>be me, 26
>duchenne muscular dystrophy
>life expectancy 25
>deteriorating at a fast pace
>really bad now, 100% chance i dont make it to july
is there anything i need to do before i go? not that i can even get up from my chair, im pretty much paralyzed and hooked up to a machine that helps me clear out my lungs
Damn this makes me feel sad feels.
I'd probably try some hard drugs and opiates personally, because I'm always too scared to do them because I want to live long.
Might be cool since you don't have a choice anyway
Or you could meet a qt patient and fall in love like those teeny bopper books
>>17210703
Have you invite a grill over for casual sex then fisted her out of nowhere yet?
>>17210705
I just might. All I've done is weed.
>>17210707
Nah dude. In a wheelchair since 12 years old. Harshly bullied before that for walking weird. People aren't very comfortable being friends with someone with a terminal genetic disease. I can't even move my arms to fap properly anymore.
>>17210718
>I can't even move my arms to fap properly anymore.
Never lucky
>>17210718
I tried cocaine last month and it was good! There is a whole shit about it's quality that might change how it feels.
And you have nothing to do man, you are going to miss out some amazing shit that is going to happen! But I'll enjoy it for you! And even people that try to experience all the shit end up burned out, you just can't have it all, people will every second miss an opportunity or something so it's stupid to think about it.
Where do you live?
Ecstacy is fun.
Sex is one of those things too.
You know, I am actually pretty negative, but I like to be awed. I like watching people focus on their craft. Like a painter painting so casually.
Museums are nice, I like paintings lol.
This is unattainable, but I would like to feel infinite. Druggie anon on /b/ said they felt infinite.
Ask a friend or attendant to help you make a video blog about some of the shit you're thinking about and your life. Make it humorous or dark or whatever. It's your life, you get to choose the tone.
Or you could just make it about something else. Any of the shit you like to do even if you haven't been able to do it in a while. Cats. Whatever you want.
One of my good friends and exes has MD. She's a cool cat but she doesn't share much about her feelings re: progressive disability.
>>17210703
Make peace with anyone in your life you've quarreled with. Don't go out carrying petty grudges.
Make peace with the universe or God or whatever. The time for crying "Why me?" is passed. It is time to find your way to "I'm ready".
Sorry hear it. I'm in no hurry to follow, but I still salute those who go before me.
I'm not sure what to say except maybe the following:
- Make peace with the universe, however you understand it, to whatever extent you are able.
- Get your affairs in order, again to whatever extent you are able. It's an act of kindness toward those you leave behind.
- Get rid of your porn. This is also an act of kindness toward those you leave behind. It sounds like you can't use it anymore anyway.
Bad rolls man.
Don't worry you will be reborn as a qt 3.14 white girl in a rich family with a lloving protective older brother and a bro tier dad and sweet mom where you'll grow old with internet 2.0 and lots of friends.
I believe
Just b urself my man :)
Maybe get into touch for organizations who help people out in your situation and make things happen for you.
