>>16896418
You should leave notes, novels, books.
You should empty your head on words, drawings, photographies.

Death is not only the ceasing of life, it's a whole universe, your spirit, wits, imagination, that goes into the grave.

Even in desperate moments like this, your own universe is working.
Make a piece of it real.
Extend this piece to touch other people's mind and heart.

Art is a form of expression for sentiments and feelings, try them.

A dark hour is a bright writing.

Donate a kidney, a lung, etc. give as much back as you can.

Don't fucking kill yourself.

Also, >>16896477 is full of shit. Depression is depressing, not super motivating to help you write fiction.

>>16896500
Yeah depression is depression, but doing something help fighting it.

Staying late, thinking about the act, thinking only about it, is how you let it sink past a no return point.

So yeah, I'm full of shit because I'm trying to tell someone, over the Internet, to do something, to occupy one's self, to help him fight suicidal thought.

I must be full of shit them, trying to help OP express himself through other meanings.

Live to be eighty years old or older

>>16896500
Pretty much this.

I'd imagine OP is under 25 and the suicide is related in some way to a relationship.

>>16896518
You need to realise you can't just not stay up late and think about it. you're not really fixing shit. better option is to deal with feeling lonely. Unfortunately most people who complain about killing themselves here, if they're not /r9k/ tier, are people who have almost always been in relationships and don't know how to deal with being alone.

Before ending your life, you should come up with a good reason to do so.

Please don't kill yourself. At least not yet. Give yourself a few more days. Suicide is an impulsive decision and chances are, you won't want to go through the with it after you give yourself time to think

>>16896522
What I was proposing, is a meaning to deal with it via expression :
I realise that you cannot stop thinking about it, but expressing it, doing something of it other than just thinking, is one of the way to go out, and help clearing out your head.

Please tell me more about your situation. Why do want to end your life?

>>16896538
A: that's a subjective coping method.
B: you're under the impression that his life means something. It really doesn't, but if he can't come to terms with that then he really should just kill himself.

He hasn't even posted yet I'm pretty sure he just wants the attention.

OP

The problem I have is that I no longer have fun in my life. Everything I do is for the sake of being "successful". I have a girlfriend which I don't love just because I don't want to be laughed at. I hang out with people I dislike just because they're the social leaders. I go to the parties just because I don't want to be a loser.

It was fun but now it's exhausting. Pretending to be a narcissistic extrovert is more tiring than my job. And the worst part is that I can't "do only what I want", because I no longer now what I want. I used to watch movies, read books, play games and stuff like that but now I have no interest in doing anything.

>>16896535
The only thing that stopped me is the thought of hurting my family, but that sounds really dumb to me.

Living just to not make your family sad is pointless.