hey guys i just need to get this off my chest so im not sure whats wrong with me, never been professionally diagnosed. But i feel depressed, i fucking hate life. im not sure why but its been like this for over 5 years now. its so easy to ACT happy and wear a smile while im dying on the inside. i've never told this to anyone.Honestly, my life is pretty damn good. Rich and loving family, lots a friends, decent looking, fit, etc. Yet none of this makes me happy. the only thing that keeps my mind off of things is skateboarding. i think about killing my self atleast 20 times a day but there are obviously reprocussions that wil affect my family and friends. This is the only thing keeping me alive. i need help guysc, i feel like dying....
