Is there something wrong with me, is anybody else like this?
I'm pretty chill with not the highest of libidos, but when I do get in the mood, I'm just so hungry and brainless after it.
However, as soon as I get my satisfaction, it's like I reach a level of saturation on all levels. I feel disgusted with myself for having such needs, for having done it (if it's masturbation) and the thought of any other touch from a person repulses and irritates me. I think to myself, what the fuck was in my head that I couldn't resist the urge for pleasure? Everyone with their selfish physical needs are repulsing afterwards and I feel so small, disgusting and ashamed like I've ruined any possibility of a more spiritual pursuit because I don't deserve it. Not as long as I feel physically satisfied. After a few hours when it's worn off completely, I may forget about it and feel normal again. Heck, if the urge hits me again and I give into it, the cycle will repeat. And a horny brain doesn't process consequences very well. Am I exaggerated in feeling like this?
I only feel disgusted after orgasm when I'm doing some weird shit before hand, like self-facials. Those /b/ roll threads turned me into a faggot.
That's because you are fucked in the head and need your beliefs on sex re-examined.
>>17277898
I've been thinking about the same thing for the past two days OP. I'm here to theorize with you.
I read online that it's so we don't get emotionally attached to whatever we fuck, but I'm not so sure on that.
I feel the same exact thing. That in no way makes it "normal" though.
>>17277898
Oh my god i thought i was alone, how do i overcome this feeling? It is making me feel really shitty.
>>17278008
>when you realize that no matter how weird the shit you do is, there is at least one other person who does it too
I don't feel disgusted but I do wonder why the fuck I just wasted 2 hours jacking off like a maniac instead of doing something productive.
Masturbation is a waste of time and effort really, do NoFap for a week or two and see if you can actually control yourself.
Post-coital tristesse
Look it up
>>17278296
How to do no fap?
I worked today and afterward went for a bike ride and I still super horny