>have a female friend that's so in love with me that she adores me
>do not reciprocate, but some days I find her attractive, other days I find her repulsive
What does it mean?
Days you find her attractive you haven't fapped.
Days shes repulsive you have fapped.
Leave her alone and don't mess with her emotions.
>>16912489
Valid but that's not what's happening
>>16912513
She knows I don't see her as more than a friend
It means you're probably going to feel the same way in a relationship with her.
Only one answer
Kill her
Same boat, but I fucked her.
>>16913358
Lol
>it feels good to be wanted
>occasionally you are horny
Maybe there's something deeper going on you're not mentioning, but maybe it's as simple as that.