I am a 26 year old, married, white/hispanic male, I used to watch a lot of ordinary white men/white women porn when I was in my teens. But the past 6 months I constantly watch only black men/BBW white women porn. And it’s the only time when I look at the guys big dick and feel jealous of his sexual prowess, and how the white women enjoys it. I don't even have sex with my wife regularly anymore because of this shit. I feel extremely embarrassed of this fantasy and emasculated and hide it from everyone. Its the only time when fascinated with the big black penis, but don’t desire a relationship with a man. What is really causing this and why, is it a fetish? I love my wife deeply, and love everything about women, but its when a see black men, blonde women porn that I cannot control myself, especially if the woman is fat and trashy looking.
What's wrong with me? I know this is 4chan, so I don't expect a lot of helpful advice, but to the few that really care, I really need your help.
>>17319703
You sound bi-curious. It's natural. Go find a BBC to worship.
>>17319703
I wouldn't worry unless your wife has fucked black guys before or you know she lust for their big dick.
I realized I was in trouble when my wife and I went to join a gym. We had never discussed black guys fucking white women but when it came to choosing personal trainers (there were male & female and all were in shape) she picked the only black guy. Down hill from there. She started spending all her time at the gym with this guy until he was fired. I find out for fucking the female patrons.
OP, there is no reason to feel ashamed. What you are going through is absolutely natural for your demographic.
The next step is to hire a professional who earns his money by being black and fucking the white girlfriends/wives of white ... men infront of them.
By turning your fantasies into the real thing you will feel less of an urge to regularly satisfy yourself with porn on the internet. Think of it this way, you are a seething kettle right now and you need to let of the steam.
I hope this helped :)
I would try to focus on yourself and your own life and not on the dicks of guys in porn, many of whom are wearing those false extender things.
Do you feel embarrassed because you feel weirded out, or do you feel embarrassed for liking what you do?
>>17319723
Well, the funny thing is I've asked my wife about this, she says she finds black men to be hideous, and she's happy with my size! I'm 6in. fully erect, apparently that's big enough for her. So I guess it's on me then, why am I so insecure about this shit?
>mfw after blowing a load to interracial bbw porn
>>17319727
OP here.
It's a mix of both really desu. It's weird, like, I'll watch "normal" porn (what I would call normal is a white guy with a white woman) and the guy can have a huge schlong, won't do anything for me. But when I see a black guy with the same size cock, fucking a big fat nasty bbw, I get super turned on. Wtf?
>>17319739
You are responding exactly how the people that produce porn want you to respond. They want you to feel inadequate, you could never have a woman like those you see nor ever satisfy them enough to have them beg for more. It's make believe OP, just like a fucking cartoon.
>>17319752
I think you're right, anon. How do I go about fighting this shit? I'm deadly serious, I don't want this to fuck up my mind any more than it has, and I don't want to lose my marriage.
>>17319752
This. I'm black btw.
Porn is a slippery slope and most people internalize it. Simple things like talking like a bad porno during sex to shit like internalizing feelings of inadequacy.
>>17319747
Probably the taboo element.
>>17319764
Stop watching the shit. I'm serious
>>17319771
>>17319764
Is it really that simple though? I'm not OP but there are a few fetishes I'd like to push out of my mind
>>17319764
NoFap or at least NoPorn for 90 days.
If you still crave that shit after that (which will be a long time since you'll fail miserably for many times), you should look for a professional.
>>17319777
Fuck yes. Just get away from it and find something else to occupy your free time. It take longer than a couple days or a week but keep at it and the shit goes away or is marginalized.
try horse cock porn instead
fuckin cuck
i went from white to asian to indian
black just does nothing for me
>>17319802
Agreed, I think that as we consume more porn the vanilla stuff doesn't do it anymore. There is only so many times you can watch the same shit over and over again before you have to seek something new. Then the only thing that gets you off is a massive bbw popping balloons and sitting on a sheet cake.
Stop watching porn and use that time to do more stuff with your wife or take up a hobby. I stopped watching porn and every time I thought about it I went for a bike ride if it was still light out or lifted weights if it wasn't.
