just have a few questions for /b/. How do I forget the memories? How do I get rid of the random feelings of "will I find a better person," when in fact I know I will? How do I get over feeling worthless form time to time when I know she is just a whore now and I actually did nothing wrong?
Thanks /b/rothers.

pic related 99% similarity in looks

>>602591197
da fuck. nigga nobody got time for that

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>>602610908
Belive me, its worth it. Read it a few days ago

>>602610176
Yeah, when I was younger, in junior high and highshool, was bullied/ostracized, the people I was with in boot were basically a bunch of high schoolers, forming clicks and bullying people, brought up a bad part of my past that I thought I was over, and I had no way to get away from it for 4 months till they finally let me go home.

>>602610908
Normally I read those long ass WoT's but I said fuck it to that one because damn.

>>602611129
Easily the best greentext story ever told. You're missing out

>>602611251
i was in the thread when he posted, it got the feels going

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>>602603162
Pull that band-aid off nigga. Hurts for only a second.

>>602610389
It wasn't that I couldn't hack it in the military, I wasn't discharged for depression, was discharged because I wanted out, I completed all of basic training except running the mile/doing the push ups, because I was physically too exhausted from being depressed to improve my times, so I requested to be discharged to get away from all the shitty people that were causing me to be depressed.

>>602610766
I also don't get how someone could go back into a relationship in one month after 2 years of being together and being in "love." I guess she wasn't really in love?

>>602610272
>Evening passes, we watched some movies and got back into my room. After that evening full of tenderness, after the words we exchanged hours ago, we just wanted to hug, to stay glued to eachother, into the bed. Which is what we did.
>We fell asleep and woke up some hours ago, in the middle of the night. It was the first time I had that feeling, waking up happy, not even mad cause I woke up, it was smooth as fuck.
>We got something to eat and got back to my room. Of course, you can't change habits you had for years, so I just got on my PC for a bit. She was bothered, but just a little, nothing to worry about.
>I kinda fucked up and spend more time than expected on the computer. Instead of getting mad, she's now teasing me.
>I take a b8 and go back to the bed with her; I know it isn't to sleep, she knows I hate teasing.
>She's on top of me, touching me, but still teasing me, she wants to be in charge.

How to make a sad baww thread copypasta
>Be loner, outcast, somehow unappealing to normal people
>College age to have a good age demographic because posting on /b/
>Make normal people sound gross and shallow to make yourself look still desirable
>Make sure everyone in this story is white.
>Suddenly one day while you were doing your middle-class job you meet her
>She is a 10/10 while somehow 'different' from other girls, but still amazing and in no way bad
>Make her socially awkward like you but still incredibly attractive and amazing and hilarious
>You both hit it off instantly, totally in love
>Suddenly a mysterious disease appears
>She is suddenly sick
>You tell her you love her
>You and her plan the wedding
>Somehow before the wedding, she dies from mysterious disease
>It's been 4 years, /b/. I still miss her.
>Wait for "OMG ANON IM SO SORRY"
>????
>Profit

>>602611708
keep going god damn it, im invested in this story now

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>>602611494
yeah, that thread was just rough..

>>602601142
ouch my feels

>>602611661

So you were weak both emotionally and physically? Thats some weak shit dude, maybe if you tried harder at push ups you could have cured your depression and killed some sandniggers and kept your GF.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q

This gets me every time...

>>602612174
I wasn't there, but I saw it in a feels thread last night and it hit me pretty hard.

>>602612066
fuck you asshole
cant a feels thread just be a feels thread
people need these you know

>>602611251
I was there for that. Holy shit.

>>602611708
cont you twat

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Fuck this!
I just miss her so God damn much.
She is the first thing on my mind when I wake up
The last before I go to sleep. And more often then not, on my mind then I sleep.
The rain just wont stop...

Maybe you have some advice
> friends dont have much time anymore cause study and work
> just make some new friends. Group of grills
> one of them 9/10 cutie, far to hot for me but fuck it, buttfuck it (funny right)
> punk/metal scene girl, just turned 18, likes drinking smoking same music etc you get the idea.
> well to make long story short, i got to know her better, has some heavy issues
> yesterday on a party, shes really flirty and i get pissed when i see this
> she recognizes asks whats wrong
> tell her i want her, not just friendship, not just sex, the whole her
> shes just happy, hugs me and we just stand there for a minute or two in each others arms. Fuck yes
> the rest of the night is just pure bliss
> we didnt sleep together cause we both had other friends over
> text her today. Shes kinda cold. Ignores my question if we could met
I have no idea why so sudden. I heard shes a maneater, some say she even has a bf, i am 24, so maybe its that too.
But i thing i am fucked

>>602614868
im exactly feeling like you

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>>602602505
make a fucking image faggot

>>602615051
Sadly, the only thing I have learned from girls who have the reputation of a maneater or has a boyfriend while actively going after someone else is that they will always do that, even when they are you with you anon. Normally, Id have supporting advice for you; but here, I advise you to try and cut your losses before she destroys everything you are.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=923jxZY2NPI

>>602615524
earth is for faggots

>>602611076
Not really.

Anon likes girl, never leaves the infatuation stage, girl dies, guy find monkey Island game and letter from dead girl that was meant for him.

The end.

You guys are faggots.

>>602615051
>>602615489
i just can confirm this, sorry anon :/ all the best for u

>>602615051
Because you acted like a pussy. Why would she settle for you? Just have fun, don't settle for some fucked up bitch. Be a friend, faggot, and fuck her.

>>602611708
>I am playing her game, letting her getting the heat up, she's biting my ears (It might be nothing to you, but I am super sensitive), I had fucking goosebumps everywhere. I madly take her neck and start kissing her.
>She kisses me back and then proceeds to push me back and continue her licking / biting in my neck and ears. I can't deal with this, this is too fucking good.
>She tells me to get undressed, which is what I do. She sees my boxer still on and tells me to remove it. Light is still on, first time I am getting fully naked like that, in the light, not covered in a blanket, in front of her.
>I remove my boxer and she then removes her clothes too; her bra, her panties. I never had such a nice and clear view of her body. I couldn't get more hard than that.
>She goes back on top of me and get back to what she was doing before.
>I can't fucking deal with this anymore, I am too excited, I start getting control, I take her neck again, kiss her on the lips, on her neck, I bite her in her neck, which made her breath so loud that I couldn't stop anymore.
>I took her tits in my mouth, licking it until it gets hard, then gently biting it.

>>602611708
you going to finish this anon?

>>602616873
We are now 10x more engrossed in your story.

>>602615489
>>602616197
>>602616604
Well, thanks mates

>>602616873
Continue.. but make longer texts

>>602616873
This is getting hot anon. Continue.

>>602617385
Sorry man, its the sad truth. Tried telling that to a friend a week ago but he didn't heed my warning. She dropped him to play two other guys.

>>602616873
Are you writing for us or playboy?
rterhCONT!

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>>602608701
>I was getting on my bike and driving 7 miles to her place. Not giving a fuck about the weather.
weak resolve nigga, as a guy who bicycle tours 100kms a day thats funny. but cool story continue

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>>602616873
the feels
nigga why
i miss women

>>602617903
anon, do you ride bicycle as a job?

>>602616873
>She slowed me down all of sudden; I thought I had done something wrong. She asked me to go on top of her.
>I did get in top of her, and with no words, I understood what she wanted. She gave me a condom, I just asked "Are you sure?" and she answered me; "Yes, go on... I love you" I responded by a kiss.
>I put the condom, I was affraid to do it wrong, I was still a virgin, and it was the first time of my life I had to wear this. After I got the wrong side first and exchanged a small laugh with her, I put it on the right side.
>I put my arms, fists closed, on the bed, near each side of her shoulders, we exchanged a knowing glance and a kiss.
>She warned me she had an issue but it has nothing to do with me; She told me it would be hard to get in directly.
>I responded nothing and just slowly penetrated her. It was nice, warm, and indeed, so fucking tight. It was feeling pretty good, I felt a little pinch and then, finally, I was totaly in.
>After I was in, it felt good for both of us, it was still tight, but it was just right, just perfect.
>I didn't lasted long, I must admit, it did go crescendo, slowly climbing to climax. It started slowly, while still making eye contact.
>Kissing eachother was getting harder and harder, cause she wanted me to go harder and faster everytime. Kissing her neck was still possible tho', with my face half in the pillow. She started doing more and more noise. I wanted to slow down because I was affraid to be too quick, but she didn't wanted to she told me to continue and whispered (like a loud whispering) me to finish myself off. It didn't get long after that. I got faster, harder, and I came.
>I just had lost my virginity.
>When we ended, I had this sensation we just built our relationship even stronger. We slept in eachother's arms, both satisfied, with stupid smiles on our faces.

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>>602618309
no, its a weekend hobby or vacation thing. i tour for a week or two every summer and go camping with about 50-75 pounds of shit strapped onto my bicycle

>>602617611
Tried to, had to split in half cause text was too long for 4chan

>>602618373
Gaaaayyyyyyy!!!

>>602618373
You sure did give a lot of fuck about losing your virginity.

For how long did you hold it?

>>602618534
Have you ever been robbed by biker gang or attacked by bear?

>>602618373
last part had me feeling
this one had me puking in my mouth from the gay shit
virginity literally means shit

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Here's some real feels for you faggots!

Feels good

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>>602618373
>. After I got the wrong side first and exchanged a small laugh with her, I put it on the right side.
u dun fucked up, expect a package in the mail in 9 months faggot

>>602618897
ive been camping in bear territory and seen rattlesnakes but i dont live near any hells angels anymore.

>>602619205
right in the feels

>>602597122

IT LOOKS LIKE TWO PEOPEL IN A COAT

>>602613544
This is fucking heartbreaking.

>>602619787
How did you escape the rattlesnake?

Did you think like a rattlesnake?

>>602592270
you guys are all fucking pussies nowadays. i used to come on 4chan a few years back and shit like this was the norm. nobody got offended cause everybody was always this offensive. why don't you all go back to r/4chan you niggers

>>602618373
>>602618674
>>602618766
>>602619082

I am sorry I gave the wrong impression.
That story is absolutly not about how I lost my virginity. It wasn't done. Actually, it was just the beginning of it. But I know it's long as fuck and full of details, I asked in the other thread if I should speed this up and skip more details, but anons told me not too, so I just kept writing like this.

>>602620482
dont let this thread die i wanna know the full story

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>>602620248
i slowly ascended into my planar form and fluttered away like the sentient godling i am
>>602620404
i agree stop being faggots

>>602618373
>>602620482
just cont pls

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>>602591445

>>602607815
>implying this isn't me now....:(

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>>602591197
This made me want to puke sadness. Holy fuck. So worth the read. Jesus christ. Even if it's fake, just holy fuck.

>>602613544
shit *cries*

>>602620482
go on faggot
i am lurking

>>602613544
right in the feels...

>>602591197
is this real? wtf man..

>>602607815
pfft. i always have something witty to say when having a conversation.
i have the ability to annoy people without them hating me.
its the only way i get friends and it takes much longer time than the usual crap.
i can't do that chit chat shit. every conversation i have ends up being time wasted on nothing but a few chuckles

>>602621598
>>602622164
Most likely fake, but still. Nigga has a way of making you fall in love with Ella as much as he did. The feels hit hard.

>>602622518
Yeah, it was well written with out being pretentious. The shit about Nichole was what really got, me I think.

>>602622164
Ikr... i cried.

>>602618373
>Days passed. We made our relationship official, we were now a couple.
>I blindly, some might say stupidly, bought her a 400$ white gold necklace, nothing blingy, something cute, it was like 3 little strings with something I would describe as teardrops attached to it. Not an emo thing, it was just the shape of it.
>Things got out of control at her parent's place. She couldn't handle the fighting anymore, she was getting more and more hysterical, like her mother.
>She wanted to move with me, but I hadn't my own place, so I had to explain the situation to my mother and ask her if it was okay for my girlfriend to spend some times here.
>She was hesitant first, but eventually agreed after I gave her the details. I told the good news to my girlfriend and she was happy to hear it, but was still affraid to leave her place.
>We didn't talk for days / weeks after that conversation, I was getting worried not having any news.

>>602622479
how to keep the conversation going?

>>602591197
Those things never pay off. Fuck that. If I wanted drama, I would read a goddamn book.

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>>602622518
the notes handwriting is that of a man, im about 95% sure
source:5 years of handwriting analysis

> Hey /b/ My english isn't the best so sorry if I make grammar mistakes.
>be me about 12 year old. My school contains the most annoying rich faggots. They are making fun of me because my family is poor at the moment. They calling me "3 shirts", because my mom told me that if my shirt ain't smelly than i can use it more times, so i used three of my shirts in a week. My whole class made fun of me, they bully me, they humiliate me. My mom is too impatient with me sometimes i get corporal punishment. School mates criticising how i look like, they tell me I'm an ugly bastard sentenced to be a loser forever. They are makin me cry often times. I'm becoming antisocial, depressed and shit. I'm dreaming to be a "social center". The main bully beat me once. I got no social contract with anyone. I'm a sad kid. Spending summer holiydays with playing WOW and shits like that, till the summer before high school.

Are u interested in the further story /b/?

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>>602623295
>learn
>how
>to
>greentext
>properly
>faggot

continue

>>602622997
depends on everything. if i know the person i talk smack to them in a funny way without pushing to the point where its not funny anymore or i talk smack about someone they hate. mostly just based on inside jokes.
if i don't know the person i mention random facts until i mention something the other person know about, then i find some way to make the other person feel stupid because i know more about it or less and the other person is a nerd for knowing that shit.
learned it by watching a fuckton of anime and browsing /b/.

>>602622807
I've been in that situation where I really loved the girl I was with, but there was someone I loved more and just didn't realize it before I had committed myself to my girlfriend. Girlfriend saw the emotional struggle and let me go in the most heartbreaking conversation I've ever had. In my case, things worked out and I'm now married to the other girl. She's who I belonged with, but fuck, do I still feel horrible about putting my ex through that shit. I know she loved me and I broke her fucking heart and there was no way I could have prevented it.

>be me
>Freshman year of High School
>Every beginning of the year we go on this weekend retreat to a camp
>fucking awesome
>Know absolutley no one
>Start talking to kid next to lake
>he was all by himself
>He's actually kinda cool
>notice other kid waving at me and gesturing "No stop talking to him"
>I said "Fuck them" and kept talking
>next week
>back at school
>notice kid is socially awkward
>acts like a 10 year old
>Obsessed with Japanese Power Ranger shows
>Picks nose
>Is generally disgusting
>turns out he's very slightly autistic or something
>Try to avoid him, keeps following me around
>Wanna sit with other new friends but they move when he sits down with me
>one day tell him to stop
>He gets super depressed, sits at table alone
>Find out Me and One other dude are his only friends
>Feel like a fucking asshole
>apologise, sit with him
>He's actually funny sometimes and a good friend
>Only downside is he's fucking weird around me and everyone else
>It's my Senior year now
>What do I do, /b/?

>>602623295
is this b8?

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>>602592755
I guess you could say that post was, cold hearted...

>>602624046
that sounds autistic as fuck

>>602623295
go on

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>>602624140
Breaking hearts is fucking depressing and hard.

>>602623277
Yeah, the handwriting was suspicious to me, not to mention I'd done obituary/news searches for that general time period in California and turned up no results that matched the story. Plenty of old women named Ella who died during that time, but no 18-20 year old.

>>602591197
Quality of the photo is so shit I can't read a word

>>602624262
>rape

>>602624262
murder kid

or instruct him to get a killer body

>>602624330
kek'd

>>602624427
it is unless done properly. people who try that usually fuck up the part where they are supposed to be funny.