Hey /adv/
I'm in a serious existential funk and need help
After some introspection Iv'e come to realize that I procrastinate my responsibilities because I'm scared of exposing myself to the world and being turned down, scared of working hard and coming up short. So I avoid "work" whenever I can.
Iv'e been on and off depressed since I was 14. For the past 5 years Ive been smoking pot daily (up until 2 weeks ago). I was using it as an escape and it made me okay with being bored.
Part of me is just fine sitting at home and being a lazy waste but I have shit to do in my life: A career to build, fat to lose, passports to get, places to go, girls to date.
There's adventure in my heart. But today I havnt left my bed besides taking a piss or licking peanut butter off a spoon.
How do you over come apathy? It's entirely possible it stems from a lack of respect for myself but how do I find respect for myself?
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>>16772925
dunno what to tell you bro, I struggle with the same shit. It really boils down to willpower, but if you don't have any of that then you really will never get anywhere
does everyone deal with this shit?
I'm starting to think this is a problem that Shia has already given me the answer to
