I feel like someone or something is pulling the strings to a lot of things. I feel like there are illusions and deception all around me. I just feel like there are much smarter things/people out their with agendas that can't be "seen." It's a rabbit hole, but a rabbit I hole I didn't choose.
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so what if there is? set up your own agenda, your simple life, and work towards that. if ur talking conspiracy, yes there are some bigger agendas, but you following whatever your life plan is doesn't factor in too much. if you are talking super natural, then stop worrying so much cuz you arent important enough for supernatural entities to pick on specifically.
the universe isn't hostile. it is only indifferent
You can't see electricity, but it's the driving force behind most of the things surrounding you right now. Negative and positive charges. Similarly, there are negative and positive forces that manipulate our psyches/souls/whatever. The negative is a vacuum that sucks energy from the positive; the positive creates new things and strives to exist in spite of the vacuum. (To me, that's what's kind of beautiful about the Christian narrative-- the idea that the positive force went into the depths of that vacuum and then returned intact. It's a hopeful message.)