>Be a lesbian in a Christian school
>My best friend/girlfriend moved away
>We talk almost daily for 5 years. We become very trusting and loving to each other.
>She randomly tells me today that "She's scared of losing me, but she's scared she'll grow bored and run from me.
>I act chill and tell her to just say if I get boring.
In the back of my mind I'm hurt... Like I just don't know what that was about. I heard this song on the radio today and cried. No idea why:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=caAObyzfqcc
What do I do? Why do I feel like shit after those comments?
>>17236397
I don't mean to make you feel worse, but what kind of friend says something like that? If anything it says a lot about them...
>>17236397
Literally stop being underage you stupid bitch.
Maybe if you stop being an abomination and convert you may be saved in the light you carpet eating witch.
Just because she said that doesn't mean that's how she feels. It may have just been a random thought that popped into her head. The same way one might irrationally fear that their partner will stop loving them, they might irrationally fear that they might stop loving their partner. That doesn't mean it's likely or imminent at all. It might have just been a (rather poor) way of her expressing that she cares about you and doesn't want anything to ruin your relationship. If it's really bothering you, bring it up with her and ask what she meant by it. You guys sound like you have a pretty good relationship, so I wouldn't feel too worried.
>>17236397
>underage
>lesbian
>in christian school
>shitty spic songs make you cry
fuck off please
