>staying up until 2am on the computer because going to bed is the same as starting the next awful day
Should I turn to drugs
Drugs are good only the first 5 times, and then you realize what they're doing. Drugs are confusing. The fix everything, but after a while begin to take everything away. Hey begin to consume you m8. Relationships with others as well as yourself begin to fade. Your focus is stuck on only one thing. After a while, when you're coming down of your high, you become depressed. Then it feels like the high is reality and the normalities are your mind's distortions of the world. Soon, life turns into just getting that next fix, which then becomes your life support. Just barely keeping you intact. You'll get in a cycle. You're already viewing sleep as beginning another horrible day. When you do drugs, you'll end up viewing highs as beginning a whole new state of self worthlessness and hatred. You'll do anything to escape the nightmare you've created. You'll know what it's like to both love and hate something that is so beautiful and yet so repulsive. Don't do drugs.
Watch anime
>>16943627
try cannabis before you turn to drugs, anon
it works for me
>>16943910
>Try cannabis
Just say weed you fucking pleb