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2016-02-05 22:23:33 Post No. 16772865
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2016-02-05 22:23:33
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Hey /adv/
I'm in a serious existential funk and need help
After some introspection Iv'e come to realize that I procrastinate my responsibilities because I'm scared of exposing myself to the world and being turned down, scared of working hard and coming up short. So I avoid "work" whenever I can.
Iv'e been on and off depressed since I was 14. For the past 5 years Ive been smoking pot daily (up until 2 weeks ago). I was using it as an escape and it made me okay with being bored.
Part of me is just fine sitting at home and being a lazy waste but I have shit to do in my life: A career to build, fat to lose, passports to get, places to go, girls to date.
There's adventure in my heart. But today I havnt left my bed besides taking a piss or licking peanut butter off a spoon.
How do you over come apathy? It's entirely possible it stems from a lack of respect for myself but how do I find respect for myself?
