TLDR: snorted a load of cocaine and don't know how to feel about it
so basically i woke up yesterday hungover as fuck with two friends at my place, and the two youngest of us soon realized we've snorted cocaine that the third one gave to us which we can't remember too well. we had a heavy night out, but after going to my place he later on pulled out a small bag of cocaine and introduced us to it. normally i'm really anti-drug and have sweared all my life that i would never try any drug at all. i was just so fucking drunk i stopped caring and did it, before the third guy did it as well. the guy with the cocaine is also a close friend of mine, but hes a couple years older. i really cant believe what i've done, seeing as this goes against all my morals. i kinda feel really dirty, shameful and lowlife, like i have no control of my life and dont even know what ive become any more. after the first guy went me and the third guy threw away a pack of cocaine worth 150$ into a forest far away from me, just because we didnt know what to do with it but we would never snort it again. how do i process this shit and what am i to think/do?
>>17335855
Damn trigger, where can I find coke
First, you get over yourself and accept that you have done coke. It doesn't change who the fuck you are. Also alcohol is a drug.
Alcohol is the actual gateway drug. This wouldn't have happened if you were high. Now you know.
The worst type of person is one who swears off illegal drugs but drinks or smokes cigarettes. Dumbass, just forget about it. People look down on drugs but imo of youre not a junkie and only tried it once then noone will give a fuck. Why do you care anyway? You abused the use of alcohol so youre a hypocrite either way
>>17335855
> i'm really anti-drug and have sweared all my life that i would never try any drug at all
>i was just so fucking drunk
you already killed most of your braincells doing drugs.. get some help
