>>600430736
Some day were all going to die.

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>>600430836
so quit worrying about it

>>600430736
Society doesn't make the world better. It just makes the rest of the world worse.

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Jesus did the water into wine trick by sticking his fingers in thicker wine and then dipping it into water. Then used the placebo affect to get them drunk.

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Im thinking that you should check these repeating digits boy

>>600430736
I need to get a life

>>600430985
Not worrying about it. OP said to tell our random thoughts.

I keep having dreams about my teeth falling out and nuclear war being declared and seeing actual alien craft up in the sky. Help

The whole world is happening simultaneously in a persistent day that never ends, and has been this way since the very beginning.

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stupid bitches from the past

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im thinking dubs please

>>600430736
What does anal with a prostate feel like

I made a burger and while the egg is perfect, the meat is slightly too cooked for my taste. It could have been a great burger.

Right now, somewhere in the world, someone is being raped

I think I'm going to live the rest of my life waiting to be happy

>>600431336
females have a prostate too. its just much smaller.

so go take a dick in the ass. do it for science. Thats about how it feels.

>>600430736
the consciousness drives the universe

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>>600431328
>>600431070
You guys are terrible at this.

>>600431366
Thanks for the fap

>>600431366
dubs concur. 65 women and 1 man are raped in this very second.

>>600431246
when did these dreams start?

>>600431369
don't wait, just meditate

>>600431479
i am the universe

Getting dubs

>>600431598
nice meme top kek

>>600431458
>females have a prostate too
does it have a special name or something? never heard of women having mini-prostates.

I gotta take a piss right the fuck now

>>600431540
Makes me wish I had some minority report telepathy that let's me see all the rapes happening

Our purpose is to survive as species. Pass on our genes to our descendents.
Why do we need a family? Why shouldn't I just become a sperm donor

everyone in the world is just an alternate version of yourself. We all refer to ourselves as "i". There is only one i, and it is everyone.

>>600431850
urinating is the leading cause of death in toilets. dont be a murder machine.

All the mistakes I made, and how I'll probably never learn from them. Not that it'd really bother me too much, we all get by.

>>600431458
Meant a male prostate. Basically what does it feel like for a man to get fucked in the ass
>>600431751
Skene's gland

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i used to walk in on my younger sister when she was masturbating.. but it was never while she was in her room. she always had her hand down her pants.

this picture reminded me of those days. im no pedo, but it was kinda funny to think about.

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Whoever named it "Northern blotting" is a fucking dumbass.
Why not call it,
"DNA blotting"
"RNA blotting"
"Protein blotting"

Fuck you Edwin Southren, apparently

>>600431598
Years ago. I've dreamed 2x this week of hearing the sirens go off for nukes incoming and once where I walk to my car from the house to go to uni, then boom I see 3 UFOs flinging around the sky. I think that's in part because I live next to whiteman air force base and jets fly over constantly. But teeth falling out is scary shit

>>600431860
hmmm, interesting point anon

>>600430736
/h/

>>600431855
Is it just a weird fetish or?

>>600430736
Shit relating to nirvana. Being one with the universe, like for real.

>>600430736
peaty vengeance fantasies related to the supposed "tech worker shortage" and my god-awful min wage job.

>>600432119
Have you ever chewed 5 Gum? It feels like taking a whole pack of that, and then gluing it to your ass hole, and then running head first into a cement wall. Its the best feeling in the world.

>>600431855
haha you wanna watch a man getting raped? lol feggit

>>600432359
Or what?

I wish this cum would clean itself up.

A year ago I was jobless and actually had to camp out homeless for a couple of weeks, Now I have a plumbing license and make more money than most of my friends who are still fighting off student loans.

I have nicer things and eat better. I live in a nice three bedroom apartment with two housemates, One of whom I make love with every couple of weeks in an on again off again thing that we laugh about.

I don't feel like I'm any happier. Sometimes I pine for the life I was helped out of. Debts I've paid twenty times over and still want to give more for. The people who helped me mean the world to me. But sometimes after a long day I urn for a cold night in my old tent, Only a small gas heater to stave off the cold and only a stack of library books to entertain me. Not planning on going to sleep until I was good and ready, Having nothing but more of the same to wake up to. Sometimes I miss wandering down to the creek to wash, living off of the fat of the land and what money I could come across with oddjobs and favors.

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>>600432492
in soviet russia, cum cleans YOU

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Been pondering why I am so into abuse and domination since I was little, it makes me wonder what have I become....

>>600432722
Checking those dubs

>>600430736
Fapping

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>>600430736
Thinking about how to get the motivation to stop being a lazy bum. And whether or not the anxiety will fuck me, or I'll take off into the person I used to be

>>600430736
Every different stage of my life my parent's have gone trough, just wondering what they were thinking at the same stage i am going trough

How i really like to flash girls but i cant because if i ever got caught it would ruin my life

i shouldnt wake up today

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>>600432623
deep story bro

Currently on acid, and I'd have to say my primary thought is on where the originating minds of /b/ got their hate for sjw and all that tumblr shit.

Is it because those guys think it's actually ridiculous?

Or is it deeper? Is it that they don't like the idea of things becoming one huge gray area, and they truly are afraid that their individuality is somewhat threatened?

I'm also thinking about the whirring of the ac machine outside

>>600431350
thats a shame

What is so bad about swearing? i mean those are just words. its just elitism to have "banned" words

>>600432623
Hell, I know what you mean. I was homeless for a good couple years. I traveled, Walking from place to place, staying at salvation army shelters where possible, A warm enough patch of cement where not. When I was 19 I had gone 2 days without food and thought I was going to die. I strangled a racoon to death, patched up my arms with an old shirt I had, wandered into the woods, and cooked it cooked it on an open flame like a fuckin' caveman. If cavemen had bic lighters, that is. I've never felt that alive since.

>>600433259
If you can still type coherently, your acid is shit.

>>600433538
it was only a tab, so it's not like I expected to get sent on a spiritual journey or some shit

>>600433439
I've wanted to just leave everything and live like that, the freedom would be amazing. I don't know how long it could work, and could use some survival lessons. Also people skills would help

Nothing matters whatsoever.

>prove me wrong

>>600432786
What does that mean? Always been a luker and never really post, I'm sorry pls be gentle

>>600433259
SJW's are basically /b/tards with the nominal support of greater society, aka female privilege.

Late 20's still not out of school, still never had sex, still just sit at home.
I don't really regret much, since I know that even if I was given the chance I'd just do the same thing over again

Dip it in shit.

>>600433941
autistics sometime get fixated on repeating digits

>>600433868
In the end, you're right. But all you're going to know of it is the time you're alive, might as well enjoy it.

Have you ever read about peoples near-death and after-death experiences?

Have you ever smoked DMT?

Last time I smoked DMT, I smoked 300mg in one hit. 3x the amount recommended.

It made me wonder, with all the similarities between near-death and after-life experiences to DMT trips, do we ever really die? Or do we just stop experiencing this, and start experiencing a different level of consciousness?

>>600433954
so that's just people being morons right?

I guess I want better of everyone on that part

>>600430736
I keep delaying doing projects because it gives me something to live for. If I didn't procrastinate, I would have nothing to do.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0N5LtPtleO0

>>600431494
me on the other hand

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>you can never change your past because it is what has occurred to culminate into this moment
>every moment but one is the past to a future moment.
>you can not change any moment but the very last moment ever
>your life is predetermined.

>>600434346
>so that's just people being morons right?
yup, and the morons here are (somewhat justifiably) upset that another group of morons are put up on a pedestal.

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>>600434576
does past even matter then? >
its about living in the present >
because you make your future >
but habits are hardest to break

>>600434668
Yep.

But then what makes us able to say that right? Like, what right do we have to say that?

Is that the awesome part of it? That we don't but we do it anyways?

>>600433834
They're a must man. The worst enemy is yourself, though. If you chat with homeless people you'll find that most of them are drug addicts, And that they're not homeless because of the addiction, It's the other way around. It's a tough life if you're not good at entertaining yourself. Public libraries are a huge help, But you need a good water resistant bag for your books. If you don't take care of the books they're going to stop lending to you.

Also, There are few places even in rural areas these days that you're allowed to set up camp. If you ask an average police officer they should be able to tell you where you can, But be careful. There are police officers that see a homeless person as nothing more than a mark that can't get anywhere they need warrant to go. So they're a last resort for risk. The rednecks at your local hunting shop are a better choice.

also, Get good and used to the taste of rubbing alcohol. It's about the cheapest and most portable means of brushing your teeth effectively without water, and most homeless folk don't have dental coverage for some reason. Don't swallow rubbing alcohol, though. It's a drunk, But it's a sick drunk.

>>600431458
kek and its not even called prostate. as for Gspot, it doesn't exist. its the inner side of clitoris, bottom of shecock

Why do I have to be so prideful? I don't do things in fear that I will be mocked or laughed at.. how do others just not give a fuck? Do they not think about how others will react? And while I realize other people don't give a fuck, they also like to gossip, so what the fuck?

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>>600434576
>you can not change any moment but the very last moment ever

But that is wrong though

>>600432119
Skene's gland is no prostate gland bah

>>600431246
Did you call that psychic hotline earlier?

Just came home, trashed out of my mine, somehow went to 7-11 and got 4 lunchables and 2 cheese sticks and I'm having the Time of my life

The door is wet so i want to die

>>600434851
Thanks anon, how do people get money going? And long distance travel

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>>600434776
see that's the weirdest/coolest thing about it. The text reads, "your life is predetermined," while the subtext reads, "but that doesn't tell you anything about what is predetermined so live it like it isn't."

it's so beautifully paradoxical.

>>600435311
Wish I was you anon.

>>600435282
he doesn't need no hotline. he is the psychic with falling out teeth

how i will never touch a woman

how i'm going to helium bag myself to death with making it not look like suicide

>>600435449
Just finished the first lunchables and half of the cheese stick in sad and yet going so strong

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>>600435311
Maybe you'd like to send me monies, because how wild would that be amirite?

I was thinking about how unequal men are born. They are obviously unequal in every aspect: height, skin, look, intelligence, laziness...
But what the law provides is equality in chance and liberty. The law tries to erase those inequality. What you think?

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>>600435451

>>600435612
Craigslist?
or Seran wrap

>>600435713
Man that isso fking true. Maybe just got paid who knows

>>600430736
Your MOM's Pussy

>>600435815
>or Seran wrap
explain pls

I always think of myself in third person. I feel like time is flowing past me.I dont care for a single thing in the world, the feeling is weird since i feel like i am not really who i am so nothing bad can ever happen to me.

>>600435763
filename=kek

Is having a wife worth it anymore? And what about kids? Is it worth the risk of getting a daughter?

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How many corndogs can I fit in my gf's cornhole if I'm not nice about it?

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>>600435838
Yep, and I've been wanting the game Crawl like a mofo. Ehhem...
Id/koe86

>>600435971
Instead of touching women you could touch seran wrap

>>600436107
I can relate actually

>>600435381
Well, you could get into drugs and prostitution like a homeless person on tv if you don't mind arrests and std's.

But if that doesn't sound like a slice of heaven to you for some reason there are more down to earth methods. When I was down in Virginia I used to be involved in a bunch of holiday events that paid under the table. I was the fake chainsaw murderer at dixie cavern's haunted cave thing for a few years running. $100 for scaring people with a bladeless chainsaw was a good time. And several hospitals hire anyone who asks to help decorate for events. You'll have to take orders from the actual private contracter they get to organize it, But they usually pay you through them with no mention of tax.


Also lived with a couple of friends for some months. They let me crash on their couch and I made sure they came home to a home cooked meal every night. Kind of the wife to a couple. They were even sad when I decided to head out and gave me a gift card to wal mart. Never paid a cent to them for rent. So household skills go far.

>>600436384
Basically the same thing

>>600435015
All the success in your life depends on other people's impressions of your actions.

>>600430736

I was thinking the other day, what if every single universe in string theory existed in the same place at the same time?

So atoms, quarks, gluons, etc. are mostly just empty space, right? What if our reality is the a particular set of these particles vibrating at that exact moment? Or that the true universe is one solid, amorphous mass of every particle to have existed, and the experience we have is that set of molecules vibrating, simply passing by the other infinite particles within itself.

Could this explain for how observing particles changes them? Or how two particles can influence one another across impossible distances?

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how cut this is

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High on cough syrup 72hrs, not thinking of much except sleep. Do a vape and knock out for a couple min.

>>600436234
yes to all of it, as long as you have ambition and are striving/doing what you want in life.

Don't make having a wife, kids etc. your goals, they should be important but secondary

>>600436384
you got my hopes up, i thought maybe you had a plan which utilized saran wrap to make my suicide look like something else

this is my biggest holdup.

>>600436659
she's actually got a decent amount of bf%. not fat at all, but not "cut" either

>>600436504
As far as travel goes, A bus or train ride is only a couple hundred nearly anyplace these days, Most everyone flies now.

>>600436700
get drunk and jump off a bridge
>Accident.

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>be living in a good house
>good room mates
>make shit wage in the city
>need more money to travel
>have a job on farm

Leaving for said farm in one week. I always get emotional before these sorts of moving/travel things... combined anxiousness, itchy feet, and restlessness. not sure if im prepared to leave for a move. time like these, life seems to big.

>>600436795
*cute

care for moar?

>>600436700
Take a nasty fall, only way you might make it look like an accident

>>600436955
how bad would that suck though?

i like the helium bag method because it's painless

i want die

I have a question for anyone who happens to read this, do you actually enjoy your life, and why or why not?

I'm thinking about what is after death. Nothing? Well I don't know for sure, the only way to find out is to die, so next dubs in this thread tells me how I kill myself.

>>600437062
one that someone suggested to me one time was to tie a weather balloon to a shotgun, shoot myself in the head and then the shotgun would float for miles and miles, never to be found

then it would look like a mysterious murder

i'm too chicken shit for anything remotely painful though

>>600437163
no. because i'm fundamentally rejected as a human

>>600437106
why do you want to kill yourself though? Clearly there are still people you care about if you want it to appear to be an accident.

>>600436636
>quantum tunneling
no

but atomic oscillations are a real thing in conjunction with out experienced reality.

Observation of particles is easy to explain though..
It is equally possible to have particle in multiple spots at once, however it is impossible for it to be in all spots at once, so particle essentially ends up in one spot. But could also end up at different spots upon subsequent observations.

I graduate from highschool in a few months and I start college afterwards. I am wondering if I should work full time so I can move out for many reasons then do college when I can eventually. I want to major in psychology. Any advice?

>>600437163
I don't, not at the moment anyway. I'm in a really bad rut. But have hopes that once it's over, I'll bounce right back

Just pulled out equity in my home to kickstart my dream startup business. If it doesn't work, shit's going to go down pretty hard in my life. I'm scared, but I need to take the risk. I'm sick of working a salary job towards someone else's dream.

>>600437281
make resin
easiest chemical synthesis of my life

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>>600437281

>YFW your weight falls on the gun just enough to hold it down.

>>600437350
see>>600437334

as much as i don't want to hurt anyone, i'm tired of waiting my inevitable death alone. what difference does it make to die a kissless virgin at 25 or 50? no one besides my folks would care either way

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>>600437281
Kay

>>600430736
The other night I was thinking about slicing another person's nose down the bridge, putting cayanne pepper in it, then slicing down their stomach and sticking my hands in and feel the warmth leaving their body and spreading their bloody life force all over them. I would then take their genitalia, parts of brain, and slices of meat and fatty tissue and proceed to make sausages with it that I would then feed to people for breakfast in my restaurant if I had one.

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If we make the same mistakes we made as cavemen, we fight & hate & torture each other, maybe these are not mistakes.
Maybe suffering & misery is the point of life. Maybe we love suffering because it fast tracks us to enlightenment.
Admit it, we're addicted to conflict. We love earthquake and cancer and dictators, we love war & we do love incurable lingering illnesses, we love serial killers, we love suicide.
Don't believe me ? Just turn on your television & watch any information channel. Watch any movie or read any book that received many distinctions, & you'll see it's about something dramatic & painful.
We love our drama, we love our problems, without them, what would be left of us ? People love to complain, not because they don't like their problems, but they complain like they would speak about their favorite movie.
We're here only temporary, & we're here to suffer. So if we could just accept that, we could accept anything that happens in the world. Maybe we're living our lives exactly like we're meant to.

>>600437431
Not trying to put a damper on things, but what exactly are you going to enjoy when you bounce right back that you don't have now?

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>>600430736
If christfags think women are made from ribs, then I should be able to eat women, I love ribs.

>>600436943
Hitchhiking works for me. I am in the same boat, love to be on the road. nothing like it. i fucking hate being strangled by rent and bills.

>>600437163
I do, in a good point in life. Friends, fiancee, striving toward dream job etc.
Basically, it feels like i'm making progress even if i'm not there yet (Towards optimal life i want to live). Fucking optimism bro

>>600430736
Im thinking about how freewill must be a complete illusion. We are offered stimulus from the world and our minds have chemically reinforced procedures in which sophisticated electrical impulses cause muscle contractions to produce responses. We can not live without our schema and impulses. I had no choice but to write this. You have no choice but to believe what you've been reinforced to believe after reading this.

>>600437163
yeah, but as i mentioned in another post, i get unhappy when I grow stagnant and strangled by routine... rent, bills, work, expectations.

My happiest times are when im hitchhiking and doing multi day hikes on my own.

I have opted for a life of travel at the moment and so yeah, im happy.

>>600437660
Well a job and money for one. Respect from everyone around me. Getting back into shape. Back to living in my own place, doing my own thing and enjoying being single

>I cannot ever tell her that I cheated on her. She'd be so sad.
>Nothing matters and I know it. Everything is incredibly insignifigant
>I've been planning to kill myself. I'm going to do it tomorrow. I'll just park my car in the garage and leave it running while I sit in it and smoke weed until I pass out.
>I feel sad but I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be labeled as depressed. I'm not depressed. Other people are depressed but i'm not. That's for other people
>I hope she finds someone else once i'm gone. I know she cares a lot
>Everyone will go away eventually. Nothing lasts forever.
>typing this makes me feel like a faggot

Had a sweet/comfy as fuck dream last night about banging my step sister.

Currently wondering if she'd be up for it.

>>600438052
>chemically reinforced procedures in which sophisticated electrical impulses cause muscle contractions to produce responses

That sounds like freewill to me.
That sounds like your brain forming a conscious thought, based on the stimuli it is presented with in the environment.
>Fuck yeah reductionistic biochemistry

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>>600437163
I love my life, it's not perfect, nothing ever is, I am lucky in that I can accept and enjoy the things I have chosen for my life. I have a wife and a young child and i am lower middle class and I would rather work 9-5 at 24 an hour and play vidya with all my spare time than work my ass off and not have the time to enjoy the money I make. I also do MDMA once a month or so, more in the summers, been doing mdma off and on for 10 years and I enjoy life more when I can break down my barriers and look at life through pure love once in awhile

>>600438502
she would be

>>600437745
You need to be careful with that. Most truckers aren't the kindly lonesome hicks they're portrayed to be, Most are generally misanthropic slobs who know full well that anything they do to you that ends up on the evening news will be the word of "an upstanding member of society" vs. "A listless dropout sucking from the veins of the country" And your average person isn't trustworthy for their own reasons either. I'm not saying it can't work out, I'm just saying if that's your desire you should carry a weapon and get a concealed carry permit so it doesn't get confiscated by a cop.

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I sometimes think that I'm actually a sociopath, and everybody that I know is a figment of my imagination.

>>600438931
Such is life when you're 13

>>600430736
thinking about if my life would be different if my dad wasnt a deadbeat

>>600438927
Nah, most truckies dont even pick you up anymore... Insurance purposes. most freight companies dont provide insurance to their drivers to carry passengers.

>>600438931
Is that a symptom? Fuuuu....

>>600438931
There really is no I without you or me.

>>600438517
I have no scientific evidence or knowledge of this because I didn't spend half of my life learning physics and calculus. But I fail to see Time as something that could be made alternate to it's path. When everything is said and done the mechanics of matter will fall into its place after an eternity of decay. For me, in this one reality, even if it is one of many, there is nothing I can do that wasn't already going to happen. And there is nothing that has happened that I can change.... Time is a brick and if our minds had the tools we'd be a long hall encased.

>>600437654
nigger

>>600438931
The lucidity to question it is proof to your mental health. If you were delusional it's unlikely that you'd consciously wonder if you were delusional, You'd probably just assume that your perception is fine and declare yourself "right". This is the typical thought process of the mentally ill.

>>600438893
I'm thinking the same, she's back from Australia soon so i'll have an excuse to ask her out for drinks.

>>600430736
Sleeping and regretting splitting my thumbnail in half horizontally then ripping half out.

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>>600438350
>Cant tell her you cheated on her
>You're experiencing suicidal depression as a response to that

At least try popping some uppers or stims to see if that would help your mood at all.

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>>600430736
>Trust issues

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>>600439380

>>600439412
Why does anyone even go to austrailia?

>>600430736
Who won the Cold War?

>>600438350
[/spoiler] you are a faggot [spoiler/]

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>>600439952
> this
It's even more fun than it looks

>>600439810
I'm actually the guy who posted the paragraph, I responded to myself with "nigger" because i was disappointed that no one else did.

>>600440149
the jews, silly

>>600430836
Every day I think about it multiple times.

I want to fap to lolis but there's no loli thread right now and I'm too lazy to search exhentai for some.

Popped 2mg of Lorazepam tonight guys, I feel pretty chill. Just wondering what my next few months are gonna look like.

>>600440271
Oh well
> same fagging

>>600440149
nobody, but the US did come out on top because of Russia's financial downward slope

>>600440256
Rofl he really mike tyson'd that kangaroo lol fuck

how to better control my mind so i wouldnt think of unnecesary things all the time

>>600439333
Your problem is duality and thinking mind and matter are two different concepts.

Also time is a human construct that can be easily distorted. But that is besides the point

We are one big chemical mechanism, we are one huge biological machine.
WE are our brains, so when our brains have a chemical reaction to a stimulus, why is that not free will?

As for a predetermined future or multiple realities, there is nothing supporting that scientifically.
There is no reason to think anything is pre determined like that, It makes alot more sense for it to go
stimulus ---> brain response ----> reaction dictating reality
in this case.

>Pissed off because i have mystery illness that we are trying to work out through medical tests and its bad enough that i cannot earn an income but it can be sporadic...
>violently ill more days than not, some days i'm okay.
>a doctors response for me needing a sicknote was "well you don't look that ill today so obviously you're okay to work"
>Mfw i've been throwing up all morning, been hospitalised multiple times over the past year and a half- two years this has been going on...
>now no method of income and running out... getting sick of it... needed a rant... thanks /b

I firmly believe that H.P. Lovecraft wrote his novel At the Mountains of Madness as antiobesity campaign. Those shoggoths that dwell deep inside mountains were fat people, enslaved by humankind, which proceeded to evolve into a barrel like creature who breed through spores and such. Obese people were useless, so they had to be evolved into formless mass that can perform various tasks needed for this society to thrive.

>>600435145
The very last moment is the present. You can change the present.....but not really because it takes our brains a fraction of a second to process things. We are always living in the past.
I want to actually live in the present and know what the world looks like, and what food tastes like. I want to actually live and be aware of all the wonderful things I can experience and am experiencing. When I wake, will it all just be a dream?

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I like to think about what It be like to talk to a therapist. We might have a chat about my crippling social anxiety that prevents me from having friends for too long, and which also attributed to my girlfriend of 2 years breaking up with me.
>granted I think about that shit everyday
>shit sucks being a social reject

This is a pic of her

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>>600440479

>>600435282
I did, I was caller 941. I said nigger a ton. They didn't expect it and I got like ten niggers in.

>>600440969
Give me all related symptoms anon, i'm on a fucking role and i got this

>>600438350

>while I sit in it and smoke weed until I pass out.

lol is that your grand plan to off yourself? Didnt put much thought into it huh
Well good luck with that, youd make a drug's month day with that request...

That being said... call me.

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>>600441067
> bitching about lag
Get a better connection ya homosex

>>600441067
Can't unread.

>>600441067
Is this a quote from something?

>>600441184
Aww mane, that was a legit show

>>600441140
Much appreciated

>>600441211
type one hyperglycemic, problems with anxiety/depression from a young age and i basically just randomly throw my guts up, i feel sick to my stomach and things like smells or sounds can even set it off, it seems that my body doesnt want food in it... but it also dosen't not want food in it... it feels ill and just fucked either way... some days its bad enough that i need to be hospitalised and put on a drip, some it dosent happen at all, its just more often than not.

>>600441784
I thought it was cute so I had to!!

>>600440794
I think the most interesting thing about this argument, much like the god argument, is that it doesn't matter what the truth is. Were still left with what we have... Either way... You had no choice but to say that ;)

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>>600441513
> implying it was even a profound thought
Do you even theorize brah

>>600441496

kek'd

>>600442032
You have the cancer

>>600441067
>Takes a fraction of a second to process stimuli
>implying that means no free will
Your literally still making decisions based on that stimuli and your receiving all stimuli (ie how food tastes) and experiencing this shit in a tangible reality.
"Time" is the fucking construct, not the reality your experiencing. There is a difference, please don't mix that shit up.
Even the authors of those neuroscience papers have stated this because so many people miss interpret what the fucking results mean.
Free will is not null because of processing.
The whole processing thing is literally free will occurring.

>>600442177
don't be a dick man totes not in the mood...

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>>600441784

>>600440794
The only thing out of what you said that I care to comment about is your take on other universes and us possibly living within a multiverse.

In the most recent study on pre-Big Bang science posted at arXiv.org, a team of researchers from the UK, Canada, and the US, Stephen M. Feeney, et al, have revealed that they have discovered four statistically unlikely circular patterns in the cosmic microwave background (CMB). The researchers think that these marks could be “bruises” that our universe has incurred from being bumped four times by other universes. If they turn out to be correct, it would be the first evidence that universes other than ours do exist.

Read more at: http://phys.org/news/2010-12-scientists-evidence-universes.html#jCp

>>600442331
If youre not in the mood to deal with dicks then get the fuck off of 4chan fuck nuts.

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I'm thinking this would be a great fucking game

I feel so hopeless sometimes just a few minutes ago I thought how my life is going no where and I feel trapped within my own stupidity. Like all of the drugs, drinking, bad food, and bad choices have caught up to me.

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>>600442916
Shut up science bitch

>>600442032
Sounds like Cyclic vomiting syndrome coupled with just straight up anxiety from it.
Shit can be maternally genetic and recessive.
Might be a type of migrane? probably means brain is really dehydrated when onsets start to occur.
No idea how to treat it as of yet. but will look into it and let you know more if thread is alive still in a bit

>>600430736
If you're born on a leap day do you celebrate your birthday every four years?

>>600430736
How to get my best friend to make out with me without getting her drunk or high

>>600432252
I keep having dreams of my teeth falling apart too. Looked it up and says that it's a sign of degrading of your physical aspect, ie: You're getting ugly.

>>600442916
I mean, if that is what the evidence supports i'm on board. Reading paper now though, so shouldn't really comment on it yet.


That being said, wouldn't be surprised if the multiverse was a thing though

>>600430736
All I'm thinking is that someone on earth shits in the shower everyday.

>>600443540
How do you get her to make out with you while drunk or high.

>>600443646
I used to dream about that all the time, it was one of my biggest fears. It just seems so disfiguring and permanent...

>>600432623
>>600433439
Just a stupid question: How do you guys end up being homeless? What about your families? your parents? Did they just ditched you?

People think the possibility of aliens is scary. What I find scary is the idea that we are alone in this entire universe.

>>600442032
Im >>600443335

Here is a good fact sheet i found

http://www.niddk.nih.gov/health-information/health-topics/digestive-diseases/cyclic-vomiting-syndrome/Pages/facts.aspx

NSAIDs might help apparently?

>>600443335
that would make sense... because of the diabetes im dehydrated all the time, thanks man, even if it dies i have a name and something to properly look into now
you're a legend

Pray for Plagues - Bring me the Horizon
Selene - Imagine Dragons
Ohioisonfire - Of Mice & Men
Worship the Digital Age - Whitechapel
Sober - Childish Gambino
Thirty Three - The Ghost Inside
Sparks - Parkway Drive
Reprogramming Mental Programming - Dance Gavin Dance
Fanfare for the Conscious Man - Enter Shikari
Running with the Boys - lights

>>600444210
thank!

>>600444382
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>>600444134
Quit with the materialism

Why the postman hasn't delivered my wife yet

>>600444134
It's impossible that we're the only planet with life; whether they are visiting or not who knows. But aliens, I dunno; I'm not afraid myself but not knowing their intentions, methods.. can be scary. Fuck if being abducted is anything like fire in the sky...

>>600435725
This. The "Everyone is Equal" is a load of bull. I mean come on, look at Brad Pitt.. damn it.

Somehow made me think that these good looking people are like Gods or something, idk?

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>>600444477
>444477
>Quadoubles

thr fuck am i supposed to do with my life?

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>>600430736
I feel like I have a splintered and split personality.
I go through periods of being highly functional, then descended into periods where I'm anxious, sloppy, overtaxed, and near braindead.

I feel nauseous. I can barely type out this short paragraph. I'm bored. I don't feel anything, I can't remember anything. Skills I had acquired, gone. Memories, can't access them. Information, can't access. Simply, do, not, know. A week ago I could explain in depth every aspect of human metabolism of sugars, hormone synthesis, some chemistry, biology. I could keep chipping away at a compression algorithm I'm making. I could explain AC, how transformers work.

Now I can't even remember what "voltage" means.

I'm back here. Again. Usually this comes with alteration of higher functions, like personality, perception, etc. Memories will come and go, or I'll have a brief spike of clarity and internal unity. Certain pieces are attached to certain states. It has been a long time since I've outright lost access to everything. I don't ever want to be here again.

Kill me, life.

>>600437163
I don't... You know most of the choices I made after high school just fucked my life up. My family is there but I lost my friends, I kept thinking someday I'll be good but, I just can't. Fucking genetics fucked me up real good.

>>600437163
It's hell and little beyond perpetual misery, but I do find some value and beauty in it. It's really a split sense of self experience. Some part of me doesn't just want to stop being alive, but wants to die. It just doesn't connect to the "whole" and just is.

My life is empty. I'm half dead already.

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>>600430736
>be me
>write philosophy-paper
>have this thought

Based on our finite existence we are incapable to understand an infinite existence
>so far nothing new
but that means, that we conceive our enviroment as finite systems. In a finite system there are rules which determine the structure and outcome of the system. But closed systems are contained by superordinate systems. If you look from the superordinate system into the subordinate system the subordinate rules are "bendable". That's because the rules of the subordinate system are determined by the rules of the superordinate system.
If one now try to see the cosmos not as closed, but as open system, all rules of our systems become regulatives instead of rules.

>TL;DR Because the cosmos is an open system our rules are actually regulatives, but an open system is to complex for an finite entity to comprehend, so the regulatives are accepted as rules and that's the source of what we think is determinism

>>600431324
that's some good thinking over here!

>>600444686
No, it is entirely possible. Improbable but possible.

>>600444861
Could be several different things, or more likely a combination of things.
As a fellow biochemist, lets figure this shit out.

>Down swing on any meds or stims youve been taking
>Almost sounds like straight up type 2 bipolar though

>>600435725
Equality of opportunity does not guarantee equality in outcome.

>>600431856
family is usually seen as the gamete of society. so if you want to contribute to society, have a family, if you don't, don't

>>600430736
If jet fuel can melt steal beams

The black Ranger is black and they gave him a gun, the yellow Ranger is Asian and they gave her some weird Asian weapons/dagger.

Whether or not I'm going to get on with the police department this time. 5th department, 8th try, here goes.

I'm thinking it's 0443, -5F and I am off to work at a place that though it pays me quite well, I would like to watch it burn to the ground. so.. why am I too lazy to look for a different job, or is a cut in pay at another company worth my sanity.

What am i going to do with a MSc in IR when i have been in media production of a decade?

>>600444861
>>600445631
I know wiki is shit for a actual source but http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder

Associated features are clinical phenomena that often accompany the disorder but are not part of the diagnostic criteria. In adults with the condition, bipolar disorder is often accompanied by changes in cognitive processes and abilities. These include reduced attentional and executive capabilities and impaired memory. How the individual processes the world also depends on the phase of the disorder, with differential characteristics between the manic, hypomanic and depressive states.

Mostly, though, i recognize the symptoms due to ex gf having almost same type of shit.
Talk to doctor about possibility of it.
Try latuda, if actually diagnosed. Because you seem to have close symptoms to what she had and that she worked miracles for her

Heil Hitler, thats it ... DAMN I LOVE HITLER !!!
SOO FKN APLHA !!! HEIL HITLER

>>600431860
>We all refer to ourselves as "i". There is only one i, and it is everyone
Nice try. "I" is the word to discribe one self in differentiaion of others. You're able to differentiate between, well, different substances, so there isn't just unity. You're just messing up narrative identity and numerical identity

>>600445891
Why would you get a masters in infrared spec to begin with?

>>600430736
Thinking why I can't completely block my ex that I've been on and off with for 2 years even though she has lied to me. I want to move on.

>>600445284
Not really that new of a thought. All forces, interactions, and laws, as well as any perceived lack of consistency (or randomness), could simply be afforded via an intertwined relationship with something either apart from our universe, or outside of our faculty for thinking or measuring. We have a quantized perspective of reality after all.

Some of these systems, if there is a distinction to be made, could have different laws. Some deterministic / reductionist, some not, some something we cannot conceive. Who knows.

Even we ourselves are able be both viewed as wholes, or as parts. As is our composition, and even the broadest macro we can conceive of.

Either way. Good you wrote it down in an official way. Any time I've suggested the possibility people tell me I'm a fucking idiot or outright shut down.

I hate my personality, I know I should change and grow up. 22 and still do jack shit all day. I'm in college so at least I have that. But I don't know how to give up this easy life and become more serious about stuff, my dad thinks I'm a clown and he's right about that.

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>>600446064
>kek
international relations with a national security concentration

>>600432722
interesting. Just recently started to try those things because my gf is into this. Is this abuse and domination stuff just sexually or everyday stuff?

>>600430736
Why Does he just not care about me the way I do about him?
>inb4 faget

>>600430736
thinking about money and power and to acquire it either by the hook or by the crook

>>600432969
I hate to say that, because I used to be the same, but the only way to stop hanging around and achieve something is
>getting one's lazy ass up and achieve something
First step is the hardest and shit

>>600441067
except, you just have to take a deep breathe and zoom out. fixd

>>600430736
Any standards you see out there is only the result of people doing what they are told is true and right. and the only thing that motivates us as humans is pleasure. It's sad that when you can consider yourself a "normal" person , you most likely wont accomplish anything remotely worth shit. Because of where you were born both in time and space.

What kind of science do you think you'll see before you die /b/ ? I'd like to see an extreme push in bionics.

I have no way of proving to you i'm not a figment of your imagination.

sometimes my thoughts tire me out and I just stop thinking

>>600434127
>>600433868
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AWbgkRpYwc

:^)