>no motivation, passion or hope for my future at all
>feel like I just wanna die
>parents don't listen to me asking for help
>they just pretend everything's fine
>feel like their trial child
>starting to hate my friends
>starting to hate things i used to enjoy
>try therapy
>"Oh I'm so sorry. Do you want some drugs to help?"
>try it and shit sucks
Should I just kill myself?
Stay anon, keep trying, I've been where you are and thank god I didn't end my life because I'm happy as puppy now and everything is beautiful for me
>>17304804
You're worth it anon. Life has ups and downs but if you end it that's it, so stick it out and find something good to focus on. Travel. Even if it's just down the street, get moving a little and relax. Exercise seriously helps sometimes. Your parents might be in denial but if you need help there are places and people you can call. Therapy is a crap shoot and so are drugs but don't stop trying.
>>17304817
What made it change for you
>>17304826
I've started to lift and I've taken up hobbies like piano and sports but nothing's changed
