Don't know what I'm doing
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Sup /adv/, at a tipping point and I don't know what to do.
Basically I'm 22, only had a couple of ONS that didn't really go well and they were like 2 years ago. Basically due to a combo of my own insecurities and self confidence I'm gash with women. This has lead me to just watch more and more porn. Now eventually I've watched a lot of really self degrading stuff like femdom etc and I've ended up making a profile on a swinging site.
Now I dunno what it is, but I don't mind cross dressers/t-girls etc and long story short I've been messaging a CD and have swapped pics, including my cock. Now post fap etc I don't know where I stand. I mean, I'm straight etc but I enjoyed the fap, think so because this was the first time in a long time someone's taken an interest. Now I'm confused as to what I am and if I want to go through and meet etc. I have a fantasy of being topped but at the same time I don't think I could go through with it. Thanks for reading the blog post and any thoughts would be helpful
You won't know until you've tried it?
>>17220770
You will feel disgusted after cumming because this is just a symptom of increased tolerance to vanilla porn.
Do it if you're adult enough to not be ashamed by being something other than heterosexual. If you are immature, which you honestly come off as, then avoid it as it will probably haunt you forever.
I dont really got the problem here,someone please send help.
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sounds like your sexually scared
>>17222137
That last line rings very true. Thanks for your insight
I believe you guys are right. I'm immature in this sort of stuff, I don't have a lot of experience and I think doing anything further would be very rash considering I'm this conflicted. Thanks troops
