Tomorrow's my birthday and I really hate my birthday. The morning after is such a huge relief. It's completely irrational but I feel more pressure about the gap between where I am now and the things I want to be or the things I haven't achieved yet. I also set these expectations that a bunch of people will give a shit that it's a birthday but I know in reality no one cares but they still feel obligated to wish me a good day or be nice or hang out with me just because I was birthed on the same day years ago.
I also got out of a 4 year relationship half a year ago and this will be the first birthday in years without her, so I will feel even less appreciated and lonely. What can I do to get over this shit feeling and survive this day?
>>16860109
How old you going to be?
>>16860137
20.
