>>17220261
That "masculine spark" is just confidence. Read "How To Win Friends And Influence People", it will massively change your thinking. Besides that, just work on improving yourself. Stop watching porn (if you do), eat healthy and work out, work on interacting with people, get some hobbies, etc.

>>17220273
I can't not watch porn. It's the only thing keeping be sane. It's what I look forward to. I guess I could stop if something else could fill the spot.

I also don't understand how it's possible for me to be this age and not have had a romantic experience.. I was even avoiding it. It just never happened.

>>17220290
You can still masturbate, just don't watch porn.

You shouldn't masturbate more than once a week though.

>>17220348
Masturbating without porn sounds silly. I would just imagine porno.

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>>17220290
Anon, you sound like you have a porn addiction - and that's probably causing you more trouble than you realize.

Do you have any hobbies that can distract you? Or when you feel that urge, any music you listen to or shows/movies you can watch? If it's the only thing keeping you sane, you really need to see a therapist.

And there are plenty of people who haven't had romantic or sexual encounters at your age, don't stress over it too much. You're pretty young too, there's plenty of time.

Honestly, with your porn addiction and all, I'd say focus on yourself for right now. But if you really want to be in a relationship, join a dating site like Okcupid.

>>17220354
I like to just focus on the sensation. You can do whatever you want it's your dick.

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>>17220261
Have you considered that you don't know all there is about masculinity, because you have never experienced intimacy with another boy in you adolescense?

Don't completely take this as fact, but I was always a pretty boy. So, I got into a gang of pretty boys at school, I had a pretty cool childhood. And when we were 13-16 I really started hanging out a lot with my friend Jacob. Now, what I always liked about Jacob was that he was totally different from me, yet we felt really good in each others company. Jacob was a practical type, I was a theoretical type. He liked cars and motors, I liked animals and facts. At parties girls were always hanging around us, and kissing to turn us on. So at one party, when I was 15, me and Jacob got very drunk. And we decided to make out, to see how the girls reacted. They really really liked it! Some of them took pictures, I didn't like that at all, and there was a huge drama thing because one unpopular girl put it out on facebook. But we made her really unpopular, so she took it down and apolagized. That is a whole other story. Bottom line is, that night me and Jacob fucked each other right up the butt. There is no other way to say it OP. And I'm not gay, Jacob isn't gay, but we were gay for that summer.

I learned so much about being a man, I know how we are kind, honourable, caring and protective of one another. And that has led me to be very comfortable about being a guy. Becuase I know it's all good. I know it is a gift for a girl, she is lucky. And you can tell yourself the same things, but it won't work if you don't really feel it is true. So if I were you I'd instal grindr and see if you find yourself a cute boy who can teach you all about the soft side of masculinity.

I mean, for me to just look at a women, I feel proud. I even have a word for it. I say "She gave me striaght-spiration" inspiration to aspire to be straight. But if I could stay 15 for the rest of my life, I would probably be pounding Jacob tbqhf.

>>17220348
thats fucking absurd
at least once every few days wtf