i just need some help aboury my illness... i have hallucinations, i see shadows everywhere and have and horrible anxiety for them watching me, this is a serious mental pressure i can barely stand and it's eating my mind. i hear voices and see doubles of the people i know
all this kinda-schizophrenic stuff it's driving me nuts but i can't go to psychiatric or psychologist again, i hate'em with all my soul, many of them say i'm a society danger, psychopatic disorders, multiple personalities, and a large etc.
even my mental health record says i'm unable to work
I don't smoke/drink/drug/hurt/dope myself, but i'm running out of patience to tolerate myself and in multiple times i thought about kill myself, but this is not the solution
i think the help can came out of unexpected sites, so i'm here(sorry for my bad english)
what should i do?
there's a way to take this illness away? some self-therapy?
Your problem is medical and you won't get the solution from 4chan. See a doctor or a counsellor and address your issues instead of hiding from them. Godspeed anon.
>>16784759
>Your problem is medical and you won't get the solution from 4chan. See a doctor or a counsellor
This. Sorry dude, I know its not what you want to read, but I think Its best. You should either go to a pro or find some way to help yourself.
Or if you really cant see a pro again, Meditation perhaps?
>>16784725
Geez man, take your meds. The other guy's got it right. There's nothing you can do on your own, right now.
No magic pills, words or trinkets here. Afflictions like that are for life and meds are the way to have a normal-ish existence.
