Hey /adv/
Should I kill myself?
I'm almost thirty jobless and live with my parents. I lost the love of my life because of my drinking. I lost my car and license because of my drinking.
The only think I'm remotely good at is writing but I can't create anything other than /pol/tier short stories.
Suicide seems to be a option right now. The shame I feel is eating me up inside. It isn't subsiding it is growing and its ripping apart my guts every day.
Or....stop drinking...just a suggestion
>>17305914
alright
i was leaning no until you mentioned /pol/, go ahead
>>17305922
We all have our beliefs and political leaning brother. Don't hate us because we are good at what we do.
>/pol/
You're a lost cause.
>>17305909
Yea I would also say stop drinking (go to aa meetings), start getting in shape (working out), and get a job (this doesn' t have to be a full time job). You can write in your free time, but don't fool yourself, this is just a hobby, not a job.
Tell your parents you're trying to better yourself, but want to take it one step at a time.
If after half a year you haven't made new friends, found a gf, or feel like you made any progress. Off yourself
>>17305909
.>pol tier
>writing
So literally you're good at writing green text stories about how wetbacks will destroy the country and Anne counter fan fics?
>>17305909
Hey op stop being a selfish cunt and do something with your life. Nothing is more cringier than a full grown man crying. Stop drinking, shave, cut your shitty hair and get a job. Improve yourself. You want to be a better person, there is nothing to shame for it. Forget your 'love of my life". and work on yourself you crying faggot.
>>17306415
this
