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2016-04-04 23:21:00 Post No. 16997056
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2016-04-04 23:21:00
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I can no longer see a future where I don't end up killing myself.
I am, in all likelihood, about to drop out of college. My grades are good enough to pass, most of the time, but nowhere near good enough to maintain my scholarship, which I really can't afford to go to school without. If I drop out, I don't think my family will disown me, but they definitely won't want me moving back home. That leaves me with no idea what to do or where to turn.
I've been diagnosed with clinical depression and have frequent vivid fantasies about murdering the homeless people that sleep on campus. Most people I meet think I'm a creep, and even my friends think I'm, and I quote, "the most likely to snap and shoot up the school." I'm on a couple different medications, but they haven't done much beyond ease things for a week or two.
I don't want to die.
Help.
