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2016-03-22 16:48:16 Post No. 16945610
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2016-03-22 16:48:16
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Most people describe me as funny, as the guy who brings life to a group, and I try my damnedest to be as kind as I possibly can (religious, not a "nice guy"), but I almost never get invited to things with people. I almost always have to force myself into the group, which never bothers anyone, but is starting to become bothersome to myself. It's just annoying when 10/12 times I am out with people in say, a month, I invited myself. The other 2 times are with one of my closest friends since high school.
I have depression and anxiety, but this is treated with medication, and only a handful of people know because I try hard to keep it hidden. I'm just not sure what it is about me that makes me always an afterthought to groups. Recently I've decided to say fuck it to that, and am trying to spend my time enjoying myself and bettering myself, but I ALSO find trouble staying determined in that regard.
So I guess what I'm asking more is, how do I stay determined to better myself, despite all the loneliness and the desire to say, "Fuck it, I'm going to take a nap," my friends have done this since we all started at college (I'm pretty sure the main reason is because ALL of them go to the same school, which I don't attend) so I just want to make myself more the person I want to be.
Basically, how do I deal with being lonely?