>You have up most of 5 years, but might die sooner
>You're going to die painfully regardless of when
>You could die any day even by your own terms
>What would you do?
I don't have many good ideas of what I should do with what I have left so give me something good.
have a kid, travel make a time capsul/burry it leave a map for future anons
>>17135065
Daniel you are one dumb motherfucker
>>17135052
id think about all the things i wanted to do, and find a way to do them. I was in a similar position recently [spoiler] but now im in remission [/spoiler].
at the time I had three shows I wanted to produce in some form. when I was told I might have a little over a year i figured i could just speed write them as a series of 9 books instead, and release them online for hte fuck of it.
>>17135065
>I don't have the time to start a family
I am afraid of being with a girl because I don't want to force my burdens on her.
And I don't want to leave my kid and wife to a future of some prick who might beat them.
>>17135052
Wouldn't change a thing. Not that I'm living a shit life or a great one. Just nothing much in this life worth doing to me. Bring it on, I wanna see what death is like. It's the only thing I've currently got to look forward to as far as I can see. I'm kinda excited for it. Makes me feel like I did when I was a kid looking forward to a field trip or something
>>17135052
crack and heroin
whatever else i can do while fucked up on crack and heroin
>>17135052
Fuck everyone I can.
What's the point of saving myself for a long term relationship if I'm literally going to die before I can establish one?
>>17135052
I would just complete anything i left incomplete (tell my parents i love them, move out, spend my Savings) and do whatever i NEVER wanted to do (go to clubs, get drunk, do stupid shit).
The problem about living a irresponsible life is that you may not die before having to face the consequences, but if it's certain that I'll do, then it's actually great.
Since I'm a cautious person and like to plan things, having a known "expiration date" actually sounds awesome in my mind, but not being close to it.
Anything else?
Maybe a little risk taking. Sky diving could be fun. But for the most part I feel that what a person does in their final years defines them so no crack parties for me. Just get everything in order and continue life as normal. With a healthy dose of excitement I would otherwise ignore.