>>564041436
?

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>>564041718
oops wrong picture
my bad m80

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Just contributing.

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ill post my feels, because i'm also not feeling well.

this gets to me...
here have it Anon

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Also, if anyone wants to come hang out and listen to music, you're more than welcome to.
tinychat com/o5m1de

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>>564042508

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My birthday was the 21st, only two people remembered... My girlfriend didn't. Feelin the feels /b/ros

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>>564042975

More, please. I want to feel.

I listen to this when I'm down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ1fgWl_HLc

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>>564044660

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>>564045230

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>>564045325

>>564043564

Birthdays are overrated. I despise their celebration.

>>564041331
I dont get this. So he chooses to a self apathetic useless faggot, and is sad that he is an apathetic useless faggot? What degree of autistic faggotry is this?

>>564045630
A special degree labelled only as: OP.

>>564045630

> Not understanding somebody else's emotions
> Calling them autistic

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>>564045397

My dad died, /b/.

>>564045931
I never knew my father. Were you two close?

>>564045230

No. Bitches who say "I don't know", REALLY don't know because they are retarded. Stop spreading this stupid shit.

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>>564045931
I sorry anon, and i sorry also for the fact that this is all that I can do for you...

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>>564043564
Bwaaa, retard.
Your birthday will only ever be interesting if you make it so. You sound like my exwife.
If you cant be happy alone, you cant be happy with someone else either. What makes you think that other people are in any way responsible for your happiness?
Change your life. Been there though but I cant sympathize with you because it would be like trying to sympathize with a potato for being potato.

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>>564045494
Its not even about the celebration. Just someone noticing that because of that day, you are in their life.

Here's a good song to listen to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aF9AJm0RFc

>>564046042

He did everything for me. My dad and I were best friends.
It's his birthday today.

The fucking feeling of never seeing your old man again.

>>564045931
>>564046042

Never knew mine and still don't. Almost 30. Wouldn't give a fuck if he did die. I would never know. Just like he doesn't give a fuck that I'm alive.

>>564044660
that's so grim it's funny

>>564041331
I have had this crush on dis grill for 3 years now
we flirt, a lot. ut i keep getting cockblocked by her cousin, i leave for jobcorps in less than a week.
she now has a boyfriend that she is obsessed with.
What the fuck did i do wrong?

>>564045931
Do you have friends and family to turn to?

>>564046120

Thank you, Anon. It means a lot.

>>564046050
Nigger, Ill spread all the cancer I want

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhF-YfLAhw0
>you all just lost

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>>564046671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJZhYpXlFls

>>564043596
right in the gut.
never trusted anyone.
alienated my own mother.

>>564046129

Woah Woah woah, WAY too much assumption. You missed so hard, I almost feel sorry for you.

>>564046042
I killed my dad.

>>564046418
I'm glad to hear that. It's good to know that not every dad out there is a prick. Just remember that he gave his world to you. Now you can give that to your son or daughter someday.

>>564046253

Why not celebrate every day that you're with that person instead? If it means that much to you. Otherwise your selfishness is showing. "It hurts me that you can't remember some arbitrary date in the past. You don't love me. Waah."

>>564044015
Depressing Comic Week is always gut-wrenching.
I mean there's literally no attempt at humour, it's just realistic, awful situations that make you feel like shit. I love it.

>>564046341
This song gets me everytime..

>>564045931
lol

>>564046519

She didn't like you that much to begin with, or she would be obsessed with you, and you would be her bf.

>>564046612

Fine. As long as you acknowledge that it's cancer and you own it.

>>564047509
wow, you actually showed more care than any of my friends, even my mother.

>>564041786
right in the feels

>>564046876
Sure you did sport.

>>564047501
I really want to make this into a short film.

>>564046341
Nine inch nails. uuurgh i can't stand this version. trent wrote it!

>>564047912
I want to make you into a short film

>be incoming
>going to high tier engineering program starting the 28th
>parents and other people are telling me that it's the end of my free time for the next 4 years

Please say it ain't so... this has got me so down man

>>564047304

Because he died you dumb twat. Do you want him to rot on the front lawn. How much love will you still have for your father after 2 weeks of the stench of his rotting corpse in the hot summer sun?

>>564046418
My dad died awhile ago too anon. He was my best friend as well. The only person I'll probably ever truly unconditionally love. I'm sorry, it'll get better though, I promise. If you let it.

>>564047398
I stared, I just stared, i couldn't stop staring, now i just feel out of it. ive thought of this for so long. i never have succeeded, maybe this will.

>>564047694

Embrace the truth.

>>564048270
ah fuck I killed someone.

>>564047901
I came home one night and he was beating my mom. He threatened to kill my mom and my brother so I had to shoot him.

>>564047639
The jews did this

>>564047982

I know he did. It's fucking Johnny Cash though, and this song was his epitaph. I like both.

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Got this OP

>>564048182

Time to grow up. It isn't fun. It marks the end of "the good times". Hope you made them memorable and used your time wisely or the rest of your life will be filled with regret. Thus is our society.

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C'mon B I feel nothing

Pic definitely not related

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>>564044660

>>564047398
fuck you I hate heights!

>>564041331

:(

>>564048205
DONT DO THIS TO ME, MAN. NOT YOU, MAN NOT YOU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9cHP4KrdWI

>This song plucks the heart string everytime.

>>564042967
lol his last name is fries?

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Another one

>>564049105
it's pronounced all europeany, so it sounds like freeze

>>564043564
This made me tear up. Feels threads and Sunny Day Real Estate is not a happy combo... Fuck.

>>564049105
Yes, but it's pronounced freeze. Hence his villain name, Mr. Freeze

>>564047691
by Cher

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>>564041331
You guys are all a bunch of pussies.
And i have fucking bipolar disorder.

If you want to get better, stop with this stupid "MUH FEELS" treads and learn to control yourself.
Sometimes feels like a big part of /b/ want to a girl to knock on their door and give them a blowjob, a nice career and a objective in life.

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>>564048727
you fucking did it
fuck you

>>564048182

then dont do it. do something fun and fuck everyone else

>>564048761

If life is nothing but work then I'd rather die. I feel like college is gonna suck shit for me. Hard work and I feel like I won't make any good friends there.

>>564045931
sorry to hear that, anon.
i hope you feel better soon.
hugs

So, I've been having reoccurring dreams about this girl I use to know it high school. Whenever I wake up or think about said dreams during the day, I get a feeling like a pit in my stomach or some shit. I was pretty good friends with this chick, had a crush on her, but it was obvious she wasn't into me so nothing came from it. We lost contact after HS, and while I felt bad, I didn't really worry about it. I'm staying at my parents' house for the summer until Uni starts back up in another state, and while I was driving around town, I thought I saw her crossing the street. Since then, I've felt panicked and bad, and I've been dreaming about her, and I don't know why. It's been like five years since I've talked to her. Why do I feel bad about somebody I haven't talked to in five years?

>>564049305

Way to generalize everyone, faggot. For someone who does have a career in sight and an objective in life, damn, that lack of a blowjob must really be getting me down.

Go fuck yourself.

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>>564046341
that song gets me

>>564049305
Not really man. Just wanted to see some sad pictures. By no means am I suffering from crippling depression or the like.

>>564049391
Come on man, I've read like ten stories of video game bros. dying.

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So uhh this girl I'm like involved with just moved 3000 miles away for college and like I don't really know what I'm doing with my life.

I still have to talk to her and I feel like I have a gf without any good parts of having a gf.

First girl I really liked in two or three years.

>>564049750
not me, i don't go into feels threads much

>>564048182
You mean college/University? You'll still have quite a bit of down time, but you'll have to manage it so much better. It's easy to dick off when you're not use to it, and high school doesn't really prepare you since most classes are easy as fuck and let you finish your homework in class (at least mine did). Just focus on what's important and plan down time when needed.

>>564049692
>Big part
>Everyone

Learn to read, retard.

>>564049742
You're probably the minority, because every time someone posts a tread like this a lot of people come and post shit like ">tfw no gf"

>>564041786
>Switch to news
>"Local woman and daughter killed in car accident"

Police wouldn't disclose if the victims were related and the news crew wouldn't know if they were. Unless anon was folding clothes for 5 hours I call bullshit

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrcpzPpo8_Y

>>564049962
Nope. Felt some shit, just wanted pictures. Will pass in what I assume to be soon.

>>564048182
>>564049884
Also, you won't really have "homework" for a lot of classes in the conventional sense. Your school will assume you're working/studying outside of class and the mandatory work they make you do. Make sure you actually do study/review for shit at least once a week for each class. It will make shit so much easier on yourself.

>>564049962
>You guys are all a bunch of pussies
>You guys are all
>You guys
>all

>big part of /b/
>in reference to this thread

Contextual misunderstanding.

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http://myfox8.com/2014/07/26/son-finds-dead-fathers-ghost-in-xbox-racing-game/

>tfw xbox saves can make you race your lost father

>>564042041
oooooh the feels

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You want some FEELS?...
I'll show you some FEELS.

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>going through bawww folder
>get this

He was a lot like us, you know? We all crack jokes about the weirdest shit, but on the inside we're fucking dead.

>>564050503
damn man :'(
i wish i could feel tho

>>564050583
Annnd i lost, not to the picture, but the realization,

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>>564050503

>>564048473
congrats on the kill

>>564041331
If you sleep with your glasses on, you're right for hating yourself

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>>564049884

Thank you. Because it seems like everyone I talked to including my dad was telling me my life would be nothing but hard work for the next 4 years. Dad was tell me no more video games, staying up late, Ect because it would be school and studying and nothing else for the next 4 years.

>never wanted to go to this school or major
>told parents I might not be interested
>totally unacknowledged
>going to school for computer engineering and possibly telecom shit
>going to become a leader in the cable industry
>mfw I never wanted any of this and this is the path that was chosen for me

I would be happy with a small computer repair shop or something. Though a true dream of mine was voice acting. I never wanted to live big like this. But my destiny is not my own. I'll just blow my brains out when I'm 30 year old millionare virign at a cable company.

>>564045931
k

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>>564041331
>Mfw I always have that fucking voice inside my head

>>564047398
That nearly gave me a panic attack jesus fuck.

>>564050968
It's still going to be hard work, but it's going to be a practice in managing when you work, especially for the first 1-2 years. Third and fourth year will be harder, but you'll still have free time here or there. Just don't waste it on stupid shit, you know? Or, if you're completely tired, then waste it on stupid shit just to chill out.

Also, I'd really recommend not going into a major you don't enjoy. It's the worst kind of waste of money. I don't know what kind of cash you're throwing at this (I'm paying my own way through school, no parents), but I'd recommend going for something you enjoy. Unfortunately, acting and other artsy stuff typically isn't in as high of a demand as others would like, and going to Uni for that might fuck you.

>>564049716
>1396903892444.jpg
fu

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how about you all listen to this playlist some may set your mood
http://8tracks.com/briglase/mountain-sounds-1

>>564041331
Girlfriend of 3 and a half years and I broke up today. It was pretty mutual but I still feel empty inside. I've known her for such a long time and now that we're just friends again I feel like I've come in a complete circle. Feels weird.

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>>564047304

Anyone have a picture of a soldier's letter to his baby son?

>>564051321

I'd be content with a computer repair shop or equivalent.

>>564048473
nice

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The one that always gets me is the "Pallet Town" Theme from the original pokémon games.
It just reminds me how old I am now, and that before, pokémon was one of my fuckin' favorite things.

>>564050583

Fucking heavy dude. Too true. rip ;-;

>>564048473
gg

>>564041436

The story behind those two is sad, that pic alone does provide feels.

>>564048501

what movie is this from?

>>564048473
i contemplated suicide for 40 minutes...

>>564050503

This dog is trying to bury it to eat it later. There are videos on youtube that show other dogs doing the same thing.

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I make a lot of money every year, can probably do anything I try, can learn anything, and yet I have no close friends in my life, haven't had a girlfriend in 7 years, and am generally total shit at relationships.

Maybe I'm an assburger.

>>564052895
>yet I have no close friends in my life
You're on a site full of them, /b/ro.

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>bootin

>>564053090
Fuck off you stupid piece of shit.

>>564052895
I think I'm an assburger, too, Anon.

I don't know how I can find out

I don't know if I want to find out.

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>>564052895

I"ve a;ways been able to cloak within the popular people but was always drawn to the "weridos" and eccentrics since middle school. I shared their complex knowledge and disdain for arbitrary social customs. I would have been your friend, casually at the very least.

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>>564053220

>>564052732
>Only 40 minutes
>Not large chunks of your life
>Not realizing you couldn't kill yourself anyway because you're a pussy
>And even if you weren't a pussy, you'd probably fuck it up somehow
>Not planning it out anyway
>Not planning on killing yourself using a shotgun to the brains somewhere alone where nobody will find you for a while because you don't want to be an attention whore or get in their way
>Not leaving that as your default way out if shit gets too bad
>Not planning on doing it once your parents are dead since you won't have a reason to live after that point anyhow
>2014
shiggidydiggidydo

>>564049821
just wait and keep her.. love doesn't come very often, if she truly feels the same way you two will love forever. *cheesy shit*

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>>564053335

>>564052786
I don't think so...There's no real proof that says, that is what they're doing.
>They're on concrete
>Only water surrounds them, and only thing the dog sloshes onto the fish
>Using his/her nose only, never attempts to scratch at the ground
It just makes no sense to think or say that they're trying to bury it...Animals are compatible of emotion, intelligence and compassion.
Maybe we just interpret it that way, because that's what we expect/are used to seeing them do.

>>564052895
why dont u get a dog?
give him all the love you have
and treat him like a best friend
no treat him better than a best friend and he will be your best friend back i promies

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>>564053502

>>564043564
Part of growing up homes no one remembers or cares...

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>>564053502
>>564053548

>>564053239
Finding out that you are doesn't change anything.
If you are and you don't find out then you will probably be worse off though.

>>564042041
Bob Ross: A legend

I got myself castrated so that I can't have children, I don't want kids because I don't want them to feel as bad as I did every time I heard my fathers footsteps

>>564050968
No, you don't want that small repair shop job. Right now it seems cool and fun, but when your 25-30 and you see your friends that went into engineering and now make 70k + a year and live a life you cannot touch (inb4 people claim making 70k is common, it's not). When your young you don't realize exactly how important money is. It opens the doors to better homes, vacations, women, social status, and overall happiness.
But, college/University is the best time of your life. Old enough to get the perks of being an adult (drinking, going out as late as you want, sex since everyone puts out) but you can still fall back on being young and experimenting as an excuse. Ya, you have to work at school now and sometimes you'll have to work really really hard, but overall it's way more fun then just joining the work force, and kicks the shit out of highschool.

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Alright /b/, writing this right now. Hope it doesn't 404 before I post.
>Be me, 2 years ago
>Had awesome grandfather who taught me so many things and told fascinating stories about when he was younger
>I could always see how proud he was of of me in his eyes when I helped him change the oil on his car or something as a kid
>skip to 2 years ago
>Find out he got prostate cancer
>It gets worse and spreads quickly
>He's stuck in bed and can't get up at all
>My dad kept asking asking me and my sisters to visit him
>I was too busy with world of warcraft and never felt up to it, always making excuses
>Dad tells me he doesn't have much time left, but I let it fly over my head
>Finally decide decide to go
>While there, he holds my arm and in a raspy, barely audible voice tells me how tall and strong I had gotten since since I last saw him
>Can see it on his his face how much he's suffering
>Week later, find out he died
>I never spent enough time with him, I ignored every chance I had the last years of his life
>The only man I ever looked up to is gone forever and I was too preoccupied with pointless crap that I never tried tried to make his final days last.
If your grandparents are still alive, please don't make the same mistake that I did.

>>564053523

I already know there's no way i'm gonna convince you that the dog is not trying to save that fish. This is typical dog behavior, but whatever makes you feel better.

>>564045397
Fuck, don't know why, but that one fucking got me

>>564053340
Nigga, are you me?

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>>564053772

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>>564042975
This goddamn feel. All my friends are moving away. College is starting up soon. All I have left is my gf, but with college taking up all my time, maybe she'll leave too.

>>564051557
such a bad day for rain..

>>564053220

>>564053869
>sex since everyone puts out
I wish I knew where these women were in my school. Then again, it probably doesn't help the male to female ratio is some shit like 5:1, so I'm sure that shit doesn't help at all. It'd probably be easier to pick up women in the next college town over if I wasn't lazy/busy/lazy.

>>564043562
lol
Didn't except that, but I know that feel.
>Not even 'murrican

Lost my first family while in military
Child died in womb could
Not
Be there for her while she was devastated left me during New Years while I was alone in some shitty barracks 2,000 miles away from her
Song reminds me of her

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9WhGbkAYObU

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>>564052895

I'de like to add that I do have regrets not pursuing relationships with people with your personality. I can fake it and did get girls, friends etc. (partly because I was good looking partly because i could fake talking to people) but later in life they don't relate to much but consumer crap. Wish I had an aspie bro in a symbiotic relationship, someone to discuss mechanics of economics and actual mechanics while giving my two cents on their weak social interaction.

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>>564054179

http://youtu.be/3p6TWITruA4

>>564041436
Dem feels tho.

>>564053538
Ya, it's ok but not the same as a human-human relationship. I think my general sense of abandonment and rejection came from childhood and has carried into my adult life. Whether or not I create that because I am used to it, or I am just destined to be rejected and abandoned is up for debate. At what point does 'there must be something wrong with me' cease to be a paranoid conclusion drawn from an emotionally ill point of view and start to be 'the way it is?'

>>564053239
Well something is wrong with me. People envy me for my talent, intelligence, and success, and I envy them for the ease at which they get along. I've always watched with keen curiosity at how others connect, and stumped completely at how I never have.

>>564053276
Ya I can cloak in pretty much any group I find myself in. The only time I feel normal is when I'm alone.

>>564054221
i am so sorry, brother.

>>564053916
>If your grandparents are still alive, please don't make the same mistake that I did.
As a man who has run out of grandparents, I can confirm the truth of this.

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>>564054320
pretty much

>>564049280
i'm fairly certain this is a shel silverstein

>>564054508
Thanks bro I an sort of all right now
Shitty though I always wonder what life could have been like if I made different decisions shit has been on my mind for the last four years

>>564053237
Faggot

>>564043564
Time for a new girl bro. Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't care for you

>>564053220
Isn't that a whole childrens book?
With rather desperating, but true messages?
Anybody got more or the name?

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>>564052060

/end

shit labeled them wrong. sorry

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I'm not alone i have /b/ and it has me. :) cheer up mates.

>>564045931
I'm so sorry anon

>>564052687
>>564054314

Back to /a/ you weaboo fucks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrdKuw5SRaE
not sure if this one will hit

Now i'm going some fresh. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2spiS97ZlI

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I have this fear.

Years ago I looked at myself in the mirror and decided to change for the better. I told myself I was a likeable guy. I could be funny, witty, and charming if I actually tried. I used to assume people insulted my behind my back all the time and I assumed that they only pretended to like me; that I wasn't like, but I was tolerated.

But I changed that. I take care of myself, smile into that mirror, and go about each day trying to make the most of it. But I just can't shake that fear, and deep down I still feel that dread.

The only person I'm fooling by smiling in this mirror is me.

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the way I feel around my so called friends

>>564055106
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20mMbEB0OhA

20yo male here

I've never had a death in my family yet, so every once in a while the thought crosses my mind how I would cope with the loss of a loved one having built such a long relationship with all.

Who is the hardest relative to see pass? Strange question, and it could widely vary on the relationship I had with each. But let's say I shared a good relationship with all.

Me personally I can't imagine seeing my little bro pass. Probably won't be anytime soon, but that would crush my soul harder than any other relative.

>>564043564
me an my girlfriend share a birthday. Since we share a lot of our friends we have one party for both of us. Most people forget it's my birthday. People only seem interested in her. Whenever she says something people always seem interested. I haven't been able to get an erection to anything real in 2 months. We took a break, hopefully I can get my shit together before a month or she is going to break up with me.

>>564053916
looks like he waited for you to show up. Sometimes, it looks like people manage to buy time for a last thing to settle.

>grandmother has cancer
>extremely weakened, in hospital, can't do much of anything, doctors say she doesn't have more than a couple of weeks
>we invite her over (with driving her to our place and back of course)
>she accepts
>around the evening, we ask if she's alright and that we can drive her back whenever she wants if she feels too tired
>"I stay here and play cards"
>she seemed like a teenage girl cheating curfew while playing cards with us
>When it's finally time to leave for the hospital, she says "It's the last time I'll be able to come here like this"
>She dies the next day

It really felt to me like she knew it, and she said "screw you death, imma play cards, and you'll fetch me later". Was really weird, didn't know if I should be sad for her to be gone or happy for her to have stolen that day at our place and gone with a last happy memory.

My dad is drinking again /b/. He stopped before and got a job and they just fired him. He's drinking and the doctors say if he doesn't stop he's gonna die.

But I feel like a monster. I don't feel worry, and I'm not sure why.

What the fuck do I do /b/?

>>564056131
Ask him what's really wrong why is he drinking, what memory or feeling is he trying to kill and why
Then help him

>>564045230
GAY

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=meDCCXAKGVQ
Right in the feels

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ok you got me to confess with this thread's length

>in highschool
>had regular neighborhood/highschool group of friends
>sleep overs,(awesome when young)
>do fun shit like go to rennfairs, build homemade arrows and bows
>skateboard, light gas with flint screwed to bottom of board
>play vidya together fire works, other kid stuff
>camp together
>make funny videos together for class
>get older
>play airsoft together in teens and other shenanigans
>get older
>drink together have friendly times
>be 27 all the sudden one of us dies from brain clot out of nowhere on new years
> 27 now we're too young for this shit I thought

tfw year old highschool friend dead at veiwinglooks exactly how you remember after 10 years of friendship for just random medical cause.

My career is now making video, My first ones were with him when we were 15. I still have them on my hard drives.

guess I'm geyting old

Here we go. I've only told this to a couple close friends.

>Parents divorced when I was 9
>Dad won custody of myself and my sister
>Dad did everything for us. Got us whatever we wanted. Spoiled the ever loving shit out of us within is power.
>Worked 10-12 hours a day
>Still managed to spend time with us getting minimal sleep.
>I turn 15.
>Dad tells me he went to the doctors and has Cancer. I have no idea what that entails.
>After a surgery and some Chemo I figure things are looking up and he should be back to normal soon.
>He's losing his hair.
>He's losing weight.
>I'm 17 now.
>Uncle wants to talk.
>Uncle tells me my Dad is dying. Deep down, I knew. But I never heard it and it hit me hard.
>Family is all in living room. Father, grandparents, uncle(his brother), cousin, sister.
>Uncle asks Dad what he thinks about something.
>Dad says, "I just want to get better".

3 weeks later, my Dad died of cancer. I lost the most important thing in the world to me. As soon as he died, I took a very long walk around my block. And talked to him as if he could hear me. I've never been religious either. I was just hoping he could hear me. Since for the last 2 weeks, he wasn't able to speak or move. I ended up dropping out of highschool and getting a job. (same job today 8 years later) The estate he set up is no longer paying for this house and I am instead. But not a day goes by I don't think about my Dad.

Fuck /b/, I'm sad and tired as fuck, so I'll most likely go to sleep now. I'd just like to say to anyone who is here: we, the dark corner of the internet, are here for you.

>>564056902
I find it surprising how much empathy /b/ has. It takes a while to realise there's people behind the posting ID.

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Might bring out some feels in people who have been there

>>564045931
Shit I'm sorry bro. I feel you, my dad was my only parent, he died last year. Shits not easy man

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>>564053916
I remember posting on here when my grandmother died. Last older gen family member. I am thankful i was smart enough to call her nearly every weekend while she was still alive. Just chat about random shit, food, cooking, her part time volunteer shit she did after my grandfather died.

I've never told anyone else in my family this, but I had this strange feeling i knew her extremely well during the last couple years of her life. I was mentally in a bad spot, and i think she knew too. I think we both knew we didn't want to live or try anymore, but she always energized me when she begged me to talk about what i was working on. She knew nothing about what projects i was doing, or what matlab or fluorescence spectroscopy was, but she did get me to "crack on".

I just remember talking to her the last month or so, and hearing how "finished" she was. it's very unearthly to actually hear from an old person that they're just done. and that sinks in.

i was there when my grandmother was having a stroke, and i had no idea what was going on. sometimes i really regret not going into medicine

>>564056128
Yeah. I feel like it's more comforting if they were ready to go rather than trying to survive

Enjoy sobbing yourselves to sleep.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9Xiznln47Y

>>564056709
>As soon as he died, I took a very long walk around my block. And talked to him as if he could hear me. I've never been religious either. I was just hoping he could hear me. Since for the last 2 weeks, he wasn't able to speak or move.

that was my experience as well, though i was with my family member for only 3 days before, well death. i may actually just go outside right now, have a smoke and a chat with my grandma. it's not fun or happy, but more like refreshing. or necessary. im not a linguist

>>564057008
Yeah dude, I hear you. On the screen, we may be just an ID that hides behind a post, but in real life, we are all some sick cunts. We have all been at this one place. We both know what place I'm talking about. The place, where the shit hit or will hit the fan to the point of no return. But because we've all been at this particular place, we understand each other extremely good.

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>>564056709
Sorry to hear that.. Nobody should lose their parents at that age.. Fucking cancer man.. What do you guys say about making some sort of donation thing for cancer?
Because fuck cancer thats why, if we get enough money and people notice it light even give 4chan a better reputation, I have no idea if its a good idea or a bad one, nor do I know were to do the donation thing, was just an idea, have lost close relatives to cancer myself

>>564049305
>I have bipolar disorder
>Learn to control yourself
uwotm8

I'm just tired.

>>564057708
It's funny, really. Talking to strangers who's lives are so similar. I read some posts and just think "Is this guy me?" sort of shit.

>>564057703
It did definitely give me some solace. Some how.
>>564057743
I've donated before. I'm just not the richest guy out there lol. It sounds like a good idea. But I don't think that kind of thing will work on 4chan let alone /b/.

>>564046418
feel ya...mine wasn't a good person but he was still my dad...and he an hero'd.
pain goes away with time and remembering that your loved ones want you to be happy

>>564058049
Prob not, but as you can see, every time a feelsthread pops up, all kind of nice persons caring, im not talking about donating thousands and thousands each, talking about 5-10$ each, hate cancer, gets everyone that doesnt deserve to die..

>>564057952
I feel the same way, im no sad nor happy.
Just staying alive, everything is just meaningless
Working, partys blah blah etc, is boring.

>>564054675
whoosh

>>564058701
Only thing that brings some joy to my life is kick boxing man it's weird when everything in life besides your hobby doesn't matter

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It's time...

>>564058482
It shocks me every time too to see so many real humans on /b/. But yeah, it's tough to organize something like a fundraiser on an anonymous website as such.

>>564059346
Thank god its this one...

i went through a small stage of depression once, the only thing that kept me going was thinking about my dogs being left alone

>>564042390
best damn thing I've seen in a feel thread for ages

>>564059545
Did you fuck your dog?

>>564058869
Called my grandmlther the second I saw this post, i will fucking shatter when its her time, almost cry by just thinking of it

>>564052027
hey I know this one, its from that show familiar guy, something about the dog wanting to fuck his owners wife right?
man that ain't sad, that's just fucked up

>>564041331
like that pic. kinda have something like that haunting me.

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>>564050054
breaking news maybe?
you know the sudden shit
pic not related

>>564053778
just because your father was an asshole doesnt mean you will be too

>>564047398
Oh wow, there are the suicidal thoughts. Thought I'd buried you guys.

Out went rational thought, in came you assholes. This is why I don't put myself in those situations. My family and friends would never forgive me.

Is that what stops you, /b/? Some of you don't have what I have. Most of you aren't lucky enough to be where I'm at.

So why am I thinking about this? Why do I do it so often? Why is it so specific and well thought out? It'd be so easy to just... slip.

Guess it's a good thing I don't live in New York..

>>564059290
I know the feel bro
I'm an illustrator. I only draw, draw and draw. The joy i got for that is my treasure

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>>564056128
>>564057406
>>564054542
>>564059959

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>>564061394