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>>567898134
Sorry to feel it, /b/ro, here's to hoping the thread takes off from here

I'll feel with you OP

http://youtube.com/watch?v=KckJrdHyEVA

>>567898892
right in the feels again. Glad to see that other people out there know what goes on inside of other peoples live.

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I'm not here for feels, because I'm sad enough, here's a bump so feelfags can feel a little better. Everyone report in if lurking, keep the thread alive so OP can feel.

>>567899797
10/10

OP checking out for a bit, I need to get some air. Will be back soon for more. Thanks anons.

>>567898134
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4VsdfdZfyc

>>567898134
Chin up weakling faggot, now you have a chance to replace them with a BETTER friend. Now quit crying or go start stuffing tampons in yourself.

Your friend dying isn't enough to make you feel bad? Seek therapy immediately.

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Contributin for feels /b/ro ill be here all night...sadly

is everyone on /b/ fucking depressed 24/7???? sheesh, yall need too start physiologically reprogramming yourselves.

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Contributin again...this pic gets me every time

>>567900985
No, when you start to feel you just want to feel more. Eventually you sort yourself out. Seems like the death of OP's friend triggered the feel cycle

>>567902357
I concur

Please keep this thread going

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This one gets me everytime

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>>567902687
Ill try my best anon

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>>567902910
Gonna continue to keep this thread alive

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OP back. My walk made me realize how precious life really is and that I should continue to cherish my own life as if I were to die tomorrow.

Pic is her.

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=K9zc0nk3hjQ

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>>567903320
It's alright, your /b/ros are here for ya

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>>567903320
Shes beautiful anon im sorry for your loss

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>>567903569
This one nearly makes me cry

>>567903963
I want to find that anon and be their friend.

>>567903963
Same here. Relatable. Who would've thought random strangers on the internet can all share some feels together

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Feeling pretty shitty tonight, Just lost all of my friends (not a lot of them) thinking about going out with a bang or just leaving town fro good not saying a single word to no one. what should I do

>>567898134
hey man..you aren't alone.

I'll be lurking and contributing with what I can.

>>567904513
You don't have to kill yourself anon. There are people out there who love you

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My friend made my crush laugh more then I did when we were hanging out and I got pissed on the inside. It's also kind of my fault because I didn't tell him and I was talking to her friends more.

Pic related

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No one is ever alone on a feels thread /b/ros

>>567904513
I don't mean to rain on your feels, but please don't kill yourself.

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>>567904928
But the people who've wronged me I want to end and There's nothing in this world for me, I'm not cut out for this type of torture.

What's with these threads lately?

>>567904513
just stay with us..tomorrow will feel better. at least better than today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_DVS_303kQ

>>567903320
nudes?

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>>567898134
>>567898134

>>567902357
did you miss the part 'close friend died in a car crash'?

Bump from the lurking depths op. Just for you.

I have court in two days for meeting two girls I met on Younow.

You all don't know problems.

>>567903320
that haircut is dreadful

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>>567898134

This happened to me a really long time ago but I still get upset when I think about it. This is gonna hurt to type out

>be me a senior in HS
>know how to play guitar fairly well
>use skills to attract the girls
>one day a qt3.14 decides to sit next to me in Spanish
>say hi and get to know her, all the usual stuff
>has a broken family, parents divorced, she's really stuck up towards everyone else but me
>we really hit it off
>go out on a few dates
>I would always pick her up on her mom's front porch
>she's my girlfriend now
>fast forward to end of year
>I'm sad, won't see her much during the summer
>lifeispassingmeby.jpg
>call her up in the middle of July
>hey anonette wanna come down to my house
>my parents aren't home
>she says yes
>my heart is beating like crazy from nervousness
>decide to play it cool and just leave the door open
>I just got a nice new guitar so I sat down and played, pretending I didn't see her walk in
>I got my first real six string
>bought it at the five-and-dime
>played it till my fingers bled
>it was the summer of '69

>>567905610
No. There are other threads for that you fucking selfish cunt. GTFO.

My mom was talking about her friend's son and how he was starting to get sexually active in college. She then asked me "why aren't you?"
I didnt know how to respond but she had a worried look in her eye.

>>567905863
so you do have them?

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Sharing the feel, just got dumped an hour ago. It's my birthday.
>pic related it's her

>>567905610
im with him. i stand by my hair comment tho.

>>567905678
each day is slipping by

Wtf is wrong with this site these days?... used to be someone was down and we'd kick him... hope for a nice an hero .... photoshop his dead friend sucking black cock.... now everyone is actually sorry? Sympathy? Social justice faggots everywhere? Dont be racists... fuck man... tumblr won fuck u faggot$ im out...

>>567905860
fuck you got me

I made my (now ex) GF of over a year choose between me and the guy she was talking to even more than me, even when we were in the same room together.

She chose him.

I just came across the card from our one year anniversary of being together, talking about how she wants to spend many more together. How I wish she kept that sentiment.

Fuck life.

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>>567904964
Pussy

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>>567898134
>be me
>be 25 and in Uni
>see everyone you graduated high school with getting married and having kids
>see yourself just trying to make it to the last boss and turn in assignments
>remember that you haven't had a girlfriend since 2005, and even she has someone
>be a social outcast who spends 90% of his time alone in his dorm
>try to find work, but no one ever calls back
>no car
Pretty much me. I have a crush, but she's way too good for me. At the very least, I can take solace in video games and anime.

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>>567903320
Hate to break it to ya, but human life isn't precious. Human life stopped being precious when currency developed, thats when a price tag was put on human life. Thats when we put some humans above others for a price. That's when we sold ourselves out. Human greed got the best of us and we developed a system around it, now for the right price, anyones life can be taken, for the sake of currency. Yeah your close friend died in a car accident, many, many before her have, and many, many more will after her. You will mourn and you will continue, push the thought to the back of your mind, and a few years from now you will have forgotten, forgotten until someone reminds you. Human life isnt precious bro, bid your mourning and move on, you will forget eventually.

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>>567898134

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>>567902223
This is my only day dream...

>>567903320
tits ?

>>567905841
My sister's worn that same style. I don't like it either, though.

>>567905863
do you have them or not ?

>>567905610
fuck off

>>567904964
You a fucking faggot. Grow up.

>>567905968
Such a sad reality.

Hold me anons my grandfather has a 50/50 chance of survival during surgery tomorrow

>>567906141
Sometimes thats what faggots really need is for somebody to tell them they are a fucking piece of shit nigger and to get the fuck over it cause thats life.

OP out. Thanks for all the feels, and the faggots
>>567906354
>>567906250
>>567906141
>>567906107
>>567906039
>>567905841
>>567905610
that wanted nudes.

>>567905610
Winning

>>567898134
What was their name?

>>567906209
shut the fuck up. This isn't about you preaching your idiotic beliefs on society and shit. It's about a /b/ro mourning the loss of a friend. Take that shit somewhere else. life is precious. fuck u.

>>567904964
Are you thirteen you beta fagget?

>>567906141
This this and this

>>567900586

>le 4edgy6me

How's middle school treating you faggot?

>>567903320
>>567903320
Never mind. Don't want to know her name.

nothing of value was lost.

lol

fucking shit

>>567906496
gibe noodz

>>567901613
Newfag detected

>>567905325
know any better way to bring out emotion?

>>567904513
>stream yourself
>an hero
>????
>profit

>>567904964
Underage b&

>>567906676
GTFO moral fag

make the best of it OP

celebrate the beautiful life your friend lived
cherish every memory of their smile
never forget their laugh
visit them often
bring a chair each time and just sit and talk with them, whats up in your life, anything they might find interesting, just talk and maybe bring a beer for you and them
hold on to something you can remember them with, always

i give you my warmest regards OP

ITT: fags fagging fags

What a shit party of losers. Life has ups and downs. Learn to roll with it or just die already.

Shove ur Dick into her cold body

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>>567906593
This isnt beliefs on society, its on the human race as a whole. As for his loss, honestly, who cares. People die everyday. I've had close ones die, you probably have to. If not, when that day comes, noone will care then either. You want a pity party for losing a friend, look elsewhere, because really, noone gives a fuck.

>>567906761
I'll keep you notified. you'll see a thread saturday

>>567901613
>just beat cancer

>>567906141
All of this right here.
/thread

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>>567898134

My best friend was killed in a car accident 3 years ago. On Friday night I was on a date and told the chick the story because she had just written an article about another doctor who died in similar circumstances. I was fucking her a couple of hours later. My bro would have loved to know he was still helping me to get laid. It'll get easier man I promise.

I have a story i suppose.
>be 4, come home from aunts house to see a new member in my family
>my dad says "anon her name is dusty"
>tbh i was kindof an asshole to who came to be my best friend in later years. I love her tho
>years go by we all age and she gets a lil slower but we always play and hangout and cuddle and watch tv (she loved to watch spongebob)
>shes now 10 and shes noticeably slower and doesn't wander as much when we vacationed in our country home
>later on in life she get more slow and laggish i loose interest in her sadly.
>fast forward to when shes 15, shes sluggosh and slow but i still love dusty.
>one night she slipped on my kitchen floor. To add insult to injury she somehow has a seizure, my dad bro and I take her to the vet she stays overnight
>shes home the next day doing meh to be honest. I leave for school and when i return home to see her sprawled on her bed looking horrible. She was wheezing shedding drooling etc, i call my bro he says stay with her, i do.
>call my dad and he doesnt think she should suffer anymore.
>i agree and he makes an appointment with the vet while at work.
>i sit with her all day till he got home from work cleaning her and staying with her. The pain in her eyes was killing me i left the house to smoke a cigarette several times to ease my stress.
>dad comes home and we take her to tue vet, while at the vet we're in a room talking about memories and trying to ease the hurtful process
>vet comes in dad signs paperwork and i was told to leave.
>i was in tears when he told me to leave, i deserve to see my fucking dog while shes humainly put down
> i left after struggling, i remember sitting in the lobby pissed off and in tears i couldn't even see my dog leving my life forever
I miss her everyday more and more. I miss you dusty you were my bestfriend.
I love you.

>>567901313
first time on a feels bread; but damn, this picture and those words.

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>be me; 13
> sister buys a black lab/chow pup
> dog looks sick cause bad previous owners allowed worms
> treat dog and he gets better
> my sister stopped taking care of him and focused more on her life
> I took care of this dog and allowed him to sleep at the edge of my bed instead of on cold tile where my parents usually kept him
> fast forward 7 year
> love that fat mutt but move out to New Jersey in pursuit of my now wife
> all is good
> fast forward 2 more years
> mom posts on facebook that dog has colon cancer that is spreading
> might not have long to live due to his severe pain
> mom tells me that he may not make it till this thanksgiving when I plan on visiting
> crying right now just typing this out
My biggest regret would be to not at least be able to bury him. His name is Aries. and pic fucking related.

If the place you come to when you're sad is 4chan you are a pathetic human, an hero on stream for us you sorry faggots.

>>567906969
I look forward too it, so don't puss out anon

>>567898134
I feel for ya. My aunt died in a car accident as well and she was the sweetest person. Would always help me if I had problems with understanding girls, talked to my father when things were about to go south....

Shit bro, I feel for you. I raise my glass to your friend. Live has taken him away; but hopefully at least to a better place

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>>567898134
I bet your buddy looks like this.

don't give up we are so close to nudes
nudes op I know you have them

>>567903190
Dude fuck you. That shit actually made me cry

>>567906082
happy birthday anon. don't worry she doesn't deserve you. your one of us. your sacred.

>>567906496
why are you being so selfish? dump nudes pls

>>567907218
I won't feel a thing, and neither will you. and that is how fucked up our world is.

>>567907275
how am I going to fuck her if she is all fucked up ?

>>567898134
when did you people stop calling these baaw threads?

>>567906961
Jesus Christ dude the guy just wants to talk to someone. Stop acting like a goddamned twat.

Life is shit

Captcha: caduary helping

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>>567906243
I can daydream well.
Really well.

But that's about it.

>>567907275
Now I have to clean up the cum off my screen. Thanks anon, I needed that

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My friends were just kinda dicks today. Bump for feels.

>>567907275
hily shit its rubber johnny!!

>>567907359
Lol little pussy bitch i laughed

>>567907490
when the tumblr nation invaded

>>567907476
Actually, I'll get a good kick out of it. Gotta love an heroes

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I feel like an asshole knowing i do this every other night i betrayed my parents so many times i..i just dont know how to do right

>>567907579
Stop being a pussy

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>>567907520
Let me spell this out for you
>Pic related
You want sympathy or pity, go to reddit or tumblr. Because i cannot stress enough to you how much nobody fucking cares. The only thing that would make this thread interesting is pics of the dead chick so we can get to work on photoshop.

>>567907197
Fucking go sooner anon, or you'll hate yourself for it

>>567907709
well, never the less. I'll enjoy it and so will you! we'll both win

My 2014 /b/
>Get arrested for something I didn't do
>Even though no evidence judge puts me on probation and gives me a 600$ fine for being at the scene
>A month later my dad has a heart attack while I'm stuck at school and no way towards him
>Find a place and plan to move out from my moms house
>Can't move out of my moms house because she's 2800$ in debt and we are poor
>Lose a really close friend because I had to pull out of the house
>Really close friend who is a girl, brother and sister, told me we can't hang out anymore cause of her spineless boyfriend
>Uncle dies
>Girl I've been dating for four months ends things
>Find out friend was molested as child
>Work two jobs just to be broke
>Girl from earlier her boyfriend talks all sorts of shit about me on social media on my birthday and tries to start shit with me
>I threaten him and she pushes me completely out of her life
>Living pay check to pay check to help out my mom and brother
>Get fired from my job for going to my family reunion instead of working

I'm going through all this /b/ and I still wake up every morning thinking that I'm the best in the world. I might be having the worst year of my life, but I know that it's always darkest before the dawn and eventually I'll be through this rough patch.

>>567907547
I'm too depressed to feel. I won't do anything until Feb, though; I think I can make it 6 months.

So I haven't given up, yet. I'm looking for PenPals. I have a Post Box I'm using so I don't get stalkers. I'm not promising anything big, or something long term (all but one person has drifted away quickly) but maybe we can help each other for a little while.

You up for it?

>>567907275
What are the tubes and shit for?

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I need someone outside my current circle. Add me if you feel.

>>567907841
Are you me? I was thinking the exact same thing

>>567906827
I cut myself with your edge

>>567906496
you still here OP?

Wow. A lot of 2hxc4u fags in this thread. Feels/baww threads used to be a respite from the bullshit, but there's no shelter now. No peace anywhere. No where to hide and be yourself. Just an entire world full of shitty people taking it out on everyone else.

>>567907935
Agreed. I was actually thinking earlier that there hasn't been a good an hero lately. Too much cancerous pussies trying to act like they care

>>56790332
any more pics?

>>567908025
I hope you bleed out faggot. Everyone who isn't a moral fag on /b/ is edgy now.

>>567907959
You're gonna kill yourself soon.

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>>567908151
Welcome to reality, can i take your order ?

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Glad to see some feels being posted, I'll bump with some more, so OP can feel better, or worse, I don't fucking know, man.

ok... My story

>Be 15
>Big Bro buy a new dog
>Pitbull
>I didn't like the idea of having a "pitbull"
>Call the dog "Rocko"
>7 days later the dog gets ill
>It's in the floor
>Rocko can't move
>Rocko suffers and shiver a lot
>Carry in my arms to the vet (near my house)
>It's rlly heavy and cold
>Vet gives some kind of shit
>I have to give Rocko water with syringe
>Rlly hard, and my dog coff a lot
>Sleep with him 2 nights
> Dad says: "Just leave that dog, it's ill"
>Fuck off dad i think
>Next day, Rocko wasn't there...
>Cry a little
>Rocko appear besides me and bark
>Hug him and cry like a baby

Ask something if you want, Rocko it's alive and with me now

>>567903569
Every time

>>567908302
Right? Too many fucking newfag/moralfag/pussies on here now

bump for OP

>>567908151
its 4chan. im sick of all the feel bullshit threads. go to reddit or some bullshit

>>567908352
Yea, one bullet to the head, please. I've got a bad case of a shitty life I never asked for that isn't fucking worth it, and all these fags are only making it worse

>>567908507
Thank you

>>567908227
How should I do it

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>>567908538
Talk to me.

>>567908479
>>567908507
Get the fuck out

>>567908538
Would you like some edges with that?

>>567908151
>>567908507
If you're sick, why you care posting here then? You're a dumb.

>>567908538
Fucking an hero. You get to pussy out of life, and we get a kick out of it. Everybody wins :)

>>567908341
No I'm too strong for that. If I let one crappy year make me throw away my life and put all my loved ones through that much pain I deserve to be going through this pain. The weak succumb to their hardships the strong use their hardships to become stronger.

>>567908479
It's sad. I think we have to stop calling them faggots or we are going to trigger them.

>>567908709
nice thumbnail faggot, how am I supposed to masturbate to this when I cant even see the details?

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John Donne

>No man is an island entire of itself;
>every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main;
>if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe
is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as
well as any manner of thy friends or of thine
own were;
>any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind.
>And therefore never send to know for whom
the bell tolls;
>it tolls for thee.

>>567908641
Hahaha, what was that guys name? Steve? Idr. But in any case, this thread seems polluted with the kind of edgy newfags that are overruning /b/ in general.

>>567908517
Now, I've seen everything. Yeesh.

>>567908663
Make me pussy ass moralfag. Oh wait, you can't

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Chemo!

>>567908663
>>567908739
cuz im a fucking loser who sits on 4chan all day hoping to see a semblance of why i started to come here on a regular basis

>>567908910
See:
>>567908686
>>567908772
>>567908806

>>567908739
Because we don't want your fagginess to be released with ease.

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>>567908620
Here you go anon

>>567908858
It is sad. But I call it like I see it

>>567909075
Saved.

>>567908910
It's Pete. He's meant to take the weight off your shoulders.

>>567909026
How am I edgy? lol

>>567909247
I just remembered it. I hope he can, because this place has gone to shit and can't do that anymore.

>>567909212
You're going to give the faggots ptsd.

>>567909247
Glad you liked the picture. Definitely a handy picture to help out a fellow anon who wants to an hero

>>567909423
I'm trying to offer my help.
Hope everything turns out OK.

Oh boy! A pity party!!!

Woe is you?
Your pussy hurt? Got sand in it?
Oh you poor widdle things!

>>567909476
I hope I do. Maybe that'll push them to want to kill their faggot self as well :)

>>567909542
Yea me too, and thanks for trying, but this thread is fag central. It's just been a really shitty day/life. But thank you for posting Pete instead of being an edgelord. You are a true oldfag.

>>567898134
sorry for your loss dude

>>567903320
Did you love her?

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here im am /b/ros

>>567909754
>oldfag
Never thought I'd be called that. Thanks.

>>567909969
You just revealed that you are a newfag

Newfag

>>567898134
>Close friend died in car accident today. Last talked to them yesterday.
Did he drop any good loot?

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Well, I'm out. Out of the kindness of my heart, too all of the pussies in this thread, I hope you find good use in this picture

>>567910205
This.

>>567898134

Sorry for your loss, man...

>>567909969
No problem. And seriously, thank you for actually trying to help, instead of whatever the guy below you is doing.

>>567898134
Your friend died and you want MORE feels?

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yes

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>mom works for a home healthcare agency dealing with terminally ill children and teens and some that are only bound to machines
>Every case is depressing, though this one stuck with me
>16 year old, oxygen deprived due to an accident, can't do much except lay there, takes a long time for him to understand things, basically brain damaged beyond repair
>his younger brother treats him like shit
>tells his mom and dad to take him out of the room, won't even look at him
>older brother was completely normal at first
>family took a trip to the beach, all fun and games
>big bro and little bro dig a huge fucking hole
>little brother in hole, the hole starts to collapse
>big bro rushes in and gets little bro out, but not before he's crushed in the sand
>by the time the paramedics dug him out, he had been oxygen deprived for too long and suffered severe brain damage
>sacrificed himself for his brother and he treats him like shit
>he's brain damaged beyond repair, but he can still understand some things and there's no way he hasn't noticed how shitty his little bro treats him
>almost every single one of my mom's patients have died, and she can deal with that, but this case was too much for her

If I were there I would have beat the fucking shit out of that little brother.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs

lately it has felt like i just started nailing trees to a mountain

>>567899797
God. Damnit.

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What do guys know about true Pain?!

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>>567910686
Haven't heard this song in forever.

>>567905610
lost it
thanks /b/

>>567910660
That little brother is probably feeling such an immense amount of guilt and shame that he probably doesn't know any other way to express it. He literally can't look at him.

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Feeling shitty.
Fyi, story here is OC

My dad died in January. He had been taking care of my ailing mother. I took over, taking care of her while working as best I could. She just died a few weeks ago. The only comfort I have is that she's not suffering anymore.

>>567905839
I had court today

>>567899797
Yeah I I lost it...

>>567905839
Oh my god. That sucks. I was feeling really shitty about being a lonely pedophile, right up until about 12 seconds ago. Better lonely and free I suppose.

>>567910660
You in massachusetts? Very similar thing happened here, almost exactly

>>567907607
I never say this and hate those who do, but seriously - this is the definition of edge.

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I feel ya OP, my friend died from a heroin overdose back on the 30th, his funeral was on the weekend. He was 17

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Where do I begin? The depression? My waning eye-sight? No, none of that matters in the long run, I guess. I grew up (am growing up) in a decently rough home. The kind where not being ready for a baseball game warrants getting a pair of pliers thrown into your leg. I've spent a large percent of my life in hospitals due to asthma and allergies, to which I still blame for being overweight to this day. I understand that if I took initiative I could change that, but it's where the whole fat guy part of me took over. You know, the "I'm so used to laying in a hospital bed for days straight, now that's all I want to do" attitude. Also, since whenever I've been out of the hospital 10 years ago, I've had trouble eating vegetables. Most of them will give me an instant gag-reflex for some unknown reason, even if they taste good; to which I also put down on my fat list. Anyways, I've been slightly above intelligence my entire life (or at least that's what my grades and teachers have led me to believe; in my opinion I'm an idiot), and have always been good at making other people laugh. I've always thought of myself as being just smart enough to see how dumb everyone else is. Despite my weight problem I actually had played baseball since I was 3 (I'm 17 now) up until I was 15. I pitched from ages 10-15 and won 1st and 2nd place in different tournaments, plus many other lower ones. I guess none of that mattered to my high-school baseball coach because I got literally 1 inning of play time during the season, even after going to nearly every practice. I guess I wasn't as good as the other players when it came to kissing ass.

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>>567904513
Look /b/ro, your not happy. You may not find it where you are so change where you are. You may find happy were you go. Or in my case the journy to get there.

I think I need to become a nomad guise

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>>567911893
After that year I decided to try football, which for new people joining the team was literally "Stand here and get hit by the varsity players for an hour, then run for another." After breaking my thumb, dislocating my shoulder, getting shin splints in both legs, and putting my back out in multiple places I decided I no longer wanted to "play" football and quit the team. Now once that ordeal was over this brings me to last year. I was very depressed last year, for multiple reasons. I had contracted something known as "CMV". I had no clue how I'd gotten it (I'm a kiss-less, lonely virgin). I mean, that was bad enough. The worst part though? Whenever I went to the hospital to get treated they gave me a medicine that reacted horribly to CMV, a type of anti something or other. Long story short the pills caused a horrible reaction where my body turned completely red with horrid shooting pains that went on for days, and the almost loss of eyesight in my right eye. After the reaction had passed I was depressed to the point of suicide. I was very close to doing it when a friend of mine stopped me, and gave me the "Blah blah, so much to live for, blah" speech. Right, because a life in misery is better than death... Whatever. Anyways, I guess at the time I believed that crap, and now the only reason I don't is because I couldn't stand knowing that people would mourn for me. What an awful concept. So, I managed to get through the year, and here I am now. The only problem? Through all this time being alive and in my own self-pity, I hadn't taken the chance to ask "What if you, by some miracle, get through high school? What will you do?" And now here I am. I'm in my last year of high-school, and I have no clue what I want to do. My skill set is limited, my health is waning and temperate to change rather quickly, I'm no longer very smart, and I'm close to giving up and accepting my fate as a 9-5 worker at a minimum wage job for the rest of my life.

>>567911549
Nope, I live around Dallas. For all I know it could have been them though, they could have had family up there or something. Usually my mom gets to know a lot about the families of the patients she takes care of but she didn't stay long enough for that case.

>>567912101
Is he still alive?

>>567907106
calling bullshit, unless not in the USA.

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>>567907841
You must have had a really shitty life to have a viewpoint like that. For what it's worth, I care about you, and I care about all the feelfags in this thread. Saying that probably won't change a thing, but it's true.

>>567906145
That's a pretty beta move though, kinda set yourself up for it.

>>567907547
i mad a skull kid cosplay a decently made one, i won 2 awards at 2 different cons. i made it because i wanted to send a vauge message to people who used to be my friends i was alone.
the only people who add me on facebook or talk to me ask how i made it and then remove me.

>>567912276
Explain?

>>567912549
That's kinda the opposite of beta, idiot

>>567912251
I'd assume so, unless some complication happened.

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>>567913095
You have a kind heart tyler

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>>567912436
I never had a bad life. I had a loving family, good childhood, little white picket fence with a dog in a suburb, etc. etc. I just became a cynical realist as i grew, and the more i came to know the less i cared about everything. So rather then say ive had a bad life, ive just had a pretty dull life.

>>567913383
That's your fault, not others,

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>>567912865
This one is easier on the eyes.

>>567913095
Oh man, I'm smiling so hard it hurts. Thank you, Tyler.

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>>567898134
>>567898134
its the way things are bruh, just remember the good times you had

>>567913484
Your implying im blaming something on everyone. Its a simple truth, were all worthless, no matter what you do, how great the achievements you accomplish, you will be forgotten, as will i, as will everything, with time.

TL:DR - Were all worthless

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>>567910660
pic related, one of her patients. She usually keeps at least one picture of them. This patient had some sort of birth defect, mentality of a baby. She was 7 in that pic, and she died not long after.

>>567913782
What do you define as value? Legacy? Immortality? One can find worth in friendship and life ingeneral

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>>567913383
Whatever kind of life you had, that's a really crummy way to think. Lighten up, anon. It'll do you some good.

>>567913983
Well if you want to break it down to philosophy.

>Value
Subjective, thats it. Value has no real worth but whatever we personally put it in

>Legacy
No such thing, all "Legacy's" will vanish eventually, and are no better then the mountains that will turn to dust

>Immortality
It would imply that it will survive through all of time, never being forgotten. The only thing that could even be remotely related to immortality would be the earth itself. Because it is the 1 thing through all of recorded human history that every human knew. Even if they had no clue what it was, what it meant, they knew they stood on solid ground, they knew of its existence. Its the only thing that has lasted through human time.

>>567914284
wow this actually made me feel a feel i havent felt ever

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>>567914148
>23 Aug 1985
Jesus Christ, I'm 43 days older than him.

>>567913290
>>567913484
Would this have made more sense?

I fell in love with her and hated her
And she did the worst she could
in the end I left her because it was better for me
What was best for her? She loved seeing me melt in agony
Why? Why couldn't you just be normal
Why did it make you feel you so exhilarated to watch me suffer
Wasn't it enough, wasn't everything enough.

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>>567914084
Thats why i come here. This is about the only place that makes me laugh anymore, with the gore, beyond crude humor and all in its terrible glory. My friends all think im insane for laughing at what they think to be the most terrible shit, is nothing more then daily here.

>that feel when trapped
>that feel when what's stopping you from moving on in your life will be moving away soon and life can go back to normal

it is a bad feel and a good feel.

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>>567906141
Newfag

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>>567905678
That's one way of looking at it

But teenage love is fickle, fake, and immature. Never had it, came close once but it didn't work out. I always found all the teenage couples sickening - 14 year olds saying they love each other like they even fucking know. And you'd always get that pussy friend who can no longer hypothetical because the answer to EVERY 'who would you rather fuck' is just 'insert girlfriends name here'. Fuck offffff.

>>567906141
>Feel threads never existed

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>>567903320
she's hot, if you won't fuck her anymore can I have her Facebook or something?

>>567914416
So do you believe there literally is no worth in life? None of your experiences matter, you gain nothing in existence and everything is just terrible?

I see myself and others and life in general as energy, which is valuable in that even though we can create a sense of self and community, energy can exist with none of that, bypassing Any negative or positive thought or thing by simply existing

>>567908517
mexicans, i take it?

>>567914284
Dude, seriously, fuck you. How could you do this to me?

>>567899797
>see you space cowboy

That very last line destroyed me...

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