I have been at an ideological crossroads for a while: /pol/, centrist, and Tumblr. Pretty much just fascist, reasonable, and modern hippie sjw.
I feel the most comfortable as a centrist, but I have a lot of paranoia about my future and the futures of my loved ones, so I want to influence myself to believe in /pol/ shit. (I'm an underage ban, mind you. There's personality to be developed.) However, the /pol/ ideology doesn't really make me feel happy, because of being based off of paranoia, there's nothing positive about it in for me except for just more negativity.
What do I do? Do I sacrifice my happiness and be a fascist like /pol/luters or be happy and be a centrist or SJW?
>>17280196
nice blockland pic
/pol/ people tend to be shut-in weirdos. Aligning with middle-left views at least guarantees you can have friends that society won't think are deadbeat conspiritards. Plus you said middle-left makes you happy so go for it.
>>17280215
Yeah, this can be true, but it just seems to me that if I agree with the /pol/luters but make myself look far more liberal then there's no problem in the sense of how people see me.