Peace within the mind, body, and soul
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Guys...I don't know how much more I can take of it anymore....It's....Every day is just a god damn battle...Every day my will to comprehend and live shrinks...That feeling of almost breaking, but you don't make a fool of yourself to the world.
Well....here I am. High school. Grades are starting to drop. Along with my self-esteem. Every day is a god damn war between work and peers. Psychopathic girls and guys, racists, SJW's, Tumblr-Fags, pot heads and rednecks. All rolled up into one tight package.
Every day I wake up, and life just takes a metal bat straight to my face. The combination stress and anxiety. (Yes. A doctor diagnosed me with anxiety. I take meds for it, but the effects are beginning to wear off. I'm not one of those scenic bitches who self-diagnoses.)
I am addicted to video games. I am not kidding. I cannot go one day without playing video games. My phone is like a lifeline for me. I always have to have it on me. It's like a goddamn security blanket for christ sake. I am spending freaking 12 hours a day on my phone, DS, Computer and PS4. I can't break it. I love video games more than I love myself. My family has even called me out on it. Saying it's like a drug to me. Shit...They are kinda right. But video games are an escape from this hell . I've only had 2 relationships in my life. Both were scenic, Tumblr tards that self-harm, and have daddy issues. Seems like I am a guy who attracts crazy girls.
When I was 3 years old, I had to go into heart surgery, due to being born with the cord around my neck. 3 years old, life already in jeopardy...god is trying to take me out of this world. Guess the cord around the neck didn't work.
2 months later, my father is confirmed K.I.A in Iraq...
/adv/ I am on my last stretch. I've been through a lot, and I am not asking for no more hardships....I am just asking for a break....is that to much to ask?
>>16863282
Note: Try to be a little less emo, you're on the neckbeard capital of the Internet. But aside from that, bump, because I'm in the same position.
Ever since I started smoking weed I have stopped liking being on technology so much. Now I go outside pretty much as often as I can. Maybe that could help you
>>16863337
>Neckbeard capital of the internet
>>16863343
OP
Well, Weed is illegal where I am, and I wouldn't last 20 minutes in prison.
Plus with my heart condition, I don't wanna take one hit and somehow die.
Try out some videos of Eckhart Tolle's talks on being Present. Or read one of his books like the Power of Now. They can be life changing.
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=WreEewZGTWI
