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2016-03-09 18:53:04 Post No. 16895675
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Anonymous
2016-03-09 18:53:04
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I know you guys like giving heartfelt advice and I need some.
> be me
> 17
> taking care of house, 6 and 7 year old siblings
> also taking care of 13 year old that comes from an abusive house
> have depression and anxiety like no other
> get overwhelmed
> parents don't come home from work until 8 pm and leave at 4 am
> have a mental breakdown
> attempt suicide
> mom finds out
> get hospitalized
> hospital is poppin with kids under 18, the youngest two are nine
> every five days a bunch are discharged even if their problem hasn't been fixed
> have birthday in hospital
> for most of them it was their second or third time being hospitalized
> two weeks later I get discharged
> I'm put on some small doses of lithium and lexipro
> they work for like five days
> older sister tells me that only weak people commit suicide
> her definition of "weak people" is "shouldn't have been born"
> timetodie.jpg
> mom constantly has me under watch
> somebody is always here
> months pass
> I get a counselor
> tell counselor that I feel like shit
> blood is tested
> my lithium level is 0.2 and I tested positive for RA
> fucking losing it
> call me therapist and she says I'm probably just not taking my meds
> she hangs up
> halfway through meds
> mom makes sure to order them
> therapist refuses to order more meds
> mom's pissed
> go to family doctor
> she uses her magic to get my meds
> I only have about ten days worth but it's still good
> today I'm seeing my therapist or one of her assistants
> forgot to mention that I've never really talked to or seen my therapist
> I'm hoping it's her
What should I do? We have a dog that sheds a lot so I want to take his hair and spread it around her office.