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>>602046940
wrong pic but fitting really

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>>602046940

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>>602046940
me too nigger

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Every fucking day.....

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Am I doing it right?

Get over her, get money, do better than her. I look forward to the day my ex is an old trash whore while I'm successful

>>602049556
I hate people like you
people that think money is the key to happiness

>>602049332
Kind of gay analogy but I feels this

>>602049680
It's not fully, but it certainly helps hahaha that's the reality of things, but not if you become a tool or put your health in danger for pieces of paper

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>>602049773

I was happy for a while, I had a great friend and something fucked it up.

I've been trying to figure out what "something" is for weeks now.

Now I'm stuck at home on a long weekend doing nothing.

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>>602050453
>are you a feminist that now regrets your dumb ass tl'dr
...no. The hell are you talking about?

>>602046940
I too know the pain of waking up with the sun on my face and an empty spot where she once slept. There is no pain that can equal that of a lonely heart. Even though its condescending, I will tell you it can get better. Know that at one point she was yours and there are millions of reasons why. She saw good in you, maybe even good that you couldn't see. You are worthy. You can find somebody who will love you for who you are. You did it once. You can do it again. Stay strong /b/ro.

>>602049680
But it is.

>>602050469
>>602049556
>get money
Okay, I got money, now what?

>>602049974
>it certainly helps
No it's literally a number on a computer screen.

If it helps, tell me how to use it to get my friend back.

I'd happily give it up to go back to the way things used to be.

You miss her because you want to feel again the way you did with her. You felt that way before, and that means that you can again. Do you, anon. Just do you.

>>602049974
Well your opinion is your own and you have your own way of life, live it the way you want, but i don't agree much.

>>602049883
then get off your lazy ass and do something

>>602049331
ty anon that was good

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>>602049883

>>602049556
>get over her
this isn't as voluntary as you think

>>602046940
Why did it end?

>>602047175
E4 mafia fuck off.

>>602049331
Why haven't i seen this yet?

>>602050860
Well then you were born with money, lucky for you I wish I was past that. Lucky for me money does put me way ahead of my trash ex's, but you're at least in position to go get something new VS being broke, not saying you should buy sex just that you can't offer anything being broke, no future at least that's foreseeable, and women are all trash in this modern day for the most part. So since you've got a nice number on your screen, you can sit around crying about her with a few less life stresses or move on eventually, you can be an alpha and run shit, or feed into that feminist "Equals" bullshit

can someone put this into the 4chan story format?
http://imgur.com/a/mBok1

>>602051191
Yeah I've got an ex I still keep in mind, it does suck but like I said success helps you move on a whole lot quicker than not being successful

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dumping what I have.

>>602051564
>then you were born with money, lucky for you
i'm not sure what part of my post implied that i was born with money, but ok

I didn't say I wanted sex or a relationship. I said I wanted a friend back. That's all. No more and no less. No amount of money is going to replace that for me.

>>602046940
me too /b/ro

me too

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Man these are all shittier than I recall.

>>602052182
Yeah true, just trying to reinforce what money truly can do, even an average american is still the elite of the world. Some shit just takes time though, when I'm pissed off or stressed for a week I know it will blow over eventually

>>602050030
I am so glad I have an amazing relationship between me and my parents...this make sad though.

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it's almost a year since she left me for this other guy,
i sometimes feel it will never go away.

a few days ago, a friend of mine told me she wanted to fuck me some months ago (when i truly wanted to let go of her and i really improved on my self confidence)

>why havent we fucked then?
>i dont know, i dont wanted to be labelled as a bitch

this girl has a new BF now but i dont care, she helped boosting my ego.


i hope you guys have a nice evening (it's almost 0:00 here)

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Finishing this awful dump anyway. Sorry to disappoint.

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>>602051364
you guys don't even know

>>602049332
name of the dude?

>>602052602
That's how I feel, live in a small town but don't mess with locals anymore. I feel like it's going to be my training grounds I have flashbacks on when I finally move somewhere else and enjoy life more

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i never stopped thinking about her. not a single day

the best feeling is knowing that she doesn't care anymore what you feel

>>602052735
>what money truly can do
It really can't do much. People can do stuff.

Anyone who disagrees with that is free to tell me how, using money, I can have my friend back.

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>>602052793

>>602046940
3 years and 3 relationships later I still miss her. I like and care for my current gf but nothing compares. Kinda feel like I can't love anymore, not due to her but due to emotionally disconnecting from everything to a scary point.

>>602052869
Wanna know what eases the pain? dumping that bitches nudes!

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This one is faggy too, sorry.

>>602052948
Neil Hilbor
I recommend this:
http://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

OP here, drunk enough to go to sleep, arealy bawed my eyes out over some pics of her, waiting for the 404 to go to sleep.

thank you /b/ros, all of you.

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When did you guys realize that your only friends are complete strangers on the other side of a screen for me it was when I first found this cesspool in 08. I love you /b/ros you are the only thing keeping me from becoming an hero for a long time now.

>>602053318
>dumping that bitches nudes!
sorry /b/ro but she never did nude shots. she just made some "i'm horny, come over and fuck me" shots but no nudes.

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>>602053693
love you too /b/ro

>>602053305
i feel this
it's like I'm only here because she isn't
worst feeling of them all

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Why is it that /b/ acts like such a pussy after being dumped by a girl?

>>602053458
Amen, /b/ro.

>>602047175
pls explain the first one is the us army thing i find out by googling and whats the second one? does that mean if you are shit you gonna serve in the second one?

>>602053165
Well at least that's your main stress, you'll be alright. But since we're past the money talk, I guess eventually just add her on FB or something if she's not already on there. But I end up deleted ex's eventually when I truly don't care about them anymore or what they have to say

>>602053610
Sorry for your loss man, cheers for the link too, chin up.

>>602053729
Time to hire a private investigator

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>>602053908
Command Sergeant Major of the U.S. Army. Pretty much, the main NCO who is so out of touch with soldiers, that s/he literally thinks everything is fine with the service.

>Might be because s/he knows nothing outside of the service at this point, and doesn't want to be 'downsized.'

>>602053305
I still think about an ex after like 4 years too, it helps that she's getting older and less hot though. I had her in her prime

>>602046940
I've had girls love me, and some of them were really great people. It was satiating, and the company wasn't unappreciated. Despite this, I've never had much of an interest in any of them past what was necessary to stay sane.

There's one girl, and all I've wanted is for her to want me as badly as I do her.

And you know what, my gf is so severely fucked in the head she's actually painful to put with, I care about her feelings moreso than my own so I stick with it.

People with severe OCD are actually completely fucking nuts.

>>602054062
that's a thread for feels not for shitposting. if you are horny jack off to the 400 other threads on 4chin.

>>602053872
because not everybody is hollow inside.

>>602053966
We're still friends on FB and act friendly and whatnot but that original friendship is gone.

We were friends, only friends.

>>602054365
>Posts on 4chan
>Expects an alcoholics anonymous type meeting

/b/, how do i get money on paypal by playing TF2/begging for it?

>>602054257
Yeah that is really true, I spend time comparing everything about now to then, but then I look at her facebook, which doesn't happen often because I've been blocked by her entire family/circle of friends, and realize that she's no longer the person I loved, she looks different, probably acts a lot different.
I feel like the only time I was really happy is lost and now I'm just left with a bleak outlook of the world and life in general.
Everything's just a distraction, I don't enjoy my hobbies anymore there's just ones than keep me from thinking horrible things the longest.

My ex is sending me messages as i'm typing this. I never answered after she broke up with me through fb until 5 minutes ago. "anon, do you think we can stay friends?"

She hasn't even talked to me irl about the breakup. We were together for 8 months. In the meanwhile, I met some nice people and didn't feel too shitty. So now she's texting me. What do?

>>602054689
or how do i hack paypal accts?

>>602055096
ignore.

>>602052708
How to cope with this? Just do it doesn't work anymore. She left me once already and said it wasn't for me, but you and I know that if I behaved djfferently she wouldn't have reached that decision. I just want to hear from her, I would prefer a definitive "you don't interest me", it would break me but I'd force myself to accept it. Instead I'm stuck in this situation, looking at her pictures on my facebook wall and not knowing what to say to her to not creep her out or get ignored.

>>602046940
use drugs as support works great

>>602054444
that sucks ass, maybe something will happen though. It's hard to sustain female-male friendships that aren't romantic, I had 3 female friends I thought of as cool friends, weeded that down to 1, somedays I wanna cut it off with her too but we're too cool

>>602055096
a friend of mine was in the same situation. it was over for a year and she texted him. he replied. it was his biggest mistake.

he is fucked.

ignore her. trust me.

>>602054444
well, you might find some solace in those motherfucking beautiful quads

>>602055102
Stop posting this. It makes zero sense.

If you don't value your life, let it end; fine, if it is actually finished. Dying everyday implies that it isn't. It doesn't serve the original purpose. Fuck off with it.

>>602055186
>>602055467
Thanks guys

>>602055241
Force her hand mane, just tell her exactly how you feel. You want a direct answer then you can't go at it slyly, you have to be direct yourself.

>>602050030
literally crying

>>602052900
I miss my dog

>>602055291
Worked great til I found out im a big enough fag to get addicted to weed and smoke continually even after having shit scary psychotic episodes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iy4cEW15SdE

have something deep

>>602054867
Yeah that time with my ex was the best but it's kind of pass, I also feel like I'm doing time in my jail cell waiting to improve things. It's bittersweet being a guy, women even when broke can grab a social circle and sex life and money, but in the end if a man can use that disadvantage to become successful he wins in the end. Also fun living my 20s like I planned it, women on average should be settling down earlier then men, sucks ass passing these college days though. Would be nice to have that knowledge in my mind already so I can move on and not work for free

>>602050469
I'm in this situation too, and I've decided all I can do is just move on - they don't want to talk anymore and it doesn't seem to be something I can change.

Just, try with them one last time and if they reject you, fuck it, you have to carry on without them - you'll find somebody else soon enough I figure. :(

>>602055102
That's true. Almost 2 years since she walked out of my life. I don't know what's real anymore, feels like everything is just a dream, a fucking nightmare.

>>602055373
>It's hard to sustain female-male friendships that aren't romantic
I mean I wouldn't mind if it became romantic, but it wasn't something that I had really ever considered just because the friendship was awesome as it was.

When that ended, it really, really really fucked with my head. Even now.

>I had 3 female friends I thought of as cool friends, weeded that down to 1, somedays I wanna cut it off with her too but we're too cool
She has other male friends too; one is gay, one she likes that afaik doesn't return those feelings, that guy she likes's friends, a few that are way older, and one that is friendzoned insanely hard but that she still talks to a lot.

>>602055586
holy shit. i just realized that.

>>602050030
I wouldn't be able to fucking live with myself. I'd have to off myself at that point.

>>602053872
because /b/ isn't the /b/ it tries to live up to it's just normal, breakable people who break a lot

>>602049883
http://www.theonion.com/articles/man-terrified-to-realize-he-could-easily-go-on-lik,36147/

>>602050030
fuck anon.

>>602046940
>tfw you will never find a happygolucky, outgoing, cheerful girl who's always the life of the party when you go out with other people, and slowly break her down over several years, chipping away at her confidence with subtly snide remarks here and there, sending her anonymous magazine-cut-out-style hate letters and not supporting her when she softly tears up over the mean things "other people" are saying about her until she finally has a nervous breakdown, tries to commit suicide, gets sectioned, and you start to rebuild a new relationship from the ground up as she convinces herself that maybe she was always this way and the former version of herself was just a coping mechanism, so it's better for you to make decisions for her for a little while, you know, at least until she can get back on her feet, but a little while becomes several months, which turns into years, and now she doesn't know what she would ever do without you, calls you the light of her life and owes you for saving her from the rock bottom crash, and you now live happily for the rest of your lives together, you and your emotionally dependant, psychologically reprogrammed wife who you long ago feared would leave you because she was more attractive and popular, then one day, when you're in your 70s spending the summer in your cape cod cottage, you realize that every single iota of your existence for the last 50 odd years has been dedicated towards ruining someone else's life to benefit yours, and before you can become an emotional wreck about it you get your colt, aim right at your temple, then fade away into the blissful void of eternity, and the last image burned into your brain is that of your wife running outside to see what happened, surveying the scene, then lying down next to you, taking your hand in hers, whispering "I'm sorry my love", and ending her own life with the same gun

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>>602057129
goodnight bros. I'm going to sleep before the alcohol wears off. thank you for keeping me company, honestly, it means more than you can imagine. sleep tight /b/. OP over and out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9F4os8XlS3U

>>602056598
Not sure what to say about all that, don't be a toy for a dumb bitch. It's cool to stay around if you want though and see what happens, just don't get overly wishful that things turns romantic but you do never know, as long as you're good to her. At the same time you just can't count on stupid women to be as consistent as men are

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCNtWKdi5Ds

Be prepared to cry anons. This is raw emotion. his other songs are perfect too.

>>602057321
Cool story fag

>>602047325
Me, every damn day

>>602057722
I don't care if things turn romantic at all. I've never even thought about it and honestly wouldn't matter to me.

I just wanted my friend back and for whatever reason, most people don't understand that.

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>>602058012
no anon, us. that's why we're all here.

>>602058135
Friends and Romantics are quite different

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>>602052900
God i miss my dog

>>602057789
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXHj_EW_JpQ

this ones for all you an heros out there

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Contribootin

>>602058356
If I were to ever date anyone I'd want to date someone I considered a close friend anyways. To me it's just an intimate, exclusive, close friendship.

But the point being that I don't care if that ever happens.

>>602046940
Does anyone know how to get happy again? I've not been myself for the last 4 years.

Hey /b/

First post on a feel thread. I don't think it's really important, but I need to tell you a story. It's not really sad, but it's my story.

I don't have a father. I only have only have a man who treated me like shit before I'd go to school. I'm an accident, and he told me what was an accident : something you didn't want and you always regret. I listened that story everyday of my life for almost 14 years. My family didn't stop it any times. I don't blame them, but I don't care about them.

Because of that, I can't make friend in real life. For me, "real" people are only here to make me feel bad. I know I may be paranoiac but it's how I always feel. I'm at college, but I never made any party for my birthday or anything. It may be idiot, but I don't care about my birthday or Christmas. I'm not even sad of that.

I know I could do something to be happy or to have friends or anything. But I don't care, I don't care about me, my feelings, my life. I don't really want to die, neither to live. I don't know if I feel something or not. I don't know if I want something or not. When did I become someone I am not? I don't know, I always feel like I'm seeing a bad movie : I don't care about the shitty characters, plots or anything, but I'll watch it because I don't have better thing to do.

>>602059692
fuck bitches get money. i am serious.

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>>602059692
That shit hit me hard, man

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>>602059692
Sounds like you have no confidence because you were mentally abused. It would help if you seek some counsel to talk too. If you're in a first world country there will be plenty of free services.

Or just make a bit of an effort one day and try to make a friend. If it doesn't work out, try again the next day.

It'll get better, but you have to work at it.

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saw this today, first time I've cried in a while

people can be so senselessly cruel

/b/ brings out the worst in people and the worst of people, I think this might be my last time on this site

probably end up coming back though, like always

>>602057098
This article both made me laugh and scared the shit out of me. I'm married and have several good friends and close family ties, so I'm not entirely like the man in that article, but I lack initiative and it's my greatest fear to end up like that.

>>602060563
>>602059843

>>602060563
poor guy, fucking assholes man.

>>602048353
for gods sake why is this so true

>>602060563
Sometimes, that can be a good thing. But other times (like the pic) people fail to realize what they're doing to someone.

Kinda want to share a little story of mine. Mind me if my English is poor, since it's not my first language. Anyway I'll try to be as brief as possible. Here it goes:
>Finally got to study in Uni at 2012
>Be single (well never had a gf before anyway)
>Notice some girls in, but no one really clicked for me
>Some time passes and our course decides to finally do a party
>Go there, people are coming, when she finally came in and I gazed my eyes upon her
>I don't know, it was like love at a first sight (well not really, but you get the meaning) I still remember her standing in front of me clearly with background blurred
>Probably decided on that moment that she was the one
>Do nothing
>Had slight crush for other girl
>And another
>Fast forward to spring semester decide to finally break the ice and chat her up
>Mainly chat on facebook since we're in different groups and I barely see her
>Don't receive too much attention from her
>Couple months later decide to ask her if she wants to go out
>She says she kinda does
>Nothing happens
>Ask her again, and again, she tries to avoid it
>By that time get to really like her and got kinda depressed for it
>Fuck it, travel to other country for a few weeks
>Still chatting to her
>Decide to tell her that I like her
>Anon, you're really sweet... (here goes all my hopes)
>Try to sound like it's nothing, say "Well maybe some day"
>Maybe
>Fast forward few weeks we're having field practice (living and working together under one roof)
>Acting like nothing happened, not making any moves, just observing
>As days passes on nothing really happens
>One thing that stuck to me was, when we were walking in corridor, our eyes met, as we passed by turned my head around
>She had a big smile
>Feel hope
>Some days later one guy starts to show her (actually almost all the girls) affection
>She's kinda into it
>Feel like shit again
>It all ends me being even more confused
>Fast forward to fall semester
>Ask her out again
To be continued

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My life

>>602058135
Lol just because I've had those same good intentions, then have a day where I squint my eyes and be like you know what, why do I keep this bitch around? But I wish you luck

>>602060299
Sex doesn't give me pleasure anymore, I fucked some whores, and at the second times, I just came. With no fun, no envy. Really just came.

>>602060496
Thanks /b/ro but I don't care anymore. Speaking about this make me feel alive. Usually, I speak about this to stranger on Omegle or Kik. I'm note even sad, I'm neutral, so it helps me to remember I'm alive.

>>602050030
What a fucking cunt, sure the son is a fucking douche bag but you don't have to guilt-trip him by killing yourself.

"I love you more than life itself, and that's why I'm doing this". More like "I wanna hurt the shit out of you because you never gave me any attention just like your father and I know I can't hurt him"

>>602052353
I could use some help in this field. I'm currently in love with a girl that is unobtainable to me. It's taken me longer than it should of, but I've realized recently that it's best to get over her and move on. I know it is not easy to forget about someone that means so much to you, but does anyone have tips on how to get the move-on ball rolling? So far I've avoided seeing her as much as I can, and tried talking to other girls. Anything else?

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>>602060951
Because despite feminazis and "alpha males" trying to force us to believe otherwise, the "Friend Zone" is very real, and very painful.

>>602061412
Mother's Day is coming up. Gonna do something nice for your mom?

>ITT a bunch of pussies who expect things to be handed to them

You're not going to get a girl if you're such betas.

>>602050030
fuking ouch im legit close to tears

>>602061568

WTF IS THIS
Fuck you, I'm streaming tears

>>602061568
Just a "happy mother's day" and a kiss, I wasn't even aware by the way.

>>602061524
Might seem silly, but try imagining her taking a big steamy dump. Like literally, everytime she pops into your mind, imagine her taking a huge shit. Unless you have a scat fetish it should make you feel less attracted to her.

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>>602061055
get the fuck back to reddit faggot

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>>602061678
Just do something nice for your mom on Mother's Day.

>>602061856
For Science.

>>602061945
Better than what that guy did, I guess.

>>602061568
??
Feminazis would be the only ones promoting the friend zone, alpha males can have friend zones with certain relationships and circumstances, if you're friend zoned by a random new bitch though you're wasting your time

>>602060936
>>602060954

it made me so mad and so sad at the same time.

people fucking suck man

>>602060563
I felt bad coming to this thread, and now I leave feeling worse. I know it's fun to laugh at fat people, but you should never do it in person right in their face like that. The guy was trying to have a good time and now his night is probably ruined.

>>602050727
Thanks bRO. That was beautiful

>>602061198
>why
because if i can just have back what i had a few months ago it'd have been completely 100% worthwhile.

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>>602062254
No, listen to them. They make it seem like those of us who acknowledge or even mention the 'Zone are nothing but womanizing cunts who think, "all women should automatically sleep with me."

This is not the case. It'd be nice to just have someone to hold...especially if we've poured so much kindness, thought, and understanding into the relationship.

>>602061054
Go on.

>>602059684
You just need friends man. You don't need a gf, you need FRIENDS.

>>602061568
WHAT my fuking heart longs for a space roaver

>>602061231
>speaking about this makes me feel alive

See? Even talking about this to random anons on the computer makes you feel something. That should be evidence enough.

>>602050030
fuck man my feels

>>602058890
Holy fuck, that one hit me hard.

Seriously you guys are a bunch of losers, get a life. Stop wasting time thinking of "the one who got away". Fucking go do something, it does help feeling sorry for yourself, get back on the horse, planty of fish in the sea and all that. Don't feel sorry for yourself, its not like you never gonna find someone. Jeez come on guys.

>>602060563
As much of an asshole as I am I must say. Fuck those guys.

>>602062675
I've got both, that's not the issue. A girl i truly loved as a friend took her life 4 years ago, and there is litteraly not a day passing without me thinking of her.

>>602062099
My sides. Thanks for that anon, but it's not just that I'm attracted to her, I genuinely love her personality and how she is around me. I feel like she's the one person who ever valued being around me.

>>602063109
You're in this thread too anon.

my basketball trainer/good friend was killed last night in a shooting /b/. I can't fucking take this

>>602062569
And then they act surprised most murders are crimes of passion with a man usually being the murderer, karma for being sluts

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Bumping with EB because that shit makes me feel oddly proud to be Irish and because this feels thread needs more feels.

Hey /b/, i am really fucked up right now. I lost my mom 2 years ago and i still can't cope with it. The thing is, my father left me when i was 3 and mom was the only parent i knew of until i was 16, except my grandparents. Father decided to show up when i was 16.

Now, i am 21, will be 22 on 10th of March, i am at uni and everything is slowly going down the shitter. I get bad grades, my love life is a mess, father decided not to talk to me again because of some stupid shit reason, i feel bad all the time. The only thing that keeps me going on is the fact that my grandparents are still alive. Everytime i think about leaving it all behind for somewhere else or killing myself, i think that they will be the ones that will be affected most.

What should i do, besides killing myself of course?

>>602053458
my feels

>>602063329

Yes, because I've been like you, I also had my hearth broken once, but sooner or later you realize that chasing something that is never gonna happen is a waste of time. It is more likely she will actually come back if you remove your head from your ass and start enjoying life and yourself a little.

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>>602046940
boo hoo

>>602062521
Good luck man

>>602063576

Smoke a lot of weed hombre.

>>602049556
lmao exactly how im feeling

>>602062818
I know, but I can't care about me, or the world neither. Everybody told me I don't worth it, and at the end, I think they're wright. I'm not a shitty person, I hope, but it's not really hard to know how will be my life in the future. I have some times (once time a week) when being me hurts me, like now. The rest of my life is just like "Oh, I don't give a fuck, I was pretty idiot when I was all sad, I don't give a single fuck about anything".

>>602046940
Reporting in.
I fucking miss her too
Will be lurking

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>>602046940
It is time we fags forget the women we gave too many shits for. Refocus. Reprogram. It is time we focus on one thing. Ourselves. Your dick. Your money. Your state of mind and we'll being. Focus on yourself and learn to be alone and happy. They will come and cum and come. Better this time. And you will have your morals and values. And they will still have tasty cooters. Fuckit.

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>>602063557
I would say so, yes. I've been single for the last 10 years, and the only thing keeping me from going over the edge is my dedication to my studies.

Feels ?
You mean the things that fags and woman have ?

>>602064000
Checketh

>>602064021

Edgyness?
You mean the thing that you master to a degree beyond human?

>>602063576
just power through it. you're 22, young and full off life. so the last years have been shit. there can still be some good ones to come.

i've been in similar scenario. feeling like i'm falling through a botomless pit of stress, angst and sadness. i can't promiss you it gets better. but it certainly gets easier. i focused on my work. you just have to find things to focus on.

>>602063812
Yeah that just sounds like defence mechanisms to dull the pain. You need to know that its okay that you're you. And bottling up the pain and thoughts is the worst thing. Thats what having close friends or psychologists are for. Even just spending time with another person and distracting your mind for an hour or two helps.

>>602063576
Just chill, I feel that way sometimes but ending it all might find enlightenment or nothing. I just try to remember life is kind of like my personal video game, I'm gonna be alive tomorrow anyway so many as well work toward improving my situation. I could mope for 2 years and be the same place 2 years later, or do something those 2 years and be better off. At the same time don't wanna overdo things

>>602046940
She didnt treat me right even though i went out of my way to do everything for her. and now shes gone.
ugh

>>602063576
it all works out in the end kid. for better or worse. life sorts itself out. time moves ever forward

>>602063776
I did that too, didn't help much.

>>602064647
I was in that thread yesterday. It was a good thread.
>>602064830
>Iktf /b/ro

>>602064924

Meh, guess you'll have to pull the plug then. See you on the other side anon.

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>>602064924
Fuck drugs now. Ya need peace with a sober self. Old fag here. Trust me

>>602065088
what did she do to you, anon?
also dubs checked

>>602064000
My dogs are the shit too

>>602061054
>Oh I would like, but I don't know, I'll need to study
>Be cool about it
>Some time get a feeling something's wrong, but still hopeful
>As time passes I keep our interaction, since she barely makes any effort
>One day talking to a course mate
>He says, that she went out with a guy I mentioned earlier
>Become really pissed, want revenge, make her get hurt
>Couple days later calm down, let it all go, not speaking to her at all, but still having strong feelings
>FF be sitting in a lecture didn't control myself look her
>She was looking at me
>She turns away immediately
>Big smile on her face again
>Get confused
>Still not talking to her
>Feel like shit for a while
>Fuck it, I want her
>Kinda start everything from scratch, but really trust her, not after that
>Finally ask her out again
>Same sad story as before
>This time decide to end it for good, keep our contact to a minimum
>Feeling torn inside
>Stuff happens, nothing major
>Short trip to a reservation to study birds (we're taking biology bachelors)
>She kinda is into one guy, flirts with him a bit
>That's it for me
>Time goes on till next field practice as in my first post
>Still have feelings for her, deep down still have a foolish hope
>Don't make too much of effort
>One good friend is starting to flirt with her
>She's kinda into it
>At the same time she gets all pissy and bitchy at me
>Well this time I'm really done
>Since then never talked to her properly
>One of my firends introduces me to one girl
>Needed some advice related with studies
>She's not as pretty (thought for first girl is really hard to beat)
>Fun to talk to
>Getting to kinda like her
>Out communication falls out
>Fall semester begins
>He's still trying to get her
>Not so much time goes, they're together
>Have nothing to do anymore
>Be confused
>Decide to refresh contact with second girl
>FF November
>Ask her to see a movie
>It's a yes
>All goes well, be happy in a long
TO be continued

>>602063576
try to enjoy life, i know it sounds shallow but /b/ro we are all going to make it.
Travel, get a gf, join a team, start working out, really just dont kill yourself

>>602064830
Fuck that bitch anon. If she treated you bad, then you don't want her around anyway.

>>602065088

That thread was great. I contributed most of the shit in it for the first few hours (inc. EB and that other post), and one of my good friends IRL was OP.

>>602064436
I really don't like other people. Just seeing them when I look through the windows make me sad and angry. I don't know why, but I can't speak to anyone IRL without wanting to hurt him/her.

>>602065236
Thanks, it's the 2nd time I roll dubs today, usually I never do so I guess I got that going for me..
Well, to tl;dr it, I treated her like a princess, like she was my everything, she didn't seem to give a fuck in the end and left me...Fuck.
>>602065892
Small world, ain't it?
I ran into my last ex (not the one I get feels from though) 5 times in February. She didn't say shit. I guess I didn't try iniating contact.. And she got adopted by my neighbors too. Small fucking world ain't it...

it's been almost two years since I've had a real job. I'm college educated, have relevant experience, but can't seem to find a job that will pay me a livable wage. I had a job like that where I used to live. I've had my resume professionally looked at. Trained with professionals for interviews. But no one will hire me. So I work shit jobs if I work at all. It's nearly tanked my relationship several times now. She holds on because she loves me but it seems less and less the longer this has gone on.

i feel worthless, /b/.

>Be me
>Only one true faithful friend
>Not many beyond him
>I never give any secrets
>So many things I can only keep to myself
>I met a guy at a bar a few years ago
>Cool as all hell
>We became friends (nohomo)
>We understood each others problems
>We talked quite a bit
>I could tell someone things I couldn't tell anyone
>One night we were watching Trailer Park Boys- Badass show
>Having a beer
>I look over and realize
>There was never anyone there

>Realizing how alone I am

>>602065593
Thats true
I mean I could tell she loved me but most of the time she was cold and emotionless and never said i love you unless i said it first
i got tired of that shit. i need to be told i actually matter instead of being brushed off and looked at weird.
after two years it sucks but whatever. im just working on me now.

>>602066212
yep pretty much the same thing for me
its so unfair anon
women are cruel creatures.

>>602058287

It breaks my heart everytime i read about him! Camera also got him sitting in a bench eating a small cake with a candle on it! it was his birthday and he was alone! poor guy..

>>602059692
I dont have a mom, and i always feel like i just disappoint everyone around me, no matter how much effort i put in. its hard man. you can do this /b/ro

>>602066306
Sooo, are you schizo or is this just a shit story?

>>602066746
I'm going to a doctor tomorrow. I must be.

>>602066254
..Nigga at least you still got her
>>602066579
Most yeah, some not..
>tfw best friend (grill) messaged me saying 'I miss you already' when we saw eachother last week

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>>602054349

Dude... Feed her megadoses of Inositol. 18mg a day. Look it up.

>>602066692
You too.
It's hard to not think about how they told me they wish I never lived, they wish I didn't exist. I have all these memories in my mind 24/24.

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Harrison Ford crashed a plane. Thought you assholes should know.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6yfFWvoygY

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>>602066963
>tfw go for it

>>602064830
got one for you
>be me
>study in a particularly tough Uni in the hardest field
>be the best mofo at the Uni
>doing pretty well
>there's this girl i like, fuck it, i'm doing allright, i'll ask her out
>She says yes
>fuckyeah.iso
>we have a great time
>i fucking love her
fast forward 3 years
>we moved in together
>i'm fucking crumbling under the pressure from work
>9+ hours
>we're living together
>i pay the bills, but i don't mind, she's happy, and i love her
>i even cook, i love cooking, especially for her. it makes her happy
>in december, i get a visit at the place i work from a long lost college friend
>i kind of got overwhelmed and didn't have much time for friendships, or anything really
>he tells me my gf hit on him the other day
>ufuknwotm8?
>he tells me she invited him into her appartement
>when he rejected her she just moved on to the next guy
>i, obviously, didn't believe him, so i insulted him, called him a liar punched him in the nose and went off
>two weeks later, what he said is still stuck in the back off my head
>buy camera
>leave it running in the appartement
>go to work
>return
>she went out with some friends (go figure)
>i see nothing for a long time
>at about 3p.m, i see the worst thing imaginable
>the love of my life, fucking some random nigger, in my bed, in the house i paid for
>i don't even know how to react
>honestly, would've killed myself right then and there if i had a gun
>fuck it all. i pack her shit chuck it out the door, with the camera, and a note telling her to never even speak in my general direction again
>all that time. the only person i cared for

that was 3 months ago. i'll never love anyone again. how could i?

>>602052919
some keks in a world of hurt

http://www.duffelblog.com/2014/01/e4-mafia-campaign/

>>602064401
>>602064580
>>602064401
>>602065431
>>602064911
>>602065219

Thanks guise. It is hard to live with so much burden. I did many stupid things in the past, i definitely did not appreciate what i had before i lost it. That leaves a mark on you.

Besides, i was a person who could be happy for the smallest of reasons. But now? I don't know. Guess i will have to try harder.

>>602065122
Nah man, i won't do that, at least not while i know someone will get hurt because of it.

>>602067163
Anymore from this set /b/rizz-o?

>>602066963
I do have her. It's true. I don't know for how much longer. Every day that I'm not managing to do what everyone else seems capable of I feel like she slips away a little more. She knows I'm more than a job title, but being incapable of having even a vaguely respectable one is diminishing. She has a great job and has admitted it's embarrassing introducing me to coworkers she knows will judge me for what I do. I'm letting her down.

>>602053872
Fucking busted!

>be gay
Can't bring myself to come out despite knowing my family will be fine with it because I know my friends, and my brother's friends probably won't. I'm legit gonna be alone forever.

>>602066328
People show love differently. Some drown you in it, and some are hesitant in showing it. You want someone who expresses her love more openly, and that's fine, but don't be harsh on her just because she was a bit distant. If she was really cold and bossy and horrible, I understand, but it sounds like she was just "thick skinned", so to speak.

>>602066212

Small world, indeed.

That particular chick, L, has been my best friend for about 2 years now and I've been in love with her on-and-off (mostly on) for all of that time.
The first time it happened, we both fell for one another. However, neither told the other because we're both self-doubt-ridden (also, we're basically the same person - literally a 100% match) and we both thought that the other would say no, so we both held back. We actually discussed it months later and laughed at it.
Turns out that, at the time when we discussed it, she had had a thing for me. I was with someone at the time, but I would've dropped her in a fucking heartbeat for L.
THAT particular incident was almost rxactly a year ago now. Seems like we're just meant to be bestfriends and never anything more (we did actually kiss - but that's all it ever became - once last Summer when we were both extremely tired and semi-drunk, just to piss off my ex who I mentioned above). Surprisingly, I'm totally okay with that. I mean, I'd go for it in a heartbeat if she asked, but I'm fine with just being great friends.

>>602067532
whoa, anon... thats way more fucked than my situation.
I always see these kind of stories on here and its really depressing...
i cant imagine what you felt. jesus ;-;

dont miss her

>>602061568
Nigga that is the saddest fucking pic ever

>>602047325
Fuck, this one hurts because every girl I know ends up the same way. We almost hit it off, and then it just tumbles before we get together. Starting to think I'm too shitty to be with someone.

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>>602046940
Have some feels.

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I dunno, man. It just seems like nothing will make me happy at the moment.

My life kinda went to shit recently, in pretty much every area, but I'm actually trying to fix things and I just seem to be making myself more miserable and causing more problems.

For example, I've been trying to get a work placement (I'm at uni at the moment) for fucking months, and I actually got offered an interview today. I was pleased at first, but then I realised that I almost certainly won't get the job. I'm going to waste £40, and a whole day, on travel to stumble through an interview.

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You want feel? Have a greentext. Worth read

>>602047175
Get fucked SPC…biggest pussies in the entire Army. All the entitlement, none of the leadership experience.

>>602067464
Has had bf for 3 years mang. I'd get rekt..
>>602067868
Anon, listen to me.
If you love that girl, don't let her go. Don't you fucking let her go.
Every day, I feel the fucking pain of not having her beside me. I miss her so fucking much, it's killing me more each and every day.
So please, do me a favor and do your best to keep her... Because you don't know how good you have it until you lose it.
>>602068047
I envy you. You guys seem to have such a great relationship..
>>602068231
Ikr man. First time I seen it was last year, still hits fucking hard

>>602066306
>I never give any secrets
>So many things I can only keep to myself

I am just like this, except the schizo part. I just don't feel like talking about my grief, sadness or feelings. I always thought i could get away with it but know i am questioning this. Am i doing it wrong? Should i really change myself?

>>602047155
That's totally unrelated you ignorant dumbass

>>602068002
I feel you. but i mean she grew up with an abusive mom and after she moved away from her she lived with her dad, uncle and grandpa. being around dudes that much hardened her up and she just became kinda more dick-ish over time.
it just got to he point where i didnt feel appreciated.
idk maybe im just a sensitive cunt but its too late now.
probably better off since she makes horrible life choices and i cant be with someone that fucks themselves up that much.
although i still dont know if i love her or hate her. am very conflicted.

>>602068120
take from my situation what will.

my advice, only treat people like princesses iff they treat you like a prince.

>>602064647
Labyrinths only have one path

>>602067532
Well, fuck. That's fucked up. Fuck.
Did you try apologising to your friend?

>>602055096
Ignore it, seriousl6

>>602068983
thats really true.
im sorry anon, i hope you get better.

>>602067952
i gotta ask you something. your're legit into other penis? like ... i love MY dick when it works.had a few good girls and then one great woman for a loooong time. i just didnt marry. everyone said i was a homo for it. i hate when people question my shit but i dont give a fuck anymore. ive never been with a guy except really young and we just spanked it together cuz thats whats ya do when your 9. Always had crushes on women. love girls. legs. tits big or small. natural woman look. what makes you gay b ro? im in flames in every way. but dudes would never make me happy. I dunno. I guess i don't understand shit yet. 27 here.

>>602065414
>Still having feelings for the first, but getting ideas that I might forget her
>Have couple more dates
>One of which is on New Year eve
>Holding hands while watching fireworks go, too beta to kiss her
>It's exam time for us
>No time for dates, barely any time to talk
>Exams are over, ask her out
>Says she's really busy, have no time
>Barely talk to each other anymore
>Recently ask her if she still wants to communicate
>Yes, but she's not sure that she can meet my expectations
>Decide to go with it and see what comes to be
>Messaged her, no answer for couple days
>Well here it goes again
>Today receive message
>Have no time to write back
>As finally finish my lectures we exchanged couple messages, she has to go
Well that's it for my main story. To finish it I need to say some things.
There's one girl in my course group who's definitely into me and kinda for along time, sadly have no feelings for her. She's kinda cute, really smart and kind, but that's how it is.
And there's one more girl in the same course, who might like me. Always trying to chat me up while at uni or parties, turns her head around at me and smiles. She's really pretty, on par with the first one, maybe for most people prettier and probably that's why I feel like I wouldn't her any good, as I don't see myself good enough for her. It's really a shame, since I kinda would like to try to date her, but as I said before I'm still trying with the second and to make things worse she promised me, to try and get me to a lab where she works at uni (there's not she can do besides asking lead scientist). So if I would cease our relationship I would feel guilty as fuck for using her like that and I don't want to hurt her as I had myself in this time. She deserves way better.

>>602069196
follow up on that. in the midst of my self pity. my friend was actually going through a rough spot aswell. he'd just finished college and was without a job. i hooked him up, after apologising. i think he knew this was coming, we're allright. it was the least i could do

>>602069812
And to finish it all I still have feelings, have hopes, for the first one...
/b/, I don't know what to do anymore, all this bullshit with girls is killing me inside. All I want is to be really happy for the first time in my life. To love and to be loved, to share all that happiness. Probably I should just lay low and wait for all of it to go away so I can start fresh.

>>602067532
I guess I understand your feels anon, heres my story

>meet sucidal boy in high school
>he lives about 30 mins away
>havent heard from him in a few hours
>drive over cause why not
>see him sitting there with a gun in his hand crying
>run over
>cryfest.png
>hold him for a few hours until he falls asleep
>play cod with him later
>cook him dinner
>I kiss him before I leave and promise to come back soon
>come back next time
>he seems happier
>we fuck
>laugh, eat popcorn, watch anime, etc
>everythings perfect
>things continue like this for years
>fast forward to uni together
>Im alot smarter than him
>we're in the same classes
> I spend alot of my time working too, he barely works but thats ok. He needs extra time to study
>I come home and cook food for him
>I give him tons of massages
>make sure hes happy
>I love this kid with all of my heart, cant ever imagine him unhappy
>come home from work one day
>he had hung himself with a note saying it wasnt me, it was how useless he was
>cry for hours
>OD
>somehow end up in hospital

Either way they saved me. I'll probably kill myself soon. This place feels empty without someone to hold. I miss his smile. I just want it all to end /b/

>>602070513
He wouldn't have wanted you to kill yourself.

>>602070513
sry to hear. my condolances.

that said, he probably wished for you to have a good life, i got better. everyone can.

Being treated like shit is the worst. It's alright if everyone else does it to you, but if you step a toe out of like, you're the worst person ever, and deserve to die.

If someone else shows their emotions, care and compassion for them. If you show yours, suck it up. Nobody cares for you.


Fuck this. Fuck that. I wish I could live in isolation. Oh wait.

>>602070513
:(
You shouldn't kill yourself. Its gonna hurt for a very long time, but would he want you to do that to yourself? No matter what im confident he'll always love you.

>>602049332
Oh fuck not this guy.

This guy is literally the biggest faggot I have ever seen.

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>>602066616
a real human bean

>>602055096
she broke up because she thought she could do better than you, that some guy made her feel giddy but turned out to be a big asshole. now she wants you back in her life as an emotional tampon. she gets the good dick and you to lean on for emotional support.

fuck that bullshit. don't even answer. don't say a word, and go on with your life. you're better than her, and deserve to be treated with respect. fuck that bitch.

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>>602070788
It's so hard anon...
I constantly think of what I did wrong... what I couldve done better.
For the first few weeks I would cook dinner for him without even realizing it, then I would cry as I threw it away.
Everything feels broken and lost.

>>602046940
Awesome picture. Instafeels.

>>602069048
THE Labyrinth had only one path to the centre, but infinite paths that branch off and wind and twist to a dead end. Read a fucking book.

>>602068693
As I said in the post last night (it was 1AM here), she is the main one who has basically kept me alive these past two years. Well, her and my other bestfriend who I have literally had call me "a second brother". Basically, those two are the ones I would give my fucking life for. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do have are absolutely fucking amazing.