So I took a year out after finishing high school/secondary,being at home almost every day has been fairly shit.Live in a ghost town.Going crazy.I need to get away from my mom.
I've applied for a music production course.I only applied to it because it's one of the few music related courses but I just want to PLAY music,not fucking produce it.Performing is the only thing that makes me feel alive.I feel like if I do attend this course I'll be doing it for the wrong reasons.Tbh I just want to meet new people,see new faces.
Another factor is the college is an hour away.I don't have a car.Buses would take too long.I could catch lifts with my friend but his lecture schedule will probably be different.
Friends of mine have offered me a room at their place nearby so I may just live with them for a year until I find my feet.At least I could hone my craft among other things.
What do?
I apologise if this post is all over the place.Took half an hour to word.My mind is a mess and I'm full of indecision.Any advice is appreciated.
>>17304317
Look son
you're living with your mom, which is all good for a while.
But one day you'll stop being young, and then what?
What do you want to do for a life? you have to do something that actually earns an income and you like.
You want to be a musician? it can be done if you got talent.
Stop crying about buses and how long it will take, think about the future and what you want to do for a living, you can't live forever with mom
Music production course may have something connected to composing music depending on a study plan.
What country are you from, anon?
>>17304328
I don't want to live with my mom.She's been emotionally abusive since I can remember.
I need to get out of this run-down house.I figured going to college would help me escape but I realised that I'd be there for the wrong reasons.
I want to work as a musician but I feel like a moron when I say that,
>>17304335
Republic of Ireland