What your feetsies look like?

>>599581282
Normal, just like my left hand.

It was a birth defect.

what cancer

>>599581145
what did you do in a past life to get shit all over in this life?

>>599581145
what happened?

>>599581145
How many days of life do you have left ?
how does it feel leaving the world without expanding your seed and therefore losing the effort your ancesters made for millions of years ?

why do you want to live with that, why don't you just an hero?

what sort of cancer?
when will you die?
how long have you known for?

>>599581145
How did you write that with that fucked up hand?

>>599581396
Show me that perky asshole.

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>>599581428
Ewing's Sacroma. Started in my hip at age 10, then spread to my lungs, then neck, then back to lungs. Now it's in my brain, lungs, nasal cavity and on my breathing tube.

>>599581145
Are you from Maine?

>>599581649

how are you taking it?

>>599581622
He uses the other one, idiot.

Is that the stationery from D3?

>>599581730
He has two hands!

>>599581649
Have you started on hospice yet?

Never got my hand turkey from last night's thread. OP doesn't deliver.

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>>599581649
I feel for you anon. Sorry you have to go through this.

>>599581145
It's Feb 20
Nice try newfag
Hella shopped

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>>599581437
I was probably Hitler.

>>599581450
Birth defect.

>>599581498
Don't know. Cancer doesn't have an exact date. I could slip into a coma tomorrow or a year from now.
I'm glad I won't spread my seed. My genetics are awful.

>>599581529
Cancer has tried to kill me for over half my life, I might as well let it.

>>599581636
No.

>>599581678
no

wow im sorry man>>599581649
dont worry life sucks anyway u arent missing out

>>599581881
the only thing this faggot is worth anyway
>>599581984
>what are timezones

>>599581649
sorry to read that. sorry your life is shorter than others. what do you enjoy doing

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>>599581145
how did you write that?

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>>599581720
I get by. I don't get depressed, and I rarely think about it if I have my daily morphine and pot in me.

>>599581757
Yes sir, it is.

>>599581877
I will soon. The pain is getting worse and more often.

>>599581937
I don't want sympathy, but thanks anyways.

>>599581984
You're an idiot, I don't even know why I'm responding to this.


Sorry for my delayed responses everyone, Time Warner in my area is being a cunt.

Sorry /b/ro. It always kills me to hear things like this but, whats your prospective on it?

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>>599581881
It'll take to long.

My connection is shotty as well.

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>>599581145
Nice diablo stationary

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>>599582371
With my left hand

>>599582371
He has two hands fuckwit

>>599581145
Don't give up.

do you believe in god?

If you could give your cancer to someone else who'd be it?

>>599581145
Will you read me a bedtime story?

>>599581145
>>599581145
kill yourself youre fucking deformed

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>>599582929
im not op, but id say the people who keep asking 'how did you write this'

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>>599581649
>>599582078
>>599582422

This is a total serious question OP becuase I would try it if I had cancer......

HAve you tried the canabis oil or other herbal methods that supposedly kill tumors???

Idk if it works with your type of cancer or at all really but if I ever get cancer I'm going to try it becuase fuck Doctors. Top 10 reasons people die in hospitals? # 3 is doctors making mistakes.

They did all this school and I feel like all they know how to do is identify shit they really can't do much about.

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>>599582551
congratulations!

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>>599582465
Obiously, it's shitty.

I refuse to take the easy way out and kill myself. I've lived long past my life expectancy and I couldn't put my family through that. I try to look at the better side of things. I won't be in perpetual pain anymore and I lived until I was 21.

I'll allow cancer to claim my life. It's worked damn hard at it for 11 years, I think it deserves its prize.

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>>599581145
Do you prefer Pizza Hut or Dominos?

know any sexy stories?

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>>599582820
Never have, never will, but there's nothing I can do to save myself anymore. I've completely exhausted my options.

>>599582922
Not a main-religious god. I have my own concept of an infinite being, but I'm still skeptical about it.

The only thing I care, and hope for, is some form of afterlife or reincarnation.

>>599583007
I could if I would m8.

>>599583053
:(

Sorry for the slow responses again. i'm gonna burn my towns Time Warner building to the fucking ground.

>>599583310
Don't think like that. Imagine if you the slim percent that beats it? or because of you living so long they find a new way to treat it? Never give up /b/ro!

>>599582422
Bummer man. If you're in the US, hospice benefits are paid by Medicare and are pretty decent (and free, to you at least). Interview several companies. Some are better than others.

My wife's a hospice nurse. I hope you're lucky enough to get a hot one when it's close to your time to go.

We're all going to end up there, bro, it's just a matter of when. I hope you are able to go peacefully and your wishes are respected.

>>599583713
>i'm gonna burn my towns Time Warner building to the fucking ground.
Go do it
What do you have to lose?
You should live life and fuck shit up before the pain overpowers you.

>>599583181
This is completely true. You wouldn't fucking believe the stories my wife tells me about hospice doctors just totally fucking up a plan of care, med errors, decisions made for the benefit of the company vs. what's right for the patient, etc. You really need an medical advocate that stays on top of shit.

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>>599583181
Yes, I have, but you read the actual medical reports wrong, or you read something that falsely noted how tumors reacted to cannabis oil.

The oil has been proven effect in certain skin cancer patients, not by smoking it, but by rubbing it on ones skin. It was shown to reduce the growth and swelling of the tumor.

It's also been shown to reduce cell division in certain forms of lung cancer patients, but it did nothing for the swelling.

Either way, it is by no means a cure, even for those select few individuals who were effected by it.

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>>599584198
No, it isn't. I've tried almost a dozen alternate, herbal medicines, oil being one of them.

No doctor will ever swear by them, even a child oncologist. They've even been know to react poorly to the medicines proscribed by their doctors.

>>599583941
I would, but I don't care for to "go out with a bang"
Plus, I could never harm someone that doesn't deserve it.

>>599584507

damn...so whats the plan of action? What are you doing with the time you have left? Do you believe in an after life by chance?

>>599584507
do you want to play any videogames?

>>599584894
I was really replying to his statement that:

>Top 10 reasons people die in hospitals? # 3 is doctors making mistakes.

Medical professionals are just as terrible as any other workforce - only maybe 3 in 10 aren't absolute shit and maybe 1 in 10 actually cares about doing a good job.

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>>599584922
>so whats the plan of action
I'm going to die. Kinda what terminal means.

>What are you doing with the time you have left
Spending it with my friends and family. I already traveled a bit, but I'm too antisocial to go that far. I'm perfectly situated just sitting around at home smoking weed with my sister and friends, until I slip into a coma in my own bed if I'm lucky.

>Do you believe in an after life by chance?
I hope for an after life, but not a main-religion type one. I have my own interpretations of an after life/reincarnation and a God.

>>599585438
I've dealt with my fair share of both kinds. My radiation oncologist tried to get me to do full brain radiation, but neglected to tell me all the side effects besides losing my hair.

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>>599585168
I play a lot of them.

I'm sorry about my connection everyone. Kinda killed my own thread. Fuck Time Warner, I'll make another after it settles.

>>599581145
Op has the facebook liking syndrome

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>>599586438
10/10 thumbs up post m8.

>>599586079

Smoke weed and just give up until you die? You realize docs are retarded as fuck and you can get busy living....or get busy dying.

Just because they say its over doesn't mean its fucking over. You got breathe in your lungs and while you have air you got fight. Fuck a miracle you are going to be the reason people believe in tomorrow. Don't Quit.

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>>599586752
I can't go through any more chemo, I reached my limit 2 years ago.
Can't do any more radiation for the same reason.
My tumors are inoperable.
I've never found an alternate medicine that worked for me.

I've accepted death. I've had years to accept the fact that cancer would one day kill me. I'm not sad about it. I'm somewhat relieved. I don't have to fight anymore, because I can't. I won't be in perpetual pain any longer. I'll finally be at peace.

Hey, sorry about what you have to go through. This question always drove me insane, but do you have any fear of literally being wrong when it comes to your religious beliefs? Always wondered which crazy religious dorks got it right after all :P

>>599581145
I have to hand it out to you, i have no questions.

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>>599587421
Nope, because I don't put all my chips on one number.

I don't like to speculate about religious beliefs, as no one is actually sure and I refuse to rely on faith alone. I have my own hopes and ideas about a god and an afterlife, but would never say my beliefs are the only right beliefs.

>>599587148

Should get a loan

and get a bunch of good drugs

and go out in a hazy drug induced bang

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>>599587625
Out of all the questions you could possibly ask me, you really cannot think of a single one?

and yes, I got the pun.

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>>599587625

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>>599587980
Why waste what little time I have left?

I could be spending that time being absolutely wasted on alcohol, morphine and weed while playing vidya games.

>>599586079
Have you banged your sister?

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>>599588643
Thanks for the bump, m8.

>>599588651
No, and I'd never want to fuck either of them. One's a fat lesbian covered in acne scars, the other's a fat pothead with a kid.

Much more unrelated, but what kind of vidya games do you like to play?

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>>599588782
Thread's going to die soon.

Any more questions?

>>599589255
Who pays for your treatments?

>>599589255
Where do you live?

In which country do you live? State pays your treatments?

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>>599589244
I'll play anything. RPG, survival, FPS, hack n' slasher.

My favorite game of all time is Diablo II. So, naturally, I hated Diablo II and loved Path of Exile.

Back in my kiddie days, I played a lot of CoD on console. Played a few tournaments on MW2. Couldn't play the game any more after MW3. I know it's a pleb thing to say, but it was always incredibly surprising to other gamers when I told them about my hand and still being able to play a fast paced FPS on console.

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>>599589537
I'm still on my fathers insurance. I'm not able to take care of myself and never have been able to.

>>599589664
America, and no. I don't receive disability as well.

>>599589648
New York State.

>>599589677
How does it feel to sit back and let the realization that everything you've done, everyone you've met, will cease to matter in a small amount of time?
It sounds dickish, but that's what I really have problems understanding about death, it's coming to that realization I can never communicate with them again, it feels weird. We're so used to second chances and being able to take things back but you can't with death, it's just gone.

>>599589860
What do you want played at your funeral/memorial?

>>599589255
So you're kind of like the thread?

Seriously though, good on your for facing death sternly. To mirth.

do people constantly refer to it as "your strong hand"?

How's your sister dealing with it? Not asking for any cheeky reasons, my sister and I are best friends and I often wonder what it would be like for one of us to leave.

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>>599590053
It won't cease to matter, as my memory will live on in others.

I volunteer at my local children's hospital, in the very same wing I was treated. I've put together fund raisers for kids like myself. The hospital will recognize my contribute when I pass.

No one is ever really gone, matter doesn't just dissipate. It changes. My cancerous organs will be donated to the hospital after my embalming for dissection and study. Hopefully they'll learn something more about my rare type of cancer.

>>599581145
how does it feel knowing you're going to die? have you come to terms with it? how far are you willing to go not to die?

What causes That kind of cancer? Genetics? Bad habits? Bad luck?
Does anyone in your family suffer/ed something like that?

Well, props to you for facing death with dignity. I sure as hell would never be able to do that. Diablo II. is the shit! Good night to you.

>>599590729
Damn, I'd hang out with this dude.

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>your notepad

How do you hold a mouse to play d3 with those nipple fingaz

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>>599590263
How Far We've Come by Matchbox Twenty

>>599590281
Good one m8, and thanks.

>>599590470
No, my niece calls them "babyfingers" though. I know she doesn't know any better, but it stings every time she says it.

Do you have a girlfriend?

>>599590729
In 500 years no one will remember your name. Or mine, I'm not special either, but it's worth noting.

>>599591080
Your niece sounds like she was raised by a cunt if she says things like that and doesn't stop.

>>599591082
That's true for almost everyone though...

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>>599590757
I've already answered this question, please read the thread before asking.

>>599590828
It's a childhood cancer that isn't passed down by genetics, so just bad luck I guess.

No, no one in my family has ever died from childhood cancer.

>>599590836
Night m8, and thanks.

>>599591031
With my left hand and my key bindings are set to my number pad. Jesus, do you people even think before you type?

>>599591082
I know this, but it doesn't mean you should become a shell of self pity because you won't be remembered. It means you should live the life you want while you still have a life to live.

>>599591237
She's learned better recently after my sister had a talk with her about "not saying things people wouldn't like to hear"

she's only 3, m8.

>>599590643
Pls respond

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>>599591081
I left my girlfriend because we'd only been dating for a short while when I was told I was terminal. I didn't want to bring her into this. I don't know if it was the right decision, and I sometimes regret it, but having your first true boyfriend die on you will change you for life.

>>599591625
where u from ?
what do you do on your free time?

Thanks for the answers, anon. Hope your next life would be better. Ggoood luck!

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>>599591892
Sorry. My mothers side of the family, which includes my sister, tries to ignore it the best they can, which is what I prefer and do myself.

My fathers side is in denial and still believes I'll somehow pull through and the tumors will magically disappear.

>>599591938
I've answered both these questions multiple times already, please read the damn thread.

>>599591031
>>599591625
I wasnt trying to be mean but i didnt know what kind of dexterity you had with that hand

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>>599592063
No problem, and thanks. I think I deserve a retry on life without sickness or deformity.

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>>599592332
I've never had an issue doing anything after the age of about 5-6.

I have a WPM of 95-100, and I can play any console game with the best of them. It doesn't slow me down in the slightest.

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Any lurkers still here, please bump the thread.

I don't like being on page 8.

>>599592253
nah m8 u havent answered where u from i already looked it up

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>>599592884
See >>599589860
and stop being dumb.

>>599581145
OP how old are you, nig?

Aight, I am back, sleeping isn't working out, so gonna go raid some anyway. Since you expressed more than interest in reincarnation, any wishes for the next life?

>>599592367
That was one of the greatest gifs ive ever seen

>>599593452
I was mesmerized by it too. Sat and saw the whole thing, just stared it down :P

>>599590757
he said it's called ewing's sarcoma fuckwit, look it up on wikipedia. it's a rare congenital childhood cancer, curable if they catch it early and fucking murder if it metastisizes throughout your whole body. go read about it.

>>599590828
read the thread for fucks sake, anon's life is too short for the same dumb questions over and over

>>599593064
when i die i'd like to explore the universe, like to travel at the speed of light just looking at all those plasma explosions and planets, that i am only able to see in pictures, how about you? do you like th idea?

>>599591082
It's really more like 80 years at most. Not for your achievements. Solely out of personal relations.

Do you know your great grandfathers name, even? People mostly don't give a shit about family further than two generations back.

Kind of sad how there's really only the present, and most people do nothing but waste it. Says I, here on 4chan.

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>>599593300
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>>599593413
My life, just without sickness or deformity. I've always been told that I wasted my potential. I want to see how much of it was caused by cancer and how much was caused by myself.

>>599593452
There's are a bunch like them. Once saw a person memorize a 100 pattern Symon game.

>>599593868
It's a good idea, but I'd rather just live a normal life. Since birth, I was never given that chance.

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Hi OP

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>>599594012
My Great Grandfathers name was Alan Robert K.
His fathers name Was Alan Paul K.
His fathers name was Paul Kirkpatrick K.

All of them served in the military, something I wish I could have done. All of them survived open combat despite taking injury.

>>599594182
Hi guy >:3

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Bumping this thread cuz it's not your average boring daily thread on /b/
What kind of music you like OP?

Bread is kill, GG OP.

GL for the rest of your life. If I were you I'd just go out in style.You know what I mean. And take someone/people down too.

Whats your favorite band OP?

>>599590053
What bothers me is just ceasing. If I was Op, I suppose I'd just try not to think about it.

I doubt there'll be any suffering, so there's nothing to fear other than the unknown. You either stop existing or exist in another form.

Thanks for the trippy gifs, OP. I really enjoy them.

>>599581145
What's a fictional story you've always wanted to tell?

Don't lie, fucker. Everyone has one.

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>>599594893
All kinds

My current 2 favorite bands are "White Denim" and "Brick + Mortar"

>>599594988
It's not kill yet, my internet is just being gay again.

>>599595007
See above

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>>599595239
The Dark Tower series by Stephen King.

>>599593626
This.

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>>599595269
Thread will not kill with proper 404
Serious question OP
have you jacked it with the hand in your pic timestamp?

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>>599595401
>>599595239
I don't know if I answered that correctly.

Can't tell if you're calling my story bullshit, if I want to tell a bullshit story, or to talk about a fictional story/novel.

You should really word your sentences coherently.