I had social problems all my life. Even as a child I didn't
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I had social problems all my life. Even as a child I didn't get along with other kids. I was an outcast my whole life. Never had any friends. In my teens I got diagnosed with autism after some very shitty years in school. I am now 20 years old and the equivalent of a high school dropout in my country. I've always felt like I was inferior to my peers and it's no different now. I still feel like a child, both mentally and physically.
I still can't accept that I am autistic, despite multiple doctors telling me so. Everyone says that the diagnosis fits and they're happy that they finally have an explanation for my behaviour. I keep comparing myself to other people my age and that keeps me from moving forward. How do I accept that I am disabled? Am I even disabled? Am I autistic or just a weak beta?
>>16950754
>I keep comparing myself to other people my age and that keeps me from moving forward
So don't.
/thread
>>16950758
It's not as easy as that. I can't just flip a switch.