do I have autismo ? it seems I can only ever function normally
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do I have autismo ?
it seems I can only ever function normally when I have 0 hobbies going on, otherwise when something peaked my interest I go overboard with it. Like I can't do anything "casually"
For instance:
>be in high school loving maths
>end up going to bed at 2 AM to make sure I can do all the book's exercise and understand accurately everything
...
>be at work
>discovering new programming language / technique that is motivating
>end up leaving work at 8PM and then programming on my own until 2 AM on this stuff
...
>fine new video game that I like
>end up playing it all evening for a week after work and looking up online stuff about it, skipping all the rest of the shit I had to do in the week
I mean, is it OCD ?
I feel like either I have to be normie as fuck and have no special interest, or either have a given interest but then it takes over the rest of my life
>>16907231
We called that immersion with passion.
apply this dedication to you desired path, you will do well
And drop that whole normie label shit, it limits you in a box. It's fine to use on 4chan but never to your actual life.
work work work work work
I'm the same, I got really wrapped in some things while other that are beneficial to me don't interest me enough to care about them.