Aimlessness, worthlessness
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I need some advice I guess, or maybe I don't, I'm not sure. I feel so out of touch with everything around me, and it isn't that I don't try to pull myself back in it just seems the harder I try the more tired I get because in the end nothing helps. I feel really depressed, I can't get into the things I used to enjoy like playing music, drawing, or writing because nothing meets my already low expectations of what I'll make even though I try to put everything I can into it. I can't interact well socially because I don't relate to anyone and I can't hold a conversation without feeling like a try-hard or like the other person thinks I'm just bullshitting.
I try to analyze these problems in my head and sometimes I feel like I know what's wrong or I know what will help me, but I can't overcome them and improve myself as a person or any of the skills I try to learn and apply. I feel stuck and it seems like its always been this way. I'm not sure how to keep going on without feeling so aimless.
Are you in highschool? It's a common problem there. Try new things till how find what you love again. If no one else loves them wait till you get into college. You'll find people who also like that same thing .
>>16891191
23, and out of college. Shits been going on since I was probably 8 or 9.
I'd recommend a trained councilor... my subjective opinion is it has the sounds of depersonalization personality disorder DPD.
I'm basing this of a feeling keep in mind
>>16891209
Is there anything I can do to assure that I need professional help? I'm not sure how expensive it'll be out how much my health care would cover.
