Life help, view, guidance

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Hello all I really need help I dont know what the fuck to do right now. I am having a mid life crisis, I think.. I'm tearing up trying to type this. I don't know what I'm going to do in life. I need help guide understanding. I have a job and I like it however not sure how long it will last? I didn't go to college. I hate to study my ADD it too wild when I try to study. I have a decent life however I'm freaking out because of a girl. I know she likes me we hung out before and it got wild. Since that day all I can think of her her her her. Like what if things work out? I like her a lot. My friends are saying ride the lighting but I know lighting has an end and don't want to see it that way. She's smart, kind, lovely and know what she wants in life and then I look at me... I'm a cluster. I feel bad for her... I'm a hard woker but I feel like I have nothing.... I always wanted to know what love was but now I'm afraid to.. anyone's been on this same boat?

So I guess thats why I'm here I need some advice from couples if possible or someone been in a serious relationship, and some guidance on life.