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2016-01-01 15:03:51 Post No. 16629330
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2016-01-01 15:03:51
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Help /adv/ i dont know what the fucks wrong with me.
Im basically a miserable fuck all the time and i hate it, i could win a mil tomorrow and id still be a spiteful, hatefucked angery cunt.
I feel like i just cant be happy and i cant seek help i just dont know how to deal with this shit.
Last week i got really drunk and i tried to stab my friend just to get him to fight me, he didnt do anything wrong i just wanted him to fucking hit me get the adrenaline flowing to clear my mind, he wouldnt do it and eventually i passed out after having a breakdown in front of the girl i like. She kept telling me im not a bad person and that everyone deserves a friend to listen to them but i feel so pathetic spilling my guts out to them.
I feel like i dont know how to act around people im just a violent self loathing sorry fuck, i got my leg broken in a fight 8 months ago and i was still getting in shit before i could walk, i smashed some cunts teeth in for calling me '' a fucking idiot' he didn't deserve it but fuck i would have killed him if i could i get so angry.
I feel like everyones soft these days they dont understand but neither do i i feel addicted to pain and violence. I feel sad then i hate my self for being a sorry motherfucker and i just get so angry and i want to die but suicide is for fucking quitters and pussies anyway, so i just drink and smoke and hope one day some will kill me instead.