Hey /adv/ I have a problem.
Recently I was in a really dark place and was thinking about suicide. Normally if I feel even close to something like that I keep it to myself because I don't really like seeming like I'm crying for attention and I honestly don't really feel like anyone cares anyways.
But I told a close friend and they talked with me for the night but as we were talking they fell asleep on me and I felt really fucking shitty.
I was pretty upset at them but I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it but the next day they told me they didn't really feel any pressure or anything anyways and that just fucking hurt and I went off.
Am I just being a bitch or is this a really fucked up thing to do?
I told my friend I'm not really upset anymore, but I don't really trust them anymore with deep shit like that since it feels like they don't care anyways but they insist that I'm wrong and keeps apologizing. It's kinda putting a wedge between us if I'm being honest.
What do you think /adv/? I tried asking /b/ but that's not really something that works very often.
Am I in the wrong? Or is my friend?
Well, yeah they handled that all wrong and basically admitted to calling your bluff, in a sense. Seems like your close friend isn't as close as they appeared
>>17110864
I wasn't bluffing. I never really said I was going to do it. Just that I was thinking about it.
But I'm glad I'm not the only one that thinks so.
Thank you.
>>17110968
I know, I just mean in how it was interpreted and they didn't feel 'pressure' about being there for you
>>17110976
So what should I do?
I'm trying to stay friends with them but just not letting them too close right now but I'm not sure if that's the right thing to do.
Eh, if I was so open and got that kind of reception, I'd definitely think twice about how close I wanted them in my life.
